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Waiting After The Rain - 23
Pairing: ot8!stray kids x pregnant omega!reader
Synopsis: An omega pregnant and alone after being kicked out by their alpha stumbles upon a pack willing to take them in and care for both the omega and their pup as if they were their own, because now they are.
Genre: strangers to lovers, angsty but lots of fluff to even it out.
Warnings: a/b/o, violence, past abuse physical and verbal, past sexual abuse(mentions of past non-con), mentions of violence, trauma, self esteem issues, pregnancy, aftermath of abuse, panic attacks, anxiety, arguments, mentions of injuries, pack dynamics, angst but it will be okay, polyamory, cursing, not beta read
A/N: hi :) Iâm sorry for the wait, but I think we are in for some fun in the coming chapters of this story so I hope you can all be patient with me as I can promise you all the waits will be worth it <3 please enjoy
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Chanâs never been in the back of an ambulance.
When Minho sliced his finger and needed stitches Chan was able to drive him to the hospital himself. When Jeongin fell and dislocated his shoulder Chan popped it back into place. While of course, Chan cries every time his mates get hurt. Still, the difference between all their bruises and sniffles and his first ambulance ride today is that he got to listen to his packmates groan about how much heâs smothering them, softly verbalize about how they are okay and he doesnât need to worry. Youâre silent. Even your scent has softened; he knows itâs a protective instinct, thanks to your omega, but god, does he hate it. Everything is too quiet.
Itâs a stark contrast to the hospital. Itâs all so loud. Too many questions for Chanâs liking.
âYouâre her mate?â Is it not obvious? Heâs inseparable from you, heâs bawling his eyes out, would a stranger act like this?
âYes. Pack alpha. We have a pack bond, seven other mates.â He needs to call them.
âHow far along is she?â
âShouldnât that be in her virtual chart?â Of course, heâs feeling agitated, but they just want to help. He knows he has to keep it together, these nurses are betas and omegas, they probably experience so many agitated alphas who scream and abuse them when theyâre just trying to do their job, and heâs not like that. A deep sigh leaves his lips. âIâm sorry, sheâs twenty-eight weeks.â The nurse nods respectfully, she understands, or at least Chan hopes she does.
âDonât worry, we have her chart and we have someone in contact with Dr. Kim as well. Your omega is in good hands Mr. Bahng. Now, was it an omega or an alpha that attacked her?â The question causes the alpha to tense up, because he actually doesnât know for sure. He has no idea who this person was who attacked you or why they did it.
âThey smelled vaguely of omega, lavender scent but powerful. Iâm sorry a lot of itâs blurry.â He frowns wishing once again he could be of more help.
âItâs okay, just want to make sure we have that information so we know what we can give her and how to proceed.â The nurse smiles softly before joining the other nurses working on your case at the moment sharing the details she now knows with them. Of course, as soon as Chan reaches for his phone a police officer enters your hospital room. Chan isnât sure heâs ever stood up so fast in his life, words spilling out of his mouth faster than he can even think.
âLook, sir, I had no choice but to tackle that woman. She was going to kill my omega, I had to stop her! Please donât take me away from her and my pup!â Fresh tears are streaming down his face and his hands begin to shake. He hadnât even thought about the consequences but now heâs looking them right in the eye. The pack isnât even here. He hasnât called them. If they take him away, youâd have no one. He canât leave you alone, you hate being alone. The officer reaches out to hold Chanâs shoulder but in his panicked state, the alpha assumes heâs about to be arrested so he flinches.
âRelax Mr. Bahng. Nobody is taking you away from anyone, I was going to ask if you wanted to talk in a private room but I assume youâd feel more comfortable here, yes?â Chanâs eyes widen as he nods vigorously.
âAlright, well we spoke with the staff and reviewed the security footage. Mrs. Park has been put under arrest following her discharge from the hospital. Youâre not in any trouble, but weâd like you to give a statement.â
âMrs. Park? Is that the woman who attacked Y/N? Who is that? Why would she hurt her?â A million thoughts run through his head.
âSir, Mrs. Park is Y/Nâs biological mother.â Suddenly, the hospital room feels so small, suffocated by the now-saltier ocean scent, like a beach on its stormiest day.
âI need to call my pack.â He blurts out, he canât think right now, only pack.
âAlright, we can pick this up after youâve settled.â The officer nods briefly before exiting the room. Chan knows his pack, they are understanding, they are kinder to him than heâll ever think he deserves, but they love you. How could he as pack alpha tell his pack that you got hurt on his watch?
Just as Chan assumes, the pack is in shambles.
Hyunjin wasnât even home when he felt a bone-shattering pain spread through his chest.
Heâs at the dance studio helping Minho clean up after a class when his knees suddenly feel like jello. It takes him a moment to focus on the bond, his breath caught in his throat. The second he realizes itâs you his head spins as his knees give up on him. He falls to the floor with a groan of Minhoâs name. The alpha comes running from the front office of the dance studio immediately pulling the beta into his arms.
âI know, I know. Come on get up, we gotta get back to the house!â If Hyunjin wasnât so panicked heâd notice the tears welling up in the alphaâs eyes.
Minho is the king of safety in the pack, he mother hens like no other, so he hopes Hyunjin doesnât remember how fast heâs driving today. Minho speeds down the streets towards their home as Hyunjin fumbles with his phone in the passenger seat.
âNeither of them is picking up! What happened? They went to the fucking mall what could have happened?â
âJinnie please. Please just breathe.â The alpha pleads, seeing his mate so upset is only making it harder to focus.
âHow can I breathe? What if Y/N-â Minho cuts him off refusing to allow that thought to finish.
âDonât. Donât you dare say that. We can still feel both of them
in the bond, Iâm sure all three of them are okay. Chan wouldnât let anything happen to them.â Hyunjin slumps back into the passenger seat returning his attention to your contact in his phone.
The scene at the house is even more devastating. Hyunjin jumps out of the car as soon as Minho parks, rushing inside only to find both omegas sitting on the kitchen floor inconsolable no matter how hard Changbin had been trying. Hyunjin and Minho join them all on the floor, all of them now trying to get in contact with their mates.
Their heads snap towards the door in unison, the whole house suddenly smelling of mud fresh after a massive rainstorm. The way Jeongin slams the door behind him and Seungmin causes everyone to flinch, but heâs too lost in his emotions to notice. Without a word, the alpha reaches the pack in the kitchen scooping Felix up into his arms. Nobody protests, knowing this is the best reaction the youngest alpha could have right now, heâs self-soothing, using the omegaâs pheromones as a sedative to take even a fraction of the edge off. The kitchen is a mix of sour scents and worried tapping on cellphones, but nobody says a word until Changbin finally peeks up from his phone.
âTheir locations updated! But, theyâre at the hospital?â The alphaâs words are phrased more like a question. A deep sense of dread covers the pack like a blanket. A million questions running through their heads. Yet none of them misses the way Jeonginâs eyes darken.
âHospital? Letâs go then! What are we waiting for?â The younger alpha barks, as if itâs an order. But itâs not an order his pack is all that willing to follow at the moment. They need to keep a level head, they canât just rush into a hospital with no information and cause a scene, theyâd all get kicked out and then theyâd really have to wait to see their mates. Trusting Chan has never failed them, so they are willing to wait.
âI think itâs best we wait for one of them to contact us first.â Seungmin always had to be the voice of reason, even in times like this. Jeongin looks around at his mates, his eyes begging and pleading for one of them to disagree, someone to be ready to run with him to that hospital and make sure their mates are okay but they all just look at him with this solemn look, which makes Jeongin sick. The alpha places Felix back in his original spot with Jisung before getting up to meet them all at eye level.
âWait? You want to fucking wait around while our Pack Alpha and our Luna are clearly suffering? What kind of mate are you?â A loud growl rips from Jeonginâs chest as he gets closer to the beta now, his anger focusing itself on him for even suggesting such an idea. Two things are true, Seungmin has thick skin and he loves his mates more than anything on this planet. So for now heâll ignore the fresh tears that run down his flushed cheeks, instead, he tries his best to push out his calming beta pheromones, desperate to calm the alpha. It always worked, even long before Jeongin had presented as an alpha. Seungmin's scent always soothed him. So why wasnât it working now? The beta remembers him and Jeongin joining this pack, a stubborn beta and his unpresented pup. What happened to his pup?
âYang Jeongin, you donât speak to our mates like that!â Minho scowls. Itâs always been an understanding that if for any reason Chan isnât around Minho is in charge. Jeongin barely flinches at the older alphaâs words but flinches none the less, heâs yelling at his Minnie hyung, heâs scaring his pack. But this pain is unbearable, he canât stand doing nothing about it. The younger alpha tries to find his voice but the sound of a phone ringing rattles in his brain.
âItâs Chan,â Jisung says, looking down at his cellphone as if it were a bomb. The bomb isnât the phone though, the bomb manifests in the form of a twenty-five-year-old alpha still dealing with the inner turmoil of his late presentation.
âJisung what are you doing answer the fucking phone!â Jeongin growls before he's swiftly pushed to the ground by the back of his neck by Minho. He loves Jeongin just as much as he loves all his mates, but he doesnât care who you are, if you disrespect his omegas heâll tear you apart with his own teeth. Luckily for Jeongin Minho does love him, so a rough scruffing will suffice.
âDonât you dare speak to our omega like that,â Minho growls louder than the younger alpha making sure he and his wolf get the point before he lays Jeonginâs now more relaxed form onto the ground.
With that settled Jisung picks up the phone.
âChan, please tell me you have answers.â Jisungâs voice trembles through the phone and Chan thinks he might just die right there.
âIâm so sorry I kept you all waiting and worried. Am I on speaker baby?â Itâs a stupid question, of course, he is. His pack wouldn't be able to wait any longer even if just long enough for Jisung to retain and relay the information. Theyâve waited long enough.
âOf course! What happened? Are they okay?â Chan takes a deep breath before he has to drop the ball on his pack.
âY/N⊠she was attacked at the antique shop.â The alpha can hear a chorus of gasps over the phone, he wants nothing more than to be there to comfort his mates.
âWhat do you mean? By who? Is she okay?â He can feel the panic rising from Jisungâs side of the bond, it only makes him feel sicker.
âBreathe baby. Both Y/N and the pup are okay. Y/N hasnât woken up yet but the doctors are still looking her over. As of right now they donât think anything major was damaged and sheâll just need stitches.â
The sound of seven lungs deflating fills the room. The burden sitting over them was heavy but knowing youâre alive and possibly on the road to recovery, now it resembles more of a boulder than the entire earthâs weight.
âYou said she hasnât woken up, do they know when she will? Should we head over there?â Itâs phrased as a question but itâs more of a warning, telling Chan they will come see their omega, they just need to know how soon.
âThey wonât be able to say for sure without getting all the test results back but they think her body might just be in shock, sheâll wake up, sheâs strong. If you guys are going to come, could you pack a bag for her? A change of clothes, some toiletries, a comfort item, nothing crazy. Just want to make sure sheâs got everything for when sheâs ready to go home or in the worst-case scenario she has to stay a bit after waking up.â Jisung can hear the solemn smile that rests on his pack alphaâs lips
âYeah, of course! Weâll tell you when weâre on our way, just call if you need anything okay? I love you Channie Hyung.â Chan can feel the tears rising once again, but he pushes them
down. He has to be strong for his pack.
âI love you too Hannie.â
A deep silence falls over the kitchen only broken by the sound of the youngest alpha getting up, still a little groggy on his feet from the scruffing. He doesnât say a word, simply makes his way upstairs. Minho opens his mouth to scold him, to tell him they arenât done here but a tender hand rests on his chest stopping the words from spilling.
âLet him be for now. Iâll talk to him.â Hyunjin's voice is smooth, calming, everything a beta needs to be in a time like this. Nobody objects to the betaâs course of action, allowing him to follow their youngest alpha upstairs.
Your room usually smells so heavily, like a sweet cherry milk Hyunjin could drink forever. Right now your smell still lingers of course but the scent of a nasty rainstorm fills the space, itâs so strong that Hyunjin flinches once it hits his nose.
âNot now Hyung, Iâll apologize to Jisung and Seungmin later. I need to get a bag ready for Y/N, I just canât find that shirt she likes.â Jeongin doesnât look at Hyunjin when he talks, his words feel distant, cold, not his Jeongin.
âInnie, relax for a second.â The beta tries to break through to him but the alpha is far more focused on digging through the drawers of your dresser, determined to find that t-shirt you told him you love so much.
âI gotta find this shirt, sheâll want to be comfy when sheâs able to go home. Itâs her favorite shirt hyung, I got it for her! She told me the seams donât irritate the skin on her stomach like other shirts do. I canât find this shirt, I canât fucking do anything can I? I couldnât even keep her safe!â
Jeongin is kind. Jeongin is protective. Jeongin is the packâs baby. Sometimes it feels like Jeongin has more love than he could ever fit in his body, heâs the perfect alpha made of smiles, muscles, and love. The entire pack has seen Jeongin cry over everything from spilling soju all over Chanâs favorite jacket to the night he broke down after you showed up. Hyunjin had seen him cry countless times, heâs a sensitive soul as much as he tries to hide behind his alpha. The way he crumbles in front of Hyunjin right now is different. Itâs pitiful. It makes Hyunjin feel sick. The beta takes careful steps towards his younger mate whoâs now almost hunched over on himself in agony, a devastating mess of tears and loud heavy sobs.
âYeni⊠Itâs okay. Thereâs nothing you could have done.â
âI should have been there! I could have stopped the attack! I could have saved her!â Jeonginâs voice shatters with every word, his full body trembles wrack his body. Hyunjinâs strides are careful before he pulls the broken alpha into his arms.
âShhh, itâs okay. Iâve got you.â The beta coos as he brings the two of them down to sit on the floor. He sways back and forth with the alpha in his arms, his precious baby.
