We're happy to announce that our shop is now opening back up for leftovers!! It'll remain open for ONE MONTH!! From today, March 22th, 2026 until April 22th, 2026.
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We're happy to announce that our shop is now opening back up for leftovers!! It'll remain open for ONE MONTH!! From today, March 22th, 2026 until April 22th, 2026.
Look carefully at what's available because it's changed! We've sorted everything into various types of bundles in order to ensure the smoothest process for final fulfillment. As such, it is not possible to purchase individual items. These orders will be shipped out weekly as they come in. Additionally, the digital orders are also open again to raise more donation funds as well!
We're happy to announce that our shop is now opening back up for leftovers!! It'll remain open for ONE MONTH!! From today, March 22th, 2026 until April 22th, 2026.
Look carefully at what's available because it's changed! We've sorted everything into various types of bundles in order to ensure the smoothest process for final fulfillment. As such, it is not possible to purchase individual items. These orders will be shipped out weekly as they come in. Additionally, the digital orders are also open again to raise more donation funds as well!
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Here's my part for the @dpfantasyzine "Phantasmal Nights" Zine
Unicorn Blood + Wings AU~
Wings are convinient for many things, esp when it rains and you need shelter from em
It's urban fantasy AU where Danny's parents hunts down mysthical creatures instead of just focusing on ghosts, and Danny accidentally drank a unicorn blood, end up half-dead, and tied his soul with Phantom, an old ghost who half-died centuries ago the same way. Now they both keeping each other alive and maybe survive high school
Phantom's wings are loosely based of bateleur eagle because they have black and white outer wings and the inside are white with black tips its really cool lookin (also old sketch of phantom w the wings here)
I can finally post my music for @bibliophilea's absolutely heart-breaking Madoka AU fic, Death Spiral, which was created for the @dpfantasyzine, Phantasmal Nights.
Programmatic pieces have a very special place in my heart. So naturally, this song follows the arc of the fic itself. The song mirrors the emotional journey Jazz takes throughout the fic as she tries, again and again, to save her brother from his fate.
It was an honor to get to participate in my first ever zine project, and as both a musician and a writer, no less! I really learned a lot about Cubase while working on this song.
Thanks to @lexosaurus for providing your expert feedback on the sound-mixing and mastering.
Cover art by the incredibly talented @zillychu
You can find this song through my bandcamp, where I go by Sondorous.
Written for Phantasmal Nights: A Danny Phantom Fantasy AU Zine, organized and created by @dpfantasyzine.
With music from @maebird-melody, and illustrations by @lilianade-comics, both embedded and linked! Thank you both, for creating such amazing work for this story!
Links to my other works for this zine:
Masterlist [[LINK SOON]]
03 - Beau and the Beast [[LINK SOON]]
04 - Tell Me Your Secrets [[LINK SOON]]
06 - Plant a Seed in Your Soul [[LINK SOON]]
10-11 - Birth of an Impossible Star [[LINK SOON]]
Summary: Jazz Fenton is spiraling through time to save her brother from death; but will she lose herself to despair in the process? A Madoka Magica AU.
CW: Death, Violence, Light Gore, Suicidal Ideation.
HxH Narrator Voice: Jazz is now drowning in an indescribable emptiness. [SICK GUITAR RIFF]
(Quick plug for a similar phic ideated and written by @kawaiijohn first! "Her Flame Burns Despite the Storm" is phenomenal!)
This version of the phic is a little chunkier than the version written for the zine! If you've read both, which do you prefer?
ao3 | ffn
Jazz Fenton marches through the witchâs lair. Shadows shift and swirl, ebbing and flowing just beyond the reach of her scythe. They had a truce.
The pinprick of betrayal pulls from Jazzâs heart, like a thread drawn tautâpulling her attentionâand as she turns, the shadows billow away from her, forming a corridor of mist where before there had been only turbulent darkness.
And at the end of the corridor, Dannyâbound and gagged by shadows, dangling like a slab of meat.
But his chest heaves. His eyes are bloodshot and aware.
Heâs alive.
Jazz rushes forwardâthey donât have time, now that sheâs found him. âDanny, itâs going to be okayâIâll get you downââ
Tears stain his cheeks. Jazz squashes her anger. They had a truce.
Then his eyes widen. He struggles against his bonds, cries muffled by the gagâ
Jazz spins with her scythe, and the shadowy tendrils reaching for her fizzle in flashing blue sparks. âItâll be okay, I promise.â
Liar.
The word pulses in her mind, and Jazz realizes her mistake. She twists toward her brother, blue power flooding her hand.
âDannââ
Crack.
Dannyâs body crumples to the groundâhead lolling at an impossible angle.
The shadows swarm.
âFailure! Failure! Failure!â
âYour fault! Your fault! Itâs always your fault!â
âYou killed him! You did this! You keep doing this!â
âMonster. Youâre a monster. And you know it.â
âWhat kind of sister are you?â
The thoughts reverberateâeach her own voice, each promising a spiral that would destroy herâbut imagine the sweet releaseâ
And finally, the telltale claws slowly slide along her shoulders, creeping towards her neck.
There.
Jazz snaps her hand outânot too slow, but not too fast, either, still pulsing with blue powerâthe perfect pace and placement to grab Spectra by the neck.
The swarm disperses, revealing Spectraâs form: a shadow cut from Jazzâs figure, its substance clinging to the surrounding mist, its face leering down at Jazz.
Jazz glares. âI told you to leave my brother alone.â
âYou never visit, and when I call you, this is the response I get? Pity.â Spectraâs dark claws linger on Jazzâs pulse.
âDanny is off limits!â
âAnd you know how bored I get. Eating the same misery again and againâit just gets stale, after a while.â
Jazz wills herself to remain stony and cool. She canât show weakness to this witchânot again.
âI could do with some fresh teenage angstââ
Jazz unleashes a wave of blue energy, rapidly aging Spectraâs figure. Releasing the witch, she turns away.
Jazz stares at her brotherâs corpse. The lair shimmers and fades like a mirage, leaving him cold and alone on the concrete floor of an empty warehouse.
Then she spins her scythe, slicing a tunnel through time. 367.
Jazz Fenton steps through the portal.
*~*~*
25.
It was an accident. Thatâs what the football team says when his friends find him stuffed in a gym locker with their dirty clothes, left to rot over the weekend. Thatâs what the school tells the paper. Jazz does not attend the memorial.
42.
Jazz fights the monsters at the lake for him. The ghosts, the witches, the cryptidsâall of them. When the coast is clear, she finds him face down in the water anyways.
68.
A truck hits him.
*~*~*
Heat snaps against Jazzâs skin. She holds her brother close.
âJazz, it hurts.â His voice crackles like the fire sheâd pulled him from, like his broken skin rasping against her shirt.
âItâll be alright, Dannyâstay awake, youâll be okayââ
She whips her head up, neck aching. âHelp! Please, somebody, anybody, please!â
But she canât see anyone past the flames and rubble.
Danny whimpers. âIâI donâtââ
âShhh, itâs okay, itâs gonna be okayâSomebody, please! P-PleaseâŚâ She swallows a sob. She has to be strong for Danny, he needs her, he needs help, he needs her to stay together and get them through this. She ignores the warmth soaking her clothes.
âJazzâŚâ
She looks at him, trying to smile. âItâs going to be okay, Danny, I promise.â It has to be okay. It has to.
Then he shudders, and she watches his head lollâfeels him go limp in her arms.
âNo, Danny, wake up, itâs okay, please wake upâno, no, noââ
The fire billows and reflects in the whites of her brotherâs dead eyes.
