We fear the thing we want the most.

Call me Dixie. Twenty-seven years old, working for LAPD and former troublemaker, sort of. Living a day at a time. "Do you think about me when you're all alone? The things we used to do, we used to be. I could be the one to make you feel that way. I could be the one to set you free

[bartagnans-deactivated20210506]

[bob-dillashaw]

Some of them can really be. As much as I might enjoy the song, I’m not entirely sure having someone sing about the mistakes one might have made and led to his beloved walking away while I’m trying to get laid would help much. But, it can sometimes count as workout, I’d say.

[dixie-marquette-blog]

I was thinking about rock or progressive, but hey, whatever works for you. If you get it off with Britney Spears at some point, who am I to judge? And before you say something I am not implying you do, but if you do... No judgements! Scratch that, I’d judge. Best way to work out in my experience.

[bob-dillashaw]

Playlists; playlists. Whoever says they’re not important while training does not know a thing. Just the other day I completely lost focus as I was in the middle of push ups and “Baby come back” started playing. Don’t judge, it’s a great song, just not for that.

[dixie-marquette-blog]

They are also great for sex── Wait, does it count as a workout? I think it does.

[hellcelebs]

[nash-van-werven]

“Don’t think about it just answer okay? Okay,” The males words escaped his lips at an incredible speed. “Top favorite superhero’s go!” Typical Nash, asking all the important questions.

[nash-van-werven]

[dixie-marquette-blog]

“This is not even fun──” Dixie tapped her fingertips on her lips for a moment, trying to think of her favorites, “I mean, Iron Man comes first, and then...” She paused again. It was a very hard question. There were only a few things that she took it seriously, her heroes were one of them. “Maybe Flash? He is pretty awesome. But there’s also the Black Widow. Mmmm, dammit, Nash! I can’t do a top. It depends on my mood. I mean, you don’t ask me to pick between wings and football or fried chicken and baseball. We can’t just make those sort of choices!”

[dixie-marquette-blog]

[dixie-marquette-blog]

[jayden-nox]

Jay + [open] | In-person

"Third shift: what a time to be alive. Let’s hope dumping my Monster into my coffee with two shots of espresso doesn’t kill me."

[dixie-marquette-blog]

"Don't worry, if it does, I work for the police, if anything, I know how to hide a body..."

[dixie-marquette-blog]

future week ▪ ▪ ▪ zyander, dexter and dixie

[zyander-green-blog]

"Why do you always think we’re having a gay moment? If I wanted to fuck Dex I would, but I want to fuck you. So…" Zyander paused taking off his shirt and tossing it somewhere in the room. Pulling her towards him, a hand slipping behind her back, his lips on hers. Zyander kissed her deeply, knowing that he was wrong but not caring in that moment.

[dixie-marquette-blog]

"Because you are pretty gay for each other. I mean, he calls me Zyander once in a while..." she joked, but his lips cut her off. For some weird reason, there was always some sort of chemistry, even after knowing he was taken, even after marriage. Foolishly, she didn't stop herself from getting closer to him. Her body clashed against his and her hands slid on his torso, into his jeans, over his bulge. Dexter came from behind, his hands snaked on her stomach towards her breast.

[dixie-marquette-blog]

future week ▪ ▪ ▪ zyander, dexter and dixie

[zyander-green-blog]

"That can be arranged but you’re looking a little less then thrilled to see both of us. Are you regretting your choice?" 

[dixie-marquette-blog]

"Oh, should I have pretended to be an anxious groupie?" Dixie said, faking enthusiasm and Dexter chuckled, standing behind her. He pushed her hair to the side and kissed the curve of her neck. "No, I don't have time for regrets, sugar. I do, however, think this is just a scheme for you two to have your gay moment, but not being so gay."

[dixie-marquette-blog]

future week ▪ ▪ ▪ zyander, dexter and dixie

"I thought I would be received with pizza and── well, I would be happy with you both shirtless too..."

[dixie-marquette-blog]

I was basically in the middle of ~i am an useless piece of shit~ crisis and was putting on a reserved when I noticed we have 220 guys. TWO HUNDRED AND TWENTY. Dang. that's a lot. And only guys.

[dixie-marquette-blog]

5 years ahead: an ebc au week

NAME: Dextra 'Dixie' Marquette AGE: 32 RESIDENCE: Westwood, Los Angeles, CA OCCUPATION: Sergeant at Detective Support and Vice Division LAPD STATUS: Single

UPDATES

→ Dixie became a support and vice division detective in mid-2015 and, in 2019, she accepted an offer to become a sergeant. Although early to think about, she isn't sure if she wants to move up, because she is happy at field job and she wouldn't be as happy buried in bureaucracy.

→ Adopted a service dog, in 2016.

→ She spends her free time following the music industry (and pop culture), even though she is not actively involved.

→ Dixie has a Primary Biliary Cirrhosis, an autoimmune disease. She has been in treatment and waiting for a liver transplant. However, since it can lead to word prognostics, she is risking things off her bucket list.

[jessicastroupsource]

jessicalstroup One of the best christmas gifts I’ve ever received: BREAKFAST SANDWICH MAKER. Thank you @jenniferbkaiser for this delight. #myapprovalface

[rj-porter]

#well if the boyfriend didn't make you gay enough #those leather pants did

[rj-porter]

I might of had more to talk about if the basis of this conversation wasn’t the topic of cheating.

[dixie-marquette-blog]

What is your problem with cheating? Are you a prude? Geeez, I got it, you are a good guy, you won't cheat, you think I get a gnome down there, yadda yadda yadda, so you, sir, is the only one talking about cheating now.

[rj-porter]

#well if the boyfriend didn't make you gay enough #those leather pants did

[rj-porter]

I apologize for boring you with my non-cheating lifestyle.

[dixie-marquette-blog]

I slept through mid-sentence. Did I ever say my name? I usually don't give it out, because I mean, who needs it, but since a boring small talk is all I will get out of you I might as well let you know it.

[rj-porter]

#well if the boyfriend didn't make you gay enough #those leather pants did

[rj-porter]

What’s your point? That doesn’t automatically mean I should go out and collect a couple more spouses.

[dixie-marquette-blog]

That cheating is a concept created by our egocentric society and that Jesus forgives and forgets, like pretty much everything else, but now this conversation is boring me.