âHyung, Iâm a horrible alpha, I hurt Seungmin and Jisung, I couldnât save Y/N! What can I do?â Hyunjinâs eyes widened at his younger mateâs words.
âThatâs not true Innie and you know it. Everyone adores you, yes you do need to apologize to everyone downstairs but theyâre still our understanding mates, they know how strong your instincts are, they will forgive youâ
âI didnât want to yell at them, I just feel so much pain and anger and nothing is within my control! I feel like Iâm going feral. I lost even more control and yelled at my mates, I made Seungmin cry, he probably hates me now. Itâs not fair, Hyung. They didnât deserve that, fuck she doesnât deserve this! We promised her safety and we failed her!â The youngest alpha sobs and whimpers in Hyunjinâs arms. The older wolf isnât sure what to say, and at this point, he isnât sure if anything he could say would even help.
The two sit together on your bedroom floor for a while, the only sound moving through the tension-filled air is the sound of Jeonginâs whimpers and sniffles. Call him a hypocrite but Hyunjin wishes he could just fix everything. He hates seeing his mates like this. If anyone has failed the pack heâs sure itâs him.
âIs she gonna be okay?â Jeonginâs whimpers can barely be heard through the muffle of Hyunjinâs chest but he hears him loud and clear. He wishes he had the answer, the kind of optimism that glues everything back together again, but Hyunjin has never been one to lie to his mates especially not when it comes to serious situations like this.
âOur omega is a fighter. I can only hope sheâd fight just as hard to stay with us.â
Hyunjin knows he should be a good beta, that he should be convincing his mate to stay positive through this, but convincing himself might be his hardest battle yet.
God I want like. A full body massage. A team of dermatologists acting like an f1 pit crew to destroy my bad skin issues. 3 days in a jacuzzi. Another full body massage. Put onto a medieval torture rack and stretched until it fixes me idk I feel like it'd do wonders for my hips
skz reaction â having a chubby gf 0.1
pairing: hyung line + hyunjin x chubby! reader
synopsis: just the guys being fluffy, in love and obsessed with you
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b.chn
- would looooooove having a chubby gf you can not convince me otherwise
- oh the words of affirmation he would give you:
â âMy gorgeous love.â
â âThat outfit fits you so perfectly.â
â âThere isnât an inch of you that I donât love.â
- would not be able to keep his hands off of you
- you donât love the attention your stomach may get but itâs okay if itâs from him
- heâd hold you so close, making sure he would feel every inch of you pressed against him before heâd fall asleep happily
l.mho
- protective over you
- if one person looks at you wrong, he doesnât hesitate to write them off
- absolutely loses his mind seeing you in his t-shirts
- his ears would get all red, and heâd avoid looking at you but when you get pouty thinking that itâs because he doesnât think you look good
- would reassure you with kisses and would have to confess that itâs because you look too good which would then leave you both a blushing mess
- he likes your thighs the most, his hands always resting on them when an opportunity arises
- sometimes heâll just squish them which ends up feeling ticklish to you to which would lead to a tickle fight just so he can see that beautiful smile
s.cbn
- oh he would be a menace
- constantly hugging you or cooing at you as you eat because he likes the way your cheeks poke out when you do
- it would embarrass you but it also warms your heart since your cheeks are the one thing you donât really care for
- so what Changbin does is gives them special attention to show how loved they are
- he will nudge his nose against them, nip at them lovely and press kisses to them whenever he gets the face
- loves taking your face into his hands and squishing, pressing kisses anywhere and everywhere
- when you get down about your appearance heâs there to cheer you up
- âIâm too heavy,â youâd whine as heâd pull you down on his lap.
- âBaby, you are never too heavy. You are perfect.â
- canât take him shopping with you because everything you try on hugs you in all the right spotsâŠhe feels like heâs going to go insane
â âPretty clothes for my pretty girl.â Heâd beam as he happily carried everything he buys for you through the mall
h.hj
- gonna lose my mind with this one
- you better pray if you are going to be insecure around him because he will do anything and everything to make you see yourself from his perspective
- would spend hours sketching you; whether it be your face or your body
- heâd have sketch pads and canvases of all kinds filled with your likeness
- heâd be obsessed with you
- reassuring words spoken or written as a reminder of how perfect you are
- would write poems about you, about your body, how it fits so perfectly with his
- heâd use all of his talents just to prove how much he adores and loves every inch of you
- âPerfect, beautiful, all for me,â heâd whisper against your skinâleaving your body tingling with a brush of his lips
hiiii authornim~ how ya doin? :) can i please request for a hyunjin smut, like anything. i'm missing him so bad :(( HAHAHHAA hope you're doing great~ âïž anonieeee here
Im doing good!! Thanks for sending this req anon!! Sorry it took so long to get to it, I was busy these couple of daysđ
Day Off
AN: I love himđ„č
CW: Soft, lazy, Unprotected love making. Let me know what other warnings I missed cuz i probably missed something.
WC: 1K
Pairing: Idol!Hyunjin x Afab!Reader
Masterlist Smut under the cut MDNI!!
The late morning sun filtered through the blinds, painting soft stripes across the rumpled sheets. You stirred, blinking your eyes open to find Hyunjin already watching you, a sleepy smile on his face. His hair was a fluffy mess, and his eyes were still soft with sleep.
âMorning,â he murmured, his voice a low rumble. He shifted closer, wrapping an arm around your waist and pulling you against his chest. His warmth was immediate and comforting.
âMorning,â you mumbled back, nuzzling into his neck. He smelled like clean skin and the faint, lingering scent of his soap. âDay off?â
âThe best day,â he confirmed, his hand tracing lazy circles on your back. âNo schedule. No alarms. Just you and me.â
You hummed in contentment, draping a leg over his hip. The world outside your little bubble could wait. For now, there was only the steady rhythm of his breathing, the soft cotton of his t-shirt against your cheek, and the gentle weight of his arm holding you close.
Hours seemed to melt away. You talked about nothing and everythingâyour dreams, the stupid drama youâd seen online, the new song he couldnât get out of his head. You ordered takeout and ate it in bed, feeding each other bites of noodles between kisses. The TV played some mindless variety show in the background, but neither of you was really watching. Your focus was entirely on each other.
As the afternoon light softened into a golden glow, Hyunjinâs touches began to change. They became slower, more deliberate. His fingers, which had been tracing patterns on your back, slid under the hem of your shirt, his palm warm against your skin. He tilted his head, his lips finding yours in a kiss that was different from the playful, morning pecks. This one was deep, slow, and full of unspoken affection.
He rolled you gently onto your back, hovering over you without breaking the kiss. His movements were fluid and graceful, even in the quiet intimacy of the bedroom. He looked down at you, his eyes dark with an emotion that went far beyond simple lust. It was adoration, pure and simple.
âYouâre so beautiful,â he whispered, his thumb brushing a stray strand of hair from your forehead.
You reached up, cupping his face in your hands. âSo are you.â
He smiled, a genuine, heart-stopping smile, and then leaned down to press his lips against yours again. This time, his hands were more purposeful. He tugged your shirt over your head, his gaze never leaving yours. There was no rush, no urgency. Every movement was measured, as if he were memorizing the feel of your skin, the way you shivered when his fingers traced the curve of your hip.
You helped him out of his shirt, your hands roaming over the lean muscle of his chest and shoulders. He was beautiful, like a piece of art you were allowed to touch. He sighed softly when your nails scraped lightly down his back, a sound of pure contentment.
The rest of your clothes disappeared in a similar fashionâa slow, reverent process of discovery. When you were both bare, he settled between your legs, his weight a pleasant, grounding pressure. He didnât enter you right away. Instead, he just held you, his face buried in the crook of your neck, his breath warm against your skin. You wrapped your arms and legs around him, holding him just as tightly.
When he finally pushed into you, it was with a slow, gentle roll of his hips that stole the air from your lungs. There was no sharp sting, only a deep, stretching fullness that felt like coming home. He paused, letting you adjust, his forehead pressed against yours.
âOkay?â he asked, his voice strained.
âPerfect,â you breathed, and you meant it.
He began to move, and it was the antithesis of a frantic, desperate coupling. This was a slow, gentle rocking, a deep and steady rhythm that built a warm, languid heat in your core. His hips met yours in a soft, persistent rhythm, each thrust a whispered declaration of his love. It wasn't about chasing a quick, sharp peak; it was about prolonging the journey, savoring every single moment of connection.
His hands were everywhere, stroking your hair, caressing your face, gripping your hips to pull you closer. You met his gaze, and the intensity you saw there made your heart ache. He was so open, so vulnerable with you. You whispered his name like a prayer, and he answered with a soft kiss.
The pleasure built slowly, like a tide coming in. It wasn't a violent wave crashing over you, but a gentle, overwhelming swell that lifted you higher and higher. You could feel the tension coiling in your belly, sweet and insistent. Hyunjin must have felt it too, because his rhythm shifted just slightly, his hips angling to hit that spot deep inside you that made you see stars.
âLet go for me, baby,â he murmured against your lips. âIâve got you.â
And you did. You let go with a soft cry, your body arching against his as the orgasm washed over you. It was long and drawn out, a blissful, pulsing release that left you trembling and boneless. He followed you over the edge a moment later, his movements stuttering as he buried his face in your neck with a low groan, his warmth spilling inside you.
For a long time, you just lay there, tangled together in the sticky, sweet aftermath. He was still inside you, a comforting weight you werenât ready to give up. You could feel his heart beating against your chest, fast and then slowing to match your own.
He eventually rolled to the side, taking you with him so you were still draped over his chest. He pulled the blankets up over your cooling bodies and kissed the top of your head.
âI love you,â he said, his voice soft but clear in the quiet room.
âI love you too,â you replied, your eyes already drifting closed again.
You fell asleep like that, wrapped up in each other's arms, completely and utterly content. It was, you decided later, the perfect way to spend a day off.
Waiting After The Rain - 22
Pairing: ot8!stray kids x pregnant omega!reader
Synopsis: An omega pregnant and alone after being kicked out by their alpha stumbles upon a pack willing to take them in and care for both the omega and their pup as if they were their own, because now they are.
Genre: strangers to lovers, angsty but lots of fluff to even it out.
Warnings: a/b/o, violence, blood, past abuse physical and verbal, past sexual abuse(mentions of past non-con), mentions of past violence, trauma, self esteem issues, pregnancy, aftermath of abuse, panic attacks, anxiety, pack dynamics, angst but it will be okay, polyamory, cursing, not beta read
A/N: Thank you so much for your love and patience, please enjoy this new chapter!! <3
previous chapter // next chapter(coming soon)
A soft whimper leaves your lips as you sit in the plush rocking chair your mates had insisted you get for the nursery. Watching your alphas building furniture for your pupâs nursery makes your omega purr. Chan and Changbin may bicker over instructions and hammer techniques but they donât complain once. In fact, they wanted to do this for you so badly that it turned into a whole argument for a solid week. Both alphas fought over who would build the crib as if it were the highest honor, and to them it is. The gesture is so domestic that it made their alphas howl at the mere thought of it and it didnât help that neither of them thought the other could build it better. Safe to say that argument ended quickly when Seungmin let out a groan about how they can just share the project, theyâd both suck at it anyway. This lit a fire under their asses, both alphas now determined to give you the best nursery with the most well put together furniture any omega and pup have ever seen. So of course you ruin it. Theyâve told you a million times now that they will do anything you say, but you canât help how your nerves light up. Being difficult is your worst nightmare, and it seems these days you know only how to be difficult.
Like when Minho had to make you a separate dinner because halfway through his cooking your body decided any type of noodles sounded about as good as eating worms. He was so sweet about it though, you squirm slightly at how soft his reaction was.
Minho had sensed that something was on your mind before you were even at his side. His head turned to look at you with a soft smile as he continued to stir the pot of what would usually be his delicious ramyum.
âWhatâs wrong jagiya?â A concerned pout crosses his face.
âMin, I canât eat that.â The words came out as a whisper, further muffled by the way you rest your forehead on his bicep in shame. He immediately placed the spoon down to rest before giving you his full attention. Strong arms encase you, pulling you into a calming hug.
âThatâs okay, what does my kitten want?â Your eyes widened when you looked up at the alpha.
âOh, um, whatever you can make easily without noodles will be fine.â Minho let out a breathy laugh at how adorable you can be when you get like this.
âHow about, I take the leftover ramyun toppings and put them over some rice instead? I can also make whatever you want, just say the word.â Your omega subconsciously purred at the feeling of the alpha taking care of you
âRice is good, thank you, Min.â The alpha gave you a gentle squeeze before placing a soothing kiss on your forehead.
âAnything for you, kitten.â
Or like when Seungmin had upset you, completely by accident. You know the beta is just a big puppy, heâs a sweetheart but heâs got a bite. The kind of bite that never actually hurts, at least it shouldnât, but your hormones canât tell the difference between your Seungminnieâs well-intentioned way of conveying things bluntly and an actual insult. You donât know if youâll ever forgive yourself for how bad Seungmin felt.
âPuppy youâve been on the couch all morning, you donât wanna go rest? Felix just went to take a nap in the den. Maybe you should join him.â Bless Seungminâs heart. The beta had become increasingly concerned with how much rest you got as the pregnancy progressed further. He notices small details most would miss, he sees how tired you get, and he knows what parts of your body ache that day. So Seungmin meant well when he asked if you wanted to go take a nap in the nest. Of course, that sounds too good to die for, but your hormones override that thought. Your omega cried in rejection.
Beta doesnât want us here.
âYou want me to go?â Seungminâs eyes nearly shot out of his head when he saw how your face contorted, fat tears brimming in your usually bright eyes. The beta rushed into action immediately, tugging you into his arms and holding your head against his chest ignoring the feeling of your tears dampening his shirt.
âHey, hey, none of that. Thatâs not what I mean, I just want to make sure you get some rest. Growing a whole pup is hard, you deserve a nice nest and some cuddles. Iâm sorry that I made you think I was rejecting you. I would never reject you.â He doesnât push, he doesnât complain, he just waits. A gentle hand smooths over the back of your head as he waits for you to settle.
