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✧——⊹ ࣪ ˖ 𝜗 welcome!! 𝜚 ⊹ ࣪ ˖——✧
𐙚 ₊˚ ⋅ If you’re new here, welcome to my blog!! Ty for being an absolute icon and giving me and my absolute yapping a chance! I promise im at least a little cool ٩(ˊᗜˋ*)و ♡
𐙚 ₊˚ ⋅ My masterposts:
Rue’s Diary
✧——⊹ ࣪ ˖ 𝜗 about my blog 𝜚 ⊹ ࣪ ˖——✧
𐙚 ₊˚ ⋅ My blog is mostly just a girlblog/digital diary with occasional posts about my interests!
𐙚 ₊˚ ⋅ Honestly, all this blog is for is to yap about/romanticise my life and make friends w all you sweethearts!!
𐙚 ₊˚ ⋅ No DNI’s here, just please be kind and only a little insane (づ˶•༝•˶)づ♡
𐙚 ₊˚ ⋅ Anons and askers are more than welcome, I love talking to you all so much!! And if you want to be moots, just ask! You’d probably have to eat my blog before I said no.
𐙚 ₊˚ ⋅ There will be some ED/general mental health and light nsfw talk here! It will be tw’d in the tags, and there’s nothing pro-@n@, but please be mindful if that’s something you don’t wanna see!
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𐙚 ₊˚ ⋅ #rue rambles - yapping.
𐙚 ₊˚ ⋅ #rue rants - yapping but feral.
𐙚 ₊˚ ⋅ #rue reels - general insane/depressed posting
𐙚 ₊˚ ⋅ #rue reflects - deep shit idk..
𐙚 ₊˚ ⋅ #rue replies - replying to asks!
𐙚 ₊˚ ⋅ #rue reblogs - self explanatory tbh
𐙚 ₊˚ ⋅ #rue.txt - text posts
𐙚 ₊˚ ⋅ #rue.png - image posts
𐙚 ₊˚ ⋅ #her <3 - the massive embarrassign crush i got over
𐙚 ₊˚ ⋅ #starlight - the woman that i better marry what?
✧——⊹ ࣪ ˖ 𝜗 about me! 𝜚 ⊹ ࣪ ˖——✧
𐙚 ₊˚ ⋅ Hi!! My name’s Rue, and (incase u didnt notice) ur on my blog ૮ ˶ᵔ ᵕ ᵔ˶ ა
𐙚 ₊˚ ⋅ I’m a minor, go by she/they/any prns and I’m a lesbian (bi?? idk girlies give me some working out time we’ll get there in the end)!!
𐙚 ₊˚ ⋅ My main interests atm are Pokemon, Marvel (mostly Spider-Man, Daredevil and the Winter Solider, but I love literallt all of them) and DC (specifically batfam (´∀｀；), but also superfam), also Into & Across the Spider-verse and Sanrio!
𐙚 ₊˚ ⋅ Some of my hobbies are: art (mostly traditional), writing, reading, cooking/baking, and more that I’ve totally blanked on rn..
𐙚 ₊˚ ⋅ Some things i love (˶˃ ᵕ ˂˶) .ᐟ.ᐟ: my perfect beautiful amazing friends and family, braiding hair, growing my nails out, forest walks, fruit, deers, Hozier, candles, pretty pastel highlighters, weighted blankets, really sweet scents, my 3DS, penguinz0, my (gifted) journal/scrapbook, ben & jerry’s, posters you get as freebies, bright sun on cold days, air rifles, DVDs, fanfic, cats, fluffy pyjamas and sososooo much more!
𐙚 ₊˚ ⋅ Some things i’m not so fond of (◞ ⸝⸝ ◟ ): mint, rainy weekdays, dust, popcorn ceilings, tights that feel weird against your feet, insomnia, bugs, weird textures and hopefully not much else!
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𐙚 ₊˚ ⋅ Thank you for listening to me yap (ó﹏ò｡) If you got this far ur super beautiful and cool and im giving u a virtual smooch ( ⸝⸝´꒳`⸝⸝)
Now that I’m almost done i just wanna say ty to all of you beautiful angels ☹️☹️ (bit dramatic im js moving blogs but shshshhh). Ty all for listening to me yap and watching me tweak out a little 😇 I hope ill still see all of you around tumblr again, and i hope youre all having amazing days and lives. Love you girls <3333
Okayaya firstly i need to say after i finish this entry ill be totally caught up w my diary which we love. Omg also bc i have no desk in my room ive made this goofy arse setup where im sat on a stepladder infront of my nightstand using my tealight holder to lean my ipad on. Also putting a pic here bc i need to appreciate it (angel).
Anywayyysss about my actual dayyy! So i mean the morning was chill. Did a little meditation before school and.. was maybe almost late but shhh. Also maybe started crashing out on my friend a tiny bit (not like at him just near him) which! Oopsie!
