BEX

32. Genderqueer. Lesbian leaning pansexual. Jameson's lil sis. DJ @ Votive

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it had been a rough week. a week that had once more lead her to the votive on the weekend and tonight she really felt like letting loose. deuces, for her was the place to go. after all, she used to be a professional dancer before she ran her own record label and she still had the moves. dancing was still her passion and after a stressful week it was always the way to get it all out – that and, of course, several other activities the votive had to offer. her hips were swaying to the music, her eyes closed as her body sensually moved to the beat and she was completely in her own world, almost forgetting everything around herself. almost. she let her brown eyes roam around the crowd, and the moment they made contact with another pair, an inviting smile tugged at the corners of her lips as she gestured for the other to come closer. “Dance with me,” she said over the music, reaching out with her hand, offering for the other to take it.

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It wasn’t often Bex got a glimpse of Amelia like this. In her element, herself wholly and completely. Still as intoxicating as ever. Their last moments together had been tension filled, Bex had wanted more. But she was scared, always scared of making her feelings known, which is why she ran. Not that she didn’t have a place to go - but, tour had kept her busy. Finishing up her gigs at Cochella, on a side stage, but still for her it solidified that she had made it, somewhere, some how. Bex finished up her set and doused herself with a water bottle after drinking most of it making her way to Amelia she pulled the other in close pressing her lips to the other woman’s neck. “And here I thought you’d be mad at me.” She smiled a little letting her arms drape around the others sweat laced shoulders, fingers tangling in the honey locks. 

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Nothing like some spring fest show realness 🤣😋😈🎶🎧

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jamesonroberts·:

He swallowed his first bite and shook his head, putting it down as he wiped his hands. “Nope. Not pulling that pity party. Mom adores you, Dave taught you to box, Scott taught you how to fix a fucking car and I… filled  your brain with stupid Star Wars trivia and taught you how to cook. Dad can rot in hell and you know Kayley is weird with all of us because shes got a stick up her ass and we’re actually fun.” He smiled, winking. “You were never an accident. Dad was just a drunk asshole who didn’t know the meaning of a condom. But I’m glad he didn’t. Cause then I wouldn’t have my little BexyButt.”

“Wow thanks for letting me have my emotional moment which is fucking healthy to do, might I add,” she leaned forward resting her tattooed forearms on the table as she looked at him. “You know you don’t always have to keep being the one to try to hold shit together Jays,” she sighed looking at him. Reaching out she snatched his hand to hold it. “It’s okay to feel the bad shit, and yea Dave got me these abs which do wonders for the ladies, Scott got me my first arrest, ever so thankful for that, stealing cars, clearly not my thing,” she added a laugh, “And you gave me more than just Star Wars and cooking...so don’t undersell you guys...especially not you. You’re always gonna be my Obi Wan,” she smiled relaxing back, “You ever think about giving therapy another try,” she took a sip of her coke. “I worry about you sometimes, then again, last therapist I had I fucked so I’m not really one to talk,” she laughed. “Shit what are we gonna do with ourselves.” Setting down her finished coke Bex stood clapping her hands. “C’mon what are we doing today. Lenny’s has an 80′s cover band starting in a couple hours,” she offered. 

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willicmsamelia·:

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“Well, you certainly look like you had fun.” A grin tugged at the corners of her lips as she was tugged closer, shaking her head in amusement. “Yeah, I saw, that’s why I ended up not heading there in the end, it was a bit much for today,” she chuckled. Glancing down to where Bex’s hand played with her own, she took initiative, lacing their fingers together before looking back up into her light eyes. “I got dolled up for the night, I’ve been out for a few hours and, yes, that involved waiting for you,” she simply said, not quite wanting to give the other the satisfaction of letting her think it was just for her, even though a large part of it was. And when Bex leaned in, so oh so happily reciprocated, letting their lips melt together as her free hand came up to cup the side of her face.

