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[dovelytea]

‎‎ 《 what is this? what happened to your blog? 》

➢I will no longer be active on this blog due to the fact my body and health have significantly gotten worse after the harassment campaign. Certain posts I am leaving up on here, but there will be no more new or fresh posts coming from this blog. If you want my new main, send me a message or ask here. Thank you for understanding, and thank you for the support.

creds: 01

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I didn't think I would have to bring them up again, and I am soooooo fucking tired of it. While they were nice to me, and gave me like a: jsyk, there is more to the story

in dms, that all goes out the window when you start actually harming people, I do not care if you have beef with them, you do not send strobes to people, that can KILL OTHERS. I think Choco genuinely needs to just, have time offline, do some other hobby if possible, because being on this site, even more than I and one of my friends are, is super damaging, holy shit. Anyway, adding to the block list once again for literally trying to kill people through inducing seizures.

Other names they go/went by to block as well:

infinite-proship-choco

infinite-survivor-choco

infinite-profic-choco

infinite-survivor-mirmo

infinito-mirmo-proship

ETHEREALCYCLONEGLADIATOR

whimsicalbehemothodyssey

scornfulmanticoreshade

ominouspenduluminsignia

cruelschismjustice

resonantblizzardtrickster

xx-xx-xx-xzx

pinkvisionsky

wildmedalliontemplar

palevigilwhisper

hurriedlyliquidoutpost

violentquirkguerilla

hurriedlyliquidoutpost

resonantblizzardtrickster

clearlywittyfortune

savagespyoblisk

tranquilfrenzyenclave

vigilanttattoopaetorian

xxx-xxx-xxxf

resonantblizzardtrickster

scornfulmanticoreshade

cruelschismjustice

ominousmimicmyth

whimsicalbehemothodyssey

etherealcyclonegladiator

infinito proshipo mirumo

infinito-proship-miirmo

I'm sure there are many more throwaways and sideblogs they have, just keep out on the look out for anyone named Choco or any Mirmo lover essentially! Just block them, and I'd suggest just blocking the tags as well! I get they say they have memory issues, but I do not understand why they keep on following me with their new accounts when I have blocked their other ones, genuinely.

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Infinito-miiirmo-proship

Infinito-proshipper-miirmo

plainlystealthyslayer

furryelementalvanguard

weepingdestinycreature emeraldblightsnake calculatingwhisperleviathan

franticallytenaciousmoon tranquilvisionmaelstrom shimmeringnightwarlock virtuallyetherealstarlight primalprisoneffigy fastsporetrail infinite-proshiiip-choco

[dovelytea]

Family related vent; under the cut

CW/TW for: family member death, family declining health, child abuse, narcissism, and complex feelings

So, aside from all the shit I have been dealing with here, my mother called me and essentially told me that my grandmother is fixing to pass. Hospice told her that if anyone wants to see my grandma, they better go visit NOW before she passes. If you know me, you know this isn't anything new. As my grandmother has been clinging to life for some reason.

And this woman, I both do and don't want to pass. She is my mother's mom, she is part of the reason I have such body image issues, why I struggled with eating disorders as a child and teen, she also was constantly shoving her Republican ideals down me and my siblings throat on a CONSTANT. Constantly exposing us to negativity and news. She was also part of my religious based trauma; while my dad's side was Southern Baptist and really fucked me up. She was the Pentecostal/Assemblys of God kind, which also majorly fucked me and my sibling up, with their cult. Yes, they are a cult. Not to mention, she recently got upset at me for saying ICE should be abolished. SO, she is fine with murder and kidnapping. Why wouldn't she be. Keep the peace, right? Ha... I've heard that so much throughout my life.

The reason I don't want her to die? Because my mother is going to be calling me CONSTANTLY, wanting support and such, me being her "therapist" as I always have been. I could go on and on how I love my mom because it was only me and her for years when I was younger, but she has done such irreversible damage, that it's going to wear on me. She even told me on phone earlier: 'I'll be calling you constantly once it happens" and... I'm not looking forward to it.

I broke down on the phone with her because of how everything keeps hitting me, over and over again. And I made her feel bad for it, good, she needs to feel bad.

After everything she has done and said to me over the years... it sounds mean, but I am so over it...

Anyway, it's suppository night. My husband helped me shower and wash and aided in my suppository. My body is in so much pain, and I am in survival mode once again. I'm exhausted... I just wanna sleep. So if I don't reply to anyone on Fluxer, I'm probably resting/taking time to try and relax.

[dovelytea]

Clearing you feed a little, what's your current favorite luluyam song?

omg my fav??? UHMMMMMM!! Currently I have been listening to Paragon a lot lately totally not because i kin Lucelia and my husband kins lulu and lucefier naaaah

But I also am in love with Tulips, Return to sender, and Sympathy

and of course: Just Enough

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I have some thoughts as a psychology student whose a bit iffy about all this.

