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okay I'm back again with this

my behemoth hollanov playlist in meticulous chronological order. imagine like if every episode was 2-3 hours long and largely narrated by queer women, and/or songs that I think one or both of them would relate to at the time. I included songs from the show to act as narrative landmarks, so hopefully it should be relatively easy to follow, but more details under the cut if u care

#heated rivalry #2026: if still insane kill self #me #me and my 10 hour playlist against the world #hollanov #and a large tangent into politics #everyone be cool im not made out to be in the middle of a discourse

medrawawi

hollanov baby 💪🐥💪

yayee-prsp

Here, more zukka

lexicanons

You know that meme that’s like “A job will have you, a 21 year old, with a 55 year old bestie” Well, AU where Ilya gets hired at the Treasury Board and quickly becomes besties with David Hollander. They’re really good at their jobs so they finish most of their work by 10:30 am and spend the rest of the day fucking around and pretending to be busy together. They get lunch together and talk shit about their boss. David tells Ilya that he’s throwing a birthday party and asks Ilya to come. “You can meet my son and talk hockey! I think you’ll like him!” Ilya decides to go and the party is in full swing when he arrives. David takes him around, introducing him to people until they make it to David’s son. David introduces him to Shane and Ilya is taken by how beautiful Shane is. He’s admiring Shane’s freckles when it dawns on him that he’s staring at THE Shane Hollander, best hockey player in the league. David told him that his son plays hockey but he never put it together that David’s Shane was THE Shane. Ilya and Shane end up in the far corner of the living room, talking all night as the party goes on around them. Years later at their wedding, during his speech, David admits to throwing the birthday party to hook Ilya and Shane up.

sinmonger

Hudson Williams | Best Lead Performer in a Drama Series

I didn't write a speech but I do have a little thank you list. Immediately to all the other nominees, it's just an honor to be nominated alongside you. I'm honored to be Canadian and this is fantastic.

spicyvampire

Hudson Williams for etalk at the 2026 Canadian Screen Awards

#what is his problem genuinely #he's saying something really sincere and profound #but the way he wields a metaphor like a threat #it was a lovely swallowing #get help

medrawawi

we have dada at home

softshane

ilya is in one of his depressive episodes and shane tries to cheer him up by telling him about all the things shane loves about him. ilya is quiet for a moment and then mumbles, mainly to himself, "noo don’t kill yourself you’re so sexy aha" before bursting into laughter and shane has no idea what’s going on but it’s the first time he‘s seen ilya even so much as smile in days, so he‘ll take it

manhasetardis

"Our research showed that young gay men strategically invest their self-worth in those areas in which they can succeed, namely academics, appearance, and competition, more so than straight men. Essentially, it seems as if young gay men go to great lengths to prove their worth to others in those domains. This is particularly likely for those who concealed their sexual orientation for long periods of time when growing up and for those who grew up in more stigmatizing states. Our results also showed that being "the best little boy in the world" comes at a cost, as young gay men who invested in these status-related domains were more likely to spend more time alone, to report more daily eating problems, getting into arguments and lying to others, and to feel more stress each day. As previously discussed, besting others at competitive tasks represents one way for young gay men to control a threatening environment, although not without cost." - John Pachankis and Mark Hatzenbuehler

wtf-is-hockey

Extremely funny that the first thing Shane did after realizing he was gay is hire a stylist. This was the shit he had to figure out. He was like I’m gay I can’t be looking like idgaf anymore.