Unwanted

everyone throws me away after a while...

[ardent-reflections]

I was never insane except upon occasions when my heart was touched.

Edgar Allan Poe

[konoko]

[dranna00]

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[s7yl]

13 reasons why (2017)

[angrydumbtyche-deactivated20150]

Don’t be afraid to destroy men’s lives over crimes they chose to commit.

[bunnywork2-deactivated20160129]

LOUDER

[pashionforfashion21allday]

[hypnictwitch]

“[Vanessa Jackson] admitted to police that she intentionally set him on fire because shooting him would have been ‘too nice’.”

[angerylesbian-deactivated201608]

a true american hero

[idratherhavefreedom]

[myprettylittleworldofdreams]

[myprettylittleworldofdreams]

[myprettylittleworldofdreams]

[jennab12]

I’m 9 days away from being a month clean and all I wanna do right now is cut. I want it more than anything. Well I guess that’s not true. All I wanna do right now is kiss you. But I can’t do that anymore so I might as well cut instead. God I miss your lips so much. I miss the sound of your voice. I miss the way it felt to lay in your arms. I miss the way your fingers felt laced between mine. I miss the smell of your shirts. I miss looking into your eyes. God they’re the most amazing things I’ve ever seen. They turn to honey in the sunlight. I swear I could get lost in them for hours. I miss laying on your chest and listening to the sound of your heartbeat. I miss holding you in my arms. God I miss every little thing about you. But that’s all gone now. Because I went and fucked it all up. But that’s nothing new. I fuck everything up. So I might as well just relapse. No one would care. I wish I had the guts to just kill myself but I don’t. So I’ll just cut instead. I don’t care that I’m almost a month clean. I don’t give a shit. Maybe this wouldn’t be happening if I had gone to therapy like I was supposed to. Maybe I shouldn’t have cancelled it. But it’s too late now. Plus I fucking hate therapy. I’m so tired of talking about shit. That’s all I ever do. I sit and I talk about my feelings. I tell people exactly how I feel and nothing is changing. Everything is just getting a million times worse. Plus having to go and pay a stranger to listen to my problems just reminds me that I have no one else to talk to. That I’m completely alone. I’ve never been this suicidal. I’ve never wanted to die so bad. But the truth is, I don’t think I really want to die, I just want the pain to end. But suicide is the only way I see that happening. Everyone tells me to just give it time, that time heals all wounds, that I’ll be okay soon; but that’s not true. I’ve been waiting 3 years for shit to get better and nothing has. Everything has just gotten worse. So I just don’t really see the point anymore. I don’t see the point in trying, or crying, or breathing, I’m just done. I’m done fighting the demons in my head. So if you wake up in the morning and I’m gone I’m sorry. I tried, I really did. It just wasn’t enough I guess. I’m so sorry. The demons just got too strong. I’ve been fighting them for too long and I’ve hit my breaking point. I’m sorry. Just remember that I will always love you okay? Forever and always my love, forever and always.

~ not sure if she’ll read this, but if she does, she knows it’s for her.

[inritum]

reblog and make a wish! this was removed from tumbrl due to “violating one or more of Tumblr’s Community Guidelines”, but since my wish came true the first time, I’m putting it back. :)

[ghostdog07]

OH MY FUCKING GOD, IT’S BACK ON MY DASH.

THIS SHIT WORKS OKAY, I AM DEAD SERIOUS.

The last time I saw this on my dash, I didn’t think it would happen, so jokingly I wished I could go to a fun. concert.

AND GUESS WHAT, I WENT TO A FUCKING FUN. CONCERT.

THIS SHIT WORKS, TRY IT.

