- - Dormouse Says - -

This blog is designed to make people aware of my boring and nerdy life. Just thought I'd update whoever wants to read this with some snippits. (WIP)

[dormousesays]

Hello!

Hello! Sorry for being inactive, kinda forgot that this is a thing. I'm doing good, just woke up. Need to be more active on here, but eh.

Trying to be more positive on here, rather than be a sad sack for no reason, don't really need to vent to you guys at all.

But yeah, this is more of an update, probably do a better post later on, since this is really lackluster in content.

Thanks for reading!

-- Dormouse --

[dormousesays]

I'm trying.

God, I'm trying. I'm trying to be positive and keep a straight face whilst everything and everyone around me falling to pieces. I'm finding more difficult everyday and one day I might snap.

I apologise for this, but I can't atm. I'm really trying my best to feel like not throwing myself out of a window (in Minecraft, ofc). Theres a reason I take antidepressants and this is one of them.

Like I said, sorry for venting, but I needed to get this off of my chest.

(Hopefully, future entries won't be as venty.)

Thanks for reading.

-- Dormouse --

[dormousesays]

Sunday Stillness

Well, here I am, doing something on this blog, might as well.

I guess I'll update you guys on some things, like I said, back on vr, mostly RPing Stolas from Helluva Boss every way I can, lol.

Got back into art, so been doodling with my drawing tablets characters from different shows, if I do any good ones, I'll post them.

Thinking of getting a waist tracker for vr, just waiting for them to come into stock on Amazon.

[dormousesays]

I'm back! ~

Shoutout to @anothertoonzilla from resurrecting me. Nothing much has happened except for the fact that I AM BACK ON VR! Been back for a couple of months but haven't updated this side of the internet.

Anyway, here I go back to my hole, cya!

-- Dormouse --

[dormousesays]

I'm trying

I'm trying, so hard to make things right. Things seem to be going alright but then something pops up that makes the issue 100x worse than it should be. I always say 'Everything will be ok', but at this moment in time, I'm starting to not believe it..

[dormousesays]

Well, I'm back..

So, how is everyone?

I return after 84 years! Should have done this ages ago, but eh.

Life has taken its toll on me, so yeah. I've gotten into VRChat again for the first time in like, 6 years. I'm very rusty at writing these, so yeah..

[dormousesays]

Day ??? - Hello

Hello,

I know I haven't wrote anything here for quite a while, but I really want to keep some kind of log of my life, even if its in book form or in digital form, but here I am. Attempting to do this again, even though, I'll stop this as soon as it started.

Anyway, less about me, more about you, my audience. (Lol). How are you guys doing? Me personally, I am fine apart from this pain in my chest, of which I hope doesn't mean I am on deaths door, but, this is me pretending to be dramatic, this could mean that "I am being embraced by deaths sweet kiss." Don' t know if that is a thing, but it could be now.

I seem to be rambling again, as I do. So I am gonna cut this off.

Thanks for reading, fellow traveller of the interwebs and I hope you have a pleasant day/night.

--Dormouse.

[dormousesays]

You Are Not Alone

This is for anyone who reads this, You Are Not Alone.

There are people out there who love and care for you, you are loved and cherished. I hope this can be seen by many people, all this post is is to let people, even if this doesn't reach anyone, that You Are Not Alone. I don't know if this will reach anyone, but I really hope it does.

Thanks for reading, even if you didn't, thank you

Dormouse

[dormousesays]

Monday Blues

Well, todays going not so well, I got up late, as I always do because I don't care anymore. I just have this feeling of dread and that I am not worth it in anybodies eyes.

"I am worthless and I am sorry for being a burden." Thats whats going constantly through my head when I am alone and I hate it, I despise it, but it keeps creeping up in my mind as I am alone.

I am sorry for venting, but its been on my mind for a few days, I am hoping this feeling of dread'll pass over the next few days, but as of right now, it is here too stay and I hate it.

Thanks for reading and apologies for the vent.

-- Dormouse

[dormousesays]

Day 1 - Hello World

Hello,

Hopefully I can keep this for more than a week, I am thinking of making a completely new blog, so I can actually make progress, but knowing me, I'll compeletly forget, but forget all that.

I am officially attempting to restart this, so hello, my day has gone alright, its late at night right now, so yeah. Got a new facination that'll pass as soon as it arrived, which is the 80's.

I'm a 90s baby, but how media is portraying the 80's as a decade, its impossible to not get into how the kids are getting into it.

Anyway, less me rambling, gonna restart the QOTD section, so

QOTD: How's your day been?

Thanks for reading.

-- Dormouse

[dormousesays]

Resurrection - Again

Hello,

I am sorry for keeping quiet, I am gonna try to actually do this ( I say this and just forget this exists for the third time), but for the time being I am going to actually post in this blog.

Dunno what I am gonna post, but I guess I will post something, despite me having a bad image of myself atm, I guess that'll be a good post in the future, so expect that in the future.

Thanks for reading

-- Dormouse

[dormousesays]

- Saturday -

Todays going well, but I’m just not feeling it for some reason, I guess some days are like that, huh.

I’ll probably update/edit this post when I can think of something insightful to put because right now, I’m not good.

Thanks for reading .

Dormouse

[dormousesays]

Sorry

I am sorry for not posting on this in a while, I have been neglecting this and I have kinda forgotten that I have this, I am actually thinking of making a new blog all together, but knowing me, I’ll probably forget that even exists if I DO do it.

Thanks for reading.

- Dormouse - 

[dormousesays]

I Give Up

I can’t. Everything is going wrong again and I cannot do anything about it. There is no point in trying to get people to be happy because the situation is not good at all and I am sorry.

Please forgive me for being in this state, but.. I can’t.

- Dormouse

[dormousesays]

End of the week

Finally, its the end of the working week.. Hopefully, by Sunday, everything’ll calm down, he said hopefully. This week has not been the best and I wished for it to end.

I am sorry about the last post, I wrote it when I was just a tad pissed at something and I wanted to get it off my chest.

Anywho, how is everything going on your guys end?

Thanks for reading,

Dormouse

[dormousesays]

I can’t.

I can’t. Anyone and everyone is having issues around me and I can’t deal with at this current moment. I’m currently trying to find something inside me to make me feel good, but the only thing that I can find enjoyment out of is either, YouTube, which I have drifted from over the last couple of weeks and Twitch, which I can’t watch today because of a walkout they are doing.

I need help. I cannot do this on my own, but I am here, reading everyones stories on twitter and I am like, “great... amazing.” I wish SOMEONE this weej was having a good day, but it seems everyone and their mother is having the worst week of there known existance.

So, in conlusion of me ranting and just being annoying, I can’t.

[dormousesays]

Drunk /  Tipsy

Hello readers,

Currently, I have been drinking a few and I am slightly tipsy so I am just making an update saying that I am, A-OK, for the most part that is, I am saying this in this way because I am an semi-decent, due the fact that I am now concious of my mental state. 

It is currently in the state of “eh”. I am feeling eh,

Thank you for reading, I will update this when I next feel like typing.#

- - Dormouse