hi everyone! i'm bug (bodily mid-20s), your resident denial kink enthusiast and runt of the litter. mainframe/long-hauler in a system of 5. masc terms preferred, any genital terms, it/its pronouns, all that good stuff. :)
i work in tech and am weirdly geeky about kink. my current project can be found under #geeky denial adventures.
married + owned + poly-ish (closed ATM)
last orgasm: 11 April 2026 / next chance to cum: ?? 2026 / longest denial period: 99 days
to browse without asks cluttering things up, go to #only barks.
points: 37 (what's this?) (this game is no longer active but keeping it here bc it was a fun project :0 )
other blogs: my reblog horny blog is @basement-angel. backup for this blog is @candied-canine (i also write fandom trash as @ratsplendor !) my pics are under #me. you can find my systemmate at @haysfever.
i block minors. moderate yourselves.
messaging/asks: asks and anon asks are always open! anyone can send asks; i'm always down for writing requests, horny messages, and being made fun of (i do take ask sign-offs, emoji or text - taken ones below the cut). DMs are absolutely welcome, but i reserve the right not to answer :)
info about tagging, specific kinks/limits, etc. below cut!
trigger warnings are tagged with #tw: [trigger].
hard limits + kinks + expanded tag list is below and this post is tagged with all of them (except trigger warnings) for easy nav! you can also find okayed pet names for me, as well as things i'm willing to call you!
hard limits: misogyny/patriarchy, misgendering/detrans, raceplay, parent/child incest, hardcore agere/ab/dl, feederism, Disney cartoon deer, scat, food restriction/ED, body shaming of any kind, self harm. I also don't do tasks involving toilet water.
kinks: (consensual) non-consent, orgasm denial, humiliation/degradation, free use, exhibitionism, teratophilia, omorashi, fantasy-only violent scenarios, petplay, pain, hypnosis, brainwashing/gaslighting, somnophilia, certain med fet stuff, body mods, overstimulation, intoxication, and many more, which i'll add as i go along c: i post things using "mommy" and "daddy" as titles only; to block this, block the tag #ddy.
titles you can choose from: i'll call you mommy, papi, sir, miss, mistress, goddess, mx, my king, my queen, my lady, my lord, etc. basically i'm open to most titles you request, but "daddy" is exclusive to owner :) i default to "boss" for people who haven't specified a preference!
things you can call me: puppy, pup, little one, dog/doggy, mutt, runt, dummy, idiot, little boy, good boy, baby boy, prince, boywife, petwife, toy, plaything, faggot, brat, animal, whore, slut, bitch...off the top of my head ;o or any combination heheh. if there's something else you wanna call me just ask! please do not refer to me as "cunt" or as a girl.
tag list: puppy stuff
#only barks - standalone stuff i've written
#reality check - quick asides/notes on safety
#butt sniffing tail wagging - fren? fren?! (i want to be your friend please lmao)
#dogs w jobs - me being a horny wreck at my fucking place of work
#not mine - the odd reblog here and there
#me - my pics
#gen - not so sexy
#irl stuff - guess
#tasks - asks/posts directed at me that order me to do something
#im bratting rn - what it says on the tin ;o
#health and kink - [going to be] stuff abt navigating kink w/ an atypical body/mind!
#shame tag - idiots. if ur on the shame tag it means ur blocked and i am laughing at you
#praise tag - this one has favorite asks, ppl i otherwise wanna praise, and top-notch praise directed at me <3
#safety ed - PSAs/safety posts [under construction]
hi friends :) if you've been following along here, you might know i'm currently in the deeply nerdy pursuit of automating edging with an xtoys setup. i just tested v3 and...sad to say it's a big old bust.
v2 recap: linked above, it's a pretty simple setup involving a MagicMotion Umi (goated; has ruined my solo playtime recently) and a cheap bluetooth heart rate monitor. it's decently accurate. i've continued to use it for some very fun play sessions, but the main issue is that after a certain point, my heart rate becomes very inconsistent. it still follows the purpose of driving me absolutely nuts, but it's not the well-tailored system of my dreams...hence v3.
v3 (cursed, unholy, dead on arrival):
a Frenzy pressure-sensing buttplug from HoneyPlayBox. you may notice there is no link. this is because this thing fucking SUCKS.
