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[circle-the-earth]

[donttalktomeplzzz]

I will always remember where I was and what I was doing when I first saw ILYA FUCKING ROZANOV CRYING ON MY GODDAMN SCREEN and also shane getting on his lap and comforting him LIKE MY BABYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY

[donttalktomeplzzz]

I know we are talking a lot about Ilya's " I am so on love with you and I don't know what to do about it"

But I feel Shane's " how about I wish you were here right now" is SETTING ME ON FIREEEE

And Ilya's little ' I wish I was too'...........

God these 2 make me sick

[donttalktomeplzzz]

Also the LITTLE FUCKING SMILE AFTER LIKE AHHHH ILYA YOU ARE KILLING ME

[donttalktomeplzzz]

I know we are talking a lot about Ilya's " I am so on love with you and I don't know what to do about it"

But I feel Shane's " how about I wish you were here right now" is SETTING ME ON FIREEEE

And Ilya's little ' I wish I was too'...........

God these 2 make me sick

[donttalktomeplzzz]

Also the LITTLE FUCKING SMILE AFTER LIKE AHHHH ILYA YOU ARE KILLING ME

[donttalktomeplzzz]

I know we are talking a lot about Ilya's " I am so on love with you and I don't know what to do about it"

But I feel Shane's " how about I wish you were here right now" is SETTING ME ON FIREEEE

And Ilya's little ' I wish I was too'...........

God these 2 make me sick

[donttalktomeplzzz]

He didn't get hurt last night did he?

Shane : *immediately * no he didn't

Maybe he is sick

Shane : *immediately * he is not

*back tracks* I mean be didn't seem sick

LIKE BABY WHO YOU FUCKING FOOLING YOU ARE SO BAD AT THIS

(I feel this is the part Hayden first got suspicious)

[donttalktomeplzzz]

"Happy?"

"Happier..."

KILL ME ALREADY

[ticklefighthockey]

kinda love this dynamic where ilya's like i get to have sex with anyone i want anytime i want and i also get to tell you about it while you visibly try to repress your feelings. but the second i think you might be having sex with someone else i am going to absolutely fucking spiral. epic crash out. because when I have sex it is empty and meaningless and utterly devoid of real emotional intimacy but you are a rule-following little dweeb who would still be a virgin if i hadn't deflowered you when we were like 18 so i fucking KNOW it means something to you!!!!!! the hypocrisy is delicious

[donttalktomeplzzz]

No like this is about to be a little long and super nerdy and geeky but like i am also on tumblr posting about tragic little gay hockey players so anywayssss ....but like the part when shane is comforting Ilya in real life at the all-star game and ilya says sorry and bursts into tears

first of all my baby is so used to being strong and suddenly he feels safe enough to cry in front of shane but most importantly the way he kisses shane in that part like it was giving "you are the air in my lungs and without you i cannot breathe" like connor storrie is such an phenomenal artist and he is about to go places, the small pause between then first and the 2nd kiss, the stutter, the ilya kind grabbing for more of shane's mouth, all of these nuances that he fucking masters in his acting like it is absolutely crazy to me

and watching connor in real life like the way he is and the complete shift in mannerisms that he pulls off along with the accent and while nailing the micro expressions better than ilya nailing shane i am in complete aww of this man

i feel a lot of the time we readers have an issue with the adaptation because we do not get what is going on inside the characters' heads while watching but are privy to while reading, but not in case of Heated Rivalry bitch THEY SAID NUH UH WE ABOUT TO GIVE YOU EVERYTHING YOU WANT AND MORE, the casting of Heated Rivalry is soooo damn PERFECT and you fucking get those thoughts .visible on their faces man, like CONNOR IS ABOUT TO ONE OF THE BIGGEST STARS OF THIS GENERATION AND I CANNOT WAIT, my brain is fried.

[donttalktomeplzzz]

No I mean why does when ilya says that his father is sick and shane goes 'sick like crazy?' It is so funny like my baby he is so hapless and in love but such a dumbfuck but in the most adorable way possible

Ilya really looked at that and went ,'Nah, that one is mine and also fuck my country, my team , career, this adorable goofball is all I need '

[donttalktomeplzzz]

Ilya and Svetlana are just cute besties I love then

[donttalktomeplzzz]

When Shane does the little chuckle before saying I prefer to be the hole, not the peg, it is soooo funny but also sooooo f****** SAD, and when rose says, was it Different? or was it better?And he pictures himself like f****** softly kissing ilya on the stairs and for was it better he imagines jumping into ilya's arms.I f****** lost it man.This is like 7 minutes into the episode.I'm already crying

[donttalktomeplzzz]

I am gonna kill myself because of these tragic little gay hockey players.

No, like you are telling me when rose asks him, have you been with another guy and shane pictures ilya in the shower, and he just does this robotic nod with f****** tears in his eyes, and when she says, have you told this to anybody before and He does the f****** head shake.And it is so robotic , it's so tragic , he's overwhelmed with emotion and GOOODDDDDDDDDD

[donttalktomeplzzz]

No, I'm so sorry that all of my posts are about to be so so unhinged you are telling me that in episode 5, when Shane and rose are having that conversation all shane is thinking about when she says that was kissing a boy better, he's thinking back to the staircase with Ilya ,WITH THAT CUTE LITTLE SMILE AND THAT GODDAMN MOISTURE IN HIS EYES. I am about to post a series of things about these tragic little gay men and I'm not even sorry about it. And CONNOR STORRIE deserves an EMMY and Jacob is going to pay my therapy bills.

[myarchiveforme]

god he has all the stupid little tuna melt ingredients prepared in containers in a neat stack in his fridge. he's losing the idgaf war in ways no one has ever lost before. "I was gonna make one for me I can make two" shut up you FREAK with your temperature controlled ginger ale. do you think this is the first time in his life he's actually tried to get someone to stay at his house. like I'm sure sveta has stayed over for a few days or whatever but it's just. baby's first crush. he logicked shane into a corner so he'd run out of excuses to leave and then he put everything in little containers right next to the ginger ale so he could get it all out quickly and smoothly and shane would think he was so nonchalant and wouldn't notice that he just accidentally got a husband. memorized his stupid little schedule. he was pacing around the house before shane got there, putting on his suit in the mirror. he whipped that shirt at Shane so quick HE WASNT EVEN WEARING A SHIRT he put it by the bed so he could put shane in his clothes. oh my god he cleaned his room and left a tshirt casually by the bed. picked out the one he wanted shane to wear. mayor of yearntown. king of yearnia. i think i hauve covid

[donttalktomeplzzz]

GIVE CONNOR STORRIE HIS GODDAMN EMMY!!!!!

[lily-s-world]

The US player saying that it was brave to be in Russia when you were gay, in front of two closeted players that were sweating for their lives was unfairly funny. My boys were panicking.