The Words of Yours Truly, The Helpless Hopeful

I'm really not on here much anymore. Name is Gabriel, I'm seventeen, pulling through senior year, ask me anything if you want to know.

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I could punch through walls right now

Or people.

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fucking awesome

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Things I learned from Pride weekend

All the lesbians and weed are at the hip-hop stage.

       I attract creepy guys.

This isn't fair. I was totally kind of slutty today, I was scared to get raped because bitches were all up on me yesterday when I was wearing more clothes than today. Not saying my goal was rape, obviously, just that I had expected to attract more... attractive... people. Then this guy who I ran into several times who totally wanted to get with me.. well, by the end of the night, when I was walking away from him AGAIN, he feels the need to yell "I'm negative!" as though that is my reason for not going with him anywhere. Thanks, but I wasn't going to hook-up with you, be scared that I just graduated high school like other people, because they seem to think that my recent high school graduation means that I'm still jail-bait even though I'm not. Oh well. I totally should have used him so I could have gotten into a club because I'm pretty sure they were all running 21+ hours. Meh. Whatever. I'm fucking tired. Goodnight.

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So, not-boyfriend isn't moving in a week

He's moving in like, five hours. We were supposed to hang out. Guess what didn't happen?

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Fuck. Fuck fuckfuck-fuck fuck.

Why do I let myself talk to drunk not-boyfriend (I DON'T KNOW WHAT THE FUCK WE'RE SUPPOSED TO BE)? He's fucking leaving to San Francisco in like, a week, and now he's texting me that he wants me to go with him. What even is going on? I thought I had fucked everything up again -.- Maybe it's just 'cause he's drunk.

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Mother's Day.

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I feel like I'm going to totally fuck up the AP Lit exam

Like, there MIGHT be hope for the calc test, but whenever I take an English test I get REALLY anxious. We did a practice multiple choice in Lit today and I got just under 30 out of 55, which I'm pretty sure could easily get me a 3 if I wrote a few really good essays, but chances are I won't write the best essays, so I have to do better on the multiple choice to cover my ass. Ugh :| I might have actually scored kind of decently on our most recent practice AP Calc test though, YAY.

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Oh god. Why am I so awkward?

My friend brought her friend who's gay to prom and introduced us and then gave him my number because I was like, I don't care go ahead, and now he's all like, I'd like to take you out on a date, and I'm just awkward and meh. Fuck. Why do people think I'm cute, take a closer look at my face.

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happy easter, everyone!

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this is legitimately distressing

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i’m actually crying omfg

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…………. What the hell?

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I’M LAUGHINS O FUCING HARD

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i feel like i just witnessed a murder

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how did you people only know discover howtobasic IV EBEEN POSTING HIS STUFF FOR MONTHS NOW..

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WHAT IS HAPPENING

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Dear lord why

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jockalot replied to your post: Got into UC Irvine

So you are still waiting to hear about UCLA and what other colleges?

Yep, still waiting on UCLA, they're my last to hear from.

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Got into UC Irvine

Woohoo, now I don't have to go to CSUN!

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jockalot replied to your photo: I didn’t use that shawl, someone found me a red...

Where is the WIG?

It looked REALLY bad, and I didn't have it yet at that point since it was just the practice beforehand.

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I didn’t use that shawl, someone found me a red boa, YAY. This picture was from practice; results are announced on Monday.

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So the talent show is tomorrow and this is most likely the dress I’ll be wearing since, if you recall, I am doing my song in full drag. You can’t see the heels, but there’s an old picture of me wearing them somewhere on here. White leggings, some make-up, AND I NEED A WIG, and I am SET.

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Is it bad that the sound of rain outside makes me want to run around in the rain and sing On My Own?

I didn't even like Les Mis that much, but Samantha Barks was utterly amazing and that song is just great.