Dannyâs dead eyes.
Dannyâs dead.
Jazz wails into her brotherâs bloody chest.
*~*~*
89.
The A-Listers did it. His friends did it. Even some of the nerds did it. So why is it, when he tries to snowboard down the school steps on his backpack, heâs the one who cracks his head open on a block of ice?
111.
His best friend dared him. He eats five ecto-infused hotdogs before they kill him.
136.
Where did the black bear come from? Illinois doesnât have black bears.
*~*~*
âLetâs get this over with. What do you want?â
Jazz crosses her arms as Spectra circles her, smoky form trailing in the darkness.
Spectra tuts. âOh, donât be so curt. Is that any way to treat a friend?â
âYouâre not my friend.â
Spectraâs chuckle echoes through the lair, and Jazz suppresses a flinch when her cold voice caresses Jazzâs ear. âOh honey, Iâm the only friend youâve got.â
Jazz turns to face Spectraâbut she isnât there. Of course. She glares at the darkness before herâitâs as much a part of Spectra as everything else here is.
âYou killed my brother.â Her voice is sharp.
âAnd heâs alive now, right?â Spectra reappears in her periphery, just out of reach of her scytheâJazz feels it in the tug on the emotion sheâd let slip like chum in the water.
Jazz doesnât let herself react, and Spectra lazily circles again. âHeâs probably out watching a movie, or playing one of those silly little videogames with his silly little friends.â
âGet to the point.â
Spectra pouts. âYouâre no fun.â
âThis isnât about fun.â
âNo, of course not,â Spectra tuts. âItâs about your silly, childish, Sisyphean quest to avoid the inevitable.â
âOne must imagine Sisyphus happy,â Jazz retorts.
âSo you like watching your brother die over and over again?â Spectra grins. âOr perhaps thereâs comfort in the pattern. The sweet relief that you can start over, once youâve let the boulder slip and run the poor kid down.â
Jazz doesnât know when she summoned her scythe, swinging it at the shadows where Spectraâs voice emanatesâbut thereâs nothing there. Spectraâs cackles echo in her head.
âTouched a nerve, have I?â The voice swirls around her. âOr maybe a truth?â
âNothing you say is true,â Jazz says, holding back the mist and shadows closing in.
âOh Jasmine,â Spectra coos, her voice suddenly intimate, her claws caressing Jazzâs cheek and neck. âYouâre the one who said it.â
Spectraâs words worm into her headâthen split and divide and echo, morphing into Jazzâs voice, repeating and crying and cackling until all she can hear is âimagine Sisyphus happyâ and âover and over and over and over andââ
Jazz slams her scythe into the ground. Blue lightning swirls around her, turning everything it touches to dust.
âI wonât let him die.â She breathes harshly. âIâll go as far as it takes.â
Spectra smirks as she disintegrates.
âInsanity is doing the same thing over and over again and expecting different results.â
*~*~*
149.
A piano falls on him.
179.
The Fenton Family Ghost Assault Vehicle skids to a stop a foot from Jazzâs face. Her dad bounds from the front seat, completely oblivious. âHey, Jazzipants! Did you see where that ghost went? I swear I was right on its tail!â
He doesnât notice his son beneath the vehicleâs oversized tires. Jazz doesnât tell him.
201.
Rubble from the latest ghost attack falls on him.
*~*~*
âI can help.â
The voice rings clear despite the fire and blood roaring in Jazzâs ears. She blinks tears from her eyes, clutching her brotherâs body.
Thereâjust a few feet from her, balancing on a bit of metal.
Itâs not a cat, although it sits like oneâpaws together and bushy tail turned up, little triangle ears attentive. But it has two long, furry tendrils descending from its ears, a little gold loop around each, swaying gently in the harsh, hot wind. Its face looks like a stuffed animal, but its wide red eyes stare up at her, alive.
âWhat are you?â Jazz rasps.
âI am Kyubey.â Its mouth doesnât move. âI have the power to grant wishes. You could use a wish right now.â
Jazz hugs her brother tighter to her chest. âYouâre not a ghost.â
âCorrect! I can help. If you form a contract with me and become a magia, I will grant you a wish. I sense the potential within you to become a powerful magiaâyour wish could unleash that potential!â
Kyubey hops down and approaches Jazz. She scampers back, dragging her brotherâs body with her. âDonâtâdonât touch him!â
The creature stops, glancing down from Jazz to the corpse of her brother. âItâs a shame he died. He also had potential.â
Heart clenching, her vision goes cloudy. She buries her face in her brotherâs chest.
âIâll give you time to think about it.â
Sirens sound in the distance. Jazz jerks her head up.
The creature is gone.
*~*~*
223.
A girl he doesnât know asks him to go to a ball he hasnât heard of. Of course he says no. Why would he expect her to turn into a ghost dragon and swallow him whole?
247.
Amity Park has never had gators in the sewers. Thatâs a New York City myth.
When he falls down the manhole, she can only listen as the ghost gators rip him apart.
264.
A winter evening, she comes home late from the library, after fighting ghosts and witches. Making sure they canât hurt anyoneâlet alone her little brother.
She finds him locked out, frozen and alone on the porch.
*~*~*
âYour hope is sickening.â
Jazz laughs and spins, flicking Spectra on the nose, blue power giving it wrinkles. She smirks at Spectraâs disgust and cartwheels away. âIt wouldnât kill you to be more hopeful.â
They both know this is a lieâwitches are made of despair.
But this is the longest Jazz has kept Danny alive. Maybe this time she doesnât have to reset the cycle. And if she can hope for a timeline where Danny doesnât die a horrible death, she can hope for anything.
âI donât know why youâre getting your hopes up.â Spectra pats the wrinkles from her nose. âHeâs going to die anyway.â
âNot listening!â Jazz sings, slicing through the next attack.
Spectra grins and steps back into the shadows, letting her voice fill the void. âHoney, you donât have to listen. You just have to look.â
The shadows and mist close in. Jazz twirls and blue light erupts from her, arcing around her, cutting through the lairâs cloying darkness.
Spectraâs voice rings out from everywhere all at once.
âYou twist the web of time in knots every time you use your pretty little powers, Magical Girl. Look around you.â
And now Jazz can see itâhow her powers have been pushing against timeânot against a wall like sheâd thought, but along intersecting lines and waves and curvesâpatterns carving themselves along every axis of space, changing along the arcs of her blue powerâchanging because of her power.
She tugs experimentally on the heart of her powerâshaping it inwards and forwards, rather than just shoving it outâand the blue arcs wrap themselves through Spectraâs shadows, crackling as they shrink them down to nothing.
Spectra snorts. âImpressive. If you were a beginner.â
But Jazz canât pay attention to Spectraâthe patterns of time itself twist around each otherâswirl through herâspin from her in paths that wind closer together, driving into a single, blue path that leads toâno, no, noâ
âAh, there it is! The recognition! The horror! The frustration! The crushing despair! Thereâs the Jasmine Fenton I know!â Spectra claps and cackles her glee, even as Jazz throws her scythe, even as it cuts the witch in half.
Black smoke spills from the wound, whispering in Jazzâs voice.
âYou canât stop it. Youâre the reason he keeps dying.â
*~*~*
289.
He tries to help, and Jazz lets him. After all, itâs Johnny and Kittyâtheyâre harmless.
Then Kittyâs kiss makes him disappear.
305.
He wasnât allergic to them before. The flowers in momâs garden are strange and thorny, but the most they can do is prick fingers. Heâs been avoiding the garden, though; itâs only after their mom sneaks blood blossoms into his lunch that she understands, too late, why.