There was a startling moment. Where Bec realized just how comforting and safe Amelia’s touch felt. The way her soft words soothed everything going on in the girls mind. At the touch on her cheek she smiled through the kiss. It wasn’t lust filled, though there was a hint of desire in everything they did. “Mmm, sure, I’ll let you pretend you didn’t dress up for me,” Bex offered as their lips parted. “What’d you do tonight?” She asked curiously. Their fingers laced together was simple, easy and some kind of declaration that she was there at the bar with her. “Do you want to head up to your suite to tell me about it or we could go back to mine, though staff quarters are a little bit underwhelming,” Bex laughed lightly though she wouldn’t mind either way, truly she just wanted to be with the other woman. “I’ll grab us a couple bottles from behind the bar, what are you feeling?” She asked slipping from the bar stool to stand between Amelia’s legs.

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willicmsamelia·:

Amelia had been fully aware that it was going to be a late night when Bex was finished, but she didn’t mind one bit. She would gladly wait up if it meant she got to spend some time with the DJ, that’s how much she enjoyed her company. The producer was very much aware that it would not be anyone else who just walked up to her to brush her hair away and press their lips against her skin. And at the latest at the sensation of those pressing soft kisses to her neck, Amelia was completely sure it was her. Goosebumps started rising on her skin and she shivered slightly, a smile tugging at her lips as well as her warm brown eyes spotted the other. “Did you have a good set?” she asked, genuinely curious. She had checked in for a moment but had quickly decided that tonight had not been the night she wanted to spend in a big crowd. Admittedly, it would be a lie to say that she didn’t hope for this to end with them in her suite, but she also knew exhaustion could come quickly after a gig. 

Hooking her sparkle and spiked doc martins under the railing of Amelia’s bar stool she tugged her closer with a smile. Nodding slightly Bex still littered with a bit of sweat and ever so slightly smudged make up, “Yeah not bad, crowd was a little much tonight..you know how people get when they let loose for a weekend bender...it was like that but, a lot,” Bex eyes widened to show just how much. “How was your night?” She asked before taking a sip of her drink. Her tattooed hand playing absently with Amelia’s hand that rest atop her leg. Honestly, the DJ hadn’t realized how much she’d missed the others company. Regardless if the two were going to end up getting physical. It was the way the other made her feel...important. She should be doing that for the client, though. However, to her...the woman was just Amelia. “Tell me you didn’t get all dolled up to wait around for me at one am...” she smiled giving the other’s hand a squeeze before leaning in to press a soft kiss to Amelia’s lips. God she tasted good. 

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jamesonroberts·:

“Oh fuck off! Don’t slut shame me or I’ll tell mom.” He laughed. “I didn’t actually. Kinda sad.” When she mentioned settling down, he laughed. “Hey, I can be poly and settle down. Don’t be so old fashioned!” He ordered them two big slices of pepperoni pizza and two cokes. “Oh shit, you’re right. That’s Kayley who likes that shit. How is she so fancy and also a Roberts? Makes no sense.” Of course, he spoke of their older sister, the first born. Dad’s favorite. She loved them each no matter what and they love her but Jameson always personally felt a slight resentment of his older sister. She was Dad’s first born and his favorite. She went to university, became a lawyer. She was the golden child.

A guttural satisfied moan escaped Bex’ lips at the first bite of the pizza slice. She’d hardly realized Jame was talking until he made the face. “Oh come on! Really? Pull the tattle tale card, way to go old man,” she kicked his shin playfully under the table between them and then let out a laugh wiping her lips and hands with a shitty white, flimsy napkin. Nodding a little he listened to her talk about Kayley. Bex hardly knew her older sister she couldn’t remember a time where the two had had any kind of a conversation other than Kayley making some comment about how Bex had no self control, that the best thing to ever happen to Bex was her going to juvie cos then at least she graduated high school. Bex was every bit the last, the accident, the forgotten, but not to mom, not really to her brothers and definitely not to Jameson. Kayley was an...unmentionable around Bex. Purely someone who happened to share the same DNA. A woman who had sent a fruit basket with a generic congratulations to Bex at her Julliard graduation. “Yea well you know, she’s more Roberts than I’ll ever be,” she muttered venom lacing her words. “Just me the accident over here,” she took another bite of her pizza before folding it up and nearly finishing. “Right good family talk love it.”