âIâm sorry, Iâm just easily upset these days.â You pulled away from him, looking up at him through damp eyelashes. He hesitated for only a moment before raising his hand to cup your cheek using his thumb to wipe away your stray tears.
âItâs okay puppy, why donât we both go join Felix?â You nod softly with a cute sniffle that almost makes Seungmin purr.
So now as you watch Changbin and Chan move furniture around the nursery, you feel a need to bite your tongue even though the mere thought of that dresser being in that spot makes you feel ill. As fate would have it hiding from your mates isnât an option, Felix immediately sits up placing a soft hand on your thigh.
âSunshine, what needs to move?â He reads you so well that it almost makes your head spin.
âUgh, itâs the dresser.â You groan, running your hands over your face.
âSo weâll move it, no big deal.â Changbin flexes his muscles playfully, trying his best to ease your nerves.
âDonât wanna be difficult. Youâve already moved it three times now.â Your sigh makes Chan itch as it settles in his ears.
âYouâre not being difficult. Itâs your pupâs nursery, every little thing is going to be to your liking if itâs the last thing I do as your alpha.â Your eyes widen for a moment before Felix squeezes your thigh.
âSee, your big strong alphas want you to have the perfect nursery, so let them!â Felixâs words strike a chord with you. You have to let them, they have proven time and time again how much they want to do everything for you, you just have to let them. So you take a deep breath.
âOkay. Can we put the dresser against that wall instead? I want it closer to the closet.â Something roars inside of Chan at the sight of you conveying your wants so confidently now. Both alphas move the dresser without even so much as a huff, in fact, to them moving this dresser feels like something special they can do for you so they could never complain.
With the final piece of furniture in place they allow the entire room to rest under your gaze. Itâs hard not to imagine the future of this room. All the books that would be read, all the diapers youâd all change, and memories youâll make. Your mind wanders to your own memories. Your childhood, from
the moment you gained consciousness with stars in your eyes and a heart full of sunshine. One thing sticks out in your mind, a faint melody⊠your music box. God you couldnât be separated from that thing, the soft song became your anchor when things got too scary for your little pup mind. You will do everything in your power to make sure your pup is never scared like you were, but what if?
âShe needs a music box.â Your whisper is barely audible, which only makes your packmates tilt their heads more.
âA music box? Thatâs a beautiful idea.â Felix beams up at you from the floor, barely questioning where this idea has come from.
âWhen I was a pup, I had a music box. I loved it, and so they took it from me.â The way your voice wavers makes the packmates shiver. Chan is the first to act, walking over to where you sit in the rocking chair, crouching down to your level with a warm hand on your own.
âYeah? So weâll get our princess a music box, no worries.â His voice is arguably more comforting than most people would think itâd need to be, but for you itâs everything.
âThereâs that antique store in the mall that Hyunjin loves, why donât you check there?â Changbin speaks up, his voice as sweet as honey and dripping with pride at his suggestion.
âThatâs an amazing idea Bin! Sweetheart, you want to do that? We can go today, just you and me, itâll be a little date.â The pack alphaâs crimson blush has you stifling a laugh.
âIâd love that.â You smile fondly.
Chan keeps his arm firmly placed on the small of your back as you both walk through the mall later that day. Youâve gotten better at going out in public but Chan still wants you to know heâs got you, no matter what. The alpha almost howls when your sweet cherry scent spikes as you notice the antique shop coming into view. This clearly means a lot to you and heâs just happy he gets to give this to you. He wants more of these moments, more of your excitement, more of you just being an omega, his omega.
As you both get closer to the store you notice a large sign slapped on the window.
âOmega only shopping hours from 2pm-4pm.â
Well, that explains the security guard placed firmly at the door. You look up at Chan with a shaky pout. The alpha almost growls, his hand reaches up to your face to comfort you. Heâs ready to tell you that you can come back another time or just wait, maybe grab some food, but your mouth moves before he can even try it.
âI can go by myself.â Your mateâs eyes almost bulge out of his head, his plush lips falling open slightly before closing once again.
âAre you sure sweetheart? You donât have to, we can wait it out. Oh, youâve been craving boba recently! Why donât we go grab some?â Even he doesnât sound convinced by his words. Your voice was too confident. He knows an omega set on something when he sees one, heâs quite familiar with how this scenario plays out with Felix and Jisung. His omega wants this, and as your alpha, he canât deny you your moment.
âIâll be okay! Iâll go in, find a music box, and come back out. Then we can get that boba!â Thereâs something different in the smile that rests on your features. Itâs reassuring. It reminds Chan how far youâve come. It also tells him, you will be getting that boba later. The alpha pulls you tightly into his arms.
âOkay, okay. If you need anything you have your phone and I'll be sitting right out here okay?â You give the alpha a quick kiss before padding over to the antique store youâve heard Hyunjin rave about so many times.
The store feels safe. A tall omega guards the door, the lights are dimmed, and the only things you smell are omegas and the rich smells of wood and old fabric. Your thoughts are broken by the store worker greeting you.
âWelcome in! Anything I can help you find?â Her smile is soft, and she seems kind. Everything about her is soft, like a flower. Is it weird to think that much about her? Do people think this much about you? You know they used to.
âHi. I, um, Iâm looking for a music box.â The worker doesnât seem to even bat an eyelash at how awkward your statement comes out, thatâs comforting.
âOh, we have a bunch! Follow me.â You follow the worker to a back corner of the store, tucked away behind aisles of unique items.
âTheyâre all on this shelf, Iâll be upfront if you need me.â The worker smiles again before leaving you be.
She wasnât wrong, there are quite a few music boxes but your eyes are immediately drawn to a dark wooden one with stars carved into it. Your fingers hover over the music box for a moment, hesitant, before you open it. The inside is even more gorgeous. Your fingers graze over an intricate carving of a sun that rests under the lid. A song begins to play.
Images of your childhood flash in your head. Itâs the song. Your song. Without much thought you hastily shut the music box, letting out of a breath you didnât know you were holding. You know this is the one, this is your daughterâs music box.
The smell hits you all at once. All you want to do is grab the music box and go check out, get back to your alpha, but this smell freezes you deep to your core. The smell of lavender is a more common omega scent, itâs usually sweet and calming but this one is strong. Itâs the kind of smell that suffocates you until all the air leaves your lungs leaving you still as stone.
So when claws dig themselves into the back of your neck you canât even flinch.
âY/N.â The sickly lavender scent, that deep tight voice, itâs your mother.
âWhat do you want?â You whimper as she just digs her claws deeper into your neck. You can feel your own blood slowly trickling down your back. Will Minho be mad that you got blood on one of his favorite sweaters? Maybe you wonât even make it to find out. No. You canât think like that, your pack needs you. Youâre Luna now, they need their Luna. They love you and you love them, you all love your pup. Your pupâŠ
âYou run away from your alpha, leaving such a disgusting stain on our family name and thatâs all you have to say to me you brat?â Your chest feels tighter. Felixâs words play over in your head.
âI never had to stay with that alpha. Iâm my own person.â You swallow, trying your best to be strong, but itâs so hard when the claws only get deeper. They almost feel deeper than the metaphorical claws she had on you most of your life.
Pup. Pup. Protect pup. Need alpha.
Your omega sobs so loudly that your head begins to hurt.
âLast I checked you carry our last name. I birthed you. I raised you better than this, you used to be such a beautiful flower Y/N how could you do this to me?â Your mother uses her grip on your neck to pull your face closer to hers, her words feel like venom as she spits them into your face. Suddenly it feels like youâre thirteen again, and nothing you do is good enough. Years of feeling like a broken omega replay in your head like a depressing film youâll never be able to turn off.
âMom please. Youâre hurting me, youâll hurt the pup.â Finding your voice is difficult, maybe you arenât as strong as Chan thinks you are. How can you stand up to the women who gave you life and spent years raising you? Your mother surely knows best, she knows you, she loves you. Right?
âYou think I care about this bastard pup? You betrayed that strong alpha me and your father found for you, do you really think you deserve to bear his pup and destroy his family name too?â A choked sob rips from your lips.
âPlease stop!â You cry, a sad part of you deep down thinks maybe you can get her to listen, maybe change her mind, fix her. This part of you that will always just want your mommy.
âShut up! Iâm taking you home, this little game of yours is over!â She spits as you sob harder. You canât go back there. All of your hard work canât be ripped away from you like this. You have your pack now, you have to go home to them.
Alpha! Need alpha!
Outside of the antique store a wave of nausea comes over Chan, one heâs sickeningly familiar with. The alphaâs eyes squeeze shut as he tries to pinpoint which of his mates is so upset but nothing could prepare him for the way the color drains from his entire body once he feels that itâs you. As a pack alpha Chan is fast. Heâs the quickest of his pack, good at maneuvering, which heâs never been more grateful for than now. The alpha jumps out of his seat and makes a dash for the antique shop. Heâs more like a bull in a china shop as he pushes past the security guard ignoring the shouts from various employees that heâs not allowed in there. His ears ring, his mind completely focused on your call coming from the bond. Your spoiled cherry scent leads him to the back of the store, he just wanted to be relieved to find you but the sight in front of him makes him dizzy instead.
Protect mate! Protect pup!
His alpha forces a powerful alpha growl to rumble in his chest. The kind that would make any omega tremble, but youâve never been happier to hear it. Things are a little hazy now but you know your alpha is here, you can almost rest.
Your mother may be evil incarnate, but against all odds, she is still an omega. The growl causes her to rip her claws from your neck to try and get away. In her haste, she scratches down your back causing you to let out a blood-curdling scream before falling to the ground in agony. Your arms immediately grip your stomach trying to use the last of your strength to protect your pup from the fall.
Chan sees red. Within seconds heâs lunging at your mother with no remorse.
âWho the hell do you think you are?â The alpha growls deeply as he slams your mother into the ground subsequently knocking her out. Rage nearly eats him alive but he refuses to stoop to this omegaâs level, and more than anything you need him.
The store employees watch in horror as Chan tosses your mother to the side to bring his focus back to you. The alpha scoops you up in his arms fresh tears blooming in his eyes as he comes down from his more feral state. One large hand rests on the back of your neck in a desperate attempt to slow the bleeding while his other hand cradles your cheek pushing away the strands of hair that stick to your face.
âItâs okay baby, youâre okay, alphaâs got you.â He coos as his eyes scan over you checking for any other injuries.
âChannie.â You croak out as things start to feel heavier.
âHey! Youâre okay just breathe, think about your pup. Can you feel your pup?â He takes a deep breath before looking up at the employees, anger brewing deeper into his veins. âWhat are you people doing? Call a fucking ambulance!â He demands, his voice nearly shaking the store with the sheer force of it.
A soft hand gripping his arm snaps him out of his panic-induced rage. His head immediately snaps down to you. Heâs never seen you look this small, even when you were starved and bruised that first night he met you, you still seemed bigger than the whole sky to him.
âChannie I love you.â You whimper as you try to curl closer to the alpha. For once in your life, youâre not scared anymore. You have your alpha here to protect you. Itâs a bit of a mess in your head but you can feel your pack crying out for you, thatâs all that matters. Chan is right, theyâve got you now. So maybe you can rest, your eyes have never felt quite this heavy before.
âNo. No no no! Stay awake for me sweetheart, help is gonna come and youâre gonna get all patched up!â His phone wonât stop ringing. Itâs the pack no doubt about it, they can feel the absolute terror and pain emitting from both of your sides of the bond, god Chan canât even think about how panicked they must be but of course, he can feel it from them, itâs just cruel. Theyâre just as scared as Chan and theyâre not even here. How could he possibly face them? âYou hear my phone ringing? Iâm sure itâs Jisung, heâs probably so worried about you, you gotta stay awake for him!â He pleads to you or maybe to anyone that would listen, anyone that could keep you safe. Because apparently he canât.
Heâs never felt more useless in his life. As your alpha, his sole purpose in life is to protect his pack and if he canât even manage to do that during a trip to the mall, heâs failed you.
The last thing you hear is Chanâs devastating sobs before your vision begins to fade.
Waiting After The Rain - 20
Pairing: ot8!stray kids x pregnant omega!reader
Synopsis: An omega pregnant and alone after being kicked out by their alpha stumbles upon a pack willing to take them in and care for both the omega and their pup as if they were their own, because now they are.
Genre: strangers to lovers, angsty but lots of fluff to even it out.
Warnings: a/b/o, violence, past abuse physical and verbal, past sexual abuse(mentions of past non-con), mentions of past violence, trauma, self esteem issues, pregnancy, aftermath of abuse, panic attacks, anxiety, pack dynamics, angst but it will be okay, polyamory, cursing, not beta read, suggestive, MDNI, smut, mating, oral
A/N: This chapter comes with an 18+ warning, please read at your own risk and do not interact if you are a minor, please and thank you. Enjoy the chapter <3 Iâm really nervous about this one so donât be too mean okay?
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âWhy are you up? Youâre probably exhausted.â Your nurturing instincts shoot into overdrive, your omega begging you to take care of him. With a deep breath you observe the alpha. His scent is still pretty strong letting you know heâs still in his rut.
âDonât tell Seungmin!â He yelps, causing you to tilt your head in confusion.
âDo I have a reason to tell him?â
âNo! I mean no you donât, I wonât hurt you. My rut is almost over anyway. I just couldnât sleep because I could feel that you were awake. No one knows Iâm
up here.â
âThatâs right⊠You can feel me now.â You sigh, your mind wandering to the fresh bite mark resting on your neck. Looking at the alpha for any sign of disgruntlement with the situation, but all you find is the same love-struck face youâve come to adore.
âItâs not a bad thing! I really like it, itâs just making it really hard for me to stay away from you.â Thereâs a soft tug at your heart knowing that it was already hard enough for Jeongin to stay away and you made it worse by letting Chan claim you.