333.
She isnât surprised when the ghost of a bull shark gets him. Just disappointed. And so, so tired.
*~*~*
The smell of smoke and blood lingers in Jazzâs hair. It mingles with the sharp, cloying scent of antiseptic. She asks the nurse to open the windowâjust a crack, just to let the air flow a little.
She looks down at her handsâshe doesnât need to see the nurse smile sadly at her as he opens the window the full three inches.
The hospital machines and Fenton tech surrounding her beep and whine discordantlyâout of time and tune with each other and with her whirring mind. She canât sleep even if she wanted to.
Itâs for the better. When she tried to sleep earlier, she could only see her brotherâs dead eyes.
The ghost detectors donât register Kyubeyâs arrival. But Jazz feels its presence, sitting at the windowsill, its red eyes boring into her soul.
She hates the heart monitorâs beeping, and she tries to school her breathing. Itâs just a physiological reaction to an understandable amount of stress and emotion. But she feels vulnerable.
âHave you thought about it?â Kyubeyâs gentle voice cuts through the noise like a knife.
âWhat does âmagiaâ entail?â Jazz asks.
âIt means you will become magical! A Magical Girl, with the power to fight the terrible creatures of darkness and despairâcreatures known as witches!â
âAnd if I do this, will it save him? Save Danny?â Her voice is small. The heart monitor races.
âThat depends on you, Jasmine Fenton. Your power to save your brother is as strong as your wish.â
âSo how do I know this isnât a scam? Whatâs the catch?â Jazz forces herself to stare into the creatureâs red eyes. Sheâll be damned if she just lets it manipulate her, just like that.
âDoes it matter? Youâve already decided.â
Jazz blinks first. She takes a shuddering breath. Damned heart monitor. Damned Kyubey.
But, if thereâs a chance she can save her brother, she guesses sheâs damned, too.
*~*~*
358.
Human bodies shouldnât be phased into walls. His torso is suspended in the corner of a building. His mouth and nose are full of brick.
371.
One moment, heâs walking next to her, on their way to school; the next, his bodyâs collapsed on the ground, a green, smoking hole in his head where the meteorite hit him.
402.
Heâs hit by the Fenton Peeler.
It shouldnât workâFenton tech doesnât hurt humansâbut he screams, his skin cracking and peeling to reveal something dead, glowing, impossibleâ
But she knows it was only a matter of time.
Heâs died horrifically more than enough. It was inevitable heâd form a ghost.
*~*~*
403.
âI was wondering when Iâd see your pretty little face again.â
Jazz doesnât say anything. She sits on a coil of mist and looks away from Spectra, tracing the way time eddies and flows below her.
âHowâs your brother?â Spectra steps in front of Jazz. âHe didnât look well after your parents flayed him alive in front of you.â
Jazz feels her hands ball into fistsâwatches time ripple blue with her potentialâand loosens her fingers. Lets the potential dissipate.
âWell.â Spectra chuckles. âThatâs a loose term for the poor kid, isnât it. Alive.â
She circles, running her claws along Jazzâs backâalmost a caress, but Jazz knows they want to rend and tear. Maybe she should let them.
âItâs never going to end.â The words leave Jazzâs mouth before she can stop them.
âWhat is?â Spectra asks, hand on Jazzâs shoulder.
âThis.â Jazz flings her hand out, and time eddies down darker and darker currents. âAll of this. This cycling. This song and dance. And Dannyââ
Her breath hitches and her heart aches, and she feels the prick of Spectraâs claws in her shoulder, siphoning energy from her despair.
âDanny dies. He keeps dying. No matter what I doâno, because of what I do.â Jazz buries her face in her hands. Her chest hurts. âBecause of me.â
âOh, honey.â Spectraâs voice drips with false sympathy. âIt doesnât have to be this way.â
Jazz groans. âDanny deserves better. He deserves a sister who can keep him safeâbut I canâtâIâve failed him. I keep failing him! I donât want to become a witch, but if I keep going, heâll keep dyingâbut what can I do? If I canât protect him, what can I do?â
âDoes it matter?â Spectra grips Jazzâs chin, tilting it up. Her eyes glow red, and her voice echoes around them in the turbulent darkness. âYouâve already decided.â
Jazz tries and fails to hold back a sob. Her chest burns.
âLeave her alone!â
Green lightâgreen like ectoplasm, green like deathâtears through the darkness, ripping Spectra away, and suddenly Jazz can breathe again. She collapses to the concreteânot mist not darkness but real, hard concreteâand recoils as cold hands grab her arms, flinching at the pain where Spectraâs claws had torn from her. Channeling power to her hand, she looks up andâ
Itâs Danny.
His hand bleeds green smoke, and his face shows fear and worry and all the things he shouldnât show in a witchâs lair.
Her ears ring with the absence of Spectraâs voice, and it takes a moment to catch the words spilling from Dannyâs lips.
ââhey! Jazz! Iâitâs okay, Jazz, itâitâs gonna be okay, but we have to get out of hereââ
âDanny.â The whisper leaves her lips unbidden. She lets her power dissipate.
âYeah, Jazz! Itâs me!â He smiles weakly. âItâs me. And we gotta get out of here.â
âYou shouldnât be here.â
âJazz, no one should be hereââ
âNo, you need to leave! I canâtââ her eyes blur. She imagines Dannyâs dead eyes. âI canât save you, and itâs all my faultâI failed you. I failed you! You deserve better than a monster for a sisterââ
Danny hugs her. His fluffy hair gets in her face. His face buries itself in her neck.
She tentatively hugs him backâthen clings to him like heâs the last bit of hope she has.
In a way, he is. Whenâs the last time sheâs actually hugged her brother, and not his corpse?
He mumbles into her shoulder, and she shifts to look him over. Heâs covered in bruises and scrapes; his eyes are teary, dark with exhaustion. He offers a grin to herâone that barely reaches his eyes.
Heâs alive.
Heâll die if he stays here.
âDanny, youââ
âI know, Jazz.â
Jazz freezes.
âI donât know how long youâve been trying to save me.â Danny huffs. âYouâre dealing with all of thisâjust for me. I love you, Jazz, I love you so much, but⌠youâve gotta stop.â
âI canât stop, Dannyâyouâll die if I do!â Jazz blinks tears from her eyes and looks away. âI need to save youâbut it all ends in your death, and itâs my faultâIâm so sorry, Danny, itâs always my faultââ
âHey.â Danny bends down to catch her eye. âHey Jazz, justâcome on, listen to me!â
Jazz looks up at him, eyes wide. He stares back with determination.
âNone of this is your fault. Youâre my sister, and youâre trying your best, but sometimes that isnât enough! And thatâs okay!â
âItâs not okay! If I donât save you, youâll dieââ
âThen let me die!â
Dannyâs breath echoes in the darkness.
Then Jazz hears a slow clap. Spectra emerges from the mist.
âAw, what a touching reunion!â Spectra coos. âItâs too bad we have to end it.â She flexes her claws.
Danny grabs Jazzâs hand and squeezes. He gives her a gentle smile, full of love and life. âItâll be okay, Jazz. I promise. This time, itâs my choice.â
Then he leaps into the air, and in a sweeping, blinding flash of green and white, he invites death itself into his very being. His hair turns blinding white, and his skin darkens and cracks like fire had kissed it. He shoots energy at Spectra, who screeches as the darkness surrounding her dissolves.
Dannyâs eyes are green as deathâyet still, somehow, alive. âDidnât know I could do that, huh!â He grins cheekily.
