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they cant tell you what you are if you already know who you are

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　sfw 𓐇۪ໃ. @hwang4luv. @ppawon

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rules masterlist

she/her if your here to hate then block me gng

currently obsessed with all mitski songs

DNI list moots anons about me

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reblog to give your period to donald trump

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I wanna dance

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I feel so hyper for no exact reason

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it comes to a point..

tw threats of suicide

you must not know how much these death threats affect a person. telling a person to kill themselves isn't funny or cute. because now I get these thoughts of y'know.. but my family shows me how great life can be and if I do kill myself my family won't be complete because I do bring laughs to the table and it wouldn't feel right. if I continue getting death threats, first I'll turn off anonymous, if it continues I'm either taking a long break or quitting completely. stop this.

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Don't listen to the hate! They just are jealous you have a successful sister😤

-🔥

i try not to let the hate get to me, thanks

gotta stay happy and funny 😁🍓

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tw! not eating well🥲

uh so like I didn't eat lunch, and dinner made me dizzy. I might have to force myself to eat

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@lee-fryer happy early birthday, I'll say it again tomorrow

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HEHEHHE THANK YOUUU

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that Han photo though?😭

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i'm so sick and tired of these ignorant anons hating on me and my sister like seriously? I tried to be nice but clearly they don't wanna listen. those anons are not ruining the whole school year. just leave us alone because being rude doesn't benefit you

@hwang4luv @nyuutella

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Lee is not even your friend, so why you wishing him a happy birthday bro?

now i can't wish my sister's friend a happy birthday?? be so for real right now

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@lee-fryer happy early birthday, I'll say it again tomorrow

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HELP- why are you copying your sisters aesthetic???😭😭

baby where😭

@hwang4luv

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kys

no thanks, life is a present and everyone should fight their problems no matter how rough life gets because people care about you even though you might not know it yet❤️🍓 cherish your life

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Quit me like a cigarette

based off of jaehyun "Roses"

tags: angst with comfort, angst (I think that's all🙂 not sure)

a/n: idk how to feel abt this but COMFORT IN PART TWO BARE WITH ME PLEASE BTW NO PROOF READ sooo..reach flow state writing this

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"jaehyun, I don't think we'll work out. i'm sorry."

"what?"

"I hope you find someone better.. goodbye, jaehyun."

"wait!"

"please!"

"fuck!"

...

The first thing Jaehyun noticed after the breakup was the silence. No notifications with your name. No late-night calls. No photos left on your profile. Nothing.

You had disappeared from his life so completely that it almost felt like you'd never been there. He understood why.

"I don't think we'll work out."

Those had been your words gentle, tearful, and painfully honest. Neither of you had screamed. Neither of you had blamed the other. Love simply wasn't enough to fix the distance that had slowly grown between you. So you walked away.

And you never looked back. Jaehyun tried. He deleted your number after staring at it for an hour, thinking he wasn't good enough. he boxed away the gifts you'd given him. He even convinced himself that if he stayed busy enough, eventually his heart would follw.

It didn't.

Instead, the world seemed determined to remind him of you. Especially roses. Every time he passed a flower shop, he slowed without meaning to. Rows of red roses. Pink ones. Cream-colored bouquets tied with ribbons.

He remembered how you'd smile every single time he surprised you with flowers, even if they were just from a convenience store. You always treated them like they were the most beautiful bouquet in the world.

"They'll die in a week," he'd once joked.

"So?" you'd laughed. "They made me happy today."

Now he couldn't even look at roses without feeling like someone had reached inside his chest and squeezed. So he worked. Longer hours. More rehearsals. More recordings. If someone asked if he was tired, he'd smile.

"I'm okay."

He wasn't. He skipped breaks. Stayed in the practice room after everyone had gone home. he kept repeating choreographies long after his muscles begged him to stop.

If he exhausted himself enough, maybe he wouldn't think about you. But every quiet moment brought you back. Then the staff noticed.

"Jaehyun, you need to rest."

"I'm fine."

"You've been here since morning."

"I'm almost done."

He wasn't almost done. There was nothing to finish. No amount of work could erase someone he'd loved with everything he had. One rainy evening, after another schedule ended far later than planned, his manager quietly placed something beside him. A small bouquet of white roses.

"We received these from a florist. Wrong delivery."

Jaehyun stared at them. His hands trembled. For a moment he couldn't breathe. Beacause all he could see was you. Your laugh. Your smile. The way you'd tuck one rose behind your ear just to make him laugh.

He lowered his head. For the first time in months, he cried. Not loud. Not dramatically. Just quiet tears falling onto tired hands that had been trying far too hard to outrun grief. His manager didn't say anything. He simply sat beside him.

"You know," he said after a while, "working until you collapse won't make missing someone hurt less."

Jaehyun laughed bitterly.

"I know."

"It just keeps me from thinking."

"It doesn't."

"...No."

Silence settled between them. Then his manager gently took the bouquet.

"You don't have to throw these away."

Jaehyun looked up.

"But you also don't have to carry them forever."

Weeks passed. He finally started taking breaks.He left work when he was supposed to. He laughed a little more. Some days still hurt Some mornings he still reached for a phone that would never light up with your messages.

But healing wasn't forgetting. It was learning that love could exist without holding on. One afternoon, while walking home, he stopped outside another flower shop. Roses filled the window. This time, he smiled. It still hurt. Mybe it always would.

But instead of turning away, he whispered softly into the spring air

"I hope you're happy."

And for the first time since you left...he truly meant it. The ache remained, but it no longer controlled him. Some loves don't end because they stop existing. They end because two people choose different paths.

And sometimes, the kindest thing love can become...

is letting go...but not in Jaehyuns case.

last part dedicated to @hwang4luv 🥲

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jaehyun. roses.

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do you..do you like waffles 🥺? do you have any waffles to spare

khatte

I have pancakes though:3

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Your cringe btw babes🤣🤣👎👎

and now I'll annoy you because I'm "cringe"