Home Sweet Home

Sleepy artist, musician and horror fanatic. 25. Any pronouns. Pansexual. Don't sweat the small stuff.

[dokidokiidreamer]

i want to claw my heart out. i want to stop existing.

i cant stand to look at myself in the mirror.

i collapse to grief while you move on so effortlessly.

how is any of this fair?

it isn't. it was never going to be.

[dokidokiidreamer]

i love so deeply that the roots that it forms around my heart thrive long after being pulled.

after the blood dries and the grief dissipates they remain.

living endlessly.

for better or for worse.

[dokidokiidreamer]

the bitterness I could spit out at you would melt concrete.

[dokidokiidreamer]

Eden - 05.24.23

Gonna start posting my graphic design/art stuff to tumblr, starting with the newest one which was inspired by the new Sleep Token record. There’s an alternate version but I felt this one was more closely aligned with what I was going for. If you wanna see the alternate one, it’s on my Instagram which is linked above!

[dokidokiidreamer]

violently sobbing to “Are You Really Okay?” late at night because no, no I am not but I feel a bit better every time I listen to it

[animepopheart]

★ 【J.K.】 「 Hatsune Miku 」 ☆ ✔ republished w/permission ⊳ ⊳ follow me on twitter

[dokidokiidreamer]

WHY ARE YOU NEVER REAL? THE SHIFTING STATES YOU FOLLOW ME THROUGH, UNREVEALED, JUST LET ME GO OR TAKE ME WITH YOU

[dokidokiidreamer]

this sleep token record is blowing me the fuck away right now, good LORD

[psychotic-gerard]

my real opinion is that if you feel like you have to write a paragraph of apology on a public social media site because you were offline longer than eight hours, because you accidentally reblogged something, or because you’ve changed fandoms or anything of that ilk, then your experience online is not healthy for you. you don’t have to hold yourself to imaginary standards set by strangers that you’ll most likely never interact with. if it gets to that level, step away from being online. find yourself again and do things that aren’t digital validation. i promise you it’s a thousand times less stressful and better for you to learn how to manage your online presence properly.

[thunderpibb]

i love when they draw a carrot on top of the carrot cake just to remind you this aint no ordinary fuckin cake youre dealing with

[dokidokiidreamer]

Say hi, Stay the night, Oh and break my heart, When you say goodbye

[dokidokiidreamer]

There has to be better shit to give a shit about, Instead of wondering what people think about me now, The things that I don’t know could fill a million fucking houses, I never learned to dance - I never learned to dance.

[dokidokiidreamer]

When you were young, you wanted to carry the whole world on your shoulders.

Eventually, you grew up. The weight of the world became too much to carry on your own.

And yet, you continued to carry it. Lifted it with all of your might, even when it was tearing you to shreds.

That's what your love is; The kind of love that moves mountains.

But you've moved it far enough on your own for now.

Let someone else move the mountain this time.

[dokidokiidreamer]

the world is overwhelming and all I want is to sleep

[dokidokiidreamer]

I watched you change into someone new,

 saw it all degrade into deja vu,

 who are you? perfect blue.

[dokidokiidreamer]

this is one of the BEST things YouTube has ever recommended to me, my god

the section from 2:10 onward makes me feel a level of comfort I can’t even describe

3 AM on a Saturday and this has me totally enamored, absolutely in love with it

[dokidokiidreamer]

twitter is having a meltdown and I remembered my tumblr password so here we are I guess