I am not a doll.

Asexual | Genderfluid | bpd side blog | safe spot #2

[rotting-angel-blood]

♥´¯`*•.¸¸☆´¯`*•.¸¸♥I want to die♥´¯`*•.¸¸☆´¯`*•.¸¸♥

[wrists-of-a-broken-girl]

Being validated is the best feeling ever

Tbpdfw (via wrists-of-a-broken-girl)

[bpd-suggestion]

Concept: falling asleep at the same time as fp to avoid crippling loneliness and The Void ™

[dialtonegoth]

[serotnin]

being self-aware enough to realize you’re being irrational but still not being able to stop anything

[howlsnteeth]

what god did this to me

[life-is-just-a-metaphor]

Every 40 seconds someone commits suicide.

If you feel like your the next person, watch the clock till the end and remind yourself you’ll be okay in another 40 seconds.

[novakita]

this needs to be on everyone’s blog

[maddisonkennedy-deactivated2017]

this is fucking crazy.

[69-shades-of-lesbian]

Woah

[madisonmarykelly]

This is so important right now ❤️

[rottenbutrecovering]

Me@myself: stop picking at fucking scabs they’ll scar

Me, back@myself, whilst peeling off scabs: listen fucker

[mercy5-remade-deactivated201607]

yeah you neurotypicals can do things like “rational thinking” and “impulse control,” but can you do THIS (goes from being perfectly fine to suicidal to euphoric in a matter of minutes)

[girlfromthe-subway]

Does anyone else w bpd ever get so overwhelmed that they just wanna delete all social media and break their fucking phones lol

[bpdpuppie]

*imagines a highly vivid and detailed scenario in my head and splits when it doesn’t go exactly like i planned*

[flowerbomb-borderline]

emotions that are a million times worse with bpd

-nostalgia -longing -heartbreak -anger -missing someone -feeling unwanted -loneliness -boredom -grief -betrayal -regret -guilt -embarrassment -shame -all of them -literally every fucking emotion sucks so much more when u have bpd

[nihilistic-bitch]

bpd shit :)

-chronic boredom
 -i’m enjoying myself but i’m still bored? 
-everything is terrible
 -except i can think of reasons it isn’t so now i feel guilty for not being happy 
-had a questionable idea like 2.5 seconds ago and i’m just gonna do it! fuck consequences!
 -oh shit here comes the Regret™
 -i’m not real tho? nothing matters anyway??
 -looks like i’m bored again,

[lildeadprincess-deactivated2017]

What are your kinks?

don’t leave even when I’m difficult

[bunbpd]

Tbpdfw someone makes you want to cry but you cant cry because youre in a public place & crying would be manipulative because every one of your feelings ever is overreacting

[spacexy-deactivated20190831]

[glassaxolotl]