Itâs weird the way your body relaxes at this moment. Thereâs no fear. If this were even two months ago you would have run but now something overcomes you. Something probably stupid.
âIf anyone catches us, this was all my idea. They canât be mad at me.â You speak abruptly, rushing to take Jeonginâs arm, leading him up to your room.
âPrincess, I don't know if this is a good idea.â Jeonginâs voice is hesitant, like a child about to be caught by their parents. Obviously, his mates arenât his parents, but he can think of many things heâd enjoy more than feeling the wrath of the betas, or, god forbid, Minho, for bothering you during his rut, even if he has no ill intentions.
âWhy? Do you think I canât trust you?â you ask honestly, once again searching his face for any sign of anything actually to worry about.
âNo! Of course, you can trust me. Itâs just, you just mated with Chan, you two shouldnât be separated for too long.â The alpha watches you from outside your nest with bated breath. Heâs trying so hard to be the responsible one but you drive him insane.
âArenât I mated to all of you now?â You raise an eyebrow.
âWell yeah but heâs the one who bit you, itâs a little different..â
âWell I miss my mates and that includes you. So unless you want me to be sad and wake up the whole house you should lie with me in my nest.â You sit back on your calves smirking at the alpha, caught 'em. Jeongin canât help but stare, you look so beautiful like this. The moonlight creeping through your window does little to hide you from his view, his eyes wander over you, drinking in the way your stomach still manages to show through Chanâs massive shirt, the little bit of your thighs peaking from under your sleep shorts, youâre perfect in every way. The alpha hesitates for a moment before letting out a groan, something between frustration and need. You purr as soon as the alpha crawls into your nest. Itâs hard to fathom the feelings that take over you, you never knew you could miss someone this much.
Jeongin moves to sit up against the headboard wanting easy access to leave quickly if he has to but the way you immediately move to wrap your arms around his neck lets him know that wonât be easy. The second youâre in his arms a calm takes over him, no more noise, just you two and your wolves that are equally as happy to be reunited. After a while, Jeongin thinks you may finally be falling back asleep but you speak up, voice barely above a whisper.
âI know you donât have to bite me because Chan connects us all, but would you ever consider doing it anyway?â
âYouâd want my bite too?â You canât see it but Jeonginâs eyes widen.
âI know Felix and Jisung have all the alphasâ bites, and I want that too.â You hum before looking up at Jeongin. The alphaâs eyes have grown larger as he looks down at you, the bond is calm, youâre dead serious. The way you look up at him with innocent eyes churns something deep inside him.
âNow? I donât want to overwhelm you.â He frowns.
âLike I said, Iâll take the blame.â Youâre in control. For once in your life you have total control over the entire situation and it feels good. The alpha hesitates again but he happily makes work of pressing soft kisses to the left side of your neck, the side untouched by any bite. He kisses up and down your neck before peppering your face with sweet kisses, making his way to your soft and waiting lips.
âYou sure pretty girl?â The sight of your nodding head with a lazy smile spread across your lips almost makes the alpha lose it, the keyword being almost.
âWords princess.â Jeongin places his hand under your chin, rubbing his thumb softly over it.
âI want this. Please Jeongin.â Your words are followed by a soft gasp as the alpha pulls you closer in his arms. He places a kiss on your scent gland before biting the soft flesh. Itâs intense but nowhere near as overwhelming as Chanâs. Thereâs a distinct difference held in the fact that heâs not overwriting any previous bite, the way Chan took power in biting where that monsterâs bite once was while Jeongin bites the opposite side of your neck, simply joining Chanâs claim over you. Just as Chan did, Jeongin takes his time licking the new wound clean before pulling away and placing a soft kiss on your forehead. You two donât need to exchange words for you to know what to do next. Your lips rest on the curve of his neck for a moment before you bite down. Jeonginâs grip on your hips tightens but not hard enough to hurt. When you pull away youâre able to get a good look at Jeonginâs now glossy eyes. The same eyes that have never looked at you with anything but love, your heart beats a little faster at the thought. Thereâs a thick tension looming over the room as you look into each otherâs eyes sharing a knowing glance. You can feel the hesitation and even fear swirling around in the alphaâs head yet his scent doesnât sour.
âJeongin, you are the first alpha Iâve ever fully trusted. I promise you I want this.â His eyes widen at the way you read him like a book. He searches your doe eyes for any sign that this was a lie, that maybe his rut was causing him to hallucinate, but he finds none. Jeongin gently holds you, one hand on your back the other holding your cheek as his lips meet yours. You two fall into a melodic rhythm, and your kiss turns into a makeout session in a blur. Itâs a lot softer than you remember, making out with an alpha, heâs stronger than Felix but he barely shows it with you. His touch, his pace, his lips, itâs all so soft. Youâre precious to him, he knows how huge this moment is for your relationship and he will do anything to not ruin that. Heâs determined to make this as special for you as possible. Youâre more needy, the way you straddle his lap causes you to subconsciously grind down onto him as your kisses intensify.
âYou both have lost your minds.â A betaâs voice coming from the doorway causes you both to pull apart only slightly. Jeongin keeps a protective hand on your back ready to snarl at the intruder, but itâs just Seungmin. Heâs been caught and all the alpha can do is let out a childish whimper.
âMinnie I promise this was my idea.â You try to soothe the beta, not wanting Jeongin to get the blunt end of his protective beta instincts. Though the way his eyes linger on the second fresh bite mark on your neck lets you know Jeongin is going to get it regardless of how cutely you act with Seungmin.
âHe shouldnât have even left the den.â he scoffs.
âI know, but he did and whatâs done is done. Iâm safe with Jeongin,â you whisper cutely causing Jeongin to let out a groan. The beta slowly stalks over to you, taking your chin in his hand. Jeongin immediately tries to growl at him but a quick scenting from you calms him down. Seungmin looks away from the alpha to look into your eyes.
âYou want this?â
âReally badly.â You nod, and an awkward smile spreads across your lips. Seungmin nods before turning back to Jeongin.
âDonât act like a dog, get her comfortable.â Seungminâs voice is deeper, a hint of something youâve never heard from him before. Itâs really hot. Your body produces more slick just at the sound of his voice, oh you know youâre screwed now. Jeongin reacts immediately to the beta, moving you from his arms to lay you in the middle of your nest.
âMay I join you Omega?â Seungminâs words send shockwaves through your body making you squirm under the wolvesâ watchful eyes.
âYes.â You whimper. The beta takes Jeonginâs spot at the head of the bed, allowing you to rest your head in his lap. He runs his hand through your hair before looking back up at the alpha.
âGo ahead, take care of her.â Like an obedient puppy, Jeongin doesnât hesitate to leave kisses up and down your body, fully worshipping you. Somewhere along the way your shirt gets raised exposing more skin than heâs ever seen from you. Heâs absolutely enthralled, silently rubbing his cheek against the curve of your stomach before continuing with his kisses. As he kisses up your thigh, his teeth end up resting on the hem of your shorts.
âMay I?â He mumbles through his teeth.
âPlease.â you groan. The alpha all too happily uses his teeth to rid you of the layers of fabric between him and what he yearns for. He grips your thighs almost too tightly looking back at the masterpiece in front of him.
âSo pretty! Pretty pretty puppy!â A particularly loud groan erupts from the alphaâs chest.
âSeung, sheâs so wet. She slicks more than Jisung!â
Seungmin just lets out a low laugh as the alpha lowers himself once again, getting himself comfortable between your legs. It starts with a soft kiss, just testing the waters, giving you a chance to turn back. He wouldnât be mad, and he hopes you know that. Instead, you squirm under him, silently begging for more. Lucky for you, he was born to please. The alpha dives in, quickly lapping you up like a dog dying of starvation. Your little whimpers and mewls are music to not just Jeonginâs ears but Seungminâs too. Theyâre used to pulling reactions out of their mates but this, theyâd never gotten a reaction like this. The way your thighs involuntarily squish against the alphaâs head gives way to how close you are. Jeongin nearly cums in his pajama pants noticing how quickly heâs pulling an orgasm out of you.
âCome on, be a good puppy. Finish for your alpha.â Seungminâs coos send you over the edge, pulled into a pit of pure bliss. Jeongin savors you, licking up every last drop. Heâll never forget how sweet you tasted tonight. As you begin to come down Seungmin notices the way your eyes haze, your head lulling to the side slightly. He rushes to make you look up at him.
âNo no, puppy. You stay with us okay? You need a minute?â His voice isnât panicked, heâs seen his fair share of omegas fucked out of their mind. He knows youâre fine but of course, he is going to give you extra attention due to the circumstances.
âNever⊠Iâve never been eaten out before.â Your words are quiet, a little slurred behind your sloppy smile. Both wolves share a glance, giving each other a smirk.
âAw baby, Jeongin did so good didnât he?â You squirm at the thought. Your thighs are trying to press together searching for friction once again.
âDoes our puppy want more?â Seungmin purrs rubbing the back of his hand over your flushed cheek. You nod furiously, desperate to be full. Youâd waited too long for this. You let so many things stop you from taking what you want, you donât want to think anymore, just do.
âJeongin baby, I think our puppy is ready for you.â Seungmin looks at him for a moment taking in his hungry eyes and then down towards the alphaâs throbbing dick causing the tent in his pants. Your mind is fuzzy, but you surely take note of how hot Seungmin is like this. You did not think the beta, or any beta for that matter could make you feel like this. Jeongin hovers over you for a moment. Your brain feels like mush as you look into the alphaâs handsome eyes.
âWhat do you need, princess?â
âNeed⊠need you, so bad.â You whimper, your resolve growing thin. Jeongin isnât cruel. He pulls you into a passionate kiss before making quick work of removing his bottoms and lining himself up in front of you. He gently warns you before entering, his tip rests teasingly at your entrance before he enters slowly, allowing you to savor each inch. The sweet sounds you let out have the alpha holding himself back from bottoming out immediately. Heâs going to do this right, no matter what you do to him. He stalls for a moment allowing you to take your time adjusting to the new feeling, silently watching for any signs of discomfort from you. The last time youâd been with anyone was probably when youâd gotten pregnant. It wasnât pleasant, it never was, youâre used to the way an alpha just takes what they want. Jeongin doesnât do that. Yet you can feel the way your mind tries to wander for a moment, trying to drag you down in this perfect moment. Of course, both wolves can feel it, jumping in to bring you back to reality.
âShhh, take your time. You're safe with us baby, do you want to stop?â Jeongin coos rubbing his hand softly over your stomach in an attempt to ground you.
âNo! Iâm good, I just need you.â You babble, eager to feel the alpha fully.
Jeonginâs eyes nearly roll into the back of his head as he moves into his first thrust. Heâs not aggressive even though you know he could be and soon your nerves are completely soothed, replaced with the electrifying feeling of being with your mate. His thrusts fall into a beautiful rhythm as his hands still manage to explore any body part he could get to.
âSuch a pretty puppy, you take your alpha so well.â Seungmin hums from behind you causing you to let out a mess of soft whimpers. The beta keeps a soothing hand on your shoulder, making sure that you know heâs here for you throughout all of this. Heâd like to think as a beta heâs helping, but deep down he knows youâre stronger than any of them could have expected. You wanted this, and you took it.
âMine. My princess. Love you so much. Gonna knot you okay?â The alphaâs thrusts get sloppier as soft growls spill out from his lips. Seungmin knows all too well how close he is.
âYours! Please Innie, love you!â Your whining completely rips Jeongin over the edge. He feels the way your walls clench around him, letting him know youâre right there with him so he doesnât feel bad that heâs so close. Jeongin is many things, but never greedy. This is all about you, everything he does is for you.
âThank you, thank you, thank you.â The alpha spills inside of you with a string of loud grateful whines feeling you cum over his swelling knot.
Both of you are absolutely spent, unable to form any words just yet but the energy in the air and the fucked out looks on your faces tell the full story.
Jeongin peppers your face with sweet kisses as his knot deflates.
âYou did so good, princess! So proud of you.â The sweet words from your alpha cause a deep crimson blush to spread across your cheeks. You try your best to hide your face in the betaâs thigh but he doesnât let you.
âNuh-uh, you were so good, you deserve the praise.â Seungmin coos rubbing circles with his thumb against your collarbone.
Once his knot deflates fully heâs able to pull out, leaving you feeling empty. You whine for a moment as he stands up to put his pants back on but Jeongin quickly pulls you into his arms letting you know heâs still with you, always. You curl into him immediately, your eyes already drooping as sleep pulls you in.
âWe should probably go sleep in bed with Channie hyung so he doesnât worry.â The alpha smiles at you, trying to encourage you to stay awake just long enough to join the pack alpha again. You nod sleepily, allowing the alpha to put your sleep shorts back on you before gathering you up in his arms to carry you to Chanâs bed.
âIâll join you guys, just going to text the group chat and let them know where we are.â Seungmin smiles as Jeongin places you between him and Chan. Lucky for him Chan doesnât wake, only stirring to pull you both into his arms. Heâs not sure how Chan will react, but thatâs a problem for tomorrow Jeongin. The last thing you feel before sleep finally pulls you under is Seungmin crawling into the bed behind Chan. All you could hope for was that one day, this would be something you experience with the entire pack.
Waiting After The Rain - 19
Pairing: ot8!stray kids x pregnant omega!reader
Synopsis: An omega pregnant and alone after being kicked out by their alpha stumbles upon a pack willing to take them in and care for both the omega and their pup as if they were their own, because now they are.
Genre: strangers to lovers, angsty but lots of fluff to even it out.
