Nathan

20 | scarecrow's #1 fan | dx DID sys

[dizzifulbiiss]

Hello, I'm Nathan. You can collectively call us dinosaurs! I love Lemon Demon, Minecraft, Stardew Valley, Nikkiverse, baking, making jewelry and probably other stuff that I'm forgetting lol. My favorite show is The Good Place and my favorite movie is Hurricane Bianca. Please don't try to befriend me if you are under 16. I'm gay and transmale, 7 years on T! :D

I'm a diagnosed DID system of 21 (active) alters. Feel free to ask questions I am okay with it :). This is not an education blog, purely just a personal blog for fun! I am anti(pro)-endo, anti polymind, anti willow, and anything similar. This is also a dni if you break it you will immediately be blocked. If you reblog endo safe or pro endos I won't fb. Freq fronters are: Neil, Beckett (🍂), Scarecrow (🦜), and Kyrian (🍧). Friends can request my simply plural <3

Like spam is okay and appreciated :P

Username was supposed to be dizzifulbliss but it was taken </3

[beepartcollection]

waterboy got super injured on the job and they put him on the STRONGEST painkillers

[dizzifulbiiss]

I'm officially 20 as of yesterday 🥳

[exiledmemories]

he got a little fed up, me thinks.

follow up (suggestive)

[dizzifulbiiss]

Wanting to drop out of college but also knowing thats a horrible idea...like gen idk what to do.

[dizzifulbiiss]

Im okay i just needed to be medicated LMFAO

[dizzifulbiiss]

Sooo scared to ask my mom about potential top surgery in the future. Last year was a huge financial burnen and i dont wanna add to that stress. ill prolly ask when im closer to my final weight goal :'0

[insandriumheart]

more neil cicierega as the scarecrow [x]

[tomcrowsex]

tomcrow lighting practice unc still got it (open tbe image tumblr makes the quality ass for some reason)

[dizzifulbiiss]

I cant post the picture I took with Neil Cic at wicked con i literally have no idea why. But yeah it was fun I bought the dinosaurchestra cd and got a picture with him :)

Edit: I screenshotted it since i might just be the wrong format:: plz work

[dizzifulbiiss]

Wanting to drop out of college but also knowing thats a horrible idea...like gen idk what to do.

[stupi-did]

Me when I have DID and I’m failing math

(This ask is a joke)

Something something

"But the brain never divided, it just refused to do addition"

[lorelei-system]

It’s interesting how there are at least 2 types of “I don’t remember that.”

1. Not remembering until the memory gets triggered/ you are confronted with evidence, and then you do remember.

2. Absolutely no evidence will bring back the memory. The memory does not exist anymore. That wasn’t me. Nope. Didn’t happen.

And then there’s “I have been told about this, and while I do not remember it, I know that it is factually correct. How do I know? I don’t know.”

I don’t even know what my point is, it’s just interesting to think about. Memories are weird, dissociation is weird. The way the highly traumatized young mind deals with memories is weird.

[dizzifulbiiss]

ive seen ppl say if u dont know the difference between psychiatrist and psychologist u havent done enough research but i only disagree bcs i just cant REMEMBER the difference 🫩💔😭💔

[dizzifulbiiss]

Ik its their job but that psychiatrist clocked me so quick 💔💔💔💔💔💔

[stupi-did]

syscringers be like "the human brain cant handle more than like 2 disorders at once!!!" no it cannot. thats why theyre called disorders. if the human brain magically prevented people from having disorders because it cant handle them then disorders wouldnt exist in the first place. bozos

anyways shout out to systems with other disorders as well, whether it be audhd or personality disorders or anything in between i love you all

YES

[dizzifulbiiss]

Why is minecraft horror so addicting man. It doesn't matter if its actually good horror or dweller slop, i CANT STOP PLAYING 😭

[falter-your-alter]

The deep fear of forgetting you've forgotten something

Oh god yes