If You Need Anything,

Pray.

[donttalktomeaboutourrelationship]

[donttalktomeaboutourrelationship]

[donttalktomeaboutourrelationship]

[donttalktomeaboutourrelationship]

[sulfur]

[novoidtofill]

No one stole my mind as much as you did

[kpopper]

are you living or are you just jumping from one obsession to the other to run away from yourself

[neckkiss]

via weheartit

[neckkiss]

1001 Grams (2014)

[neckkiss]

via weheartit

[happydarknessland]

[blossomfully]

“I wanted to say something: “I’m sorry,” or perhaps “fuck you.” I wanted to say, “I let you in and you abused that position of trust.” But no no no. I wanted to say, “kiss me please please, we can forget everything.” Or maybe, maybe I just wanted to say, “I forgive you. You’re not sorry but I still forgive you.”

— S.Z. // Excerpt from a book I’ll never write #262 

[deep-sexts]

[donttalktomeaboutourrelationship]

I miss getting these and thinking they were true

[donttalktomeaboutourrelationship]

[maldarchive]

Of all the things I wanted to protect you from, all the things were necessary. I am sorry I restricted your experience of pain in my attempt at heroism. Now, be free! Your hell is yours. I will not interfere by making it easy.

[once-upon-a-mistress]

sometimes

you have to let go

even when

all you want to do

is let out.

i want to let out

all my emotions

to him

and i want him

to do the same.

i want to let out

a scream

of joy

for once

instead of sadness.

i want to let out

every ounce of love

i have for him,

but alas,

he would take it,

shred it,

and throw it away.

a.m.m, 3:21pm

[donttalktomeaboutourrelationship]

Gethsemane.

you planted death in my fields

cut crop circles in my skin

my courtyard, you desecrated

and my secret gardens became your mass grave

had they slain Jesus you would have cried then

but we had no body to bury

i could not save our song

with your hands noosed on my neck;

when the needle went static

and the sun no longer sang

you stopped breathing