Jazz chuckles and wipes the tears from her face. Dead, alive, or something in between, heâs still her little brother.
She stands, summoning her scythe. âLetâs finish this.â
Jazz unleashes the floodgates on her emotions. Her anger and frustration. Her sadness. Her despair. But also her love. Her happiness. Her hope. Her yearning for a future she could share with her brother, and her determination to grasp that future.
She opens her eyes to time, as wellâletting the blue power flow through her, stronger than ever, powered by the emotions sheâs unleashed. Before, she had refused to look beyond Dannyâs death; but now that Danny has chosen his own fate, she can see the timelines open to endless possibilities.
âNo!â Spectra screams, and the mist and darkness writhe. Jazz can feel Spectraâs emotions well upâher anger and hatred, her despairâbut beneath that, her yearning: to fill herself with power, to break free of this warehouse and this world and time itselfâbut also to fill the void within her with something, someone, that could truly understandâ
And her terror of it all being stripped away.
The shadows lunge. Danny blasts some of them away, and Jazz dodges the restânot too slow, but not too fast, eitherâdarting forward to take Dannyâs hand.
Danny grins and grabs her, then spins in the airâhis free hand blasting shadows to ash, her scythe slicing them to dustâuntil all thatâs left is the shattered shadow of Spectra herself.
Danny goes to destroy Spectra, but Jazz grabs his arm.
âWait.â
She approaches the weakened witchâa literal shadow of what Spectra once was, curling in on itself in its despair.
âI could have been like you,â Jazz says. âI came close. Too close.â
She crouches next to the shadow. âBut then weâd both be drowning in our despair.â
The words pulse faintly in her mind. Like you. Despair.
Jazz reaches out her hands, blue with power, gently cupping the shadow as it churns. She stares at the remnants of Spectra, noting the contours of its shapes, the whirls of its emotionsâthen blows, gently, as if to blow out a candleâshaping her blue power along those contours and whirls, molding time itself to her own emotionsâscattering the shadow into small, blue motes of dust that slowly fade to nothing.
Farewell.
After a moment, Jazz stands.
Danny stares at her. âWhat did you do?â
âI gave her what she wanted,â Jazz states.
The warehouse is empty except for the two of them, morning light shining through the broken windows to alight upon them.
No.
The light shines on Jazzâbut it shines through Danny.
She can see through him, to the dusty floor below.
She reaches for Dannyâs handâbut her hand goes through it as well.
Heâs fading.
âDannyâDanny, noââ
Danny shushes her. His finger canât touch her, but its aura is cold against her lips. âI wonât be gone foreverâjust for a bit. I promise.â
He floats upwards, gazing at something she canât see. Dust floats through his grin.
âGo make friends, Jazz! Seriously, being a shut in isnât good for you.â
Then Danny fades completely. Jazz is left alone on the warehouse floor.
But somehow, she doesnât feel as lonely.
*~*~*
âI wish to undo whatâs happened, to protect my brother.â
1.
An Archive of Our Own, a project of the Organization for Transformative Works
I can finally share my fic for the @dpfantasyzine, Phantasmal Nights! It was a real pleasure to participate in my first ever zine. The biggest challenge was keeping under the word count limit. This story had legs, and it wanted to run.
Chapters: 1/1
Fandom: Danny Phantom
Rating: Teen And Up Audiences
Warnings: No Archive Warnings Apply
Relationships: Clockwork & Danny Fenton, Danny Fenton & Tucker Foley & Sam Manson
Characters: Danny Fenton, Sam Manson, Tucker Foley, Clockwork (Danny Phantom), Vlad Masters, Nocturn (Danny Phantom), Ember McLain, Frostbite (Danny Phantom)
Additional Tags: Seelie Court, Phantasmal Nights: A Danny Phantom Fantasy Zine, Fantasy AU, Transformation, Changelings
Summary:
Danny crossed the boundary, and the sun tilted in the heavens.
The atmosphere pulsed with sudden awareness.
The clearing before him was cast in shades of violet from a twilit sky. The branches above were laden with vivid blossoms, and a heavy aroma of fresh earth and flora filled the air.
It was unlike the one heâd left behind in almost every way.
At the clearingâs center, a man sat upon a stump. Hooded and red-eyed, he held a staff of twisted branches across his knees. âAh. So it is time.â He locked eyes with Danny. âWelcome home, princeling.â
Danny lives on the edge of the forest. One day, he ventures a little too far inside.
Thank you to @paenling for drawing the wonderful insert art and to @scarletmotifs for the beautiful music!
Sooooo excited to share my fic for the @dpfantasyzine Phantasmal Nights! There is music and art to come, made by @bibliophilea and @ep-10 respectively. They are both INCREDIBLE and really brought this whole piece to life. I hope you enjoy reading!
Words: 2997
Read on [AO3]
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âWhat. The hell. Did you. Do?âÂ
Danny clenched his fists. When he exhaled, his breath was pure ice.
Even now, Vlad couldnât help but drip his voice in sadistic egoism as he drooled out, âI assure you, my dear boy, I certainly donât know what youâre talking about.â
âShut up!â Dannyâs voice echoed down the hall. He rounded on that fucking asshole, ectoplasm sparking on his fingertips. âDonât play stupid with me! Where the hell are we?â
Vlad merely flicked a stone as if he were inspecting it for dust and tutted. âIn case it hasnât pierced through your abnormally thick skull, I was transported here too, little badger.â His eyes glinted red.
Danny backed down, if only slightly, and stared down the dim, branching stone hall before them. Behind, a wall blocked them in, and above, the stone continued seemingly forever, fading into darkness.Â
They didnât seem to be on Earth, or even the Ghost Zone. Another dimension, perhaps? He tried to remember how they got here, but it was like his memory was covered with childish scribbles. What happened? Why were they here?Â
And where was here?
The hall rumbled.
âOh my.â Vlad stood in front of what was now a new hallway forking into three paths. âThis wasnât like this before.â
The forked hallway vanished, replaced once more by the wall, and all Danny could feel was the prickles of cold, cracked rock seeping through the hazmat to invade his skin.
ButâŚhe shouldnât feel cold, not like this.Â
As if to mock him, flowers sprouted between the rock around him. The buds openedâblack, brown, filled with holes. Dead, all of them.Â
He scrambled back. âWhere are we?â
âNow that is certainly a question.â
Danny peered down the hallway, which now continued straight into nothingness. And behind him, the wall had been replaced by a large stone door.Â
He hardly brushed a finger to it before it opened as if pulled back by a puppeteerâs strings.
The room beyond was cavernousâpitch black, save for a ball of white light in the middle. Danny stepped through, his footsteps echoing like laughter, and the hall disappeared, forcing Vlad inside with him.
âWhat theââ Vlad hissed.
Something crawled in Dannyâs stomach. âVlad?â Whispers glistened in the air, too faint for him to understand. âDo you hear that?â
âWhoever brought us here wishes for us to follow the light like some sort of moth.â Vlad turned, his palms glowing pink. âUnlike you, Iâm not an imbecile.â
Vlad brought his hands up, and the light behind him pulsed in warning.Â
âWaitâdonât!âÂ
Too late.Â
Just as Vlad released his power at the wall, the light expanded outward like a dying supernova, swallowing everything.
And then, Danny stopped existing.Â
Or, did he?
