CLOSED. @dollyji - Tumblr Blog

hello again everyone. this will be the final post from me. the dollyji era is officially over.

you may notice that i have deleted or privated a majority of my posts, and there’s good reason for that.

for a while i entertained the idea of coming back, but i have come to the decision that i will not. not on this account at least and not likely for this fandom at all. i wish i could tell you guys something different, but frankly, i feel that my time on tumblr as a writer is over and that today will probably be the last time i ever log in to dollyji.

my time on dollyji was a rollercoaster of emotions. there were a lot of good times and i really did enjoy interacting with everyone who had nice things to say, but there were just as many negative experiences on this blog as well. so much drama and hate spewed at me or my mutuals. made a bunch of new friends, some that i’m still friends with (love you guys you know who you are) and more that i’m not. i built a good community here on this blog and i am truly grateful for all of your support. i just don’t see where i could comfortably come back to this blog after not writing for so long (three years) so i think it’s best for me to make my permanent exit from dollyji. i’m leaving behind everything, all the good, all the bad, and starting a new chapter in my life.

in addition to my personal experience, the plagiarism and ai scraping has gotten out of hand. i removed what little bit of writing i had posted because I’ve been plagiarized before and with the current normalization of ai and people running fanfictions through ai, i felt that i needed to do this to protect myself. i can’t, in good faith, leave my works up and abandoned for someone to steal and claim as their own or use them to train artificial intelligence that is directly harming the writing industry.

i appreciate you all, and i wish things were better, but it’s time to let this era of my life go. take care.

miupow

i haven’t been on enhablr in a WHILE but to those of you who are all there please go and tell @/drunkhazed that writing a fanfiction based on a real life murder case is fucking sick. thank you!

jenoslutie

tw: mentions of a*use and m*rder.

no amount of defending urself is gonna make this okay. taking inspiration from an event that was the result of two young boys being a*used to the point of committing m*rder is fucking SICK. these are REAL people with REAL trauma who have spent their whole life in jail to because the court failed to acknowledge their a*use as. A*USE. this is real tragic events that is NOT something to write fanfiction about. please for once think with your head and realize that this is fucking sick and no matter how you choose to justify this will make it okay. comparing this to covid is NOT the same at ALL!!!!!!!! most mentions of covid in fics include themes of lockdown and quarantine which is...and i PROMISE you. not as detrimental as writing about two young boys who were a*used and isolated to the point of commiting m*rder. i must add, these men have been in jail longer than most of us have been alive. this is NOT something to write silly fanfics about. taking inspo from things is great!! we all do it. but taking inspo from the tragedy of someone's life??? is NOT okay.

that being said, please be mindful of the content you choose to share with the internet. if you have any sick and twisted "inspirations" like this, get OFF. the internet. no amount of flexing ur 'popularity' will make anything better. y'all r quick to hate on celebs for doing sumthing wrong but ur fave ff writer does something and all of a sudden people are jealous? no one's jealous of a grown ass woman with no brain in that noggin.

babeyun

tw: mentions of abuse, misogyny, murder.

talk about using enhypen for your own sick and twisted agenda. it's one thing to write certain aus based on fictional films that contain triggering topics...

but to write a fic based off a real story of two young men who are incredibly traumatized and abused just shows how twisted you are. that's not funny silly kpop fanfic worthy. that's a brutal case that is still ongoing and using enhypen and writing fanfiction for that sort of agenda is just pure insensitivity.

and you can say it's about the misogyny women faced during this case, being brothers who killed their parents, being placed in separate prisons, what say you - that is someone's LIFE. it is part of their CASE. whether you follow true crime or not, whether you're a fan of their sudden resurgence, does not give you the right to write some 18+ fanfiction about it. you're not in their shoes. you don't have to write a fic based off of something so bizarre and traumatizing.

