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Black Happy 28/F/Hottest Lesbian U Kno

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I go by Black Happy but people call me Blappy or Happy so you can do that too. I like horror, mycology, combat sports, carnivorous plants, fashion, and weightlifting.

I’m an asexual butch lesbian who’s been married for one million years.

This blog is a split between a regular personal blog and a progress log of my weightlifting. I go to the gym a lot, and I’m very passionate about strength training. I have a lot of other hobbies I dip in and out of like oddity collecting, guitar, or drawing, but this is what you’ll find here primarily.

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I can assume it was because I didn’t take my creatine yesterday but ow my left pec kinda hurts bro

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I didn’t dip because even when injured I am no quitter but no shoulder presses or chest presses for me because I don’t want to actually disable myself like an idiot. If there’s one thing I am, it’s persistent.

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I can assume it was because I didn’t take my creatine yesterday but ow my left pec kinda hurts bro

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What the hell kind of attachments are you people putting on the lat pulldown machines at planet fitness and why

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Posted a gains progress pic on reddit and said I didn’t know how much i weighed because i didn’t care and that was NOT an answer they were going to accept without swinging

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It was a well-rounded mistake because on the other hand I have had to delete at least 20 message requests from random redditors either trying to fuck me or supply support for my muscles I just don’t need thank you

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Fancy cheese platter in the work breakroom i’m puzzled by these flavor profiles

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Posted a gains progress pic on reddit and said I didn’t know how much i weighed because i didn’t care and that was NOT an answer they were going to accept without swinging

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Had an engineer I see semi-regularly stop by work today and I told him offhandedly that I went to monsterpalooza and that I’m going to midsummer scream later and he asked me if I knew who Chet Zar was and I was like “? Yes” and it turns out this dude is friends with him and he blabbed my ear off about all the events they went to together and all the art he has up in his workshop and also his dogs. I talk to and meet a lot of people at this job but that’s probably the first time it was so close to my own personal interests. Apparently GDT likes Chet Zar a lot.

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Man i don’t have anything to say to anyone who am i kidding

[elfstrogenized]

You are perma tf'd into the first pokemon you generate on this website, how happy are you wit your new form

[dreamyfreakout]

hell yea..

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I’ve been told I need more “nerve” and even though I’m sure I can fake it I’m not sure I have it in me. Which I resent. I’m tough in symbolic ways but I’m still just held back by my fear of people you know. I can throw a punch but I don’t impose. What I’m saying is I’m autistic and I’m not sure the people around me know how to articulate it but surely they know it.

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People always ask like “what’s the worst that can happen if you ask a question or tell someone something or just speak up” (hypothetical sort of thing here, not necessarily what was proposed to me today), but I was raised by a Very Mean Woman where any one of those things would mean an immediate fight. You didn’t even have to be saying anything for it to be a fight. Absolutely anything at all. She yelled at me once for walking without swinging my arms correctly. She caused public scenes constantly to the point of getting kicked out of places. Throwing drinks on people. Compulsive lying. Stealing money. I was given an early example of reasons to withdraw from people, you know. I wish that didn’t happen but it’s hard to unlearn.

[achillesinhighheels]

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[nehirose]

i'm still losing my mind over this, that is EXACTLY what the weed store in Splatoon would sound like.

[poetrylesbian]

good news everyone

[bophia]

Daily affirmations for tesla owners: your car is ugly as hell and everyone hates you

[funstealer]

Jewelry work by Dualflow

[dreadcartel]

I’ve been told I need more “nerve” and even though I’m sure I can fake it I’m not sure I have it in me. Which I resent. I’m tough in symbolic ways but I’m still just held back by my fear of people you know. I can throw a punch but I don’t impose. What I’m saying is I’m autistic and I’m not sure the people around me know how to articulate it but surely they know it.