*reminds self that I still have a tumblr acc*

*formerly commanderpepperdice* Currently in hiatus for now due to thesis hell but still alive and open for updates and messaging

[doppomine]

Regarding my (still-on) hiatus *long*

It has been a year and a half since I became active in Tumblr. Don't worry I'm still alive but busy now that I am a fourth year in my college and working on a thesis.

Also, I only have a few units left in my program that I am now part of the graduating batch for 2019. (Time flies so fast. Heck, I remembered joining tumblr back in 2015 thanks to MidCin. I just entered as a freshman.)

Back to reality, a shit ton of events happened to me lately. Good and (mostly) bad.

The good news is that I am building up my confidence gradually. For a total introvert, it is a good step despite of my insecurities.

Bad news is I am dealing against a creepy irl stalker that happened last year. Because of his actions, which include lasciviousness, I suffered numerous panic attacks and trauma in my daily commute. Thankfully, my friends and batchmates are helping me to defend myself against the stalker, who turns out to be a company employee near our school perimeter, and also tracking him down. (He should not have sent me a long-ass message/threat unless he wanted to get caught)

Btw, I am grateful to @nijigendiaries for helping me deal my anxieties in our private chat. Especially for helping me manage my trauma during the stalking incident. We may not meet in real life, but I am more than thankful for her that I can't think of a proper word. I wish I can hug you rn!

To sum it up, I will be busy for now but I will try tokeep in touch especially in fandoms.

Hope you all are having a good day. And pardon for my long-ass/bad grammar post.

*i felt the urge to change my username. i'm still the commanderpepperdice you knew since day one

[merocake]

Two raging corporate slaves. I think they’ll be good rage karaoke buddies lmao

[gaytrappist-deactivated20180511]

my oc creation process has two settings: 

you’re going to be everything i wish i was

you’re going to be everything i hate about myself

[oh-my-otome]

Otome players are like...

[doppomine]

Phichit: Hey Yuri, I need relationship advice.

Yuri: Just because I'm dating Viktor doesn't mean I know how I did it.

[maki-chan98]

Some screencaps from latest Yuri!!! on Ice BD…😄😄😄

Credit: @vityanikiforov1997 (on ig)

[nanzse]

[archivep-deactivated20140121]

[ohcarararara]

OH MY GOD PAY, BLESS YOUR FACE.

I actually get asked to see a lot of portfolio’s while I’m at cons. And while I LOVE looking at other people’s art and offering critiques if they ask, it’s sort of cringe-y to be handed a messy stack of papers or something. Nice portfolio’s look so much more professional!

putting this up, since my website project for university is finished and I don’t have to put it on the web anymore.

a very, very basic image guide on how your portfolio should be presented or appear, whether you’re in fine arts, graphic design or illustration, illustrated by yours truly

please do NOT remove the commentary while reblogging, do not reupload anywhere else.

[baixinha-su]

thank you!

[uhhgoodd]

Black Elven Cape

[heartythrills]

Karasuno vs Dateko

My favorite part of the stage.

And when Suga (Hiroki) took the mic! And Hinata (Kenta) rapping!!! This stage is so worth the money. Please be sure to buy it!

[yaboikirishima]

when you see someone you know in public

[doppomine]

finally back from hiatus

It is good to be home

[doppomine]

this dork is featured at the front page of a kid magazine and i snorted

[juzbijou-deactivated20180225]

(灬♥ω♥灬) 

**not related: changing to a new drawing soft is a pain in ass ;;;;;;;;;;;;; 

[triananero]

How To Save A Life

Fandom: Haikyuu!!

Pairing: Kageyama/Hinata

Words: 4090

Dedicated to: my dearest senpai and precious friend, with whom we had a wonderful angst fest just today that actually inspired me to reread this story and finally finish it (it’s been written like a few months back, not long after my iwaoi one with the same topic). It turned out not as bad as I expected, so here you go!

A/N: inspired by The Fray’s How To Save A Life. It’s a wonderful, kind of angsty song, perfect for me and my angst + hurt&comfort cravings. It was only a matter of time before I’d write something for it, so here you go! But I gotta WARN you: look at the name of the fic. Yeah, the name reflects a lot of what’s actually being discussed there, if you’re sensitive to stuff like that’s, I do not recommend. If you’re an angst addict like me - enjoy!

Kiyoko puts the disk in the DVD, managing the settings. Kageyama can clearly see her hands trembling and some part of his brain admires the way their manager still holds up.

Step one: you say we need to talk, He walks, you say, Sit down, it’s just a talk. He smiles politely back at you, You stare politely right on through.

He can’t brag the same stability, though, because with every second to pass, he feels himself crumbling down, piece-by-piece, feels numbness taking over him as his senses become dull, his mind refusing to process reality. He’s surprised he’s still breathing, moving, thinking, even kind of amazed by how his body handles everything on pure reflexes, because deep inside he knows that there’s nothing left. He feels like he’s already dead.

Glances — worried, stressed and marked with grieve, all around him, directed at him. Kageyama somehow realizes why he is the center of their attention, but it’s not like that changes anything. It’s not like they can help.

Some sort of window to your right As he goes left and you stay right, Between the lines of fear and blame And you begin to wonder why you came.

He really doesn’t want to watch it, doesn’t want to spoil his memories and hurt himself even more, but he knows he has to. It is his last chance, after all.

Keep reading

[doppomine]

on hiatus for now sorry...

just a few weeks and i'll be free again... Right now, this term is about to end, but all the academics and requirements I'm taking are all invested in the entire month. For short, like the usual ramble I post often personally as a student: I'm busy and tired af this semester.

[triananero]

How To Save A Life

Fandom: Haikyuu!!

Pairing: Kageyama/Hinata

Words: 4090

Dedicated to: my dearest senpai and precious friend, with whom we had a wonderful angst fest just today that actually inspired me to reread this story and finally finish it (it’s been written like a few months back, not long after my iwaoi one with the same topic). It turned out not as bad as I expected, so here you go!

A/N: inspired by The Fray’s How To Save A Life. It’s a wonderful, kind of angsty song, perfect for me and my angst + hurt&comfort cravings. It was only a matter of time before I’d write something for it, so here you go! But I gotta WARN you: look at the name of the fic. Yeah, the name reflects a lot of what’s actually being discussed there, if you’re sensitive to stuff like that’s, I do not recommend. If you’re an angst addict like me - enjoy!

Kiyoko puts the disk in the DVD, managing the settings. Kageyama can clearly see her hands trembling and some part of his brain admires the way their manager still holds up.

Step one: you say we need to talk, He walks, you say, Sit down, it’s just a talk. He smiles politely back at you, You stare politely right on through.

He can’t brag the same stability, though, because with every second to pass, he feels himself crumbling down, piece-by-piece, feels numbness taking over him as his senses become dull, his mind refusing to process reality. He’s surprised he’s still breathing, moving, thinking, even kind of amazed by how his body handles everything on pure reflexes, because deep inside he knows that there’s nothing left. He feels like he’s already dead.

Glances — worried, stressed and marked with grieve, all around him, directed at him. Kageyama somehow realizes why he is the center of their attention, but it’s not like that changes anything. It’s not like they can help.

Some sort of window to your right As he goes left and you stay right, Between the lines of fear and blame And you begin to wonder why you came.

He really doesn’t want to watch it, doesn’t want to spoil his memories and hurt himself even more, but he knows he has to. It is his last chance, after all.

Keep reading