if you don't care for someone's pain, that's fine. no one is forcing you to. but attempting to capitalize off something when you've never been through that (aside from the misogyny, which we, as people, all face at some point or another), or when you are of the age and understanding that you can process how traumatizing their story is, is just pathetic.

you're in, what, your 30s? you should know better by now.

thetypingpup

ok she's deactivated but jasminexo5/xuhuihuis was discovered to be a minor. that's why i'm tightening ship, yet again. y'all don't lie about your fucking age you put everyone in an unsafe situation, and we end up finding out, like i did today. any content she sent has been removed, and i'm going through my following list as we speak. i recommend anyone else who's interacted with her do the same.

so once again:

Ageless and blank blogs will be blocked. Minors DNI. Minors and bots/bot looking blogs will be blocked.

#yeah

hrt4yongie

i’m sure everyone has been seeing the news around and considering that i have a semi-platform here as a writer, i don’t feel comfortable not acknowledging or saying anything given the news this morning.

i want to make it extremely clear that i have zero tolerance for sexual and mental abuse towards women. period. what taeil did is extremely disgusting and disappointing and i would no longer like to be associated with him as a fan.

moving forward, any and all content mentioning him on my page has been removed and i will not be writing about or mentioning him whatsoever. if you still believe that he is an innocent man or wish to be an apologist, unfollow me immediately and do not interact with any of my content.

i hope this brave young woman can begin to find peace away from her abuser and more can begin to come forward to get the justice they deserve.

believe victims.

milfgyuu

sm moving at light speed with a statement and swift contract split means there really ain’t no other way to spin this. incredibly shocking and disappointing news. wishing love, healing, and justice to all victims wrapped up in this situation - and former fans, be gentle with yourself. you couldn’t have known and it always hurts to have hard truths revealed like this but on the other side of the coin, let’s see this for what it is and let go. the only defending he needs is from an actual lawyer.

donghyucktual

unsurprisingly, i will not be supporting taeil or anyone who remains close with him going forward. if there is an attempt to make this about fanwars or similar, i will also disengage. all this is about is the victim and their safety. to make it about anything else is disingenuous, callous, and cruel. morality comes over any kind of gotcha, and to use suffering to justify prior opinions or uplift others will not be tolerated here.

hello everyone.

i know this probably isn’t the type of post you all would like to see from me right now, or maybe even at all. but i think it’s been a long time coming and i haven’t had the courage until now. after two and a half years, i have made the difficult decision to close dollyji. at least for the time being. it’s been a wild ride, but i think it’s time for me to close this chapter of my life.

i want to thank each and every one of you, all of almost 3,000 of you, for all of the love and support you’ve given me over the years. from following me here from rensxn when i got flagged and was worried about losing my account, to waiting two years for a fic that i’ve been promising. and i want to apologize for that as well. i truly appreciate all of the support and patience i’ve been shown and i feel truly sorry for leaving you all hanging for such a long time. you’ve all meant the world to me.

the decision to close dollyji was not made lightly or impulsively. in fact, i didn’t want to make the decision at all. but as of late (read: the past two years that i’ve been missing), i found that my interest in nct has dwindled and i don’t keep up with them as much as i did before. i wish things were different, and i wish i could blame it solely on writers block, but i know that’s not completely the truth. that’s not to say that i don’t still like nct or that i’m not a fan anymore — i still love them deeply, i still listen to their music and i’ll never let jisung go. my interests have just changed and they unfortunately aren’t a priority anymore. and that’s okay.

i will always hold dollyji close to my heart. i’ve made many pleasant memories and connections here, including one of my best friends to this day. i won’t be deactivating the blog, so don’t worry about losing anything. i’ll be reblogging some of my best asks and writing, plus some extras from rensxn. my navigation will be linked right here.

thank you all for being part of this journey. hopefully one day i will return. i love you all.

dollyji.

i am so crazy. he’s really about to make me come back

holy shit do i see miss dollyji back on my tl……..

holy shit i think you do !!!!!!!

