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bun - 22 - she/they - bpd & depression & anxiety - coping side blog - ask to tag --

[alittlebitmessedupgirl]

Source : Instagram -> @psychiatricmind

[bittersweet-hiraeth]

It always has....?

[surviving-life-with-bpd]

[surviving-life-with-bpd]

[batmanseyeshadow]

I’m not quiet. I just have a social anxiety.

[exhaustedborderline]

[smothurs]

you are loved.

[bunbpd]

So i just read a bunch of my old personal posts and oh my god i was so sick. Like so, so fucking dysfunctional and moody and just. Horrible. Im kind of relapsing back into my bpd thought patterns because my social anxiety is at an all time high rn and i am Terrified and just don't want to end up in the same place where i was a few years ago..

Is there a bpd community on tumblr that's more focused on recovery and unlearning harmful patterns? I really need to talk to someone about this but I cant go back to being the jealous, overly sensitive and self hating person that i used to be

[bunbpd]

I know im probably the worst friend in the entire world but im so fucking lonely and so empty and I'd just need someone to care but im gonna lose even the few friends i havent lost quite yet and i just want everything to stop

[borderlinesympathy-blog]

Hi people! I hate to be doing this but today I came out to my parents as trans and received a reaction that was alot worse than I expected. They’re saying they will kick me out of the house if I don’t “fix” myself. I need to get out of this house and get my own place asap. I applied to a bunch of jobs but it’s gonna take a bit to hear back from them but I need to move out asap. Again I hate asking for this but if anyone can donate (even $1 would help at this point) my paypal is HERE. thank you so much!!

[bunbpd]

Anyone else feeling hopelessly empty and lonely on this bitch of an earth today?? ? ??

[avoidantcactus]

Constantly torn between “I can’t ask for help bc then I’m annoying and everyone will be mad” and “I must ask for help at every possible stage because I might do it wrong and then everyone will be mad” ya feel

[heartbreakclubs]

me? both avoiding and craving attention? you bet

[oxazepams]

someone: *is in a bad mood*

me: what did i do it’s my fault they will abandon me please don’t leave i love you

[bunbpd]

Self harm tw

So i got a new tattoo today on my forearm and it's perfect but I just walked home from somewhere and with sleeves on it it feels exactly like cuts feel right after cutting and im :)))))))))))))

[bunbpd]

can i be passive aggressive and pretend to forget people's birthday if they didn't remember mine today

[quietvoiced]