Choco being a syskid makes this SO MUCH more complicated, in the Mirmo situation they probably fragmented. They had this whole thing with "Rape imagery" someone made with their introject, if they used it as a safe space it was completely contaminated. The Mirmo as a cross thing and then someone else turning it into a drawing.

Then fast forward to the thing where they tried to process that with an adult? if I'm not mistaken DM's were shown to other people in public without consent from Choco. Which lead to secondary victimization and what people claimed Choco got off to.

I'm not saying this to pretend they're a sweet baby, but the amount of psychological trauma, especially with such discourse heavy situations is terrible, if I'm not mistaken they also don't sleep or sleep at 8 am every day responding to people while keeping the score of their last situation. That's miserable, that would drive most people insane in about a week, I genuinely don't understand how they are still going.

They will not stop, and it's genuinely sad because their nervous system must be a wreck.

Look, as someone who has their own bag of trauma, and has littles as well in my system, I am shocked they were even allowed to interact and post what they have been for so long. I'm glad you are coming to me, I am hoping with earnest in this. While I do naturally feel for them, and I wish they would just, get offline and work on processing and healing. Because they need to do that, and if they are in a country where they cannot afford therapy, then they need to get off tumblr and just focus on support circles. I didn't know they were a syskid until my own friend told me, said friend who watched all those videos they made on me. I was not apart of ANY of what Choco is claiming. And while I'm sure they are living on survival mode, like I am. It still isn't an excuse to call me: a pedophile, a groomer, part of a cult, part of a grooming ring, that i have sent rape threats to minors, that i have minors in my communities, that I do anything sexual with minors, that i am an anti when i just SPOKE to ONE fucking person who was an anti,(not meaning Rook here) and they ended up being my friend. Wow, shocker, not everyone has to like what you like or support you, but you can still be friends if you aren't pieces of shit. I wanted to be a mother for christ sake, and because of my body, I cannot have children. Which is outright devastating to me. I was not meaning to upset Choco, I was simply stating a boundary after all of THIS had happened. I didn't want to be involved at all, and yet they followed me, so I made a general warning to let others BLOCK them as well. They took it the completely wrong way, and me speaking with Rook for like a couple days??? I haven't spoken to them since then, I am not in contact with them, I have blocked them, because I didn't want anything to do with it all. I showed sympathy to someone who was self harming and suicidal, as someone who struggles with suicidal ideation, I wanted to offer sympathy, but apparently me offering sympathy, unaware to who Rook even was, was a huge mistake? So being sympathetic is wrong now? And we are just going to accuse innocent people, who are victims of grooming, CSA, COCSA, incestuous abuse, a grooming ring myself with my own FUCKING FAMILY. I'm sorry to be upset, but I just want them to leave me alone, I am without my meds, I am wanting to harm myself over these accusations because it is DEVASTATING. Choco's system is a wreck and all they went through I genuinely am sorry, I don't ever wish ANY harm to come to ANYONE. I genuinely liked Choco, but when the strobe situation happened, for my own mental health, I had to block. So, when they refollowed this week, it set off panic, literally in me. I get all systems/collectives have all different rules and how their shit functions, but having a LITTLE, being out and active in such spaces, is not healthy. I personally do not think a little or syskid should even have a blog. And people being sexual to them, is disgusting. But that is my collective's personal comfort, I have a friend who's littles CAN enjoy adult content, it all depends on the system. Again, this shit happened BEFORE I met Choco, and I have never once brought it up. Who is bodily an adult. Like, I'm sorry I'm human and I mess up with my own words, sorry I make genuine mistakes and get upset for being smeared. I am sorry if some of my responses weren't the best, my own self is in survival mode, and I felt like I was being cornered and put on display for people to laugh at and assume such awful things of me. But they need to learn and realize what THEY do, has consequences, genuine real world consequences. Just for cyberstalking me, and falsely accusing me of such things, I could get the law involved if I choose to, and I will if the harassment and cyberstalking continues. Please, do not send anymore asks about Choco, anon is being turned OFF. Let me move on, leave me alone!

[dovelytea]

A brief statement regarding recent events:

False allegations are currently being made about me online. No one has come forward with any firsthand account of harm, and no evidence has been presented showing that I have engaged in the behavior being alleged.

What has occurred is a pattern of harassment that includes block evasion, anonymous messages, monitoring of my accounts, and repeated posts centered on me across multiple platforms. I am not the only one they do this to.

I will not be participating in public arguments, responding to further accusations, or engaging with individuals involved in this harassment. I am documenting incidents and using the appropriate reporting channels.

Thank you to everyone who has reached out with kindness and support. I will be focusing on my community, my wellbeing, and the things that matter to me.