He had no body, no soul, no mind. Nothing. Everything was blank. ButâŚ
No, there was the light! If he found his hand, he could reach out and justâŚbarelyâŚtouchâŚ
âWhat are you?â a childâs voice whispered in his ear.Â
His feet made impact with white and gray tiled floor. He looked upâhe had eyes againâto see a hospital room before him. The bed was empty, though a vase of pink and purple flowers sat on the side table next to it.
Muffled laughter sounded next door. Perhaps a family visiting their loved one. But Danny didnât have that. He was alone, so alone, and it crushed his heart, squeezed his lungs, filled his body with an ache that couldnât be solved by a few fucking flowers and why? Why was he so alone?Â
An explosion. The wall was now a crater, and drywall fell like hail from the sky.
Danny gasped and buckled over, the dusty hospital air filling his lungs. Beside him, Vladâhad he been there the whole time?âpanted just as loud.
âIt was a trick,â Vlad said, his eyes blazing. He raised his glowing hand above his head. âNothing but a trick.â
He shot the ceiling.
The room crumbled, the floor split, and everything vaporized to dust.
They were back in the dark room, though it was no longer pitch black. Stone surrounded them in a hexagon with ornate, carved doors on every wall. In the middle, the white light flickered. Danny could almost hear whispers ring out from it.
âVlad?âÂ
Vlad ducked away from him. âAre you really so immature to let your emotions consume you like that? In enemy territory, no less.âÂ
Danny frowned. Vladâs voice soundedâŚshaky?Â
âDo you know what that was about?âÂ
âNo,â Vlad responded sharply, his sneer back in place. âAnd I suggest you forget it.â
Vlad turned to a door, his cape flipping behind him, and thrust it open. Danny followed, but as he glanced back, he saw the hospital room flicker in the air.
They stepped into another hall filled with shadows crawling and whispering unintelligible words. Rather than damp stone, the place smelled ofâŚbleach?
What?
A gun whined from the shadows in a tone that raised the hairs on the back of Dannyâs neck. Only certain guns sounded so delicate, so high-pitched.Â
His heart thudded. His eyes must have been playing tricks on him. There wasnât any stone in sight. It was tile. Glossy, unadulterated white tile. And it devoured every inch of him.Â
Down the hall, whispers transformed into recognizable deep voices.
He was walking toward them.Â
ButâŚno. His hands were cuffed behind his back and no, no, no!
Something slammed his torso. The shadows swallowed him whole.
âHis death was peculiar, wasnât it?â one of the Operatives asked.
âIt was. But donât worry, weâll find out his secrets soon enough.â
No!Â
Red eyes rounded on him, cutting through the black air. Danny recognized them, but they didnât make sense. Why was Plasmius in this cell with him? Plasmius couldnât have gotten captured by the Guys in White too. If he did, then they were screwed, but no, he wouldnât have. He wasnâtâhe didnâtâ
A scream tore through Dannyâs throat, and now it was his turn to rip his hands from their cuffs and throw himself at the door with glowing fists. The door broke from its hinges, slamming into the wall behind it with a bang so violent, the tile fractured.
Danny hit the wallâthe stone wallâbut when he turned around, the cell was gone and only the hallway remained.
âOkay.â Danny tasted acrid words on his tongue. âIâŚdonâtâŚI think someoneâs messing with us.â
Vlad peered at him with an expression Danny couldnât discern. âIt would appear that way.â
âI thinkâno, I know that second room was for me. That was my memory. So, was the first one yours?â
Vlad tensed. Then, with PR-practiced control, he said, âI agree that someone is digging through our pasts. So now the question is, why?â
As if in response, the floor disappeared.
They landed in a large, circular lab with metal walls and purple-tinted flooring. Fuzzy music filled the room, jumping and repeating as if from a broken record. The air stung, and the source seemed to be a large glass tube with thick, green ectoplasm coating the bottom.
âWhy are we in your lab?â
âItâs a memory, Daniel. Clearly.âÂ
Vlad pointed, and then Danny saw him. A second Vlad, frozen in time, hunched over a computer displaying a green-coated DNA structure.
Danny crept forward, trying to read the text on the screen, but it was too fuzzy.Â
âWhat were you researching?â
âYour DNA structures, of course.â
Danny whipped around. âHuh?âÂ
Vlad grinned, his teeth seeming sharper than usual. âWell, if you werenât going to be my son, then I was going to have to make one of my own.â
âWait.â The realization hit Danny. âYou were trying to clone me?â
âYou caught me!â Vlad held his hands up in surrender, but his smug expression belied any sincerity.
âYou sick fuck.â
âOh, now, donât be like that! Rest assured, the clones didnât last a full minute before melting.â
The flame of Dannyâs ongoing fury toward Vlad reignited in his core. âWhen we get out of here, Iâm going to end you.â
âFeel free to try!â
Danny wanted to snark back, but something splashed his nose. He looked up, and the room had turned into a melting oil painting. The walls wept, and the music faded into static. The floor wasted away, revealing another set of tiles underneath. And when Danny peered up, another lab stood in its wake.
This lab was smaller, darkerâminus the portal. The brilliant, glowing portal that beckoned him forth.Â
Who was Danny to resist that siren call?
âDonât you wanna know whatâs waiting on the other side?â Samâs voice echoed, and Danny did want to know what was there. Yes, he wanted to know so badly!
Sam wasnât here now. But that was okay. The only thing he needed was the portal.
He stepped forward.
The portal hummed in agreement.
Someone grabbed at him, but he turned intangible and stepped forward again.
âCome to me,â the portal said. âTell me your secrets.âÂ
âOkay,â Danny whispered. âIâll tell you my secrets.â
Then, something blocked his path. A man, a ghost. One with teal skin and red eyes. Danny tried to push the ghost aside, but it gripped his arm.Â
âLet me go.â
âNo.â It grabbed his other arm and pinned him to the floor.
âLet me GO!âÂ
âSnap out of it!â
âI have to go to the portal!â He thrashed. His knee made contact with the ghost who grunted, but otherwise didnât let him go. âI NEED TO GO!â
Slap!
His cheek stung. He breathed hard, tears pricking at the corners of his eyes.
âSomething is tricking us, little badger! There is no portal!â
No, the ghostâVlad was wrong. He needed to go into the portal. Why didnât Vlad understand? He had to, and Vlad was trying to stop him.Â
âFocus! There's no portal! Weâre in a labyrinth, Daniel!â
No, no, noâŚ
TheyâŚ
There was noâŚ
There was no portal?
The air cracked above him.
NoâŚportalâŚ
Another snap. Then another.
They werenât in his lab. They were in a labyrinth. Someone was messing with them, picking through their memories.
Crack.Â
âWho are you?â Danny called into the fractured ceiling; the pressure in his ears increased. âWho keeps whispering?â
A pebble fell from the ceiling, and then, like a spiderweb, thousands of cracks appeared in the air. When Danny exhaled next, the room shattered, pieces cascading like diamonds and falling into the dark depths of nothing.Â
With the room gone, all that remained were swirls of green ectoplasm and purple doors.
âWhy have you brought us to the Ghost Zone?â Danny called out.
The whispers snickered in response.
âI think I may know why,â Vlad said, releasing Danny. âYou really shouldnât have been so obvious, Vecna.â
The laughter faded around them, and tatters of robes twinkled from the corners of his eyes.Â
âVecna?âÂ
âA death god.â Vladâs eyes narrowed on the same dark, snaking robes that seemed to be growing more opaque with each second. âAnd a pathetic one at that.â
The laugh sounded again, this time from behind him. But when Danny whipped his head around, it followed. He turned again, the whispering laugh remained echoing behind his head.
It was maddening.
âWhat do you want from us?â Vlad demanded.