the MM Umi. never getting over her.
theoretically, an xtoys integration. this did not happen.
rationale: boutique geek toy Edge-O-Matic uses an inflatable buttplug to sense involuntary anal contractions when orgasm approaches. with enough biofeedback, it's possible (according to testers) to fairly accurately edge someone repeatedly using this program. the idea was to use the much cheaper HPB plug as the route to that biofeedback without the custom PCB or UI setup offered by the big guns (NoGasm, an open-source project, and Maustec).
there were a few problems with this, however:
this thing fucking SUCKSSSSS.
pressure sensing is a binary yes/no: there is no real gradient. if pressure increases, it automatically registers. this *might* be fine if pressure sensitivity was truly adjustable.
pressure sensing is inextricably linked to vibration and rotation...butthole contracts > instant stimulation. kinda the opposite of what you want from an edging device. this *might* be fine if you could turn the vibe off and JUST use the pressure feedback.
you *can* turn the vibe off. sort of...bc if you really want the pressure to register on any scale that matters, you kinda have to put sensitivity up higher. and if you put sensitivity up above 50%...the vibrator turns itself back on. yeah. how is a guy supposed to get anythinng done under these conditions!
because there's no pressure gradient, and xtoys is expecting one, you don't get any meaningful data that can then feed into automating the Umi. you don't even get a yes/no: pressure reading stays at 0% even when enough pressure is (supposedly) present to activate the Frenzy.
i strongly suspect this thing is actually a motion sensor. which makes it pretty damn useless.
tl;dr: pressure sensitivity is a joke, you can't control whether it vibrates or not, and cross-functionality in xtoys is completely borked.
i *did* have a very confusing orgasm with both toys in, though. so that was...fun? except i had to use a water-based lube, which i HATE, and right as i hit the edge, it hit that point where it was no longer lubey. which is VERY unpleasant when you have something drilling into your ass.
ok. tail between legs, i returned to the internet to scheme.
what's next? i think it's time to go a bit more DIY with it. looking at the commercial/open-source variants, the main monitoring relies on reading pressure output from the inflatable buttplug - as you clench down, the air pressure feeds back into the PCB setup via a monitor. this pressure sensor on a computing scale is apparently a pain to find/setup per reports on the Protogasm (a scaled-down EOM clone).
but...i don't really think it's that difficult to retrofit using:
an inflatable buttplug
a decently easy-to-jury-rig tubing setup that leads to the inflation pump
a tire pressure gauge. i mean, seriously, i can't imagine needing something much more fine-tuned than that. those things are pretty accurate. there are these Bluetooth enabled ones that i might be able to whip up an xtoys utility for. it would be much more ideal to find some that aren't app-dependent, as integrating the heart rate monitor was easy due to it being meant for general use with 3rd-party monitoring apps on Apple watches and such.
if i can't monitor via xtoys directly, i can probably figure out some kind of webhook that can yoink readings from the app to xtoys, but that wouldn't be my first choice.
this one should be relatively inexpensive to test out, esp. compared to the dogshit Frenzy's 90-dollar price tag lol. not bad for a sex toy that WORKS.
And why are we cruel to brats? I dont mean in the way they like or ask for. I mean why is bratting equitable to annoyance, to being poorly disciplined, to being a bad sub?
Bratting is an action a sub can take to initiate scenework without directly asking, something we afford dommes the ability to do pretty handedly in many dynamics.
Bratting is a statement of trust that a sub does not have to be “good” to be wanted. That they can push back and it will not harm their dynamic or standing.
Bratting is a way to play, the same as any other form of submission, the same as any form of domming. But it is talked about as a lesser form of submission, as poor form, as an insult.
And people will justify this as “well that’s what they want” when discussing total strangers. From Dommes and subs who i know hate being treated as pleasure dispensers by strangers.