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travideon·:

         Having listened to a good number of songs that Bex was expertly DJ’ing and had remixed, Travis couldn’t help but bob his head to the beat of the music. Only a few times though since too much head bobbing resulted in an achy neck and he wanted nothing to do with that. But nonetheless, he liked the music selection for the night. Around the time that Bex had finished up her set however was around the time that Travis checked his phone and saw that he only had fifteen minuted left on his shift. A relief that came over him mentally and one that was physical in the act of tilting his head back and closing his eyes to take in a deep breath. Breathing in deep and exhaling through his nostrils before he’d opened his eyes and took note of Bex making her way over to the bar and taking a seat.

         Making her his priority for the rest of the shift while his other co-bartender, Rick, handled the other two customers. ”Vodka Soda, comin’ right up” Travis spoke as his greeting of sorts . Not wasting any time or dawdling about as he soon turned on his heel to walk over to the back wall of the bar and began mixing Bex’s drink. The recipe being easy, to the point and pretty much over and done with in under a minute, tops. Acknowledging Bex’s question in regards to how his night went. But opting not to respond until he had her drink ready and would turn to walk it over to her. Setting it on the counter in front of her on top of a cardboard coaster before leaning forward and resting his forearms on the counter to relax for a moment. “Busy, endless and pretty much chaotic as any weekend would be. Constantly checking the time to see how much time I have left on my shift before I can get out of here and relax for the rest of the night. I need it”.

There was a time in her life where Bex would have been performing on some kind of drug. Now though, she’d been mostly clean except for drinking and a little pot here n there. A bevy of thank yous and my pleasure’s slipped her lips as people came up to her after the set at the bar. Turning down a few advances as Travis made her drink she knew exactly how he felt. She was craving a bit of chill time herself. Not having to work for it with a partner. Especially one that expected a little too much. Placing her hands together in a simple prayer as she thanked him with a nod of her head Bex sucked down most of the drink in one go. Watching as he placed his forearms on the bar top before her she placed her tattooed fingers on his forearm brushing it as if to show her support, then giving a light squeeze. Her hands then found his shoulders from the front giving a little bit of a massage, “Yea man, you are tight,” she sighed looking at him, withdrawing her grasp, “When was the last night you had off?” She asked her brows furrowed together. Finishing off her drink she nodded to his phone, “Looks like times up, c’mon, I’ll make you a drink up at my place and dote on you for once,” she smiled looking at him. “Yea?”

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jamesonroberts·:

Jameson looked at her with a deadpan expression. He supported his siblings sexuality and sex lives. They were always taught that sex was not shameful and that as long as you do it safely and responsibly, it’s okay. That still didn’t mean he needed to know his sisters many sexual exploits cause he knew she was not lying. “Whatever! One pussy!? Psh, amateur.” He rolled his eyes. “Sweet! It’s pizza so I hope you’re ready to not get pineapple or I will disown you.”

“That’s right, I’m not like you, a damn walking STD,” she joked closing the notebook and standing up. Bex yawned slightly as she nudged her brother. “So you get any the other night you fucking left me?” She asked looking up at him. “What happened to this, ‘I duno BexButt I’m thinking about settling down’ crap you were telling me the other day?” Falling in step with him the two exited Votive finding the nearest, cheapest, greasiest pizza place owned by some guy named Vito that was open til probably 4am. “When the fuck have I ever gotten pineapple on a pizza? I’m crazy but not that crazy,” Bex laughed. “Pepperoni girl through n through.”

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willicmsamelia·:

“Oh, stop it!” Amelia laughed when she was teased about the fact that she was blushing just a little bit. The truth was, Bex had a way of making her feel special every time she was around her – she was sure she had the same effect on other women and she wasn’t going to fool herself that she was the only one Bex let her charm work on, but she let herself enjoy it nonetheless. Happily she sat down on the other’s lap, humming at the gentle patterns that were traced across her skin, her hands coming to rest behind the DJ’S head. “Sounds perfect if you ask me,” she then said, her own fingers now tracing patterns along the other’s skin as she leans closer and towards her ear, whispering into it. “I’ll let you get back to work then. I’ll be waiting for you at the bar when you finish,” she breathed, then pulled back to press the faintest of kisses to her lips, only a very small taste of what was to come – it only lasted a short moment and she pulled back fully only a moment later, getting back up and grinning down at her. “I’ll see you later.”

