hello to all you lovely readers and followers—it’s been a while, hasn’t it?
i’ve rewritten this countless times and every time it has felt wrong, but i will do my best to find the right words.
first, i don’t think i will ever be able to truly express how much gratitude i have for each and every person who has read my work or sent me a message. while this is far from articulate, i hope i can emphasise just how wonderful my time here has been because of all your support. thank you for reading my work. thank you for sending me messages. thank you for everything. really, all of it. the year i spent writing was nothing short of magical.
second, i really do apologise for vanishing so suddenly and without a word. it was irresponsible and frankly quite rude of me to do so, and i am so, so sorry for that. to put it gently, a lot happened in my life all at once. some... very bad things happened to me, i was hospitalised for a while, and also lost someone very important to me. however, those things are only explanations and not excuses for my disappearance. things are better now, and i’m doing better now, but still. i am sorry, regardless.
and now, third: as some of you have probably guessed, i will no longer be writing on this blog, and it will instead become an archive. to be clear: i am not deleting this blog, and i am not deleting my writing. however, i will no longer be adding anything, either.
some of you have asked if i’m still into mcyt, and the answer is both yes and no. i still adore how passionate everyone here is, and i do still tune into streams here and there, but keeping up has certainly been difficult given my ever-shifting situation, and i’ve found that my attention has drifted, too. my love for minecraft will never wane though, rest assured, ha.
with that in mind, although i do still like mcyt to some degree, i think it’s due time for me to put this blog behind me. i will still be on tumblr, and i will still be writing. for mcyt? maybe. i’m not sure yet. if i do, it’ll be on a different blog, i can tell you that much. the mind can be a terribly fickle thing when it wants to be.
having said all that, please do not repost my work anywhere, whether it be here on tumblr or another platform. i will find out. in that same vein, if you leave me a message, a review, a comment, i will also likely see it! (though a response may be very, very delayed.)
so... i guess i now get to call this my great unfinished symphony? i have no ode i can sing to see it off with, but that’s okay. i was never good with words, anyways.
thank you for all the wonderful memories, and thank you for coming on this journey with me.