[dovelytea]

I suggest stepping back from the choco nonsense, that's the only way that they are going to leave you alone. If you can't satisfy their calling out fetish they'll find someone else to bother. Take care of yourself

Thank you, anon. I just like being able to defend myself and anyone who is seriously harmed by them.

And at first I laughed at it, because I am trying to ignore and not care what people say about me, since the only opinions that matter to me are those who genuinely love and care for me, but constantly being called a groomer/predator when I haven't harmed any actual children breaks my heart eventually just because I myself can't have children, for medical reasons, and the fact I get called what hurt not just me, but those I love and am close to, really fucking makes me almost spiral essentially, if not out right do so. I got cuddles from my husband though, and I am having some sweet treats to try and feel better. If anyone wants to help with reporting, or just anything, that'd be really nice but i also don't wanna get anyone else involved either. But the support and love I do have I know is more than they will ever have, and that is what makes me a better person. You don't see me posting stuff they are talking on their blog about me, onto my blog, y'know? A friend of mine found this reaction image though and I wanted to share it so others can steal it and use it too.

A friend also told me they are a syskid? Which I wasn't aware of, and if that is the case, this is even more upsetting, given they ignored my DNI first. But whatever. Thank you again anon.

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Guys, this Choco shit is getting ridiculous and is starting to cause actual distress. I'm gonna talk to some people and see what to do, because they have proof of others being groomers or whatever. But not of me, yet they consistently call me a predator and groomer. As a CSA victim, it's wearing on me and my system. And I hate saying that, but I'm dealing with medication withdrawal, my own disabilities and chronic illnesses, ontop of so much more abd... I'm so exhausted...

Because yes, I can actively ignore them. Or I can actually report them for defamation and cyberstalking. I'm just debating if it's even worth it honestly. Whatever... misgender me, slander me, it's all been done before.. I'm used to it at this point just for being myself...

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I used to please everybody in my life. It fucking sucked. I felt trapped. I was surrounded by people who would hate the real me. If you EVER be fake or pretend to be someone else around me, do not be my friend. Be unapologetically yourself. That's the best kind of revenge imo. I'd rather be friends with the REAL YOU, than settle with a fake. Is that harsh? Maybe. But i'm tired of pretending to be someone i'm not, I will NEVER go back to that hell. EVER. Regardless if you try to fit a mold or be yourself, you will ALWAYS be hated by others. Regardless. So better to be your self than to be something else entirely.

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Can I just say something here? I love my husband to death, they are the best thing to ever happen to me and I'll always support them and what they identify with.

But it's really fucked up that so many people who hate on men or AMAB people, and the whole snark remarks of "Men are this men are that"; and the general male toxicity caused them to not want to identify as a male anymore, and be nonbinary instead.

I will ALWAYS support their gender identity no matter how it fluctuates, but you people are fucking awful. (Nbh) To make them FEEL ASHAMED of being a male all because of your horrible view of men.

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There is something deeply beautiful about art that is harsh, grotesque, and involves nudity. Nothing sexual, just the vulnerability of being exposed for all to see.

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It's the new year, so here are some rent lowering gunshots about me and my account! If we are close, you probably already know this about me.

♡ I am a high femme intersex trans person who believes that transandrophobia is real, because IT IS REAL!

♡ I am against censorship in art aka PROFIC (yes this includes books, music, movies, porn, etc). I am also technically proship as I came from a time on the internet where 'block and move on' was common respect, SALS

♡ I am a copyright abolitionist; copyright is just another way of controlling us and is complete bs, it protects NOBODY

♡ I support endo systems and feel they deserve a space with traumagenic ones (as a DID system ourself)

♡ While I am white passing, I am indigenous, and I can be very loud about this fact, because indigenous voices should be HEARD especially BIPOC!

♡ I am a loli enjoyer, specifics don't matter as it is fictional. I just find them really cute! ♡

♡ A drawing CAN NOT be considered CSEM/CSAM, and if you think it can be then you are silencing victims voices and comparing them to pixels in my opinion; and you do not truly care for real children. If it makes you feel icky/uncomfy, you need to deal with that yourself, and not make it everybody else's problem with harassing artists.

♡ I believe that cops don't deserve respect, nor more importance than another person; especially if they are corrupt, as most of them are. I personally believe we should be allowed to kill cops without repercussions as well.

♡ I believe that people with POCD deserve to be helped and treated with respect, they are not monsters, they are struggling with very loud thoughts, and thoughts are not crimes.