Do you want your sub to be scared to say no? Do you not want them to tease and play? Are you scared of having someone ask you to earn their submission, to show you can make them, to let them fight and be overcome and be cared for after?
vacation sex where your job is just to sit pretty and be quiet while you get groped and grinded on and whispered mean things to, and it's not up to you how far they take it, and if you're gonna come like a slut you're gonna do it with their hand over your mouth so nobody hears, and you're gonna be good and swallow their load when they bust without making a sound and be a good boy take care of the mess don't you fucking spill it --
having an academic discussion with my peers and have posed the statement that many of you would fuck me ESPECIALLY if I had porcupine pubes. I'm talking quills out babey. I'm talking vagina dentata wishes she was me. so I need your feedback badly:
would you .
wouldn't fuck you UNLESS porcupubes
would fuck you before but ESPECIALLY now
would take you however you come ;)
would NOT fuck the quills but hmu when you shed them all
probably winning worst neighbor of the year award for figuring out how to give myself cryingly good anal and then abusing this new skill for several orgasms
hey babes. aside from the latest couple posts, it's been awhile since I posted content consistently. aside from the big life reasons, like a cross country move, health strides, and a general need for a tech break, the biggest reason is that I haven't been denied in any serious capacity for a good while now.
I miss it. alas, I've been spoiled the last few months with partners who want to make me cum over and over; as a service sub, I'm happy to provide, but it's getting to the point where it just doesn't feel right anymore. I need to be put back in my place. but again...service sub lol. I just want to make other people happy y'know?
so I need your help. prove to me that what makes people happiest is seeing me denied, frustrated, and humiliated. gimme numbers to take back to my owner. if I can pick up denial again, I'd like to beat my previous record of 99 days. will you help me get up the courage to commit? 🥺
hey babes. aside from the latest couple posts, it's been awhile since I posted content consistently. aside from the big life reasons, like a cross country move, health strides, and a general need for a tech break, the biggest reason is that I haven't been denied in any serious capacity for a good while now.
I miss it. alas, I've been spoiled the last few months with partners who want to make me cum over and over; as a service sub, I'm happy to provide, but it's getting to the point where it just doesn't feel right anymore. I need to be put back in my place. but again...service sub lol. I just want to make other people happy y'know?
so I need your help. prove to me that what makes people happiest is seeing me denied, frustrated, and humiliated. gimme numbers to take back to my owner. if I can pick up denial again, I'd like to beat my previous record of 99 days. will you help me get up the courage to commit? 🥺
one thing you may notice is that most people posting about transmisogyny are weirdos at worst, and being a weirdo has no bearing on my personal life so it's very easy not to give a fuck and to instead continue caring deeply about listening to and uplifting their voices. whereas most people posting about transandrophobia are weirdos at best and as this is the absolute best case scenario, i am flinching violently in concern with every line of their post, like i am waiting for a spider to jump out at me. and boyyy. there are a LOT of spiders it turns out.
a couple weeks back i posted about fooling around with an XToys integration for automated edging/denial. a lot of folks were curious/excited; if you want a quick recap, i'm trying to replicate the functionality of the NoGasm/Edge-o-Matic from MausTec without the high price point. $600. whew baby.
i'm happy to report that version 2 is a go and i'm in a lot of trouble..
the setup:
for version 1 i was using a Lush. this doesn't really work well for my body; i struggle to hit a hard edge until like 2/3 of the way through its battery life. this time i had a MagicMotion Umi going, and it uh. well. it worked much better.
a bluetooth heart rate monitor - i scooped one up off Amazon for like 20 bucks. so long as it's not app-bound/is discoverable by any BT app, it'll be fine.
xtoys on an Android phone running this exact layout. (it's the same as the old one, but connected to the Umi instead of a Lush.)
the results:
i used the same layout and settings for the HR monitor just to keep that variable unchanged. it was...quite effective.
last time i said the goal was hard edges every time the monitor stopped. this goal was...certainly achieved. i think out of about 15-20 pauses, over 80% were hard edges...tho don't trust puppy to do math right now.
my bedroom - empty save for me, btw - was full of a constant stream of "pleasepleaseplease nononono" for about 30 minutes.
at a certain point, i think my heart rate got + stayed high. at this point, the toy ended up on for long enough that i came a couple times; i left the program running bc i was curious if it would at least stop early enough to ruin any orgasm. sadly this was not the case.
next test:
stats. lmao i remain a nerd. denial turns me into a dumb slut tho so i'm gonna have to build in some independent stat-keeping that doesn't rely on me paying attention.
positioning. i had my hips in the air humping. this is fun but i do think that messed with the very end - i had better clit contact in one position, which is what i think overrode the biometrics in the end. next test i'm gonna pick a position and stick with it and see how long it edges me.
