Expressions Of My Inner Being

This is the last place i have to yell at myself...

[djdrazun]

Hmmmmm.....

I'm considering returning here.

[djdrazun]

I'll never understand how someone so intelligent cant see the pattern they're stuck in is the result of their own actions. Will you ever take responsibility or will you always play the blame game with those who oppose you?

Most days I wish I never felt a damn thing for you. Spared of this bullshit so at the very least i'd feel comfortable being the places I love to be.

Dont get me twisted.....I will never let you interfere with what I'm doing in MY life. I dont care if you introduced me to this person, that person, or place. I'll allow anyone to make their own assessment of me. And of you.

I am not a stalker. I am not obsessed. And I am not going anywhere. I'm not going to allow you to run me ever again. Hell....consider me a ghost. Cus unless you are going to apologize.....then thats exactly what I am to you. Dead.

[djdrazun]

I know it's not smart for me to think about anyone I used to love. I believe the word for it is "Inconsistent".

I don't want to be hurt and betrayed by people I used to think so highly of. In these time I also miss them terribly. I miss how close we were. I know I ruined a lot by falling in and out with her. But it wasn't fair to abandon me....again.

Over and over its the same process and I just want it to be different....

[djdrazun]

Coincidence or not.....you'll never get the chance to hurt me again....

I hate how angry I am but you fucking did this to us....

Ughhhh....

[tanou123]

New Orleans ❤

[doctorslippery]

Thunderstorm jazz is freaking awesome. I need an album of that. I’d sleep like a baby.

[djdrazun]

I love this city.

[wewewe-soexcited]

[sometimes-lt-rains-1]

So precious 🥰

[djdrazun]

Kids with dogs helps my heart heal. Lol

[djdrazun]

“Oh why you do dat There’s a million other things that you’re good at Singing oh before I spill it I’ll let your brain run wild for a minute Imma sweat you out (sweat it out) How many times do I let you become All I drink about”

[sleeplessintokyo87]

Rain

[livingfortherainydays]

[djdrazun]

I tried for you and I, for too hard, for too long Gave it all and everything for more time, but I lost [Chorus] Ooh, we're breakin' down Whispers would deafen me now You don't make a sound Heartbreak was never so loud

[neckkiss]

Milk and honey.

[djdrazun]

Some of my photography. Follow @katharsisartist on instagram.

[djdrazun]

It seems I have a thing for women who couldn't care less about me. It's not the first time but it needs to be the last. This is obviously a ME problem. A problem I need to fix...

I hate that the ones I connect with and relate to are who I feel so drawn to. And they will indulge me in their low times and forget about me in the highs.....

I'm always a fucking mistake they didnt mean to cause. She doesnt even recall any of it... how convenient for her. I should've listened to everyone around me. To her own kin. I knew better..... so why does this hurt so bad? Why does it feel like she is the only woman left in the world?

I HATE EMOTION. I want to be a stone faced sociopath.....then maybe the ones I feel for will love me back....

[djdrazun]

Say you dont recall

Doesnt mean it didnt happen

Drunken lie or not

Discipline is what you're lacking

Now I'm stuck feeling like this was all a big mistake

You only wanted me when his attention went astray

I understand. A helping hand. A boy that would never tell you no.

I had a choice. And never voiced. That I couldn't let you go.

But you're the reason, I woke up. And the reason I dont sleep.

Has no one ever told you? What you sow is what you reap.

[djdrazun]

"She said it's not now or never. Wait ten years we'll be together.

I said better late than never. Just dont make me wait forever"

[jacqattacq-deactivated20230625]

GRIEF

“In the beginning, the ball is huge.  You can’t move the box without the ball hitting the pain button.  It rattles around on its own in there and hits the button over and over.  You can’t control it - it just keeps hurting.  Sometimes it seems unrelenting.” - Lauren Herschel

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