More of a diary, really

23 | 5'6 | SW: 205 | CW: 150.4 | GW: 150 | GW: 120 | UGW: 100 They/Them/Theirs. Here from burnt-orange-skies.tumblr.com . This is my tracking, ranting, and thinspo. Pro getting the fuck out before it's too late.

[downdowndown0421]

My birthday is in 26 days. Really trying to get to 140lbs by then.

[88star]

Fact

When you’re fat nobody notices that you haven’t eaten, because since you’re fat they assume you did.

[hopingskinnily]

I need to remind myself that it’s fine that I’m not skinny yet, that my expectations are too high. It’s not like I got this fat in one day, so I can’t lose it all in one day. It’s okay if it takes time to achieve my goal.

[ripoffallthefat]

I need to see more shit like this every day

[coffeeandcigsforbreakfast]

Rebloging for my anxious ass to remember this.

[downdowndown0421]

Had fish&chips (like, LOTS of chips) 2 days ago. Fasted all day yesterday to try to compensate. Still gained 2 fucking pounds 🙃 Time to catapult myself into the lake I guess But...I went a whole work day on only 2 iced coffees and oh my god did that feel good

[downdowndown0421]

Yesterday my roommate told me I look slimmer. And that felt more amazing than anything else that's happened to me lately. (It felt more amazing than my partner telling me I'm beautiful just the way I am but we're not gonna talk about that)

[skinnythighsavelives]

When you want to be intimate with someone but all you can think of is how repulsive your body is

[skinnyballs]

Sweetspo #2

please listen, I know, I know it’s hard but listen, focus, you, you the most beautiful person on this whole entire planet, you are going to make it. I promise you sweetheart, you’re going to make it.

Think about it, think about how skinny you’ll be, how happy you will be, how you are going to be able to wear what you want, how you are going to be able to eat what you want and no one is going to make you feel bad for eating, no one.

They’re going to be jealous, so fucking jealous, jealous of how you look and how you feel. They’re going to envy you. So stand up, keep your pretty head up and go.

Exercise, drink water, eat less, eat healthy, sleep, do yoga, dance around.

Get skinny

[downdowndown0421]

*buying a new scale*

Logic brain: Are you really gonna spend $20 on something that's just gonna make you feel bad about yourself?

Ana brain: Yep

[downdowndown0421]

Back on my bullshit. Oops

[kikireiko]

Remember this all the time.

“You’re not hungry, you’re just bored”

-Ana friend.

[paininmyashlyn]

I don’t get hungry, I just miss food. Like the fat bitch I am.

[0blivious-s0ul]

Reblog if your weight depresses you

[sixcupsoftea]

Skinny girls kissing is just my aesthetic??

[thinxbae]

I don’t care if it hurts

I want a perfect body

I want a perfect soul

[never-hecken-tired]

🌸When I loose weight…🌸

I feel proud of myself

I feel comfortable

I feel confident

I feel normal

I feel optimistic

I feel achieved

And I feel happy.. :)

[filled-with-tea]

hey dolls 💛

this is a reminder that its okay to eat.

its okay to eat too much sometimes, too.

its okay to eat veggies

its okay to eat junk

do you feel bad after eating?

yeah, sometimes that happens. i feel it too.

breathe, take a walk, consider recovery, read a book, sing a song.

you’re a joy to this planet no matter your weight.

💛🌙 stay safe 🌙💛

[starvingtiredbored]

Remember why your doing this 🍵🍵

✨ To finally get into that one outfit you’ve always wanted.

✨To not be embarrassed while wearing tight clothes.

✨To show how strong you are for following through.

✨To catch people eyes in a good way.

✨To know that you did the impossible.

I believe in you

[lilithdevile]

ATTENTION PET OWNERS

This post is going to rushed but I’m still shaking and it’s hard to type but I NEED people to know this

My mom just took my dog to the vet She(my dog) was(still is?) having a seizure

Last month we took my dog to the vet and they told us she had developed diabetes, they told us it was caused by the food she was eating, purina beneful. They told us that there have been many many many reports of Beneful has been causing diabetes, seizures, and even death in dogs.

We had no idea

We immediately switched her food and put her on a special diet plan for her diabetes, unfortunately the effects were already permeate.

Today at 11:20 my mom woke me up crying, I helped her carry my dog to the car (while she was still having a seizure) and watched her drive away red faced and still crying.

Please please PLEASE if you are feeding your pets Purina beneful PLEASE switch their food ASAP Beneful is poising dogs and I don’t want anyone else to experience what I just did Also if you could please help me signal boost this so everyone can know

[toxic-w0nder-deactivated2016020]

This would explain why my dog has seizures now…fucking hell

[the666assbutt]

Reblog and save lives of dogs

[skeletonboyfriend-remade]

found out purina was the reason my dog winston had been having seizures and puking. please don’t feed your dog purina.

[st-rks-deactivated20160918]

reblog even if you don’t own a dog or even if you’re not “a dog person” because I can’t even imagine how horribly depressed I would be if this happened to my dog

[batmanwearsflipflops]

My last dog ate this for years, and started to have seizures, they got so bad and he got so sick we ended up having to put him down. PLEASE DO NOT feed your dog beneful