#mrkis my beloved ♡

mostladylikeladythateverladied

There's lots of talk out there about working through trauma via dark fanfiction. I'm not saying anything against that - there's nothing wrong with it. But I do think there's an unfortunate implication being made in a lot of those posts. Accidentally or not, the implication being made is that trauma is the reason people enjoy dark content. That there needs to be a justification at all.

Guys, trauma is not the only reason to enjoy dead dove do not eat content. You don't need trauma to justify liking it. You don't need anything to justify liking it. You can just...like it. I get the point of those posts is to stop people from harping on others when they might be digging into said trauma, or harassing others for their coping methods, which is definitely wrong - but let's be clear in our intent and not alienate people that are just here for the fun of it. Let's not make people think they need a reason to enjoy what they do.

You don't need trauma to justify liking dark things. You can just like it and if that's all there is to it, that's perfectly okay.

insufficiently-advanced

horror movies, serial killer documentaries, splatterhouse-type games, etc - these are billion-dollar industries

there is a real, valid, profitable part of the human psyche that loves dark shit when it’s in a situation we can control

what do you think is the appeal of roller coasters? danger, controlled

i don’t give one single solitary shit what your particular dark fic itch is. seriously, i don’t care. it doesn’t matter. yes, even whatever super gross objectionable thing you just thought of - it literally doesn’t matter. unless real, live, non-hypothetical people are hurt in the making of a thing, that’s just how humans be. sometimes we gaze into the abyss, to see if we can handle it when the abyss gazes back.

#prev tags so true #it’s ok to not like dark content but it’s also ok TO like it #and nobody has the right to try to play moral police when it’s content that YOU enjoy reading #or writing #that’s your business and your business alone #don’t like it don’t read it

mrkis

you'll never find anyone like me — behind the writing

[ 𝗬𝗡𝗙𝗔𝗟𝗠 𝗠𝗢𝗢𝗗𝗕𝗢𝗔𝗥𝗗 - 𝗠𝗜𝗡𝗝𝗨𝗡 𝗩𝗘𝗥𝗦𝗜𝗢𝗡 ] !

#im biased but maybe minjun is one of my fav characters idk

mrkis

[FIC] :: you'll never find anyone like me 1 [MEMBER] :: lee donghyuck [CURRENT WORD COUNT] :: 11.7k — currently sept. 28th [ESTIMATED WORD COUNT] :: 15k-20k [PROGRESS] :: writing

[LAST SCENE WRITTEN] ::

#STARTS SCREECHING

mrkis

you'll never find anyone like me — behind the writing

[𝗧𝗛𝗘 𝗕𝗘𝗦𝗧 𝗙𝗥𝗜𝗘𝗡𝗗𝗦] ↳𝙸𝙽𝚃𝚁𝙾𝚄𝙳𝙲𝙸𝙽𝙶… 𝗫𝗜𝗔𝗢𝗝𝗨𝗡, 𝗠𝗔𝗥𝗞, 𝗝𝗜𝗛𝗢𝗢𝗡, 𝗬𝗔𝗡𝗚𝗬𝗔𝗡𝗚

𝗜𝗡𝗦𝗧𝗔𝗚𝗥𝗔𝗠 𝗣𝗥𝗢𝗙𝗜𝗟𝗘𝗦

[𝗔|𝗡:: below the profiles contains small paragraphs of information on each character, you will learn even more about them in the series]

#why did i not know this was out

mrkis

the scream i let out when i saw ur "zhorny" response . i thought u were talking abt zb1 zhang hao LMAOOOO (dont ask why a zerose is following an nct account) ((im an nctzen too LMFAO))

dw, i’m a little familiar with zb1 thanks to @dollyji (fr she introduces me to so many new groups…….i’m suffering and in love☝🏼) i unfortunately don’t remember most of their names as i dont keep up with them but thanks to her, i’m aware of them!!

dollyji

i can’t help but be a multi and i have to drag someone down with me when i do . just what happens when u sign up to be my bestie