[deathklaue]

YOOOOOOO

I SAW THIS ON MY DASH THE OTHER DAY AND THOUGHT “ITS WORTH A TRY” SO I WISHED I COULD GET A 3DS

LITERALLY LIKE 4 DAYS LATER MY DAD SENT ME A PICTURE OF THE 3DS XL HE BOUGHT FOR ME WHILE I WAS AT SCHOOL

IM STILL FREAKING OUT ABOUT THIS

[doryishness]

holy fuck, I didn’t expect this to work, I was like psh, whatever it’s just a quick reblog, but I wished my Dad would actually respond back to me AND HE FUCKING DID A FEW DAYS LATER, I GOT A FUCKING TEXT FROM MY DAD TODAY WHO HASN’T SPOKEN OR RESPONDED TO ME IN MONTHS HOLY FUCK WHAT IS THIS MAGIC IT WORKS. 

[victoriaringsinyourears]

I WANTED TO SEE MY BOYFRIEND AND I DIDN’T THINK I’D GET DAYS OFF BUT THIS WEEKEND I’M HEADING UP THERE??? THIS IS CRAZY SHIT 

[lenshade]

SO LIKE I JOKINGLY WISHED FOR MY OWN LEN KAGAMINE AND THEN LIKE A WEEK LATER I GOT A LEN NENDOROID??? H ELP

[themixedbagofwhat]

WTF OKAY SO THIS SHOT ACTUALLY WORKS BECAUSE WHEN I WISHED, I HAD WISHED MY CRUSH WOULD LIKE ME BACK AND GUESS WHAT? I HAVE A BOYFRIEND NOW. WHAT THE HELLLLL?????

[wodkat]

ok I’ve said this before but IM DOING IT AGAIN THE FIRST TIME I SAW THIS, MY WISH DID COME TRUE SO I REBLOGED AGAIN AND SAID IT IN THE TAGS BUT THEN I WISHED FOR SMTH ELSE AND IT LITERALLY LITERALLY HAPPENED LIKE A COUPLE DAYS LATER WHAT THE HELL SO NOW IM WRITING THIS HERE FOR YOU BC I DONT BELIEVE IN THIS CRAP BUT STILL IT’S AN AWFULLY BIG COINCIDENCE

[acstiel]

THE BOY I FELL I LOVE WITH LEFT TO TRAVEL THE OTHER SIDE OF THE WORLD AND HAS BEEN GONE NOW FOR 3 MONTHS. WE HAVENT SPOKEN SINCE BECAUSE I DIDNT WANT TO MAKE HIM FEEL TRAPPED TO ME AND NOT ENJOY HIS TIME SO I WAITED FOR HIM TO CONTACT ME FIRST. I SAW THIS ON A PARTICULARLY LOW DAY WHEN I WAS MISSING HIM SO MUCH I CRIED FROM THE PAIN, GUYS I REALLY LOVE HIM, SO I THOUGHT MEH WHAT THE FUCK, AND WISHED HE WOULD JUST LET ME KNOW HE WAS OKAY.

GUYS.

HE FUCKING CALLED ME 20 MINUTES LATER

20 FUCKNG. MINUTES. LATER.

GOOD THINGS DO HAPPEN. AND ITS IN THIS POST.

[juststrokemyglabella]

I wish for someone to leave something in my ask.

[adweeb-deactivated20160228]

OKAY SO I ASKED FOR A HEDGEHOG AND NOW GUESS WHO HAS A PET HEDGEHOG

[redandbrunette]

i want you to stay for one day and one nigh with me and give me sp much love i dont have to cry of lonliness tonight, every night

[swiftaylrs]

no bUT THE LAST TIME I DID THIS SHIT I WISHED MEETING MY IDOL AND IT WAS RIGHT BEFORE I FCKING GOT THE FCKING EMAIL SAYING I WAS GOING TO MEET TAYLOR OH MY GOD

[da-vincis-protege]

liKE THIS SHIT ACTUALLY WORKS PPL

[thinself]

reblog to lose 15 pounds by march 31st♡

[fuckinq]

follow the person this was reblogged from

[intensional]

this really works for some people (like 10-30 new followers) so give it a try!

[grav3yardgirl]

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[grav3yardgirl]

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[dranna00]

#hardest #painful #you #sameperson #same #wantyou #again #back on We Heart It - http://weheartit.com/entry/250255569

[dranna00]

lunamethyst:“The scariest part~” on We Heart It - http://weheartit.com/entry/271239467