Down in the mouth

[downinthemouth]

I love the nbhd https://www.instagram.com/p/B2XVreuBnqE/?igshid=1dhjs8gao71jg

[gh0vlz-deactivated20221002-deac]

// Who am I ? // .:. @johnnygloomtattoo .:.

[anxietyproblem]

[downinthemouth]

I let you find it on your own

Then I found myself alone

[thaknows]

Alex Turner

Brooklyn Steel 09.05.2018

By sachalecca

[downinthemouth]

[bettertoburn0ut]

I Never Told You What I Do For A Living//My Chemical Romance (edit 2)

[givinandtakin]

[downinthemouth]

mood atm

[downinthemouth]

I'm sure they figured it out early on

That I would never run

That they could shoot but that's not fun

'Cause then they're killing their stolen son

The neighbourhood~ Female robbery

[thexnbhdx]

cry baby

[lostinpersona]

[downinthemouth]

follow you/ bmth one of the songs I cry to...alot

[downinthemouth]

A little death

[xynbhdyx]

🍃

[downinthemouth]

love love love

[downinthemouth]

I have suicidal thoughts, but I'm not suicidal

God, being this way sucks because I constantly get these thoughts about wanting to die and just the whole idea of wanting death but the thing is I know I won't ever do it. So really I'm trapped with all these suicidal thoughts which honestly mentally and physically hurt but i can't do much about it. It's like I know (and kinda hope) that i won't be able to kill myself but like I'm okay with the idea of something killing me instead and honestly these thoughts are emotionally draining for me and there are days where I legit can't get out of bed and I get this unbearing pain in my head which hurts like a motherfucker. I've been trying to improve, I really have, but this depression keeps pushing me back and me being me, I'm not stopping it.

......Also sometimes I have this way of thinking where like I feel if I was really that suicidal I could just kill myself and that would be better than the shit that I'm going through

[downinthemouth]

What a mistake, saying the way I felt

-The Neighbourhood, Alleyways