When Amelia’s fingers ran through Bex’ short cut a satisfied, soothing sigh left her lips. Leaning in only for a moment Bex lips brushed along Amelia’s neck. Though there was nothing more to that. She listened to the other woman’s answer and smiled. Sure she had women but Amelia was different, polished, put together, disciplined which in a way made Bex only want to please and relax her even more. The DJ wasn’t an escort, she made no money off of satisfying clientele truthfully she could be with whomever she wanted, no strings. She got paid for playing music. Smiling slyly as the woman’s lips briefly contacted her own she let her hand linger at the others while she pulled back. Watching as she walked away Bex gaze stay on the olive skinned creature as she left the lobby. Groaning slightly Bex rubbed her face sinking into the chair for a moment before a slow grin spread her lips. Rubbing her face she got back to planning her set. It was just before one am before the DJ made her way to the bar. Spotting Amelia taking sips of her drink she made her way up to the bar stool behind her. Brushing the chestnut hair from the back of her neck Bex placed soft kisses along her bare skin. There was a high, an adrenaline that came from performing, she knew Amelia knew that too. “Mmm, hey you,” Bex smiled then took a seat beside her ordering a vodka soda. 

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{{ @travideon }}

It was late. Bex had just finished a show, drenched in sweat she made her way over to the bar having given part of her soul away to those who watched, danced, sang, and sweat before her. It was always exciting, fun and enchanting - a high. But, coming down was always hard. Messing with cleaning some of the sweat from her hair and the back of her neck she let the towel end up hanging around her shoulders. Half expecting to see her bro behind the bar she smiled anyway seeing Travis. “Hey buddy, vodka soda if you don’t mind,” she’d always been polite when it came to the other male. There was unspoken history each one held close and despite not really saying much they knew there was at least more than a little tragedy and trauma in one anothers background. “How’s the night been? Slow? Steady? Looked like people were pretty trashed or at least fucked up on something tonight.”

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lola noticed someone walk into the spa looking a bit lost. she cast them a BRIGHT smile. “ can I help you with something? “ she asked. 

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Pushing Lola up against the wall Bex’ grasp pinned her ex’s hands up above her head. She’d spent all morning thinking about Lola’s lips, eyes, her hair, the way her hands felt on her body. Then again, Bex would never SAY those things because saying them made feelings real. And the girl never cared much for real. Kissing along Lola’s neck she pressed her body tightly to the others. Lacing their fingers together she brought her arms around pulling them around her own waist keeping her face nuzzled in Lola’s flesh. Taking in the familiar scent of her shampoo and whatever lotion she used on clients at the spa. “I miss you in my bed Los...” B sighed slightly against the others ear. “Please come to me tonight...” Bex pulled away slightly not before pressing a deep kiss to Lola’s lips.

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willicmsamelia·:

“Oh, a girl tries to do small talk and you go ahead and turn it around on her,” Amelia joked, smiling back at the other, the amusement clear in her eyes. And yes, she more than appreciated being given the other’s full attention, it felt good. And so, a hum left her. “With some fun, you mean that you’ll show me just how good it is to see me?” she asked, pearly whites digging into her bottom lip slightly. “In which case, I gladly accept your invitation.”

“Did I just get Amelia to blush?” Bex grinned slowly reaching over as she took the others hand tugging the woman to take a seat on her lap. “You are blushing! Aw, for me? That’s so sweet of you,” the DJ gloated with a smile letting her tattooed arm rest across the other woman’s perfect legs, tracing soft subtle designs on her bare skin. “Oh yeah, absolutely, we’ll do some dancing, we’ll get the crowd all excited, lil wet n sweaty while theyre dancing make them feel completely free,” Bex smiled her gaze meeting Amelia’s. “I will always, always, show you how good it is to see you. You should know that by now.”