the best part of believe is the lie

salty bitch, chihuahua mama, ER veterinarian, emo, trash

[dr-sweetnlowe]

As a follow up to the last post of Lila touching my face 🤦🏻‍♀️😂 why is she like this and why does she look at the camera with such intent? https://www.instagram.com/p/CUTuPa4Lkie/?utm_medium=tumblr

[dr-sweetnlowe]

Happy #NationalDaughtersDay to these big ears, long neck, weird feet, and inability to stop staring at me https://www.instagram.com/p/CUP6NQ3ryGO/?utm_medium=tumblr

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Is this real life? https://www.instagram.com/p/CUAf6ZrLBJt/?utm_medium=tumblr

[dr-sweetnlowe]

My friend Leo here was such a beautiful example of why pitbulls are NOT always dangerous and mean. This guy snuggled with us, gave us paw, and would cry when we didn’t give him enough attention. He came in for some muscle atrophy on his head - he may have a nerve sheath tumor but mom is willing and ready to do any further testing and treatment he may need. When I was going over his in house blood results I mentioned how snuggly and perfect he was and she even said she calls him her chihuahua because of how on top of them he always is 😂 She very happily agreed to give us permission to share pictures of her incredible boy. Everyone wish Leo the best of luck 🥰 (at Veterinary Emergency & Specialty Hospital) https://www.instagram.com/p/CTvt_S0rHJ6/?utm_medium=tumblr

[dr-sweetnlowe]

That overnight snuggle with the weird arms https://www.instagram.com/p/CToglc9rlp9/?utm_medium=tumblr

[dr-sweetnlowe]

A rare puppy snuggle sighting on ER! Little Autumn is one of my technician’s fosters and will soon be going to a new forever home. She loves to hug 🥰 (at Veterinary Emergency & Specialty Hospital) https://www.instagram.com/p/CTflJLnJe1J/?utm_medium=tumblr

[dr-sweetnlowe]

I had emailed @bark recently because somehow our August box was delivered somewhere in Alabama. They’re sending us a new box and I happened to include a picture of Lila to thank them for their help and look what we got in the mail! We love it so much. It captures Lila’s personality, demogorgon mouth, and beautiful little neck fluffs so well 🥰 @jaimewrong #mybarkart https://www.instagram.com/p/CTKXxaELoF-/?utm_medium=tumblr

[dr-sweetnlowe]

Happy #NationalDogDay to my one and only ❤️ https://www.instagram.com/p/CTDV0oppp75/?utm_medium=tumblr

[dr-sweetnlowe]

𝑇ℎ𝑒 𝑔𝑟𝑒𝑎𝑡𝑒𝑠𝑡 𝑔𝑖𝑓𝑡 𝑎𝑛𝑑 ℎ𝑜𝑛𝑜𝑟 𝑖𝑠 ℎ𝑎𝑣𝑖𝑛𝑔 𝑦𝑜𝑢 𝑓𝑜𝑟 𝑎 𝑑𝑎𝑢𝑔ℎ𝑡𝑒𝑟. Happy 4️⃣ year anniversary of being your mommy miss Lila Nugget. We have accomplished so much together and you continue to make me proud every day with all of the progress you’ve made. You are brave, so smart, sweet, funny, and try so hard to be such a good girl. You have a lot of love to give to the ones you have learned to trust. In all 4 apartments we have lived in together (plus some hotel rooms and grandma & grandpa’s) you have adapted and adjusted so well. As much as I hate moving I love showing you around when we move somewhere new. I love night time snuggles, morning snuggles, and all the snuggles in between. And in 4 years there has been a LOT of snuggles! Please enjoy this progressive photo set of Lila snuggles with a bonus video of when we finally were able to take the pink harness off for good after 13 months of 24/7 harness life. It was slow and hard work but it paid off as the nuggy is nakey now most of the time. This chi truly taught me the meaning of heart dog, and anyone who has ever seen us together can see how much this dog loves her mommy back ❤️ From freedom ride snuggles pictured here to the non-pictured current real time snuggles happening as I post this, we love our time together. https://www.instagram.com/p/CSymDQOLWwS/?utm_medium=tumblr

[dr-sweetnlowe]

[dr-sweetnlowe]

A brief summary of Lila visiting Grandma and Grandpa’s house, AKA her vacation home (at Gloucester, Massachusetts) https://www.instagram.com/p/CSfImFQpNPC/?utm_medium=tumblr

[dr-sweetnlowe]

This is the stethoscope that listened to 14 no longer beating hearts today. In my 12 hour ER shift today I euthanized 13 furry family members, and had one come in on death’s door and die within minutes of being inside. Yesterday I had about 8 euthanasias. In a 24 hour span I ended 21 lives. In our field we do view euthanasia as a gift to help end suffering and prevent further suffering, so these 21 animals did pass rightfully. And I’m doing okay because I know I ended suffering. But I am sad for these families who are one less family member. So this is just a gentle not so gentle reminder to be kind to your veterinary staff. Please? https://www.instagram.com/p/CSVbGTcr1Mr/?utm_medium=tumblr

[dr-sweetnlowe]

My girl really loves visiting UMass 🥰🥰🥰 (at UMass Amherst) https://www.instagram.com/p/CSEuiWELuQB/?utm_medium=tumblr

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To everyone who supported these glasses when I was trying them on a few weeks ago - I got them! https://www.instagram.com/p/CR4yiKkrY_g/?utm_medium=tumblr

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For this round of overnight chi hang out selfie, I had to steal her chew to get her to participate in the picture because she was having too much fun and kept ignoring me https://www.instagram.com/p/CR00KFIrZb9/?utm_medium=tumblr

[dr-sweetnlowe]

As always, I love love love going to see @hairbymorganmortimer to get the red touched up. Lila apparently is a bit more skeptical but any time away from mommy she disapproves of. https://www.instagram.com/p/CRkZHZ7Lsx0/?utm_medium=tumblr

[dr-sweetnlowe]

It only took 10 tries to get an acceptable photo #NorthBudDs https://www.instagram.com/p/CRTb_YXrVht/?utm_medium=tumblr