DEVIRGINIZE

☭ "Mam jedno, co trzyma mnie i każe być pogodnym - to wiara niezłomna w ludzi... Warunki życia się zmienią i zło przestanie panować, i człowiek dla człowieka będzie bratem najbliższym, a nie jak dziś wilkiem."

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You can call me Tadek 🌻 I am a relapsed blogger & this is my personal blog! I talk a lot about Ed Edd n Eddy. I like cartoons in general. I study the science of Marxism-Leninism , & I am particularly most interested in areas to do with (geo)politics & history. I tend to focus on politics in Poland & its neighboring countries most because I am Polish 🇵🇱 I talk mostly in English & Polish here. Sometimes I might practice talking in other languages (like German or Russian) , though. I am always willing to expand my knowledge & keep an open mind. Welcome to my grotto ~~~

Here's some additional information about me: If you ever need to refer to me in third person , then use whatever the masculine pronoun in your language of use is. Like he/him (ENG) or on/jego (PL) :) I mainly draw , read & write , but I am always willing to dip my toes into a new hobby! I love music , love talking about it & would love to make my own some day. Look in my #Musiks tag or stalk me real time! I want to warn that I have my bizarre/taboo fascinations , so you should watch out if you are sensitive/morally opposed , as I like to explore or even romanticize them in fiction. Nowadays , I am mostly interested in learning what I can about the history of PRL (Polish People's Republic). I am also interested in learning stuff about Fascist Italy. I'm better knowledged on contemporary history (from 20th century & onwards). I do not tolerate russophobia or Ukrainian nationalist thought❌. Russia is anti-imperialist & if you don't agree , you can go... I am an Autist with cognitive impairments. Please be patient with me. I'm slow with replying but I like to talk to people , so don't be afraid to reach out! (I wish to emphasize that this is a personal blog first & foremost , so I will post about all sorts of things. Not always the thing you might've specifically followed me for. I talk about my life here & stuff. :p)

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[lady-of-vitreous-sight]

[bored and trying to cause problems voice] if you think about it, the social role of the 'childhood friend' as commonly explored in stories is actually identical to the social role of the 'sibling'. observe how a parent figure is permitted to scold and lecture the 'childhood friend' as proof of closeness (and as proof of 'member of family'). as well, a common trope that emerges is 'realizing we are siblings actually'. thus, it's actually correct to understand this ship as incest.

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I think keisuke might now belong in my list of top favorite characters.

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I genuinely can't stand this guy bruh HOW DO YOU WALK INTO A BLOODFEST & THIS IS YOUR FIRST THOUGHT

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The fun thing about BLVNs is that sometimes , you're actually playing a GLVN , but you just have to look a little more into it to really notice that

[pingo1387]

having a headache while hydrated is so unfair. you were supposed to protect me.

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Personal information clarification for my own peace of mind...

It had turned out recently that I am likely not actually mildly intellectually disabled , yet have more of a "spiky" profile , which means I have uneven abilities. I have a bunch of disabilities/impairments with my adaptive functioning & learning that once seemed like they could be more "general" , but there are some things I show more skill in these days after a wee bit of work.

A lot of my adaptive functioning issues have turned out to be a result of severe childhood neglect (😥) more than anything. But things are more possible for me than previously believed - just with a lot of instruction & more consistent practice.

Anyway , sorry about any statements of the past where I've possibly made it a focus. I still hold the same opinions / experiences , that doesn't change. Nothing really changes , because much hasn't changed. It was a mislabeling with a little naïveté from my side. Yet - I'm still the way I am... there's just other solutions to look into now. :v

[marxismopportunism]

i have read the nato guy take multiple times and i do not understand it. how is the financial benefit — if it even exists, knowing the exploitative nature of eu — of ukraine means one should be nicer to them

that's because his take is insane lol. in the hypothetical universe where ukraine wins, pigs can fly and shawn mendes is actually straight, the eu would #green transform ukraine into something akin to a dubai smart city project run by western ngos using russian money. im not speaking out of my ass like watch any of those "post war reconstruction of ukraine" plans by eu, world bank and the un 😭 like does he think all this money and arms flowing in ukraine are donations of good will from the west and not investments that all these stakeholders are going to squeeze out with returns

and somehow the craziest part abt his take isn't even that but the implicit assumption that russias win goal is to absorb ukraine... if they rly wanted ukraine they'd have taken it by now. if they rly wanted ukraine so bad, why did they wait all these years before starting the smo? it's like the delusion of hindu nationalists who think china wants nepal lol. russia is not exactly hungry for more territory as putin has already said they still need to develop eastern parts of the country ffs. i think west and their cheer leaders are pushing russia into a position where it is forced to choose between destruction or liberating the whole of europe yet again but, wiser than the past, russia is not eager to do that so eurocucks can give up the fantasy of being liberated ("invaded") by russia n free themselves from their self inflicted shackles amen

[tamamita]

You've come this far, warriors. You've finally proven that you're a worthy opponent, but this is where your adventure ends! You must face us, or die trying.

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AHHHHHHHHHHHHH AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH

cries gently... oh susie we all love you so much

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After talking it out with my beloved I just realized I've been basically going through the after-effects of traumatic stress (which is why I don't remember basically anything before June / feel like it should be earlier in the year than it actually is right now) this whole time , which explains a lot about why I've been "like that" lately. AKA. Having unnecessary amounts of trouble with like EVERYTHING. But like , especially with "having fun" , if that makes sense. My playfulness & creativity had been gone for a while now. Not very happy about it to say the least... However , Atleast now that I'm aware of it , I can try putting conscious effort into taking steps forward...

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[lordnot]

More blatant anticommunist propaganda.

Castro was obviously teaching Malcolm X telepathy.

And we should all be grateful to him every day

For being generous enough to export such a useful skill to the Black community.

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It's bad to wish misfortune upon ones self. It's not good. But wow , I almost miss how deranged we were last year LOL. I'm looking back on some art from 2025 & Wow. I love remembering how shit I was feeling/doing in my life when drawing some of these. I also love all the old Serafi art he's cute.

(feb25 / dec25 / jul26) I love how gradual his moe-ification was... I think I started purposefully (in opposition to doing it unconsciously) exaggerating his traits since March of this year. & Now that I refined his design this month it just feels really good to draw him. Like , that's how he's supposed to look....yeah.........yeah.............that's my sera....

Also if I may: I'm not used to the fact it's July right now. Just writing "jul26" under that doodle right now made me feel shivers & things. I mean I feel it all around , with the weather & all that , but christ. I dissociated the first 5 months of this year away , so I feel like it should be atleast , like , March? Or earlier ofc , but not JULY... I'm definitely healing from that Torture experience still , if I had to be honest. I don't feel like I've gotten 100% back into my element yet. 💧 I've been trying , though. That's what matters most , right?

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The queue vs my posts balance on this blog is starting to be "off" , which was fine when I was actually busy 24/7 , but now it just feels strange... I mean it's good that my queue's going because I have like 900 posts queued haha , but I'm almost thinking of pausing my queue for a while >~< & maybe just 'manually reblogging' again... I'm not exactly "doing nothing" , just sort of keeping to myself lately. Actually I'm drawing a bit lately though , so I might think more about making an art blog again. Meep , meep...

[i-love-this-art]

Stanisław Masłowski / “Moonrise” / 1884 / National Museum, Kraków