Anyways first period was exam. Bc ofc it was. But!! I was right bc i got the computer to turn onn! The only problem was that it didnt have a fkn mouse. So for the first like 10 mins of the lesson i was screaming slamming my keyboard trying to find the fkn files. Okay a bit dramatic but i did slam my head on the keyboard once. And almost started crying.. more than once! But my amazing lovely beautiful friends made me laugh and stuff so it wasnt as bad. I feel kinda bad tho icl bc i was actually tweaking and going insane like. Laughing so u dont cry going insane. And i think bc of that my friends were being like a little bitier yk? Which was acc kinda fine bc i was in fact going insane so ykw at least they match energy (nod) Anyways i got my work back in the end bc my teacher helped me get a mouse for it ty miss ily </3 But tbfh i didnt get much done bc our stupid arses were giggling half the fucking lesson so ermm.. yeah. I did get the stuff due next lesson (friday) done for the practical exam. It isnt perfect but tbh it works. Also one of my friends was supposed to have their practical exam today had it moved to next wednesday so i have mine first. No fucking pressure!! Ughgh no im lowkey stressed ill bomb it or sumet. Like im usually pretty good in the class but idk if its just bc i do it w my friend. Like ive done it by myself before but i had the teachers help a little and just. UGHHH </3 Tbh im sure ill do fine but im still stressed abt it. Idk ill work it out before then bc i know being stressed is acc what would fuck me over if anything did lol. Also i cant practice beforehand which. Not fun but ive litro done this before soo ill be fine. Even if i stress a little.
Okayay rant over. Onto english (happy). We just did a narrative writeup which tbh wasnt that bad. Also i didnt get to apologise to my teacher but she didnt seem to mind and just gave me my thingy to take a pic of soo! We love that. One thing tho when i was sitting down after she gave me it i accidentally hit the kid next to mes elbow and said sorry a little too loud and miss thought it was someone saying miss and when she asked abt it i didnt clock how loud i was.. omg also the girl that doesnt like me was like ‘i heard thank you’ and laughed a little and like.. im gonna give her benefit of the doubt and assume she was just being like.. idk not mean! But like.. so funny.. so original.. really worked hard on that one.. anyways yeah it was a little embarrassing but shshh. Omg also this girls stomach was rumbling and it was loud and like half the class giggled abt it and we love (in a nice way shes a rlly sweet girl).
Theenn break!
Just now realising I never finished this entry lol. Guess we’ll never know!! Hoping it was fun 🫡
Okay girls i havent written in a while im gonna be rusty let me live pls </3 Also ive been tired as lately but I still wanna yap about my life unfortunately. Soo its you girls’ problems <33
Alsososo for my birthday i got myself a little gift and its this cute keyboard that connects to my ipad and im using it for this yayayay!! Tbh it is kinda a pain to type on rn but i am doing this on my bed sooo.. also i downloaded tumblr on my ipad just for this wait omg i just had an idea girls hold on actually the idea is put something under the keyboard to lean on but uuughfdn i dont wanna get up..
Okay i just did and i think this is a little better. It might also be my nails tho sigh..
ANYWAYS. Onto actually yapping about what i was gonna yap about.
So firstly icl i woke up kinda badly. Like my mum seemed convinced i wasnt getting up so she kept rushing me and guess what. The SECOND i got in the bathroom my dad needed it so i had to leave. Like plslsllss let me liievveee </33 Okay honestly it wasnt that big of a deal and i got in a 5 min meditation before school (that ive been trying to do everyday bc my anxiety is kinda getting worse again and!! No thanks!)
Anyways i walked w my friend to school and it was alright.. icl i was focused on other stuff i wasnt really paying attention oopsie.
Ookokokook first period tho was history. Basically nothing even happened honestly, and OMG ive just realised something. I asked my english teacher if i could go up to her room and take a pic of my narrative today AND yesterday and i completely forgot omg stop i feel so bad. SOBBBUNGNG.
Lets try to focus on the positives then omg i cant believe i forgot that :(((
Back on track (this will haunt me a little) so history was boring. We’re learning about something sorta new now tho so im not almost crying in lessons anymore yaaay..
Aand then english. Also kinda uneventful we just started a writeup or whatever. But also im kinda proud of the hw i did that was due monday so i might finish the next one early to let miss mark it… iono man ughfbb my brains everywhere rn mb this has been a grossss week so far.
Break was chill, we just kinda yapped and stuff. But also i said ‘niche’ when i was talking to one of my friends and he kinda made fun of it and i felt bad. Like it feels like i really dont fit in sometimes idk. Maybe bc im not really as funny as them sometimes. Honestly it sounds stupid but i really think i need to be less sensitive abt this sort of stuff idk. Anyways i had some of a waffle and it was really nice!
Anyway then was biologygyy. Honestly it was a bit of a blur i dont really remember it at all giggles. We’re doing only the triple stuff in it now so the topics r kinda everywhere lol. Okay actually future me coming here rn to say i read the wrong day on my timetable which explains a lot i actually had physics giggle. So firstly me and my friend were gonna listen to music but his earphones were dead so he accidentally played it outloud cryinng. It was quiet enough but he absolutely shit himself it was really funny. Also i felt kinda isolated honestly bc everyone was sorta talking and i wasnt. Like ofc im not in their friendgroup but also my mind on bad days goes everywhere lol. But also my friend told me subnautica 2 is coming out and im soo excited abt it bc i love subnautica!! Also he keeps like offering to give me his old xbox and its like.. pookie ily but no i would like mentally never be able to repay u idc if u dont want anything shshhh.
