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[dragenfruit101]

The Fandom Ballad

Tonight we cry for those For those we love. For all those we have lost. For all those who could have had more.

Tonight we suffer our consequences. For what we have done. For what we wanted most. For all the wishes we made. For all the nightmares that wouldn't end.

Tonight our souls die once more. For all our fallen heros For all our broken hearts. For all our silent funerals.

Tonight. Tonight is the night. Tonight we cry for all those who do not understand. Tonight we hurt for all those endings which only bring us to tears.

For this is all we have. For this is our salvation. For our world is full of to much, crap. So instead we dive into your world.

We would rather go down guns blazing. We would rather fly off buildings. We would love to tell you all about our adventures but we are very busy running from our little home and ride dragons while waiting for our blue Police Phone Box.

We would rather drink coffee at Luke's or play basket ball at Tree Hill High School.

We would rather have slept for several centuries and wake up and fight headless horsemen.

We would rather see creatures and fight monsters.

We would do anything to live with our heros, fight alongside them. Fall in love with our greatest enemies. Find new creatures and the author of our favourite book. Learn secrets about our favourite town. Be betrayed by our own blood.

We would rather die in your world than live in ours.

So with the last beat of our drum we will never stop loving you.

[dragenfruit101]

I never know what I want to do anymore:

Like all I want to do is lie in bed, drink tea and read a good book.

But I also want to go into the kitchen and just bake whatever I want to all day.

But I also want to go to the zoo and look at the animals all day and just eat ice-cream and take stupid selfies with them.

But I also want to be sad and just lie in the bath until it becomes so cold that it makes you uncomfortable.

But I also want to watch Spn with my little sister all day and just watch it ruin her life and laugh like a villain.

But I also want get on the first aeroplane to wherever and never come back home.

But I also want to write a story that will make you so confused with emotions you can't tell up from down so you shit yourself instead.

But I also want to murder someone.

But jail scares me.

And I'm low on cash, as in I have negative nothing.

[dragenfruit101]

I believe a name is very important. It's a link between people. That is why I love celebrities with my name because i feel like if they kiss another celebrity then I'm kissing them too and that's about as close to them as I ever will...

[dragenfruit101]

Don't you just love it when your friends third-wheel you to the point where they completely forget you were walking with them. Or when they are having a conversation and forgot that they never told you about stuff in that conversation. Or when they forget that you are actually their friend and actually want to make plans with them...

[dragenfruit101]

As I was sitting on the beach watching the dark sky be taken over by billions of stars dancing together I feel a sharp pain in my rib cage and a large figure behind me, I do not scream, I do not call for help, I simply just start laughing and crying. I never really felt the pain of that persons knife in my side, all I felt was relief, my pain and grief leaving my body and just as my last regrets disappear, I turn to my attacker and look him right in the eye and Thanked him for what he has done, and with horror in his eyes, my body begins to evaporate into little sparkles and float towards the sea. My body chases the wind only to get stuck among others just like me and I watch as other stars reunite with long lost companions I realized that maybe they were not trying to leave all their loved ones behind but instead try to reach a place where you do not feel like you do not belong. Instead you feel like this is the place, this is your happy place and you were just home-sick all this time...

From: My dreams that will never come true...

[dragenfruit101]

The saddest thing is that you guys would probably ask me to come and chill with you (people I've never met in my life) before my friends (I see everyday.)....

[dragenfruit101]

So I don't know how many people have noticed, but most advertisements are done by a mans voice. So the other day I asked my father about it and he said, " Studies have shown that most people will listen to the advert when the man is talking, but when a womans voice comes on, they don't listen or turn off the ad." and I asked Why? And he said "It's because women are stereotyped as "naggers" and " irritation" and if they talk, people just going to stop listening, but men have always been stereotyped as "the one that knows best" and " men are right" all through the years. And I thinks it's actually bullshit because when your mother and I have a decision, I'm most of the time wrong and your mother has (unfortunately) a lower university degree than me. I don't want to you to forget, women use all the power from their brains when it comes to making decisions, men use 10% of brain power and 90% of their dick power to do anything. Being a smart is nothing to be a shamed of because all are," my father sighs, " and being a smart man in a world where the dumb out number us, is worth being a shamed for because we are just like the dumb ones, we just know that 1+1=2 not 7"

[dragenfruit101]

So this one time in English class my best friend was absent and since we sit in rows and I’m rather built (due to being athletic) I moved back her chair and table a bit and I said, “ Yay, more space for me!” and my English teacher (being the only other person in the room) said, “ I’m going to tell her that you called her fat!” and me being very careful with what I say, makes sure I never say anything to hurt anyone. So now you can imagine what hysteria I’m in because well damn, I never said such, and some how during my rant she got the impression I called her fat and she was telling the other students (arriving late) that I called her fat, so then I yell “ GOD DAMNIT!” and she told me not to curse in her class so I yelled back, “ WELL THEN SATAN BLESS IT” 

and that is the wonderful time in class of how my teacher was trying to teach me the way of how people can turn my words and fabricate lies from what you said... well played teacher.....well fucking played indeed 

[dragenfruit101]

Run little girl. Run away to somewhere where no one knows who you are, to where no one will know your past. To live life all over again. Just better...

those lonely nights you want to escape, those nights you know you are going to see the bottom of the bottle as you drink your youth away... 

[dragenfruit101]

all racist people are prejudice

but not all prejudice people are racist... 

[dragenfruit101]

Today I cracked. My mom called me to discuss the rest of the plans for the week and I just started crying right there on the spot. All the hell from the week and the horror of what's still to come just came pouring out of me like a waterfall (tears included). It wasn't the fact that it felt as if I got hit by a truck, it's the fact that it felt as if all someone had to do was take a small needle and poke me. The fact that it was so easy to break me is what hurt me the most I guess. The fact that I was at my weakest and the fear of someone seeing it terrified me. Then it came to me, why is it that we just want to look strong for people who are at breaking point and help them through it, but when we are at our breaking point, we hide the fact that we are even in pain? We are the biggest hypocrites in the world. When we need help we don't tell anyone, but we encourage people to tell us their pain so that they don't suffer, yet we do. In silence of our four wall sanctuary of mystery, hell and life. In our own tears, where we wipe other people's tears and sorrow away, yet we let no one to help us wipe away ours. We protect others with our hearts but we don't allow others to do the same. It is crazy, but I think it's the mind set we have that we don't want other people to feel the same pain the rest of the world lets us feel. We feel like we complain and annoy people when we talk, so we help others by listening and saying No, I am Listening, Don't Stop Talking. Sad but true

[dragenfruit101]

" I hate the word "feminist" because people call any strong confident woman supporting another woman, all women or just plain herself she is labelled as a "feminist" and people frown upon her for it. All she does is give a compliment to another woman or advise on being confident and then society is like, hell no, you must be weak and small and must never love yourself. We must just help each othe and be the best we can be, to hell with society's opinion, they can deal with it down there, us women will rule the world up here and solve all the shit society caused"

[dragenfruit101]

Yesterday wasn't valentines day, it was Alentines Ay: for all those who didn't get the V or D this valentines day