Down The Rabbit Hole

Cass|28|ISFP|Australia

[romanticallymad]

I wish i could have a normal crush... but no, my brain wants to worship every little detail of you until it drives me insane

[dragonfly-jayne]

There’s too much that can be attributed to this between work and home… still can’t tell which is worse… https://www.instagram.com/p/CnPV8KNBjklHJE9nvbpZ6llZ1mRpUt01qycz6U0/?igshid=NGJjMDIxMWI=

[dragonfly-jayne]

At my core I still don’t think that I want to die...

But with my recent home life, the only reason I’m still here is for my pets.

People can recover and learn to live with it. My pets will have no one, will be neglected and my cats likely let out to the street to die like my brother wants.

[dragonfly-jayne]

I’ve lived with being actively suicidal for so long, that it has become my brain’s first reaction to any big problem in life. But I don’t want to die.

I might not know what to do right now. Or what to do with my emotions; but for maybe the first time, I truly do know that I don’t want to die.

[funeral]

“Even years later traumatized people often have enormous difficulty telling other people what has happened to them. Their bodies re-experience terror, rage, and helplessness, as well as the impulse to fight or flee, but these feelings are almost impossible to articulate. Trauma by nature drives us to the edge of comprehension, cutting us off from language based on common experience or an imaginable past.”

— Bessel van der Kolk, The Body Keeps the Score: Brain, Mind, and Body in the Healing of Trauma

[perfectquote]

“If you care about someone, you’d be honest with them about everything no matter what it is.”

— Unknown

[cithaerons]

dante (musa trans.) / joan naviyuk kane /  dante (ciardi trans.)  /  david foster wallace / tauba auerbach / w.s. merwin

[cartoonsbydana]

[citrustar]

[agirldying]

[amodernlovermadeofouterspace-de]

“but in the end one needs more courage to live than to kill himself.”

—𝘈𝘭𝘣𝘦𝘳𝘵 𝘊𝘢𝘮𝘶𝘴.

[quotefeeling]

“I’m going to tell you something: Thoughts are never honest. Emotions are.”

— Albert Camus

[marijuanamodels]

“And in the end all I learned was how to be strong alone.”

— Unknown

[suicideisthesolution]

I don't know how many times I survived myself without telling anyone.

-V. J.

[yousaveeveryonebutwhosavesyou]

[yousaveeveryonebutwhosavesyou]

[valentina-poem]