Danny blinked, and they were back in the GIW. The scene shifted in a timelapse of frozen white suits and glittering white tiles. An invisible hand pushed him through a door and Danny wanted to puke because heâd been in this room before, but the timelapse continued on. People moved in and out, green hitting the floor one moment and cleaned the next.Â
Danny refused to turn around.
âYou donât need to,â the whisper assured him. âLook at the computer screens.â
He couldnât. Heâd forgotten how to breathe.
For one horrible moment, Danny wanted to call out to Vlad for help. But then Vlad was beside him, squinting up at the screens that Danny was too cowardly to see.
âTheyâre studying it.â
âA ghost coreâs energy,â Vlad muttered. And then, as if he could sense Dannyâs cold terrorâor perhaps he could see the way ice crystals were spreading from Dannyâs feetâhe added in a low whisper, âItâs no one we know.â
Itâs not you, Danny translated, and he steeled himself to turn around, to see the unnamed green ghost splayed on the table with its vibrant core fully on display.
âThey want to know your secrets.â
Danny shut his eyes.
Vlad scoffed. âTheyâre too simpleminded to figure it out.â
âBut Iâm not.â
The voiceâVecnaâs voiceâhit him like a metal pipe, and Danny snapped into awareness to see a desert of ash sand under a blood orange sky. Before him, a figure sat upon a throne made of bones.
Vecnaâs black and red tattered robes hardly covered his gray skin, bones visible underneath. His black spiked collar surrounded a head of flesh and skull, too sharp teeth, and black pits with glowing red pupils for eyes.
Danny sucked in a breath. Heâd met many strange ghosts, but nothing quite like this.
âDonât be foolish.â Vecnaâs voice ground into Dannyâs skull like rocks. âYou have secrets, secrets of how you cheated death, and me. Tell me, and Iâll bring you home. Refuse, and Iâll send you back to the labyrinth.â
âQuite the set of options,â Vlad responded in his signature smirk.
âQuite.â
The electric smell of a challenge permeated the air, and Danny tried to jump up, to fight, but he couldnât. He was held in place by the same snake-like robes that made up Vecnaâs gown.
But how? When?
Vecnaâs eyes narrowed to slits as they rested on Danny. âConsider this a warning.â
âLet me go!â
âTell me how you cheated death.â
âWhy donât you read through my memories and figure it out yourself!â
âHe doesnât mean it like that,â Vlad said, his eyes glinting. âReally, I donât know what you expected bringing this boy here.â
Vecnaâs piercing gaze shifted to Vlad.Â
âHis teenage brain is simply too underdeveloped for the situation, you see.â
It really was amazing how Danny could go from almost wanting Vladâs comfort to refraining from punching him into next year.
âThen you tell me.â
Vlad hummed, mockingly tapping his chin. âNo.â
âI wonât ask again.â
âYes, you will, because youâre desperate. So, so desperate. I can see it in your eyes.âÂ
Vecna didnât rise to the bait. âIf youâre so perceptive, then youâll do good to explain how you cheated me.â
âWhat do the legends say?â Vlad called out to the orange sky. âOh, thatâs right! Vecna, the god of the underworld, can only control those whose secrets he understands? But you donât understand ours. How, when our hallway forked into life and death, we chose to walk down both paths. So you canât control us, correct?â
The wind picked up around them. Still restrained, all Danny could do was listen to Vladâs voice increase in both confidence and derision as he taunted the god.
âPoor Vecna! Such a powerful god, and yet two humans managed to beat you. How pathetic!â
Vecna rose, stepping a bony foot off his throne. âI see all. All your fears, your memories. And with all that power, how you two managed to cheat still eludes me.â
The pressure increased in Dannyâs head. For a paralyzed moment, he realized that Vecna was trying to pry him open for answers that he didnât even have.
âStop!â Danny yelled. âGet out of myââ
âSILENCE!âÂ
The air cracked like a whip, and Danny was left with robes squeezing his limbs, and his chest heaving for air.Â
âThere are other creatures who can walk the line between death and the living, but their existence is planned. For two humans with no fae bloodline to trick the laws of life and death itself?â He raised his chin, continuing his slow steps forward. âItâs abominable. And it must end.â
âOh?â Vladâs chuckle was full of thorns. âAnd how do you think youâll force me to reveal my secret?â
The wind whipped, and then Vecna was on top of Vlad with Danny pinned beside him. The pressure was agonizing, and to Dannyâs disgust, he could feel skeleton hands emerging from the ground to claw at his body. A scream inched up his throat, only to be stopped by robes gagging him into silence.Â
âYou will tell me how you managed to evade my call. You willââ
There was a flash. Then, the pressure and his restraints vanished into thin air. He tracked Vladâs vicious eyes to Vecna, whose robes had been burned through.
There was a hole in his ribcage.
Where Vladâs still-smoking palm had just shot him.
The illusion shattered, letting them fall through time and space itself until Danny and Vlad were standing in an alley somewhere in downtown Amity Park. Night surrounded them, and the ground was damp with faded rain.Â
Vlad was the first to turn back to human form, brushing the shoulders of his dry-cleaned suit. âWhat a waste of a perfectly good Friday evening.â
âWhat was that?â Danny asked.
Vlad rolled his eyes. âLittle badger, werenât you paying attention? Anyway, Iâm going home. Hopefully your parents havenât been looking for you. Although, your oaf of a father could hardly notice a nuclear explosion detonating if one slapped him in the face.â
âBut wonât Vecna come back? Iâyouâhe was trying to kill us, and you blasted a hole in his ribs! How the hell did you even do that?â
âItâs simple, really. Do I have to spell everything out for you? He is a god of death, and our existence takes the concept of death and spits right in its face. He cannot hurt us, Daniel, weâre tooâŚconfusing for him. And now he truly understands it.â Vlad chortled and began walking down the alley.
âIâm sorry, what?â
âGo home, Daniel. Or, better yet, bring me with you. Iâd love to visit your darling mother.â
And there was that disgust right where Danny had left it last. âFuck off, Vlad.â
My piece for Phantasmal Nights, the @dpfantasyzine!
This is an AU I'm naming Phantasmal Quest after the zine. You may recognize it as the return of that AU I did for an Ectoberhaunt prompt in 2023!
My idea here is that the Ghost Zone has equal amounts of Neverland and Sherwood Forest inspiration, and Danny is simultaneously a Peter Pan and Robin Hood figure, and his Lost Boys/Merry Men are Ember, Youngblood, Poindexter, and Cujo.
Danielle is the protagonist who isekaied herself in order to bring Danny home after he fell into the Ghost Realm as a little kid. While there, she magically binds a certain dark warlord to act as her guide on her quest. (because I'm incapable of making an AU that doesn't include Dani and Vlad's dynamic <3)
Her quest then takes her all over the beautiful yet treacherous Ghost Realm as she searches for her brother while being hunted by the Ghost King and his Court.
Just as Stolen Sanguine's central theme is love and Girl Out of Time's is fate, Phantasmal Quest's is home.
Now that the zine has been out long enough I can share the fic I wrote for it publicly! You can read it on Ao3 (alongside two other fics in this AU) or below c:
âThis is it, Iâm dead. Beyond dead. Double dead.â
Ignoring how the other boy was doing his best to push his face through the table, Tucker only laughed. âDanny, youâre a demon. If you were dead, youâd be a ghost.â
âWeren't you bragging about being impossible to get rid of literally yesterday?â Sam added, grinning when Danny looked up just enough to glare at her. âThought so.â
âFor humans, sure! Not for my parents to get rid of!â
Tuckerâs easygoing demeanor quickly slid away as he scooched closer for a hug. âWhat about your parents?â
âThe ones that just left you trapped with that monster? For years?â Sam asked.
