#dreadspawn. i know nothing besides this: i must resist the dark urge, lest it consume my mind. i must discover who i was, and what happened to me ─ before my twitching knife-hand writes a tragedy in blood … time for bitter business the light would fear to shine on.
the stars shine for me ── 1268dr, burntpa1ace, oathkyrie.
info. ╱ cr. ╱ grand design below.
ivy. she / her. over 25. GMT-6.
first and foremost, i keep my following small. this is a highly selective and private crossover writing blog for resisting!durge of bg3. my portrayal will be a mix of canon-influenced and hc-driven. i usually take a few days / a week to follow back. please, if you follow first but don't plan to interact, i'd rather not be followed at all. i sb liberally to clean my following. due to the nature of the dark urge, i may not following first as a precaution.
basics. no godmodding, no drama, no vaguing / fearmongering, no minors, zero tolerance for hate of any kind, no ai, no copying graphics or hcs etc. ocs, canons, aus, and crossovers are welcome ! inbox is always open to mutuals! selective with discord, so please use IMs for now.
dark content ahead. includes but not limited to - murder / death / assassination, violence, suicidal ideation, self-harm, exploitation, abuse, toxic family dynamics, gore, body horror, mutilation, cannibalism, implied necrophilia, sexual themes, radical cult / religious themes, psychological horror, torture, trauma, heavy grief, etc. while interacting with others who also write dark content. detailed depictions will be present. while i’m fine if muses have these themes as part of lore+trauma, i won’t write incest, s.a/r*pe scenes and p*doshit.
mun ≠ muse. please don’t assume my thoughts coincide with my muse’s. dark urge is vile in canon, but i won't water down my version despite a heavy focus on redeemed. i aim to remain consistent with most of canon and fill in the gaps with my personal hcs.
portrayal, seeing as i'm technically taking a canon character from another series, my portrayal will have outside influence, curated for dnd, specifically the bg3 world.
i love dynamic building, but new romantic ships are not my focus. flirting ≠ a ship, unless discussed. while flirting is allowed, ships are reserved for my main partner and close friends. all other dynamics are open if our writing styles mesh. and no, i won’t assume a canon / companion / any muse is romantically interested in mine without discussion.
activity. there WILL be bouts of inactivity. i can start off consistently active, until disappearing for days to months before returning again. if you prefer more activity, i suggest you avoid following.
may add more rules later. this blog is super low effort and chill. i don’t mind going iconless or changing format for some if needed. trigger tags will be 'trigger /' , ‘nsft /’ or ‘ask to tag /’
info.
name: 夏斐 「 xià fěi 」 alias: felix jadeveil ( jade-veil ). pseudonym used when venturing from home, especially in baldur's gate. place of birth: 沉玉谷 「 chényù gǔ 」 or 'the sinking jade (valley)' located near the mountainous, far-west side of kara-tur. birth year, current age: 1391 DR, 101 yrs. gender, pronouns: male, he / him. race: high elf. status / titles / occupation etc.: emerald palace heir / royal aristocrat, bhaalspawn, unholy assassin of bhaal, the child of slaughter, blood minstrel, the dread prince, the dark urge...
appearance: physical appearance 21 - 23 human years. two-toned hair, vivid sunflower blond on top and inky black on the lower half of his head. often worn in a half-pony tail. silver-cuffed earring worn on his right helix, and sometimes a small ring earring on his left earlobe. studded silver piercings on the outer edge of his left brow ( occasionally swaps ). 185cm / 6'1" ft. golden seal magically engraved around his neck. athletic build, but on the slim side due to routine agility training in his past. originally born with sharp, sunset-orange eyes, but now wears a false right eye that's enhanced to see invisibility and through minor illusions.
class / pref. weapons: trained and raised to be a monk - way of the open hand. gradually shifted to bard - college of swords. holds proficiency with swords and knives/daggers, but often prefers his bow and arrow. archery was still part of his prince training!
instrument of choice: violin. secondary being lyre and flute. he can play many others, but these are his favourites.
backstory here .ᐟ
verses.
embracing the urge. sorcerer multiclass bard. info wip.