Okayy then maths. First i got my paper back and i was like 2 marks off a 6 which im rlly happy w because i thought i barely passed lol. We just did stuff about translating shapes. And tbh the kid i sit next to was being really annoying today but i think its just bc i was starting to feel not great. Maybe if i like listen to my brain a little more i can figure out when im having a bad day lol. Also i always seem to realise how quick the days gone when i get to maths lol
Not much happened at lunch tbh. My friend did tell me and my other friend abt how she tried to look at us in maths and we were both spaced out in the exact same way tho giggle. Sometimes i worry that im too clingy w them but im sorta rlly attached and theyre super nice and its really fun to have girl friends at school. Also another one of my friends came up and we yapped about her crush lol. Tbh thats most we talk about but idrm because shes sweet. She also said she loves me tho which is super nice giggles.
Aaandd chemistry bc we had it last. Theres a girl who doesnt like me behind me (ill call her c) and it really sucks because i think shes pretty and maybe we couldve been friends if her friend didnt like.. not like me lol. Also i hate how mentally nasty i can be to her sometimes bc i really dont wanna be that kinda person, even tho she used to sorta bully me and made me dread coming to school. Its like whenever i hear her laugh behind me i just get tense. Like genuinely i dont really care about how her or her friends think about me bc i know they dont really know who i am and if they were nasty to me before we had problems then they’re gonna be nasty anyways. But its still not nice to know yk? But i figure i dont really owe her peace. She hurt me and maybe im allowed to be angry at her. But still, i dont wanna be horrible to anyone and as mean as it sounds i dont wanna be like her. And anyways i think i owe myself some peace and she has no right being anywhere near it. It feels a little stupid bc i think she prolly doesnt even remember the stuff she did and said but knowing id remember that forever if i hurt someone like that gives me a bit of peace i think. I dont wanna repeat the cycle and i dont wanna make anyone feel like she made me feel, so ill try my best to be better. I might just write out my feelings somewhere tbh just to get them out. Idk
Anywaayysyss off of that topic!!! I was gonna study afterschool today but honestly im really just tired rn. Todays been drainingng. Also im trying to find like refill paper for the study notebook i got bc its really cute but w not a lot of pages and i wanna add more. But idk if they sell them so i might have to just eventually get a new one sob. Also the place where its cheapest doesnt have the pink colour i gottt. Tbf i might just get the purple one bc my flashcard sets r pink and purple so itd match. Also when i actually got home i read some of this book ive been putting off for ages and im actually starting to like it giggles. I feel like i tend to be sorta negative abt stuff at first bc i dont wanna get my hopes up and im gonna try work on that. The books formatted as like letters from one person to another and tbh its growing on me.
Also tbh im dreading school tmr (and not because of people lol). Basically yk the exam problems i talked abt?? Well yeah my teacher hasnt emailed me back abt them and im really stressed bc tmr one group have the practical exam and idk if shell be there to talk to. Tbf i didnt see her today either. But yeah idk ive just been kinda putting pressure on myself to get good grades and its made stuff harder. But i have my practical on friday so things should get better and i should be able to talk to her by then so.. yeah.
Idk its just honestly been kinda a hard week and im tired bro. Ill get thru it ofc even if its not that pleasant lol. I might be a little quieter at breaks and lunches and stuff but tbf theres probably gonna be more silences and i dont really want people to notice bc theres not much to do abt it. Alsoi hate silences giggle. Idk, itll pass eventually. Thingsll get better again.
Omg okay wait HELP i wanted to leave this on a like. Yk hopeful note bc im just so poetic ofc but i have this thing faved on vinted and it got discounted and i was debating buying it but i want to save up so ofc like i always do i went to my mum for her to help me decide and she said shed get it for me omg :(( shes so fucking sweet i adore her sm i couldnt have gotten a better mum literally. And now i have a cute pink jumpsuit otw for summer and life is better bc i have a package ofc. Ik i shouldnt have to buy stuff to feel better but I acc do feel sm better now hellpp :( Its alr if anyone asks its bc my mums so sweet.
Okay anyways i have my tea now and i should feel better after eating it bc erm.. i havent really had much today. Not great. But yeah, yum!
if you where a mythologic being(can be anything) what would you be?
Omgmg hi pookie ily i need to do this ask before i move blogs
Okok i wanna say selkie.. jst being able to switch identities like that and live in the ocean would acc be my dream life i think. Also i just adore seals theyre such such cutie patootiesss ufhgjng </3
Anyways tysm for this ask girlie i acc loved this giggle
Plans for tonight is to light candles, share wisdom with my loved ones, braid my hair, dance around naked, and fall asleep dreaming about my girlfriend