depending on that, i may fiddle with the HR intervals. i think the trick will be finding a sweet spot with monitoring that accounts for overall heart rate rise the more i'm edged.
further down the line:
automated clicker training still on the bucket list.
hey. heres an idea . shocks every time you whine. for me it's a very pouty "nooooo nononono." shocks repeat and grow in intensity until you say "thank you" instead. anyone? hello ?? is this anything?
there is just so much integration possible with xtoys. don't look at me i'm gonna be busy for the next two years. can i put this on my resume do you think?
troubleshooting + scaling
yes, my spouse does make fun of me for using tech industry terms on a sex toy setup.
will HR monitoring work consistently? i think like anything else it depends on the body of the bottom. i start breathing really short and fast when i get close, and the squirming and whining certainly does the trick to raise the HR reliably. if you have a particularly bratty or stoic bottom at your disposal, though, it may not work as well. motion sensing could work - if you can find a "tell" that the person in question can't hide. XToys can connect to monitors that detect facial expression, environmental sounds, motion, tilt, all sorts of things.
just check out the list of public scripts sometime.
more about sensors: that being said, Maustec's stuff uses a pressure sensor in an inflatable buttplug. anal contraction is pretty reliably an indicator of impending orgasm. so that may be the most reliable input for the largest group of people...then again, i'm a big believer in the idea that perfection is the enemy of good (and, crucially, fun). find something that lets you have fun with your sub instead of going for the flashy thing promising you perfection every time; save that for the career doms with con performances lmao.
HoneyPlay does, however, have pressure sensing toys. might experiment with that later. just to say i did :)
toy compatibility: with my equipment, there's a large number of toys available to me. i think i'm probably more likely to find something that suits my anatomy + stimulation preferences than someone with a penis. that's something i'd be interested in hearing from others on (in fact i want to hear from y'all if you test anything based on this, point blank), but that's a gap in my knowledge that i can't handle alone. XToys does have a pretty good base of auto-strokers or vibrating sleeves, and if you're into prostate stimulation there's a lot of those compatible too. but i just don't know lol.
@hunted-seraphim asked about platform compatibility: XToys can run on iPhone in a more limited sense IIRC, can run freely on Android, and - short of that - works on any Chrome browser. (it seems to work okay on Firefox sometimes, but i have mainlined with my phone so can't say for sure.) the 1 limiter i can think of rn is that at least (some?) Lovense toys require an additional component in order to connect to PC. but Chrome running on a phone of your choice should be fine.
thank y'all for coming on this adventure with me. if you try anything like this i'd love to hear about your setup/how it works out! <33
ok looking back it is. really fucking funny that a lot of my advice for single/new subs was to learn to Dom yourself well + self-regulate...given that my inner "Dom" who took care of aftercare for me was a whole ass other guy the whole time. syscovery is WILD
ok looking back it is. really fucking funny that a lot of my advice for single/new subs was to learn to Dom yourself well + self-regulate...given that my inner "Dom" who took care of aftercare for me was a whole ass other guy the whole time. syscovery is WILD
per my last post, i spent some time today pilot testing a setup in xtoys to automate edging based on a heart rate monitor. this is supposed to be a hacky, more approachable version of the nogasm, as even tho i'm making tech sector money now i just...cant justify blowing 600 dollars on a sex toy. at least not without trying other options first lmao.
the setup:
for this run i had a Lush 3 going. not optimal for my body, difficult to get me to the edge with it until like...3/4 of the way or more thru its battery life. too high a price point for my optimal build but already had it on hand.
a bluetooth heart rate monitor - i scooped one up off Amazon for like 20 bucks.
xtoys on an Android phone running this exact layout. (@daisyschains and @enbyfication , y'all both asked about the code - here it is <3)
the results:
it took some doing to find the best settings for my combo of equipment and biometrics. the settings currently in the layout above are those that got the best result for me: shortening the duration of heartrate data collection > more frequent stimulation in shorter bursts.
but once i got there. oughh.
there was a point sometime in the experiment where i was reliably hitting the edge right as stimulation stopped, every single time. this took awhile bc as aforementioned the Lush is not my fave. but dear god, it's exactly the mindfuck i expected it to be.