Warnings: a/b/o, violence, past abuse physical and verbal, past sexual abuse(mentions of past non-con), mentions of past violence, trauma, self esteem issues, pregnancy, aftermath of abuse, panic attacks, anxiety, pack dynamics, angst but it will be okay, polyamory, cursing, not beta read, SUGGESTIVE
A/N: thank you so much for your patience and kind words <3 after the insanely long wait, coming in at 6,020 words total making this my longest chapter yet, here is chapter 19. enjoy ;)
previous chapter // next chapter(coming soon)
This morning is better. You donât feel like youâd been beaten up, youâre back to just the usual pregnancy aches and pains, and thatâs a win in your books. When you head down to breakfast you notice Minho sitting in Jeonginâs usual spot next to your normal seat. You look over to see a pouting Jeongin so you take it upon yourself to greet him first. The younger alpha immediately holds you close, burying his face into the fabric of the hoodie covering your stomach. He places a sweet kiss on your middle before looking up at you with the most adorable puppy dog eyes, which just scream at you to kiss him; you canât say no to that. The kiss is short and sweet, you give a gentle squeeze to his hand before heading to your seat, where Minho already has a plate ready for you. As you sit down you take notice of whoâs missing.
âWhereâs Channie and Jisung?â You hum.
âHyung was up really late, he's probably going to sleep in. Jisung is eating breakfast in the nest, heâs got a headache. Nothing you need to worry your pretty little head about.â Minho smiles sweetly as he urges you to eat your breakfast, but if you werenât worried before, you are now. Not only did Minho usually get upset when you didnât all eat together, but he was being sickly sweet right now. After what you overheard outside the office the other night, bright red lights went off in your head. You didnât push though, not wanting to upset the alpha you ate breakfast without an issue.
You spend a while contemplating checking on Jisung. Even though Minho had asked you not to, claiming he didnât want you to get sick but your chest aches. Heâs your omega, your baby boy, even if he is older than you. So when the smell of the sweetest chocolate cake fills your nose followed by a soft knock at your bedroom door you jump up, to the best of your ability given your current state, without any hesitation. You open the door but before you can even open your mouth Jisung takes your wrist, guiding you down to the pack den. Heâs quiet and gentle, which is not like him at all. The older omega lays you down gently in the middle of the nest before crawling in next to you, practically wrapping his body around you like a koala. Subconsciously, you melt into his touch, and in turn, he scents you heavily. His scent is sweet; if it were any other omega besides your packmate, youâd probably be sick.
âMinho said you didnât feel good, is everything okay Sungie?â You coo at the omega, eager to help the omega feel better, if his illness was affecting his scent and his behavior this much it could be pretty serious.
âIâm in pre-heat. I have been for a couple of days.â He blurts it out. It wasnât supposed to come out like that, he wanted so badly to ease you into this but his mind is so fuzzy. His omega clawing at the surface for control he doesnât even understand why he said that. Your heart drops at his words, heat⊠heâs in heat. Sure they all had sex with you in the house, but this is different. Heats are so much more intense. Your mind races at the thought. No one had had any conversation with you about what to expect or what to do. How did they even handle their cycles? Are they synced up? Many times theyâve all assured you they werenât jealous of each other but ruts were different, god especially if theyâre synced up any alpha in their rut would go feral for a fertile omega in heat laying in front of them, you doubt theyâd be able to share then. You shake your head trying to focus, you have to be there for Jisung. The only way for an omega to get relief is from an alpha, you have to do something.
âIf youâre in heat you need an alpha! Iâll go get someone for you.â Your voice is so panicked that it makes Jisung grimace, his omega growls at him for not keeping you comfortable.
âPlease donât! If anyone finds out all the alphas will come and then youâll have to leave because once my heat starts, everyone else will follow. I know youâre probably really scared of the alphasâ ruts but I just want to be here with you.â Jisungâs voice is whiny, even worse than it usually is.
âI- fuck! Jisung I canât help you, and if they find out Iâm keeping you away from them theyâll be so upset.â Your voice is panicked which only makes Jisung panic. The omega pulls you closer to him, resting your head directly on his scent gland, praying his scent can calm you.
âI donât need help.â He growls softly. âI just need you, my sweet omega. Just want you and puppy.â His words border on babbling the further he gets into the sentence, his nose stays firmly planted in your hair, inhaling your scent as if itâs the most addictive drug on the planet. A vital realization seems to hit you, heats are an omegaâs most vulnerable state and he wants you here with him. Your mind begins to fuzz as your omega takes over. While your movements are soft but instinctual, scenting him so heavily that the room smells like thereâs a giant chocolate cherry cake in the middle of it. The older omega doesnât protest when you fret over him, making sure the nest is to his liking, placing soft soothing kisses to his plush cheeks. Heâs but all too focused on your bump, caressing and cooing at the curve of your stomach. After youâd gotten your phone you did a lot of research into pregnancy and pack dynamics during it. It took you a whole month but eventually you worked up the nerve to click the article on how a pregnancy could affect the packmatesâ cycles. Itâs a given that a pregnant omega would have effects on alphas but bonded omegas are worse, in the eyes of their omega that pup is theirs too, that combined with the power of any omega bond itâs the perfect recipe for Jisung to be all over you and your bump as he settles into his pre-heat.
Much to your surprise it takes hours for anyone to come looking for either of you. The sound of the basement door opening makes your heart drop. The smell of soft fresh roses gives away that itâs just Hyunjin, no alphas. Jisungâs really out of it now, so when the loudest omega growl youâd ever heard rattles against your eardrum, safe to say youâre shocked heâs coherent enough to do that. The omega pulls you closer to his chest, turning your head away from who he sees as an intruder.
âSungie.â The betaâs voice is as soft as a hand defusing a bomb, a delicate omega bomb. All he gets is another growl in return, but no explosion, not yet.
âMy love, I know you want them with you, but we didnât talk about this. You didnât even ask if she wanted this.â The broken whimper that comes from beside you hurts, but Hyunjin is right. You canât spend his heat with him, not yet. Maybe if it was just him but the idea of being with the whole pack makes anxiety bubble in your chest.
âGet Minho,â you speak firmly, you canât see Hyunjin but the way his rosy scent spikes you can imagine how your words shocked him.
âY/N, I donât know if thatâs a good idea. Heâs-â
âI said get Minho.â Your voice is pointed but not cold. Being a beta, Hyunjin can read you like no other. He knows you have both yours and Jisungâs best interests in mind so he obeys.
The cinnamon scent is almost suffocating now, much stronger than it was just this morning. Minho walks slowly, stopping shortly after each step towards the nest. Jisungâs interest is immediately piqued, pulling you closer and growling once again but you do your best to push out more of your milky scent to ease him. Minho kneels down next to the nest, heâs close enough that you can see the slight haze that takes over his cat-like eyes. His hands rest in his lap as he waits for you to speak, a clear sign of his submission to you.
âI canât stay with Jisung.â You blurt out, your voice shakes. Your fears are only confirmed when Jisung lets out the most devastating whine imaginable. Your omega begins to cry, begging you to change your mind.
Mate needs you. Protect mate from alpha.
âI know,â Minho whispers. The room is silent for a moment before you look back up at Minho.
âYou have to promise me youâll take care of him. Heâs gonna be so hurt that Iâm not here and everything in me is screaming at me to protect him from you.â Warm tears fall down your cheeks with your words. Minhoâs eyes widened before softening again, heâd do anything for his omegas.
âYou have my word. If anything happens to any of you, you can kill me yourself.â The alpha bows at the side of the nest, determined to show you how much he means his words. You maneuver yourself around to face Jisung, itâs a little hard given his grip and your bump but you manage. The older omegaâs eyes are hazy and full of fresh tears, it just breaks your heart. Over the months youâd been with the pack Jisung had become your puppy, you love spending your days babying him and giving him as much attention as possible. God did he eat it up too, heâd say you were one of the best things to ever happen to him but youâd really say itâs the other way around. You feel like youâre betraying him as the back of your hand softly glides across his cheek, desperately trying to not only comfort him but your own omega as well.
âI love you so much Ji, and Iâll be waiting for you as soon as itâs over yeah? Maybe if at some point youâre up to it you can come see me upstairs in between some of your spikes. I promise weâll both be okay.â Your teary-eyed smile leaves Jisung speechless, he just reaches his hand to lay it flatly against your bump.
âWeâll both be waiting for you okay? Iâll have so many cuddles saved up for you.â You giggle sadly, before leaning in to plant a kiss on his soft lips. Heâs practically putty in your hands now, youâre able to lay him down in the nest softly before leaning down to pepper his face with sweet kisses. With one final kiss and a deep breath, you leave the nest. You give Minho one final look, one that lets him know how serious you are about him taking care of your omega, before you leave the den one last time before their cycles end.
When you emerge from the den Jeongin is waiting behind the door, and the alpha immediately pulls you into his embrace.
âI canât imagine how hard this is for you, I wish I could fix it.â The alphaâs voice is strained, even if you hadnât seen his wet eyelashes youâd know heâd been crying.
âItâs okay, I promise Iâll be fine while you all⊠handle yourselves.â You hum, your head nestled into the crook of his neck. His scent is earthier, he must be starting soon as well.
âI can stay up here with you if you want, I promise I can behave! I just donât want you to be alone.â You want to respond and tell him thatâs not necessary, you want him to enjoy his rut with his pack, but Chan speaks before you have the chance.
âActually Iâll be staying up here with her.â Jeongin whips his head around, ready to protest his pack leader but Chan cuts him off.
âIâm the one with the most control during my ruts. I already talked to Felix and Han and they were okay with it.â Chanâs not just speaking to Jeongin now, heâs speaking to you too. A pack alpha missing their omegasâ heats is unheard of, but heâs willing to do it for you. Your mouth falls open as you look between the two alphas. Jeongin pulls you back into his embrace, taking in your scent. He pulls away for a moment, leaning down to be at eye level
with the curve of your stomach.
âI love you princess.â He places a sweet kiss before
coming back up to see you. Without another word, he takes your face in his hands.
âAnd I love you so much. My ruts donât last long, I will come see you the second I feel better.â The alpha seals his words with a kiss. Itâs hungry, but still
full of his love for you.
With that the youngest alpha retreats to the den, fighting an internal battle you may never understand. Your eyes wander away from the closed basement door to Chan. Heâs always been bad at hiding his emotions, not just in his scent, but in his face too. You can see the mix of determination and fear lingering on his soft facial features. His scent is basically filling the entire room, itâs got a sour edge to it but overall itâs strong and steady.
âI will stay in my room, I will only bother you to check on you, and if you need me for anything.â His voice comes out more confident than you thought it would, it eases your nerves just enough for you to breathe.
Chan stays true to his promise, heâs been in his room for over two days now. You didnât think deeply enough about how much youâd miss the pack. Luckily youâve been able to see Hyunjin and Seungmin a couple of times. Betas donât have heats or ruts but they are extremely important to the pack in times like this so you donât feel hurt that theyâre down there instead of up here with you. They both try their best to alternate and come up to see you whenever they have the chance.
Youâre finishing up cooking dinner when Hyunjin comes up, shocked to see you in the kitchen.
âYou know Minho prepared a bunch of dinners and put them in the freezer right?â The betaâs voice is much smaller than youâre used to, heâs walking on eggshells. It almost annoys you because you donât need that. You donât want that.
âI wanted to do something nice. Itâs done now so you can take some with you when you go back down there. Take that bag with you too, it has a bunch of my clothes worn and scented.â You donât look at him when you speak instead you point to the bag that sits on the floor next to the basement door before going back to plating the food you made into containers. Hyunjin walks over to you, his movements are soft and calculated. His long arms wrap around you before he places a kiss on your cheek.
âThank you, I know this is hard for you.â
âYou donât have to thank me, Iâm just taking care of my pack.â Your words are confident in a way that Hyunjin has never heard from you before. It makes his beta purr, deeply satisfied with your newfound behaviors.
âIf you need anything, weâll still be here, please donât forget that.â The beta hesitates for a moment, choosing his words wisely.
âChan will never hurt you. But goddess forbid, if anything happens, you shout for us. Doesnât have to be loud, weâll know.â Thereâs something layered to his words that you donât quite understand but you appreciate them nonetheless.
âThat wonât happen, but sure, I will. I promise.â You smile, giving him a final kiss before sending him on his way with the food and your clothes.
You contemplate whether you should bring Chan his food, heâd told you heâd make his own food but you refused to leave him out when you made enough for everyone. Maybe you could leave it on the counter and send him a text? Something inside you pushes away that idea, your omega coming to the forefront to beg you to bring the food to him yourself. If you had to guess he probably started his rut sometime this morning, maybe heâs not that bad yet. He seemed pretty coherent during his preheat yesterday, youâd be okay to just drop off some food right? With a deep breath, you take the bowl, waking up to the alphaâs room with slow calculated steps. You stand outside his door for several minutes before you gather the courage to knock. You hear a soft approval to come in from the other side, it takes a moment but you bring yourself to enter his room.
âI made you some dinner.â Your words come out more shaken than you had intended. Chan is lying in his bed, in nothing but a pair of sweatpants, ones you werenât even his. Your heart aches at the thought that he might be struggling with being away from his mates right now, and itâs all your fault.
âAw, thank you Y/N. You can just leave it here.â The alpha manages to push out one of his big dimpled smiles for you but you can see the way he grimaces behind it. Your mind lights up like a Christmas tree, telling you to leave the food and go but your omega just canât do that.
âI can feed you, if youâre not feeling well.â You blurt out causing the alpha to look at you a little shocked.
âBaby, you donât have to do that, did you even eat yet?â No you haven't, you just want to take care of them.
âI havenât.â You frown, afraid he may kick you out now.
âSo weâll share.â He smiles scooting over in his bed to make room for you. Your head tilts cutely before you make your way to the bed. When your skin touches his you notice how hot it is, it almost burns you. You donât bring yourself to comment though, not wanting to ruin this. You fall into a pattern, you feed Chan a bite then yourself, and so on until the bowl is empty. Your heart aches knowing this means youâll have to leave the alpha again, you just wish things were different, that you were different.
âIs it hypocritical that I donât want to leave?â you pout. Chanâs eyes widen at your words.
