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dom. still using tumblr.

[sci-fi-gifs]

GHOST IN THE SHELL dir. Mamoru Oshii Released November 18, 1995

[xanaxfarts]

Nintendo: Game Boy Color Magazine Ad (2001) Dazed & Confused Magazine, Issue 77

[fortuneaday]

[drakefromstatefarm]

someone does not want me to study.

[thedouble]

“Freedom always has a price.”

― Persepolis (2007) dir. Marjane Satrapi, Vincent Paronnaud

[drakefromstatefarm]

fuckingidk.

life is dragging me by the teeth, trying to sweat me out, something. i could take a lot less of that, thanks

[tidescaller]

MICHAEL (2026) Dir. Antoine Fuqua

[animangascenery]

[nakaze]

[thebelchers]

[em-iliart]

slowly spiraling

[drakefromstatefarm]

well. i’ve really fucked up my life, haven’t i!!!

starting over has me in complete misery. i wish i had set myself up better for success. but all these years, i don’t think i was thinking about my future self at all. why did i do that? and what do i do now?

at the very least, i’m slowly learning how to separate myself from other people’s expectations of me. right now i’m trying to define what my expectations are for myself. yet i feel so silly when i explain this distinction to people. am i overthinking things? for me, those two things are still so inextricably linked. but is that just how it is for everyone?

anyway, i can focus on that later. all i’m concerned with at the moment is finding work, ideally something meaningful that will help me get where i need to be. but it feels like the world is stacked against me and people in my shoes who are just trying to make it back out there. everything is so fucked and it’s so demoralizing especially when there seems to be no end in sight. sometimes it feels like there isn’t much more i can take. but the last thing i want to do is submit to defeat. especially when i still have so many chances to just try.

universe, if you’re listening, i could really use a fucking break. and maybe even an ounce of good fortune before the first half of the year is over.

[nuttybarzz]

Am i not meant for this life?

[thingsic]

[mournfulroses]

Edgar Allan Poe, from a letter featured in The Complete Poetry & Tales of Edgar Allan Poe

[drakefromstatefarm]

currently irritated that i can’t scrobble to last.fm from apple music without a third party app, and for the sake of my own survival that needs to be the most pressing issue in my life right now, otherwise ,

[miercoles-wednesday]

zuzuludgate on nincord | shared with permission