i'm a student, aspiring author, and major nerd. tumblr is the place I come to ramble about all the things that take up space in my mind that would make me look weird in person lmao
I edit when inspiration hits, here's the link to all mine! - doubleabatteriezedit
I also write fanfic sometimes, all the stuff I've posted is below:
Marvel:
Pieces of Half a Puzzle: Loki goes through what it feels like to lose the only person left he believed he could trust, and who trusted him back. Mobius is left to pick up the pieces, literally. (one shot/lokius)
Cause These Words Are Knives That Often Leave Scars: Hunters love having attitude. Mobius finds himself as a receiver of it on one fateful afternoon. (one shot/lokius)
Fanfic Prompt: Loki and Mobius may be in a fight, but Loki refuses to keep his hands off of Mobius. (one shot/lokius)
The Pitt:
Rabbot Smau!!
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When Worlds Collide: Robby's girlfriend ends up in the one place he never wants to see her. His job. (one shot/robby x afab!lawyer!reader)
The Ghost of the Past: AU where ER was actually Robby's residency and Langdon disgustingly reminds him of himself. (one shot)
Lingering: When Robby finally gets the help he needs, it backfires in ways he could've seen coming. (one shot/platonic!rabbot)
Call Me Maybe: Even after all that happened on the 4th, Robby still left for his trip. 3 weeks later, things came crashing down. (multi-chapter/rabbot)
Text chain: Rabbot angst you'll have to find out about through reading <3 (one shot)
Grindr AU: Robby, in a phase of what he considers insanity, downloads grindr and ends up meeting a man that is everything his dreams are made of. turns out the man in question means more to him than he thinks, and the "stranger" knew the whole time. (two-chapter/rabbot)
The Past Sure Knows How to Haunt: What happens when Robby gets diagnosed with the same disease that killed Jack's wife, and hides it from him. (one-shot/rabbot)
Fall For Me: Jack's talk with robby in the trauma bay right before he left on what was assumed to be his suicide mission, actually encouraged him to spend the night at jack's apartment. feelings ensue. (one-shot/rabbot)
see I love to romanticize rabbot but I know for a fact that, in real life, they'd be miscommunication, baggage, repressed feelings, and distancing central. the only thing they can do right is sex, and actually I don't even know that for a fact.
robby having a psychiatric service dog headcanons <3
he would never get one for himself, it would absolutely take jack pulling up to his apartment on a random day with a dog by his side
I think it would happen during his sabbatical in an amazing hypothetical where he never went to canada and just took the three months off locally and actually got help
jack has been convinced that robby should get a pet for years, and he finally caved under his own opinion when he heard one of his old buddies from the army was training psychiatric dogs for people with PTSD and other mental disorders.
he picked up the dog (I decided it was a husky/australian shepard mix named oreo) and all of it's things to move right in with robby and pulled up at his door.
robby took some convincing, but having all the certification paperwork/harness and the bed, food, treats, bowls, etc ready made it hard for him to say no. especially cause jack already spent the money...
"you're joking" "not at all" "a dog is a lot of work jack" "he's fully trained, and he'll give you a reason to get out of bed every morning and get some sun."
robby took him in and was only slightly annoyed at how he had to change his life around the animal (he won't say it out loud but it was for the better)
things went mostly well; robby had to get incredibly used to having comfort whenever he felt tense or uncomfortable. it almost shocked him, even though he knows how well these dogs get trained, how intune oreo was with every feeling he had. the deep pressure therapy he received the first time he started panicking around the dog helped more than he cared to admit.
the only bad incident was one shitty night when robby was severely spiraling after a therapy appointment that pressed on too many buttons and he closed the door on oreo. he was in his bedroom sobbing while the dog was barking to let him in. lucky for both of them, jack came by that same night after he covered a morning shift and remedied the situation. "he's here to help brother. you can't just shut him out, it's his whole purpose to be there for you in moments like these."
ultimately, once robby fully adjusted, he loved that dog to bits. he got him nice toys, they went out on walks every day, he even took him out for errands although the looks he got sometimes made him feel odd. oreo ended up being a perfect addition to his treatment plan, and turned out to be the company robby has been needing for years.
Not to sound like a broken record but does it make anyone else viscerally angry how we realized in the very recent past that we can successfully eradicate devastating human-specific diseases (smallpox) yet now there's a million people telling you not to vaccinate your kids against measles. I know I know "everyone will not just" but also for real we could never have measles again if everyone would just be cool
i am terminally A Sucker for characters who have a towering and generally earned ego about their own ability and absolutely no self-worth about themselves as a person at all. intoxicating combo.
sometimes you see Takes™ that make you go "mmmhmmm okay yeah i see we both interpreted that differently based on what the show gave us, but i see how you arrived at your ideas even if they're different from mine," and then sometimes you see Takes™ that make you go "brother what show did you even fucking watch"
okay so now that we know that the intention was to put out that Robby's mom killed herself, do we think his emotion due the conversation with Ms. Azurmendi was less about his own struggles and more about how much she reminded him of his mother or
katherine talking about a scene cut at the very end of the season finale with noah that had robby's backstory and his mother ending her life when he was a kid...