Danny gave a low groan, the tips of his pale fingers digging into his scalp. Literally, thanks to the unexpected claws in his human skin. âYeah.â
Sam scowled, fingers curling into fists. âI could take âem.â
âNo you couldnât.â Tucker cut in. Dannyâs parents were demons. They were two idiot teenagers that accidentally gave a demon not only part of their souls, but one of his own. Their best ploy was âbeg Dannyâs big scary sibling to bail them outâ in the grand scheme of things.
âIâd still try, you coward.â
âYou shouldnât. Then youâd just be dead.â Dannyâs quiet mumble cut through their squabbling. âI donât want that.â
Sam and Tucker shared a look. Danny was getting better at expressing their friendship, but he could still be standoffish. Like a âproperâ demon would be. Outright worrying for their safety he saved for actual danger. âWhatâs going on, anyway?â
âI donât know! They never care about what Iâm doing. They must have found out. Theyâre going to kill me. No, no, theyâll torture me for like five years, and kill you guys, and make me watch, and then theyâll kill me. Or worse.â
âDanny, you gotta breathe when youâre human.â
Spite made him want to refuse Sam's advice, but his lungs overpowered his foolish attempt. âHuman bodies are stupid.â
âSmart enough to keep a demon from doing something idiotic to kill it.â
They were trying to make him feel better, obviously. Even though that was impossible. Didnât they get how totally doomed he was? He groaned, letting his head flop on the table.
âIf weâre not allowed to beat them up, how do we help? Since youâre not running off and getting killed on my watch,â Sam said.
âYou canât! Thereâs nothing, okay? Iâm nothing, and theyâre everything,â Danny snapped. âYou were terrified of my sister, and sheâs nothing compared to them! Weâre little underlings, not like humans! Weâre not all separate like you are!â
âI want to encourage you and stuff, but I guess you know more about demons than we do?â Tucker said, wincing when Sam glowered at him for âcavingâ to Dannyâs fears. âWhy canât we just summon you back? You have to answer, right?â
Danny groaned again, louder. Did he really have to explain everything? âYou donât seriously think two untrained humans can overpower summonings from millennia-old demons that literally created me.â
âWell, no, butââ Tuckerâs protests died under Dannyâs glare.
âTucker just cares about you and wants to help. Donât be catty about it,â Sam said, stepping between them. âMaybe demons let their friends suffer, but humans at least try to help. Even if we arenât sure itâll work.â
âI know that. If you do that this time, you'll just get killed!â
âWell, if you think of anything, weâre game to try it?â
Why didnât they understand that his parents would kill them without even blinking? Denial? Some human need to just blather pointless sympathies? âIf you summon me and nothing happens, donât keep trying. Iâll respond when I can.â
Which would probably be never. That part wasnât sticking though, so he decided to stop mentioning it.
âWhy, does it hurt or something if you canât come right away?â
Considering the low, constant tugging at the back of his neck? The clear, obvious sign he was being looked for and expected to show up? Which he was ignoring, by cheating with something no demon should ever have? âSomething like that, yeah.â
If his parents werenât so old and what Jazz called âtemporally challengedâ, ignoring their demands could have the human world suddenly enduring a hellish invasion. Which no one wanted. âI need to get going. Donât do some stupid human thing.â
âYou think everything is a âstupid human thingâ.â
âAnd Iâm right.â He didnât give them a chance to argue, shifting into his body of shadows and vanishing as the infernal pull became too strong to resist.
â
A fretting, flaming sibling was not what he expected to see when he cracked open his green eyes. The massive feathered beast nearly torched the gold beams that supported the cavernous ceiling, her pacing crossing vast distances in seconds.
âWhat did you do?!â Jazz zeroed in on the blot of shadows against the tiles, her mane a roiling sea of flame as her many eyes stared at the curling darkness around him.
âNothing? Thatâs sort of my thing,â Phantom couldnât help but snap. The humans being dumb was one thing. His sister knew better! âDuh?â
Her fire dimmed to a flickering candle strength, but it didnât keep Jazz from nudging his tiny body behind her massive talons in protection, as she often did when they were much, much younger. âI am just worried. They never seek to see both of us anymore.â
âOr me, at all. Ever.â
âPhantom.â
âWhat? Divine my truth, observer of all knowledge!â
Jazz rolled five eyes at his attempted snark. âWhen did those humans teach you that blustering is a good way to show you are upset?â
âItâs to show Iâm not afraid.â
âThen I am âafraidâ that you are terrible at it, little brother.â
Phantom muttered under his breath, wriggling to get out from under her. That wouldnât help with their parents. âSo you didnât rat me out?â
Her mane was no longer alight as she lowered her head, her face filling his field of view like a great blue moon. âI would never betray you.â
He could never admit some of his lingering terror was smoothed away with Jazzâs promise and warm feathers. Orange, from his father, was terrifying. From her though, it was safe. Even with her deadly claws, sheâd never hurt even one of his bright white hairs when trying to comfort him.
âHave you been waiting long?â he asked.
That earned a musical chuckle as Jazz cuddled him close. âYou need to define long. As humans tell time, perhaps?â
âWell I have two humans who get all out of sorts really fast, so yeah.â
âA week and a day. The throne and lounge remain spotless. No notes, either.â
âWow, love being dragged down here when they arenât even present. So courteous.â He spoke flippantly, but was already scanning every corner, his ears half lowered in case the rebuke was loud.
Nothing. So they really werenât being observed at all?
âIf weâre lucky, they just want to show off some new conquest. Or new siblings. Or they might bother to talk about that time you went âmissingâ, I suppose.â Jazz spoke more to herself than him, a habit sheâd never managed to break.
âPretty sure they swore off any more spawn after the last disaster.â
âYou are not a disaster.â
Phantom bit one of her toes. She didnât flinch, or really seem to notice. âYou are being rude, though.â
âPretty good proof I wasnât what anyone wanted, though. Watch out! He might bore you to death with his inability to do anything! Such a good use of royal energy, that thing.â
âJust because they are not present does not mean you need to do their job for them.â
Getting scooped up and dumped on her back didnât make him feel any less helpless and pathetic, but he just sighed. There wasnât any reason for Jazz to keep lying to make him âfeel betterâ about being the most worthless creature ever spawned. She always insisted on it though. Like if some creature of knowledge and cunning kept stating it, kept believing it, it would force the universe to make it true. If only.
Part of him wanted to yank a good bit of hair out, a petty little action for a petty little creature. All his energy to do so was sucked right out of the room as one of the massive torches flickered once, twice, and then seemed to twistâvisible and not. Then all the light was devoured by an unseen maw.
Phantom could only shrink and tremble as the room went pitch black. Jazz didnât shake like he did, she wasnât some cowardly infant, but he could feel her muscles tense under his shaky claws. Phantom flattened his ears and shut his eyes as the horrid crunch of stone against bone bellowed in the darkness from all sides, a flat heavy pounding following.
His parents were never subtle about approaching. They could just make a portal and slide through silently! Heâd seen it! But no, they had to rip through realities one at a time, destroying as they went. To make a point. To remind everyone how strong they were. How no being could compare.
Though his eyes were squeezed shut, he could feel the darkness retracting, yanking his curling shadows away with it as he struggled to keep his body together. His tail twisted at the unexpected pain. Not many things could easily drag a darkness he was in away like that. Had it been an accident, or did they just forget he wasnât made of much more than the absence of light?
