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tw ! diary of someone who just can’t deal with her life anymore.

[primulaceas]

Jenny Slate, Little Weirds

[dopamonin]

not wanting to live but too scared to die , is this how hells feel like?

[stupidcoffeebaby]

yeah mom im ok i just dont want to be alive haha

[the-suicide-effect]

"Mostly I feel numb. I feel empty on the inside, I feel like I could get hit by a truck and I wouldn't care. My life suddenly has no meaning at all for me."

- What Does Depression Feel Like?

[istmos]

(…) All my life, I’ve been going around waiting for something. All my life, in fact, I’ve felt as if… as if I were waiting in a railway station. And I’ve always felt as if… as if the living I’ve done so far hasn’t actually been real life but a long wait for it…a long wait for something real (…)

Andrei Tarkovsky, fragment from the script of “The Sacrifice”, 1986

[magickmoongirl-blog]

小萤

[rotzaprachim]

“The trees you planted in childhood have grown too heavy. You cannot bring them along. Give yourselves to the air, to what you cannot hold.”

— Rainer Maria Rilke, “Part One IV,” from Sonnets to Orpheus  (via willowingsleep)

[exhaustedborderline]

[aidashakur]

You gotta love yourself so much to the point where the lack of love from others doesn’t even bother you

[wastedpoets]

[8-bitstories-deactivated2020062]

[traced-veins]

[emotionallyreckless]

I just don’t want to fucking be here anymore

[abnormall]

i am so tired of everything and every one. im tired of being asked if im okay. im tired of being told to get help. im tired of people treating me like a timid and fragile creature. im tired. please, just leave me alone. 

[randkritzelei]

12/08/20

this isn‘t where i belong

[abnormall]

[when-does-the-pain-stop]