I've been getting into erotic hypnosis for orgasm denial (I would say lately but this started a year ago.) ((The hypnosis part, I've done some orgasm denial on and off for years now))
File recs and descriptions below cut
Ok I want to preface this by saying. I'm now careful about files that claim to be a "curse" or "addictive" because those will mess with my head. I had to take a break from hypnosis for a while and do some reset files after listening to one that I didn't like the effects of. I also avoid files that make the listener depend on other people giving them permission to be able to cum. (Think cals curse, orgasm go bye bye) This is because I don't have a partner. But if you have a trusted dom in your life, look into those. Just know they are strong, see above about "curses". Also! Find ones with a script if you can and read them before listening. Ok, end rant.
This file, despite being centered around the listener having a vagina, is surprisingly gender neutral. It avoid the pitfalls I've seen in similar files such as aspects of "slutification" or submission to others. It is literally just about how to edge, goon, and ruin. It does encourage you not to cum. But there is a blurb in there about, oh well if you're really horny, you can. Which is nice. I'm not someone down for long term denial, so that gives you a nice out if you decide (indepently, regardless of permission from others,) that you need an orgasm.
So I had to dig. This creator was on Tumblr, but got deactivated. It is definitely not gender neutral, but I hate to say, by the time I'm listening to it, I'm kinda horny enough to not care. It doesn't have a script, and there is overlapping audios, so know that there may be some suggestions in there you don't like. But it encourages the listener to edge, and suggests that you forgot how to cum. Again, I appreciate it keeps other people out of the file, and focused on the listener.
This one is F4M, but
Gooning encouragment, pretty light compared to the others. I hate to say somewhat cringe bc I don't like the word gooning but it is what it is. encourages you to repeat a mantra and keep listening.
Anyways that's what I've been listening to. I've had like 3 ruins today and probably edged for a good couple hours, but haven't cum in... 3 days? So it works if you want it to. Have fun and be safe out there
hairy bodies are so hot how the fuck are people trying to say theyre not into body hair. are you not into sunsets and good food and orgasms too? jesus christ.
breaking my (once again unplanned) hiatus to say uh. clicker training is real.
but it may not work the ways you expect. I was kinda hoping to have an "edge" button by the end of this, so what I was doing was clicking it every time I was at the edge, sometimes holding the edge and clicking it repeatedly. it wasn't really working very well, so I changed the goal. instead, I would try and associate the clicker with just the sensation of having my clit rubbed.
way less pressure/less brainpower required (always a good thing for dumb puppies). except. fate is cruel.
conditioning that association was working so well that I figured, hey, I want to try tipping over into a ruin with only the clicker - getting myself really close with my fingers first, then removing any stimulus except the clicker.
except. since I was clicking it while holding edges ....guess the fuck what. it locks me into the fucking edge. because nothing can go my way !!!
lol. I spent like a half hour yesterday trying desperately to ruin only to feel like stimulation was doubling and yet I was still unable to tip over. I made myself fucking cry before realizing what was really going on.
and so naturally I presented the clicker to my owner last night. the cumulation of like 8 months of on and off training. yeah. they have a button that rubs my clit now, which they can press anytime, and can make me feel like I'm getting closer and closer to an edge without ever allowing me to tip over. crying from frustration seems like it's gonna be a staple of my future now. and god, I couldn't love it any more.
Okay, now swallow. There you go, very good. You'll start feeling it a bit right away, but it'll peak in a few hours. Of course we'll do something about it later, but first I want you to try and go about your day! I want to watch you stumble around, lightheaded and confused as the need in your core grows and grows. I want to see your eyes glaze over, your hands tremble, your breath turn ragged, as the heat builds between your thighs. Won't that be so fun? No, absolutely no touching until I say so. Now go on, try and do some of your little chores or something. I'm going to enjoy watching you fall apart. Wow, dizzy already? Cute.
update: did a morning edge session and it definitely made it easier to stave off cumming. i forget how much i love incorporating some hypno in my denial routine. i listened to it with my fancy new earbuds too, so the sound quality was amazing. i think i dropped pretty hard at one point when i was listening to it. very lovely. will probably repeat
my dick is still pulsing bc i can’t stop thinking about sucking daddy off. burying my face in their bush, feeling their muscles twitch, hearing their breath hitch, they way they hold my head down when they feel good. ughhhh
been dealing with a lot of sensitivity lately due to being in denial, and one way it shows up is when i piss. pissing after an edging session always makes me squirm and gives me goosebumps. sometimes i have to whimper. it got me thinking about the times that daddy has instructed me to hold it and then beg to release, all while watching me hunched over the toilet feeling so humiliated. and the humiliation just makes the stimulation even worse. or when i worked an outdoor job and had to piss in the woods and when i did that while denied, it was a whole new feeling of degradation and puppyhood. it would be so cruel if daddy made rules about my pissing, making sure one of them was keeping me hydrated so they have a pretty much guaranteed way to control my piss. i wish we had a yard, that way they could give me a no toilet for pissing rule. i beg and beg to piss and when they finally let me, i have to go outside or make a mess in the bathtub. could be fun coupled with chastity too. maybe they would need to take me outside leashed and supervised so i don’t try anything stupid…
i think that having friends i could get freaky with would save me. yeah bro i want to hang out at your place and i would be more than okay if we either played some video games together then watched a fun movie or if you planned to tie me up and fuck me all night. that would save me !
just woke up at 4 am to goon. ugh. wish i could actually lock my dick away, i can’t stop touching it and fantasizing about daddy fucking me so good. making my little dick hurt. yes please. and then they lock me back up and i get to squirm in their arms while they coo at me and tell me im a good boy
diy ftm chastity breakthrough: use 2 pronged studs for clothing on your tdick. obviously only do this if you like pain too. currently doing a wear test to see if its a viable chastity solution until i can get a clip. but it is on there pretty solidly.
my tips: bend the spikes to fit around your dick. for me it sits on top and kind of holds it around the shaft. also make sure it has enough lube to get under the foreskin. then, it’s held in place by the spikes but also your foreskin. the combination of wanting to keep it in place and the pain makes it almost impossible for me to edge. your mileage may vary. they also pinch nipples pretty nicely and are adjustable for pain threshold bc they’re bendy.
my big dreams w this design discovery: stud style pierced chastity jewelry, stud style nipple shields for pierced nipples also.