âChildren! So good to behold the both of you again!â Their fatherâs roar felt loud enough to crack great columns of marble in its wake. Phantom just tried to be even smaller as his ears burned.
Jazz stooped into a deep bow, grand talons splayed as her wings remained folded tightly, mostly obscuring Phantom from view. âOf course. We are honoured to take even some of your time.â Her voice was strong and confident, lacking even a trace of her prior worry when theyâd still been alone. âFor what reason did you summon us, and how may we serve?â
Jazz really did know all the right things to say. Sure, he knew he should be contributing tooâbut it was just easier to let her do it. Keeping his head down should count as being differential enough, probably.
âStand. You do not need to be so formal with us, sweetheart!â
Phantom slowly cracked his eyes open, his motherâs kind tone settling some fears. Neither of them were starting out angry, so maybe they really didnât know? The massive, serpent-like demon and his gaudy orange scales practically filled the roomâeven if the bulk of his father was settled on his mountainous lounge. Danny couldnât look at him long; everywhere he looked was different. Some scales were caked with barnacles and the wear and tear of deep underseas, before suddenly becoming embossed with gold and jewels without any break in between, before flickering with the gleams of flame and magma. He was such a massive demon that he simply left parts of himself in different environments instead of altering his whole form to fit wherever he wished to be.
There was a reason the humans sometimes called him âLeviathanâ. A world serpent. The end of days.
There was a reason Phantom was a complete embarrassment when that sort of power resided in just one parent. When his mother was just as fearsome, as subtle as his father was not, and he was still this useless.
âWell, I could not assume it was not a formal matter. You did not say why we were to come,â Jazz insisted, even as she stood back to her full height. A towering, impressive heightâwhen their father didnât make her look like a chicken in comparison.
âNeither of us is skilled in mind reading, either,â Phantom said, quietly. It was a reckless sort of commentâbut surely theyâd take it as him downplaying their abilities and not as the âsarcasmâ his human friends introduced him to.
âA long overdue occasion. Though a happy one, we admit.â
Phandom ducked at his motherâs voice, his eyes searching but unable to see her. It was easier to find her in the crevices in the worldâa being watching and waiting. Slim, insectoid, and almost impossible to even stitch together in a real âform.â Even trying to perceive his mother made his head pound and eyes itch.
âMy dear siblingâs regained freedom, perhaps?â Jazzâs question was short and sharp, and made Phantom dig his claws in her fur. What was she doing?
âWhat do you mean?â
He stopped digging his claws in. Seriously?!
Jazz took that as permission to continue. âThe unjust imprisonment he was suffering? At the hands of wicked Fae, that schemed to make him into one of their mindless fawning familiars?â She paused, just for a moment as her flames flickered a bit too brightly before dulling again. âThe imprisonment I personally had to discover and thwart?â
There was no anger. No, instead the great orange beast laughed. âOh! That! No, no. Nothing to do with that.â
âWhy?â He shouldnât have asked. In that little human heart of his, he knew exactly why.
âYou are being unclear again, dear.â So gentle, so kind as he felt countless eyes peering between every gap in his shadowy form. He wanted to twist and squirm.
âI believe he means âwhyâ did you not deign to rescue him from Fae hands, or at least delegate the task to me.â
Phantom nodded, haltingly. He sure felt a lot like âDannyâ right nowâbut he couldnât be that. Not right now, not here. They had every right to abandon him for his failure at existing.
âWhy would we? He knows he should not have been where he was caught, and caused more tension with another family.â
He curled in tighter from the accusation, feeling the vague disdain the voice did not betrayâbut he could sense it from how his mother was looking at him. Jazzâs mane flared up again, and he couldn't let her do something stupid over him, of all things. âI am thankful you allowed my sibling to rescue me.â
âSee! Even he understands! Really, the proper thing would have been to forbid you from going to the Faeâs land, but we can hardly be responsible for your silly, undirected actions.â The rumbling laugh of their father made the watching leer lessen, even if Jazzâs mane still simmered a little too high for her to be âcalm.â
Jazz closed her eyes as her talons slowly stopped digging into shattered tile. âWell, not much has happened since that incident. What is the occasion?â
Right. What good thing could possibly have happened since then? He hadnât done anything. Jazz probably did something impressive, but he didnât get called for those things anymore. Sort of took away from the aura of achievement when a speck of a demon who hadnât done anything worth recognizing in centuries was there.
âDid you not tell your sibling, little one?â
So it was him? They didnât know about the human thing, right? They couldnât. Surely. He tried to stop being so folded over himself, but loosening his curls betrayed how he was shaking. âOr, she forgot. Sheâs much busier than me!â Stalling for time, he could manage. Praising Jazz was pretty much all he was good for, even if it didnât mean anything.
âTrue. This is overdue, after all.â Their father shifted into a more upright, regal position. Though, the more formal atmosphere just made Phantom more uneasy. âOur little embodiment of the void.â
âOf the vast nothing that awaits all things. The unknown emptiness that is everywhere, but nowhere.â
Oh. They never used that title anymore. He never âearnedâ the right to be called what heâd been made of. He was nothing, alright. Just a very unimpressive, unthreatening nothing. They barely even bothered to call him Phantom, lately.
âWeâre so proud you finally managed to trick a human out of their soul.â
He blinked. He didnât actually do that. He stole two halves and sort of accidentally made one new one? That was his? Instead of correcting them, he nodded, forcing himself to relax. Of course he was worried over nothing! âThank you. For remembering when I took so long to do so.â
âOf course we would, small one! Just as your sibling didâhm. How long ago was that now?â
âToo long ago to remember, I think.â Phantom didnât need to hear exactly how defective he was.
âCongratulations, little brother.â Jazzâs voice was genuine, even though she already knew the truth of it.
âNow we would usually spend more time, but you are both old enough to not need the extra attention. We still wished to acknowledge it, and encourage further progress.â
âOf course. Thank you.â
The pressure in the room lessened in seconds as their parents exited with much less fanfare than their entrance.
It left behind fury in his little shadowy body. That he barely mattered, that the source of his terror was just a formality. He should be happy! In some ways he was, with the stress finally out of him. It just left too much space for this stupid, undeserved anger to move in. He said it himself: demon parents were not like human ones.
âAt least my soul didnât register as mine to them?â
âThankfully. I had no idea what we would do if they actually noticed.â
He couldnât help letting out a little laugh. Jazz was nuts to even think about trying to protect him if that happened. âIâd run.â
âProbably the wisest plan. I assume youâll be headed back to those humans of yours?â
âYeah.â Heâd have to make sure not to be too obvious to Sam and Tucker how much more comfortable their world was becoming for him. Theyâd never let him live it down.
âBe safe.â
Though at least he did have someone on his side, down here.
My piece for @dpfantasyzine! It was such a fun project and Iâm really happy that it was my first DP zine!
I was really ambitious with this piece, and ended up out of my comfort zone, but am quite happy with the results, especially with the minor story elements that Iâve alluded to.
While I think I could have drawn the trio a bit better, I am really happy with their outfits, which I spent a decent amount of time on despite this being a one off piece oops. Hereâs the whole line up of designs which I ended up mashing together in the actual drawing.
My piece for the @dpfantasyzine !
There's a lot of things i'd do differently but I'm still proud of this, it actually looks better than I remembered haha!
Anyway, some magical AU where Valerie is Nic's apprentice. Featuring my human design for Technus and my alarming lack of knowledge of how robots are built. Yeeeah just stick a screwdriver in there, that'll do.
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