♡ If you believe that thought crimes are real, do not even speak to me

♡ I believe the saying "once a criminal, always a criminal" to be complete and utter horse shit

♡ If you are ableist, I view you just as badly as I view cops (see number 8)

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Please keep in mind, that if I find out anyone is protecting a predator, regardless if we are friends or not. I will end the friendship immediately, regardless of how long I have known someone. Fiction is one thing, but allowing actual harm to come to real children is something else entirely, and I do not stand for it. If you see a minor in your space, especially if you talk about nsfw topics, block them, do not keep them in your spaces. It is why I will even block accounts who follow me that display no age at all, because it could possibly be a minor, and I am not taking the risk at exposing a minor to things they shouldn't be seeing. Even if I had a child, I still wouldn't allow them even in my own spaces.

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LMFAO CALLING ME A GROOMER FOR SIMPLY CALLING YOU OUT?? There we go folks. There’s your actual proof.

I like to see actual proof of me, anon, touching a kid and coercing them into sexual advances now. Post it and expose me.

Troll ≠ Someone calling you out.

Groomer ≠ Someone calling you out.

Stop block evading and get some actual help. Medical help. Professional help. Reason why I’m calling you delusional IS because you are delusional. You’re using your own trauma to justify your own objections of others. Guess what, I’m also a survivor of all those things. I’m getting treated for it and so should you.

Post the screenshots instead of making 200+ videos of you mouth breathing and rambling over a public post that has nothing to do with what you’re talking about.

Get testimony. Post it. Give the “victims” voice.

Let me give you this. He who points and claims one thing, often has his four fingers turned at himself. Perhaps it’s you people should be aware of.

^ I genuinely can't say anything more, anon said it beautifully. I will say, anon if it is genuinely bothering you, remember to take care of yourself too. /gen Something that obviously Choco doesn't do, given how much they are obsessively probably refreshing my page right now, which is sad lmao.

Choco, stop speaking for other victims voices. Stop trying to "hunt" groomers/preds. If an actual minor or even person is in danger ALERT THE POLICE. Don't continually make posts on your pathetic blog, genuinely. And only do it with ACTUAL PROOF. Because do you know what will happen if you try to get law involved and you have no actual proof? YOU are going to be the one in trouble. You are a disgrace to us victims, you are a disgrace to your victims, you are the kind that thinks they can do no wrong.

YOU ARE INSUFFERABLE.

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Also a reminder, June isn't just Pride Month, but it is also Men's mental health awareness month as well!

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"13.Stop stalking people who want nothing to do with you." but this is something that YOURE DOING!!!

YOU DO THIS DAWG!!!!

every single time you come back to this site, YOU MASS FOLLOW PPL EVEN THE ONES WHO DENOUNCED YOU AND KEEP TABS ON PPL YOU HAD A FALL OUT WITH!!!

maybe take your own advice on this one. or literally GET THE FUCK OFF THIS SITE!!!!

and you dont own the "choco situation" tag man. ppl in the crk fandom use it too. you gonna go bother them in dms to not use the tag?

my god this person/ nay dove

I haven't even visited their page not once today, or yesterday, or the day before- so wtf are they going on about??? LOL??

Also literally! That tag isn't owned by them, holy moly. Awful people taking their own advice? IMPOSSIBLE CHALLENGE

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Since I know you’re still stalking Dove and keep on block evading, let me make something clear.

You have no actual evidence that Dove abused or groomed anyone. I looked at your videos. It’s just you talking and going on about your own delusions than providing any actual evidence yet along statements from these “victims”.

I’m staying anon to protect myself from you Choco because if you know who I am, you will say I’m a groomer too or a pedophile. You love watering those terms down so much and throwing them at everyone that disagrees with you. As a victim myself of actual irl grooming and csa, you’re disrespecting me. You’re disrespecting all of us. If you want to make any actual difference, then take actual evidence of kids being in REAL danger AND REPORT IT TO THE POLICE.

These allegations can seriously ruin someone’s life and damage their mental health, that’s why you have to have ACTUAL evidence. Screenshots of text messages between victim and said abuser. Testimony from victims. You have none of that, atleast for Dove’s “case”.

You claim that Dove has been on discord messaging people when Dove doesn’t have discord. One snoop around since you looove block evading, you’ll find that Dove stopped using it since MARCH.

I’m so sick of this. I’m sick of you. Whatever excuse you manage to muster up, it doesn’t give you any credibility. You have no agency in this. You need to seek help for this behavior

Honestly, thank you anon. I know I have been joking around and such, as that's how I cope with these kinda things. But your words genuinely mean a lot, thank you for being the one to actually do the research and know that all of this shit is BS. I have nothing truly more to add, anon said it all, whoever you are, thank you for giving me something good to wake up to today. Lately stuff has been really tough for a variety of reasons, so seeing this means a lot. It's a big reason Choco pisses me off, they have no problem lying and just going on about people who upset them, and somehow I ended up being the one they hated the most, like holy wow.

I am also sorry you are also a victim of beyond awful treatment, as another csa victim to another, you didn't deserve ANY of that shit.