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I know im not the center of the universe but you keep spinnin round me just the same. Im holding on, why is everything so heavy?

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Junkies fall in love with other Junkies or they turn somebody they love into one.

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First I fell for a junkie, Then I fell for his ways. He introduced me to the needle, Had me spinning for days and days. At first the high was amazing, Until I realized i was on day four. When paranoia, shakes, and cravings hit, Bet I was straight laid out on the floor. So when the junkie left for rehab, My head instantly spiraled down. And he told me, “you stay sober now, You’ve got this, babe, don’t frown.” I knew Her voice would be louder, So much louder than any before. But I told myself I could fight it still, Even with arms all bruised and sore. And now this junkie avoids her mirror, Can’t even look in her own two eyes. What has her pathetic life come to? Revolving solely around that fucking high. First I fell for a junkie, Then I fell for his ways. And not to my surprise I gathered, There’s no escaping this deadly maze. Because a junkie is a junkie, And it doesn’t matter if we’re in love. Because the only true love we’ve ever felt, Came straight from this devil’s drug.

I guess one could say Me and T have a love/hate relationship (ael)

Will always reblog this

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