âWhen I said Iâm the one with the most control, I meant it. I wouldnât even touch you without permission right now.â
âI know. Youâre such a good alpha Chan. I wish I could be a better omega.â you frown looking away from the alpha contemplating leaving the room.
âPlease let me hold you.â The alpha pleads causing your eyes to widen.
âChan-â
âYou canât just say something like that and not allow me to comfort you.â You look at him for a moment, looking for any trace of something not genuine. You find none. So you hesitantly nod, crawling into the alphaâs lap. He immediately wraps his arms around you, rocking you only slightly, one of your favorite habits of his.
âBaby, you have given us everything. You allowed us to take you in and fall so deeply in love with you. Youâre even giving us our first pup, that alone is worth its weight in gold.â You canât see it but the alpha is smiling ear to ear, thinking about how perfectly you fit into his pack.
âI canât be there for any of you during this vulnerable time, just because it makes me stupidly anxious.â You huff, frustrated with yourself.
âYour trauma isnât your fault my love, and we sure as hell are not entitled to your body or even your presence.â He places a soft kiss on your temple.
âBut Iâm keeping you away from your omegas.â
âYouâre also my omega, my very pregnant omega. I cannot stress enough how much being with you calms my rut brainâ You turn to look up at him, confused by his words.
âIâm not even doing anything to help?â
âMy wolf is fully satisfied when my omega is sitting in my lap, pupped and safe. Of course, I miss the pack and want to be there for them through this but this is the easiest rut Iâve ever had and itâs thanks to you.â The alpha voice is barely above a whisper. You now both share a matching blush at the revelation. It becomes hard for you to find the words to say and you end up a little lost in your own thoughts, but Chan is right there to pull you back.
âHave you ever heard of fated mates?â Chan doesnât know why he said it, why he wants to have this talk now but heâs already dived headfirst and thereâs no going back
âUh, I only know a little bit from movies and stuff.â You frown.
âItâs okay, Iâll explain it to you,â Chan speaks sweetly, giving your arms a soft squeeze of reassurance. âItâs rare but some wolves are born with a bond attached to them, to the person they are destined to spend their life with. Our pack is special because we all share that bond with each other. We can feel each otherâs emotions, even when weâre apart.â
âBut canât all mates do that?â You whisper.
âNo, not in the same sense. Typical mates are more in tune with their mateâs emotions and existence but we can feel each other. I know when Jisung finds out he ran out of his favorite snacks. I knew when Jeongin fell in love with you. I even knew what happened on Christmas.â A deep blush spreads across your cheeks.
âThatâs a little weird no?â The alpha lets out a hearty laugh.
âOkay, itâs not like how youâre thinking. I feel everyone the most intensely as the leader, Seungmin and Hyunjin are a very close second though as betas the bond holds them to a higher ranking because they need to know how we feel to be able to help the pack. Think of me like the epicenter and everyone is connected to me but also to each other. I couldnât exactly know for sure what you two were doing but I could feel that Felix was, well horny.â His laugh turned into a more awkward one at his confession.
âBut Iâm not a part of that bondâŠâ You trail off looking away from the alpha, this feels like a kick in the gut. Why would Chan bring this up now? This is just another reminder of your failures and why you feel like you shouldnât stay with the pack some days.
âThatâs the thing, we feel you. When Changbin found you, he told us he felt like the air had left his lungs. Everything in him screamed that youâre his. All of us later had similar reactions once we met you. We always had this dull ache in the bond, which means that someone was missing, and now we are certain itâs you. We canât sense you fully yet because we arenât mated but that pull? Itâs undeniable.â You nod your head slowly, trying to process the bucketload of information you just got.
âI thought I was greedy. The way my omega staked her claim on you all, I thought maybe I was just being clingy and desperate. Youâre saying this pull, it means something?â Chanâs eyes widened at your words, the pack had long given up on the idea of you feeling the bond before mating. Theyâd heard you nonchalantly mention little things about feeling drawn to them but they shook it off as you just falling for them, afraid maybe your many years of repressing your omega had also repressed the bond.
âYes baby, it means everything.â Chanâs eyes sparkle as he looks down at you, a whole part of his world rests in his lap, his to protect and love, and cherish.
âSo weâd have to mate to initiate my link in the bond?â Your voice is low, trying to get everything straight in your head. You feel a pang in your chest, the idea that youâd have to wait so long to feel the bond fully, and it hurts.
âI want to talk to you about something, but I want you to understand that everything is on your terms, donât consider anyone but yourself, got it?â
âYouâre scaring me just a bit, but okay, I understand.â
âI was doing some research. Thereâs not a ton out there on this, but there are some studies that say fated mates can mate outside of their cycles. I even looked into it in relation to the omega being pregnant and most of the research is in relation to pregnant omegas because thatâs when people use this method most. In all the studies with pregnant omegas, no harm has come to the pup or the dam.â Chan sounds so cool and confident in your burning ears. You think for a moment maybe heâs lost his mind, maybe this isnât Chan youâre talking to. The leader who makes and follows every rule, who strives for the protection and safety of his pack by any means necessary.
âThe rest of the pack doesnât know I know this.â Yeah, heâs actually lost it. Chan wonât even buy a new kind of ramen without asking the pack first. Yet here he is researching and making plans on how to mate you sooner.
âChan, I think itâd be best to talk to the pack about this in a few days.â You frown, of course, you want to be mated, thatâs the only thing you want, but you canât help but think of the what-ifs.
âThe pack wants this just as much as we do. Itâs not guaranteed to work, but as far as we know, thereâs no reason not to try.â The way he says we instead of referring to just himself isnât missed on you. Heâs right, you do want this, so bad.
Thinking usually comes so easily for you, your mind is always overthinking at any chance it gets. Now itâs hard. You want Chanâs bite more than anything in this world. To finally be a permanent part of this pack, if thereâs even a five percent chance you could have it, you want that. The way your scent sours jumps Chan into action. Gently turning your face to look at him. The feeling of his fingers on your cheek sends chills down your spine, knocking you back into reality.
âMy love, look at me. Like I said, nothing happens without your permission. Listen to your instincts, nothing else.â The alpha places a soft kiss on your forehead.
âI want it. I want your bite and everything that comes with it.â Chan searches your eyes for any sign of hesitation, but there is none. Youâve never been so confident in something in your life.
âAnd I want yours.â The alpha smiles before moving to lay you down on the bed. Soft fingertips graze over your torso, your arms, all the way up to your face.
âYouâre such a gorgeous omega, Iâm the luckiest alpha on the planet.â His voice is barely above a whisper before he places a passionate kiss on your lips. One of his hands rests on the side of your head while the other grips your hip.
âChanâŠâ You trail off, your voice is breathy and sickeningly sweet to the alphaâs ears. It drives Chan near insane.
âShhh donât worry, we wonât do anything youâre not ready for. Just want you to know how loved you truly are before I claim you. I would always love you with or without this claim.â
The alpha admires your neck, now free from the disgusting bite that monster left on you. The perfect canvas for his bite. He hated seeing that mark on you every day, when he found out it wasnât a complete claim and it would disappear now that the monster was gone, he was thrilled. Chan makes work kissing every inch of your body he can get his lips on, a few hickeys left behind from moments he felt his alpha wanting to take control. When he gets back up to your neck he places multiple soft kisses over your scent gland, almost drinking in your milky cherry scent.
âAre you absolutely certain?â The alpha tilts his head to look up at you, adoring the dazed look on your beautiful face.
âI love you, Chan. Please, make me yours.â You mewl.
For once the alpha doesnât hesitate, with one swift movement he sinks his teeth into the soft flesh of your neck. Your body tenses for a moment and Chan almost rushes to pull away but you immediately melt in his arms once again, easing any worry he had. The alpha softly licks at the fresh wound cleaning it up. Once heâs satisfied he pulls back admiring his work with a smile before he sits up, checking over you to make sure you donât feel any negative side effects.
âFor the bond to solidify, you need to bite me as well. You can do it right over my other bite marks, it wonât affect my bond with them at all.â Chan coos, rubbing his hand up and down your arm soothingly.
âOkay.â You nod confidently, moving to sit up on your legs in front of the alpha. He immediately holds your hips using his thumbs to rub comforting circles against them.
âLast chance to turn ba-â Heâs cut off by the feeling of your teeth sinking into his scarred neck.
Itâs instant. The feeling of the ninth branch of their bond lighting up and solidifying itself. It worked, youâre their final puzzle piece. Chanâs thoughts are cut off by the feeling of you resting your head on his shoulder causing him to panic.
âY/N? You okay?â He holds you up in his arms, rubbing soothingly over your arms.
âItâs a lot, so many feelings. So loud.â Your voice is small. Chan canât help but think maybe this was too much, maybe you werenât ready. Before this moment he would have panicked, overthinking about everything you could possibly be feeling, but now he can feel it. He feels the underlying sense of peace and happiness coursing through your bond and he could cry just thinking about it. He can finally say for certain youâre okay, just overwhelmed.
âI know baby, I know, let's lie down yeah?â The alpha happily guides you to lie down in his bed, pulling you into his arms softly. He pushes out his scent in hopes to help you settle so in turn the bond could settle.
âThank you Channie.â You hum, curling up into his chest. Chan wants to respond but heâs interrupted by his door flying open.
âWhat the fuck did you do?â Seungmin shouts, the beta rushing over ready to take the omega away from Chan. The pack alpha lets out a warning growl, not to deter his beta but more to tell him to calm the hell down. Seungmin pauses for a moment, body automatically reacting to the growl but heâs quickly back to fussing over you. Itâs weird, you can feel Seungminâs anger and fear, and a part of you now aches at the feeling. You reach your hand up to smooth over the betaâs cheek giving him a smile that makes him stop in his tracks.
âIâm okay, a little overwhelmed but you coming in here yelling isnât helping that is it?â You coo at the beta desperately trying to calm at least one of the intense feelings you can feel right now. Seungmin just sighs and turns back to Chan, his voice now significantly calmer.
âWhat were you thinking? Were you even thinking? How did you even get the bite to take?â Seungmin sounds stressed so you sit up taking his hand to give him a gentle reassuring squeeze.
âI did research. You have to trust me that I read every single article I could find on this. I didn't expect it to happen today, but it just felt so right Seung. She wanted me to talk to you guys first but I know we all wanted this so bad, and now itâs real.â Chan pleads with the beta, like a desperate child looking for their parentâs approval.
âWe all felt her solidify in the bond. Everyone is down there confused and some are upset, I have to get back to them. This isnât finished. We want the entire story as soon as this is all over. Then we can decide how to proceed.â With a soft kiss on your temple and a glare sent in the pack leaderâs direction Seungmin retreats, frantically making his way back to the den.
âThings are going to get a little overwhelming once theyâre able to leave the den, I just want to warn you.â Chan melts back into the mattress, smoothing his hand over your hip to guide you down as well.
âI know. Iâm ready for whatever comes with this mark.â
For once your breathing is even, youâre not scared. Youâve never felt safer in your life. Itâs overwhelming to think about how many years you spent believing a claim mark would be the worst thing to ever happen to you, when your fated mates were waiting out there to change all of that for you. So much has changed in the past few months, and yet every day it still feels like thereâs another obstacle or something you have to learn or unlearn. Though these big victories donât feel any less significant even when every day there seem to be little ones. When the pack first found out, you never imagined youâd be able to lie in bed with Chan, let alone be claimed by him. Now you have both. Of course, Chan still notices the way you hesitate and the worries you hide, heâs your alpha he has to notice. Now heâll be able to feel them too, knowing you on the deepest level possible. He wonât mention it, not now at least, but he will spend every day of his life loving you until all the hands that have ever hurt you mentally or physically are distant memories and he will continue even long after that.
You never thought youâd be able to sleep so peacefully next to a rutting alpha but your omega whines at the idea of you leaving the alphaâs arms right now, no matter how badly you need to use the bathroom. Chris isnât much better, whining like a puppy when he feels you start to peel yourself out of his grip, but he immediately backs down the second you explain you just need to go to the bathroom. Caring more about your needs than his stupid alpha instincts.
After your bathroom adventure, you suddenly have a craving for some of Felixâs brownies. Chan wonât mind if youâre gone just a bit longer. You quietly make your way down to the kitchen, itâs almost like a sleuth mission. Felix hid these brownies especially for you to have while he was in heat and couldnât make you any, you doubt anyone would come up from the den now that itâs well past midnight but you never know. You happily munch on the delicious treats before hiding them once again. The mission is a success. As you clean up the crumbs of your delicious endeavor the sound of soft footsteps padding towards the kitchen and stopping in the doorway causes you to look up. Your eyes widen at the sight.
âInnie?â
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The door hadnât even fully closed behind you before you were in Hyunjinâs arms.
Your bag slipped off your shoulder and landed with a soft thud somewhere near the entryway, but you couldnât be bothered. The moment you saw him â hair loose, oversized shirt hanging comfortably on his frame â you launched forward and wrapped yourself around him like you hadnât seen him in months.
âHyunjin,â you mumbled against his chest, your voice muffled by the fabric of his shirt. âI missed you so much today.â
Hyunjin laughed, a warm, low sound that vibrated against your cheek. His arms came around you without hesitation, pulling you tighter against him until you felt caged by his body heat. He tilted his head down, strands of hair brushing your temple as he spoke, tone teasing but dripping with affection.
âYou literally saw me two days ago, my love.â
âI donât care,â you said immediately, hugging him tighter, like if you let go, he might vanish. âIt feels like forever.â
He chuckled again, trying to pull back just enough to look at you, but you refused, burying your face deeper into his chest. âAh, youâre not gonna let me breathe, are you?â he teased, his hand sliding gently up and down your back.
