Ok, im now taking applications for a real, non "pro" mommy/ switch. I'm ok being the big sometimes but you gotta understand that when I make pushies, or wake up in a messy diaper, INSTANT forced regression. I don't know what it is or why but as soon as I start messing I'm 2-3years old, need my pacifier, want either mommy or my stuffie to hold or be held by. If you switch, I would expect no less than full diaper use from you too and will happily and voluntarily take care of all your changing needs desires and wishes. Being abdl is a sexual thing for me too, so yes I will get hard ons all the time,yes I will be desperate for us to have dl fun time regularly and spontaneously. About the outside world version or big version of me. I do not look like I would like to put on diapers and cuddle and do the whole abdl thing. I've been described as a viking, biker, sasquatch, with a dad bod. I am extremely self reliant and believe in fixing everything myself because usually I can and do not only repair but customize for personal/household needs. Not to mention no one will care more about the safety and well being of you, me, us, our families, than me. Im a natural born protector, ive had to start life over from 0, with nothing 5 times nothing last time was difficult and took awhile to start to get my feet back under me, but it was also the most personal growth and developmental. I'm extremely spiritual, im what the rest of the world calls a theorist, but here in the USA more referred to as conspiracy theorist, the thing is I can provide hard documented proof for most the ideas I have. I try to have ideas and not beliefs, because ideas are fluid and changeable, beliefs on the other hand are fundamental and core foundational building blocks that are almost impossible to change. Anyway back to what im looking for, a lady/woman who is kind, polite, and shines her inner beauty without fear. Someone looking to grow together as individuals, that build a life that poets and storyteller and songwriters will write about forever. Someone who's not expecting me to fund their life and habits, yeah i don't mind helping out from time to time, or paying for dates, but it is 2026, and if you wanted to put a never ending smile on my face and ensure that I'll be your diapered energizer bunny, take me on a date once in a while, you plan a date out, you pay for it, you handle everything, let me know you want me too. From what I've seen in my 42 years on this planet, that's where a lot of relationships loose it. "Typically" the woman decides its the man's job to make her happy and do all the chasing, take all the denial and keep on trying, keep getting shot down but still be the provider, keep showing up and pursuing her. Well, that never works, I need to know im wanted and desired for me, who I am. I need to know you find me attractive, and subtlety never works, be bold be outright, be confident that im the one you want, the one you chose and will continue choosing. Be proud im by your side. You make me feel wanted, loved, appreciated, respected. Ill make sure you can't distinguish your life from your dreams. I live in southwest utah currently for family reasons. I'm originally from western washington, and have 0 want or desire to return to that cesspool. I prefer small town out in the sticks to city life. I like room to breath, and hearing silence. I'm self employed, so my work travels with me everywhere. I'm intelligent, fun, funny, witty, wise, curious, seeker of knowledge, and speaker of truth. I also do mirror and magnify/amplify energy given. Try to lie to me you'll get a fantastical web woven that will have you questioning the fundamentals of life. Be honest and authentic, you'll get honesty and truth and authenticity forever.
To recap looking for irl real deal mommy/mommy leaning switch, accepting of i am diaper dependant, period. There's a reason, that im willing to share with applicants. But I do use my diapers fully and for all intended purposes. Must be ok at minimum helping me change my messy diapers as well as wet ones. I'm 💯 down with you wearing and using diapers too, will lovingly, voluntarily, happily tend to all your diapering needs. Messing my diaper instantly regressed me to 2-3 years old got no control over it, just all sudden bam baby, then bam loaded stinky, squishy seat. I do wear full time including public, I do use my diapers in public. Not much I can do about it at this point. I love all abdl diapers, pink, blue, purple, white i don't care, as long as its thick and absorbent with a good crinkle, yes please. I hope this reaches who its supposed to, I've spent my whole life up till now looking for you and becoming the best possible version of me for you.
P.s. what's inside my diaper is not small or tiny. Of the partners I've had, ive never had one disappointed. The last couple partners claimed to be intimidated. 7" with a fun good feeling girth.