i was near tears by the end. pretty rare for me with solo edging bc i tend to get locked in and subby and my own need for restraint forces me to stay in a calm headspace; this is NOT the case when someone else is edging me, and apparently this is a decent stand-in.
next test:
i have a toy that's better for my anatomy coming in the mail.
guys. im scared.
the goal: hard edges, every time, with heart rate monitoring relatively dialed in; i will republish the script anytime i make changes.
planning to add an automated clicker-training script too. record my existing clicker, then have it trigger to play every time i hit the edge. this had...unforeseen consequences last time; i expect they will get worse.
further down the line:
get a pressure-sensing buttplug from i think Honey Play. this is how the NoGasm works, by sensing involuntary muscle contractions, and may be more accurate than heartrate over time - tho maybe combining the two will prove to be the most simple.
still a maybe, as i need to do some research first, and decide whether detecting that pressure another way is more reliable (unsure how accurate the HP ones are).
there is functionality for a shock collar built in. this is. hmm. tempting. lol
experimentation will continue on other things. this is such a cool platform; owner could probably invent some very mean games with it once i get them up to speed.
i'll keep y'all updated as i continue refining this thing...been awhile, seems like i've had too many orgasms lately, don't you think? :)
dipping in bc i'm working on something both incredibly geeky + incredibly horny and needed to tell u guys about it.
working on, as in currently beta testing. i'm hooked up to a bluetooth heart rate monitor while a script runs to dynamically control the output of my Lush and basically - almost - edge me automatically.
its. hhh. cant think straight. i think i've hit the edge maybe 3-4 times over the last 40 mins, so it's not perfect, but can definitely be fine-tuned. esp with a better toy - Lush is fun but not rly able to get me to the edge reliably, so a better toy s in the mail.
but as a proof of concept? holy fuck. i'm almost scared of what this will do to m e whn hooked up a toy that actually woks. can you tell i'm approchign the edge as i type this. jsdhfgsdjh. bc the app certinly can. and just cut me off right when i was getting there. FUCK
xtoys is a magical magic al thing. i will see you all in hell probvly bc this might kill me
dipping in bc i'm working on something both incredibly geeky + incredibly horny and needed to tell u guys about it.
working on, as in currently beta testing. i'm hooked up to a bluetooth heart rate monitor while a script runs to dynamically control the output of my Lush and basically - almost - edge me automatically.
its. hhh. cant think straight. i think i've hit the edge maybe 3-4 times over the last 40 mins, so it's not perfect, but can definitely be fine-tuned. esp with a better toy - Lush is fun but not rly able to get me to the edge reliably, so a better toy s in the mail.
but as a proof of concept? holy fuck. i'm almost scared of what this will do to m e whn hooked up a toy that actually woks. can you tell i'm approchign the edge as i type this. jsdhfgsdjh. bc the app certinly can. and just cut me off right when i was getting there. FUCK
xtoys is a magical magic al thing. i will see you all in hell probvly bc this might kill me
I've come across a couple of blogs now run by cis women who're on this whole "free use for trans women" spiel, but all the posts basically boil down to "my cunt is for girl dick". And I kinda wanna take one of these girls, sit them down, and be like: sweetie, you're in transfem country now; forget what you think you know counts as sex: we do it weird out here.
Putting a leash on you is just flirting. Referring to you as an object here is barely even kink, it's just respecting your identity and pronouns. Someone's going to bite you on every bit of skin that teeth will fit. Get ready to lick feet and smell armpits. You're gonna get sandwiched between your sister and your mom, who are somehow also each other's sisters, and all they're gonna do is kiss and grope you and each other for like two hours while the family dog watches. You'll be told "you're a plushy now", and expected to lay there motionless while a girl hugs you. Somebody's going to gleefully piss on the floor, and someone else is going to try desperately not to piss on the floor, and both will be sex. You might suck dick, but it's a coin toss whether it'll even get hard; that's normal. There're girls here who haven't cum in months, and the not-cumming is the sex. Sometimes fucking is just calling a girl names while she whimpers and squirms.
Like you're gonna get some girls who want to pin you down and breed you, but like... that's really not the default. A lot of us don't fuck like women with dicks, so much as like... really horny lesbians who've had to make do without pussies.
idk, I guess what I'm saying is that if you're gonna claim you're down to be a sex toy for trans girls, maybe take a look at the ways trans girls have sex.