âNot today,â you mumbled stubbornly. âI want to be stuck to you. Like glue.â
Hyunjin shook his head, still smiling, his hands now rubbing slow, soothing circles over your waist. âMy clingy baby,â he said softly, almost under his breath. âI swear you get cuter every time you do this.â
Finally, you tilted your head up, pouting at him, eyes wide and warm. He froze for a moment, lips parting slightly as he caught the look on your face â the kind of look that made his chest tighten. Then he grinned, tapping a finger gently under your chin.
âWhat am I gonna do with you, huh?â he asked, though the question carried no frustration â just affection laced with something a little deeper.
âJust hold me,â you whispered, and that was all it took.
Hyunjin bent down, pressing his lips softly against yours â slow, lingering, nothing rushed. It was the kind of kiss that felt like coming home, like the missing piece of your day had finally clicked into place.
Hyunjin let you cling as much as you wanted, his soft laughter filling the dormâs quiet entryway. But when your arms refused to budge from around his neck, he sighed playfully, hooking a hand under your thighs.
âAlright, if you wonât let go, then Iâm carrying you,â he said, effortlessly lifting you.
You squeaked, clutching him tighter, legs wrapping around his waist. âThatâs not a punishment,â you teased.
âWasnât meant to be.â His grin was mischievous as he carried you down the hall, nudging the bedroom door open with his foot. The space was comfortably messy â his sketchbook tossed on the desk, a hoodie draped over the chair, the faint scent of his cologne lingering in the air.
He set you down on the bed, but before he could straighten up, you tugged on his shirt and pulled him down with you. âStay,â you whispered, eyes soft but insistent.
Hyunjin braced himself above you, strands of hair falling into his face as he looked at you. His lips curved into a knowing smile. âYou really missed me that much?â
âMmhm.â You nodded, tugging him even closer until your noses nearly brushed. âIâve been thinking about kissing you since this morning.â
That made him laugh â quiet, breathy, almost disbelieving. But when his lips finally pressed to yours, there was nothing playful about the way he kissed you this time.
It started slow, like he was savoring the taste of you, but quickly deepened when you fisted the fabric of his shirt and pulled him closer. His mouth was warm, soft but insistent, and he tilted his head just enough to slot perfectly against you. The kiss turned hungrier, wetter, the kind that left your head spinning.
Hyunjinâs hand slid along your jaw, thumb brushing your cheek as he angled you up to meet him. The other hand pressed against your waist, pinning you lightly against the mattress. He groaned quietly into your mouth when you tugged at his hair, the sound vibrating through you.
When he pulled back for only a second, his lips were pink, glistening, his breathing uneven. âYou donât play fair,â he murmured, voice rougher than before.
You smirked, tugging him back down. âNeither do you.â
And then his mouth was on yours again, this time more desperate â his tongue brushing against your bottom lip, asking for more.
The kiss deepened until you were breathless, your fingers tangled in Hyunjinâs hair as if you could anchor yourself with him alone. He groaned softly against your mouth when you tugged, the sound shooting straight through you, making your stomach flip.
âGod, you drive me crazy,â he muttered between kisses, his lips dragging down to your jawline. His breath was warm against your skin as he pressed slow, deliberate kisses along the curve of your jaw, then lower, toward your neck.
Your back arched instinctively, a soft sound escaping when his mouth found that spot just under your ear. He smirked against your skin, teeth grazing lightly before soothing the area with his tongue. âMissed me, huh? Or just this?â His voice was low, teasing, but laced with something darker.
âBoth,â you whispered, gasping when his hand slipped under the hem of your shirt, warm fingers brushing against your bare waist. His thumb stroked lazy circles there, possessive and gentle all at once, while his mouth explored every inch of your neck.
Hyunjin hummed, pleased with your answer, before capturing your lips again. This time, the kiss was messier â tongues brushing, teeth clashing lightly. His weight pressed you down into the mattress, his body slotting perfectly against yours. You could feel the way his breathing grew heavier, the way his grip on your hip tightened each time you pulled him closer.
When you nipped at his bottom lip, he groaned â low and rough, the sound sending sparks through you. He pulled back just enough to look at you, his hair falling into his eyes, lips red and swollen. âYouâre gonna be the death of me,â he whispered, voice hoarse.
You smiled breathlessly, brushing your thumb over his lips. âWorth it. Your fans and members might kill me if you die, but itâs worth it.â
His laugh was short, almost disbelieving, before he kissed you again â harder this time, like he couldnât get enough. His hand slid higher under your shirt, fingers splaying across your ribs, his touch burning everywhere it went.
Every kiss felt like fire, every brush of his lips leaving you dizzy and wanting more.
Hyunjin kissed you like he was starving, like every second apart had been unbearable. His mouth moved against yours with raw urgency, lips parting, tongue teasing yours until you were gasping.
When his hand slid further up beneath your shirt, fingers skimming just under your ribs, you shivered, pressing closer. He smirked against your mouth, clearly feeling your reaction. âSensitive,â he murmured, his breath hot against your lips.
You were about to answer, but then he shifted his hips against yours â just the slightest grind, accidental or not, but enough to drag a sharp gasp from you. His grin turned wicked at the sound.
âMissed me that much?â he teased, his voice low and thick with amusement, though his own breathing was ragged.
âDonât act like you didnât miss this too,â you shot back, tugging him down until your lips crashed together again.
The kiss turned sloppy, desperate, teeth grazing lips, tongues tangling until you were both breathless. Hyunjinâs hand found your thigh, squeezing firmly before sliding upward, dragging your leg around his waist to pull you flush against him. The pressure made your head spin, a quiet whimper slipping out before you could stop it.
The sound nearly undid him. He broke the kiss only to bury his face in your neck, biting back a groan as he pressed against you harder, his hips moving in slow, deliberate rolls that left no space between you. His teeth grazed your skin before sucking lightly at the base of your throat, and you could feel him smile against you when your breath hitched.
âGod, I love it when youâre like this,â he whispered, voice rough, lips brushing your pulse. âClingy, needy⊠all mine.â
His words sent heat pooling low in your stomach, your fingers clawing at his shoulders as you pulled him impossibly closer. Your bodies moved together in a rhythm that blurred the line between kissing and something hungrier, his lips never leaving your skin for long.
When his mouth found yours again, it was fiercer than ever â messy, wet, desperate. He kissed you like he needed it to breathe, swallowing your little gasps as he ground against you with more urgency.
âHyunjinââ you breathed between kisses, the sound half a plea, half a warning.
He smirked, his lips brushing yours. âYeah, baby? Tell me what you need.â
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imagine youre a fat horse and your new neighbour is a personal trainer
BANG CHAN & HYUNJIN :: UNVEIL : TRACK ESCAPE
Will forever hate the fact that some lads players will always ruin the fun for raf girlies. Their dynamic is based on equality, there are no roles for them and that is their charm. Raf carried mc and then it is shown mc carried Raf too. That type of relationship is adorable and admirable. Donât yâall think that being put off about mc showing her strength and Raf showing vulnerability is rooted in a place where toxic masculinity is still prevalent? Idk, itâs just getting annoying now. Thanks for reading about my rant
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Word Count: 13,138 Content Warnings: A/B/O Dynamics, M/M sex, M/F/M sex, knotting, rough sex, copious amounts of body fluids, primal behavior, oral ( m & f receiving ), sex with strangers, no protection, breeding, creampie(s), A/N: I worked on this like non-stop for two days, probably should have slept more but I wanted to finish this so bad before I have to go back to work tomorrow. I don't really have time to write during work days, so I hope this sates everyone who reads it :3 Also thank you to @hyyih for being my beta and correcting my atrocious grammar. ao3 link
Beneath the sleek exterior of the website, Heat Haven was not a Dating Site. It was a lifeline for Omegas in desperate need, with suppressants hard to get due to political upheaval (they wanted more omegas to breed since the population of Alphas was dwindling). The platform bills itself as a "discreet, sophisticated service for Omega-Alphas seeking biological compatibility," but everyone knew what it was: the most reliable way to find someone to fuck an omega through one of the most delirious moments of her lifeâ her heat.
No coy euphemisms. No prose or fake wining and dining or promises of long walks in the park ruminating about shared dreams of the future. Heat Haven catered to primality. It was about survival, desire and need.
The homepage was clean soft gradients of blue and light Grey giving it a calming effect to soothe an omega's frazzled nerves. "find relief, find safety, find who you need." â floated over the serene image of an omega half curled into a bed with her nest surrounding her.
Once logged in, the interface told a different story. This wasn't a place for purity; it was raw, brutal and a little thrilling in its honesty. The Users profiles featured key details like "Rut Status", "Knot Size Preference" and a graphic "Pheromone Match Rating" system that calculated compatibility based on submitted scent samples. Uploading your heat cycle schedule was an optional feature, but highly recommended especially for those Omegas who preferred to line up potential partners before their bodies turned them into a mess of slick and reduced them to a needy fevered haze.
And the reviews? Oh, the reviews. Each Alpha profile came loaded with ratings and detailed feedback from past hookups.
"Knotted me so hard I couldn't walk for two days, 10/10." "Not rough enough, felt like he wasn't committed; Beta? 3/10" But the Omegas left reviews too, their profiles a haunting combination of raw vulnerability and primal sexuality. Alphas could make their own requests, "Experienced Omegas only, no first-timers." whereas Omegas could also leave demands. "Breed me, knot me, leave - no games."
It wasnât uncommon for pictures of their time to be uploaded; explicit heat photos, glossy-eyes and cock drunk expressions on their faces, a blatant challenge for Alphas who scroll the site hunting for that exact kind of submission.
She was desperate. Her heat was closing in fast just a couple of days now and the clinic had run out of suppressants. Fifteen fucking days until the end of the month, and they couldnât keep stock? It was her first heat in eight long months, and the thought of facing it unprepared made her stomach twist. If she thought she could tough it out alone, maybe sheâd lock herself in a padded room and try to sweat it out. But she wasnât naive. She knew what would happen if she tried. Going her whole heat without even one knot wasnât just miserableâit was dangerous.
The slick was the issue.
Without it, an Alpha could spiral. Too many ruts without an Omegaâs slick, and they risked going feralâa state that was as ugly as it sounded. And Omegas? They werenât any better off. Her body wouldnât just let her skip a heat out of convenience. No, her heat would stretch on, lasting days longer than usual, until her body got what it was biologically screaming for.
An Alphaâs scent.
An Alphaâs knot.
She shuddered at the thought, scrolling over her Heat Haven profile as she fought off memories of the last time. It hadnât been great. The Alpha had been too rough, angry even, and she left the encounter sore in ways that werenât satisfying or cathartic. It was enough to make her hesitant now, her finger hovering over the keyboard as she considered her options. Sure, she could try to find someone outside the site, but the odds of getting a decent Alpha without going through Heat Havenâs vetting process?
Not worth the gamble.
She sighed, resigned, and got to work tweaking her profile.
First, she added a few selfies. Nothing too risquĂ©, but enough to grab attention. Heat Haven had a brutal marketplace vibe, and standing out was half the battle. If she didnât look good, she wouldnât get offers worth accepting.
Next, she updated her heat schedule to reflect the urgency. Imminent. That single word was often enough to draw in Alphas who got off on that raw, fevered desperation. And fine, maybe she was desperate, but that didnât mean she was throwing away all her standards. She added a note: Willing to host. That was non-negotiable. She didnât trust some Alpha to throw together a decent nest for her. It would be her nest, with her blankets, her scent, her comforts. At least then she wouldnât be starving on some bachelorâs floor because the idiot forgot to stock more than protein bars.
Lastly, she hesitated over the relationship status filter. Did it matter? Did she care if the Alpha was single, mated, or just some guy looking to scratch an itch? No. She deleted the filter entirely. If an Alpha could do his jobâget her through her heat safely and satisfyingly, she didnât give a shit if he had a partner at home or not.
She leaned back in her chair, staring at the profile for a long minute. It was all there. The pictures, the urgency, the note about her nest. It wasnât flashy, but it was honest. And with her heat bearing down on her, she didnât have time to overthink it. Her body was already starting to turn against her, the low, dull ache in her core an unwelcome reminder of what was coming.
Now, all she had to do was wait.
Unsurprisingly, it didnât take long for her profile to start attracting attention. It never did. She was careful to present herself wellâclear, direct, and unashamed of what she needed. But as the site gained traction in recent years, it had drawn in more users, including some real risks. A lot of Omegas still hesitated to trust it, worried about whether it could really protect them from predators or clueless Alphas with no sense of boundaries.
What those idiots failed to understand, though, was just how dangerous a scorned Omega could be. Ever heard the saying, "Hell hath no fury like a woman scorned?" Well, multiply that by a thousand, throw in heat pheromones, and give her the instincts of a pissed-off wolf. There were Alphas whoâd learned that lesson the hard wayâleaving her nest unsatisfied, trying to push boundaries, or outright being reckless. She wasnât the type to let herself get walked all over. Not ever again.
Her inbox lit up with notifications, the scent-matching algorithm already doing its work. Most of the messages were what she expected: blunt, one-line propositions from desperate Alphas or sleazy attempts at charm. But one message stood out.
A pair.
[AbyssalFlame Messaged You]
It wasnât uncommon for Alpha-Beta pairs to search for an Omega together. In fact, it had its appeal. A Beta could temper an Alphaâs rougher edges, bringing a kind of balance that made the entire experience smoother for everyone involved. They werenât just caretakers, though many played that role instinctively. Betas had their own unique place in the throes of biologically driven passionâthey werenât immune to the pheromonal intensity that heat and rut created, and sometimes, they heightened it.
Her eyes flicked to the profile. The Alpha was named Sylus and his presence practically leapt off the screen even through a few lines of text. His profile picture was classic Alpha energyâbroad shoulders, a sharp jawline, and a smirk that teetered somewhere between cocky and inviting. His description was just as straightforward: Alpha, mid-rut control certified. Looking for an Omega who values stamina and strength. Knot-friendly, non-aggressive but firm when needed. Paired with a Beta to ensure complete heat care.
