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I’ve relapsed and for some reason it’s comforting. The obsession, the hunger, the exhaustion, the pain, the routine, the counting, the pacing. It makes me feel in control when everything else feels like it’s spiralling.

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washing dishes to get rid of my appetite rn..

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My ass is like " I will lose weight, I will get back on track, I will restrict and get to my gw", while simultaneously stuffing food down my throat👍

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taking naps all day just to skip meals>>

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you ever look at the scale in disbelief, yeah same.

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＊*•̩̩͙✩•̩̩͙*˚ And then I cry about it ˚*•̩̩͙✩•̩̩͙*˚＊

Life log:

Finally graduating highschool, now i’m gonna romanticize my life and I’m also starting Uni this fall. Maybe If i romanticize my ed I won’t be as depressed.

night night! (つД`)

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daily th1nspo 😍 /j

little log: Going to go for walks and go to school again cause I was rapidly losing weight and becoming less bloated, plus school distracted me from the b1nging urges.

weekly th1nspo :