Then there was Rafayel, the Beta, who looked like heâd walked out of a painting. His features were softer, more refined, and he had a kind of calm confidence that balanced out Sylusâs intensity. His profile hinted at a creative streakâhe was an artist, apparently, with an obsession for oceanic landscapes. Heâd added a personal note to the profile: Betas donât just pour water on the fire; sometimes we fan it. Iâll make sure your nest stays in one piece and youâre never left wanting.
She felt a flicker of intrigue, despite herself. An Alpha-Beta pair wasnât something she usually considered, but Sylus and Rafayel didnât come across as your average duo. Theyâd clearly put effort into their profile, making it known theyâd respect her boundaries but wouldnât shy away from giving her what she needed. And right now? That was sounding more appealing than sifting through a pile of overeager Alphas who barely understood how to handle a heat.
Her thumb hovered over the reply button, her thoughts racing as she reread the message. It wasnât particularly long or flowery, but it was direct and straight to the point. Sylus had written it, though it was signed with both their names. That little detail made her pause. Most Alpha-Beta pairs that messaged her on Heat Haven usually didnât bother with that level of coordinationâit was always one taking the lead and the other fading into the background. But here, Sylus and Rafayel were clearly presenting themselves as a unit. That alone gave them an edge over the sea of poorly thought-out messages clogging her inbox.
The message read:
"Saw your profileânoticed youâre looking to host and have your nest set up. Thatâs a good call. Iâm Sylus, and this is Rafayel, my Beta. Weâve got experience with Omega care, and we make a good team for heats. Youâll get my focus, strength, and stamina, and Rafayelâs here to keep things balanced and make sure everything stays smooth. If you want to talk specifics or see our heat-session reviews, we can share them. Your profile caught our eye, and weâd like to help. Heatâs a hard thing to face alone. Let us know."
It wasnât pushy. There were no assumptions, no condescending overconfidence. They didnât jump right into over-the-top promises of how great Sylusâs knot would feel or how Rafayel could pamper her in the aftermath. Just a straightforward offer, clear boundaries, and a hint of experience without coming off cocky.
She leaned back in her chair, staring at their profile pictures again. Sylusâs eyes practically burned through the screen, that quiet Alpha intensity impossible to miss. Meanwhile, Rafayelâs smile was disarmingly calm, his body language radiating an effortless kind of reassurance. They balanced each other out in ways that felt⊠solid. Reliable. Like they actually knew what they were doing and wouldnât treat her heat like some glorified hookup.
Still, she hesitated.
Her last experience had left her waryâan overly aggressive Alpha with a nasty temper and no self-control, whoâd turned her carefully constructed nest into a disaster zone. She had promised herself after that she wouldnât rush into another arrangement, no matter how desperate her heat made her. And it was comingâoh, it was coming. Her body was already betraying her, the dull ache in her core growing worse with every hour. The pre-heat signs were undeniable: the way her skin prickled, the way her scent was shifting, growing sweeter and thicker in anticipation. She had maybe two days, tops, before sheâd be too far gone to make rational decisions.
Sylus and Rafayelâs offer felt safe, or as safe as anything could feel in a situation like this. They werenât asking her to give up control, and they seemed to respect her autonomy. That mattered. She wasnât about to let some Alpha waltz in and try to dominate her on his terms. This is my heat, she thought, her lips pressing into a firm line. I decide how it goes.
But there was a nagging curiosity in the back of her mind, too. What would it actually feel like to have both an Alpha and a Beta tending to her? Most Omegas swore by it, claiming the dual dynamic was unmatched for heat care. The Alpha for the primal needâhis knot, his pheromones, the raw power sheâd crave when the heat really hit. And the Beta for emotional steadiness, the touch that wasnât purely driven by instinct but by deliberate, soothing care. It wasnât just about survivalâit was about satisfaction. Fulfillment.
She inhaled sharply, the ache in her belly flaring at the thought. Fine. She wasnât going to overthink this anymore. Heat wasnât the time for overanalyzing.
Her fingers moved quickly over the keyboard.
"Thanks for the message. I appreciate how straightforward you both are. Hostingâs a non-negotiable for meâI need my nest and my space. If that works for you, Iâm open to discussing specifics. Iâll need to see both of your certifications and heat-session reviews before we finalize anything. My heatâs imminent, so weâll need to arrange this quickly. Let me know if youâre still interested."
She hit send before she could second-guess herself. The knot of tension in her chest eased slightly, though the low hum of anticipation in her body only seemed to grow stronger.
It didnât take long for them to reply. The little notification popped up less than ten minutes later.
[AbyssalFlame]: "Absolutely still interested. Hostingâs not an issue. Iâll send our documents and reviews nowâyouâll see everythingâs in order. Let us know what else you need. Timing-wise, weâre flexible. Rafayelâs great at helping prep nests if you want assistance before things kick in."
She clicked on the attachment they sent. Their certifications checked out: Sylus was mid-rut control certified, exactly as his profile said, and Rafayel had completed Omega care training. Their reviews? Impressive.
"Sylus is all raw strength, but never loses control. Knotted me exactly how I needed and left me feeling satisfied in ways I canât even describe. Rafayel was a dreamâhe kept me hydrated, helped me recover between sessions, and his scent was so grounding."
The perfect balance of Alpha and Beta energy. I was nervous about trying a pair for my heat, but they exceeded my expectations completely. I didnât even think about the time passingâI just felt cared for the entire time."
"Knots for days. Rafayelâs hands are magic. Enough said."
She found herself smiling faintly, despite the heat rising in her cheeks. Maybe...just maybe this wasnât a bad idea after all.
She sat back, chewing her lip as she scrolled through their reviews again, feeling her body responding against her will. The detailed accounts stirred something deep in her gut, fanning that slow-growing burn of her pre-heat. Her scent thickened in the room, sweet and heady, and she cursed under her breath. Get it together, she thought, shaking her head like she could somehow shake the heat away with it. But it wasnât going anywhere. It was crawling up her spine, tugging at her insides, leaving her restless and far too aware of her bodyâs needs.
Sylus and Rafayel had their shit together, though. That much was obvious. The certifications, the reviews, the way they handled her concerns without a single ounce of pushbackâit was all enough to calm her nerves, even if her instincts were screaming at her to move faster. The truth was, she didnât have time to be overly picky. Her heat wasnât going to wait for her to deliberate like this. And from the way her core throbbed every time her thoughts wandered to their message, her body had already made its decision.
Before she could overthink it, she fired off another reply.
"Everything looks good on your end. Letâs lock this in. My heatâs going to hit in about 48 hours, so Iâll need you both here tomorrow evening to prepare. Bring anything you might needâsupplies, clothes, whateverâbut understand this: my nest is sacred. Donât mess with it. You can add to it, but nothing gets taken out or moved. If thatâs clear, then weâre good to go."
She stared at the message for a moment, her thumb hovering over the send button. It wasnât exactly warm, but she didnât care. She wasnât here to make friends. This was about getting through her heat without losing her mind or her dignity.
She hit send.
The response came almost immediately.
[AbyssalFlame]: Understood. Weâll respect your space. Weâll bring supplies and anything else you might need. See you tomorrow eveningâlooking forward to meeting you."
Her stomach twisted, a mix of nerves and anticipation settling there as she set her phone down. It was done. She had a plan, and if everything went smoothly, this would be just what she needed to survive the week. Still, the idea of having two strangers in her space, her nest of all places, made her uneasy. An Alpha and a Beta. Sylus, with his smoldering, intense energy, and Rafayel, with his disarmingly calm demeanor.
She wasnât sure which one unnerved her more.
The next evening came faster than she expected. She spent most of the day distracted, her body increasingly betraying her as the hours ticked by. The ache low in her belly was no longer subtle, and her slick had started to come in spurts, her underwear damp enough to force her into constant wardrobe changes. She was grumpy and restless, her nerves shot, as she fussed over her nest for the hundredth time, rearranging blankets and pillows that didnât even need rearranging.
When the knock finally came, her heart jumped into her throat. She froze, her hands gripping a blanket as her instincts flared. Her scent spiked, sweet and thick and impossible to ignore. She hated how obvious it wasâhow theyâd smell her the moment the door opened and knew she was close to breaking.
She forced herself to move, smoothing her shirt as she made her way to the door. Taking a deep breath, she opened it.
Sylus stood in front, and she immediately understood why so many of his reviews had described him as "intense." He was tall, a lot taller than she expected â and broad, his presence radiating that distinct Alpha energy that practically demanded attention. His hair was whiteâsheâd seen it in the pictures but she supposed it still shocked her , like heâd run a hand through it on the way over, and his sharp jawline made her swallow hard. His crimson eyes locked onto her instantly, and the way his nostrils flared as he took in her scent sent a shiver straight through her.
Behind him, Rafayel was the perfect counterbalance. Softer, leaner, but no less confident. His ocean-blue eyes with a shimmer of red or purple hues held hers for just a second before flicking to Sylus, as if silently checking in with him. His calm smile, paired with his easy stance, was disarming in a way that made her chest tighten. He carried a bag slung over one shoulder, and she caught a glimpse of suppliesâwater bottles, snacks, extra blankets.
Heâd come prepared.
âHi,â Sylus said, his voice low and steady, though she didnât miss the slight rasp to it. His rut wasnât far off, she realized, it seemed they were on the same page on that front. Not bad enough to lose control, but close enough that the edge was there.
She could practically feel it.
âHi,â she said back, stepping aside to let them in.
Rafayel was the first to move, giving her a small nod as he walked past. âNice setup,â he said, glancing around her apartment before setting the bag down near the edge of her nest. âWeâll stick to this area unless you tell us otherwise.â
Sylus followed him inside, his gaze lingering on her for a moment longer before he turned to scan the room. âYour scent is already thick,â he murmured, his voice low enough that it was almost a growl. âYouâre close.â
She crossed her arms, both annoyed and embarrassed by how easily he could read her.
âI know,â she snapped, before softening just slightly. âThatâs why youâre here.â
Sylusâs lips twitched into the faintest smirk, and for a split second, she thought he might say something cocky. But Rafayel cut in before he could.
âLetâs get things set up,â Rafayel said smoothly, his tone so calm it was almost soothing. He crouched near her nest, carefully setting out a few items from the bagâwater, nutrient bars, extra towels. He didnât touch anything in her nest itself, just added to the edges, respecting her space exactly like sheâd demanded.
Sylus, meanwhile, stood back, watching her with that same sharp focus. âWeâll take care of you,â he said simply, his voice soft but firm.
The words sent a shiver through her, and she hated how much she wanted to believe him. But as the first real wave of her heat hit, her knees threatening to buckle, she realized she didnât have much of a choice.
Her legs felt weak as the first wave of her heat slammed into her, like an invisible hand gripping her from the inside, twisting low in her belly until her breath came in sharp, shallow pulls. The flames that licked under her skin caused a groan to escape her, she tightened her grip on the edge of the doorframe, cursing under her breath as her body betrayed her in front of them. The two men froze immediately, their gazes snapping to her as her scent spiked and pheromones flooded the hair like a heavy mist, heavy and cloying like sweet, overripe fruit. It was suffocating, but it was all she could do to stay upright.
Sylus was the first to react, his crimson eyes darkened as he took a single step forward, his entire posture shifting in that uniquely Alpha way, predatory, protective, and all instinct ready to act. He wasnât out of control, on the contrary his movements were entirely deliberate. When he reached out a hand toward her, he stopped short, waiting for her permission.
âYouâre already peaking,â he spoke, his voice rougher than before. The gravel in his tone sent a shiver down her spine, her body hyper aware of the Alpha before her.
âIâm fine,â she whispered, though her voice sounded anything but.
âYouâre not,â Rafayel said gently, his tone as smooth as silk. He stepped forward as well, his hands slightly raised like he was approaching a skittish animal. His eyes glistened in the light of her room, the ocean blue pierced through her with startling clarity. She noticed the faint stain of red in them now, just enough to give them an otherworldly depth, like a sunset bleeding into the horizon.
She hated how safe he looked, how disarming and steady he felt just standing there, it made her feel exposed.
âI just need to sit down,â she replied, forcing herself to take a step back towards the living room.
Rafayel followed her immediately, his movements fluid and careful as he kept his distance. âLet me help you,â he offered, his voice softer now. âWe wonât touch your nest until you say so, but if you fall, I am catching you.â
She hesitated, her pride bristling at the idea of needing help, but another sharp pull deep inside her left her gasping and his arms came around her keeping her from hitting the floor.
âIâve got you,â he whispered softly, moving her to sit in her nest, his hands on her waist guiding her as her legs were weak, his touch feather light like he was being careful not to set her off. Once she was nestled into the pile of blankets and pillows sheâd spent the entire day obsessing over, her body sagged into the softness and for a moment she just breathed.
Sylus stayed near the door, his crimson eyes locked on her as he adjusted his stance. His presence was electric, his scent â like hers, was filling up the room like a heavy blanket, but he didnât move closer. The amount of control this required should have impressed her but she simply had other concerns to deal with. His gaze flicked to Rafayel, there was a silent communication between them-one that she didnât miss.
âLet me know what you need me to do,â Sylus said, his voice low and steady. There was a tightness in his tone, and she knew his rut was coming on just as fast as her heat â neither of them quite knew why. His nostrils flared, her scent was pouring off her now, wrapping around him, tugging at every Alpha urge in his body.
âSheâs already close,â Rafayel murmured, crouching beside her nest but keeping enough distance to respect her space. His eyes softened as they landed on her, âYouâve been holding back havenât you?â
Her eyes downcast, then nodded her head a little. The small croon that escaped him prickled her skin with a chill, a smirk curving his lips.
âDonât worry, Cutie...weâre going to take real good care of you.â
Her body responded all too kindly and she felt her cheeks heat when she felt slick drip onto her underwear. If she were being honest, this was likely her least favorite part â the amount of lubrication her body made was obscene. She knew it was to help them adjust to the Alphaâs incredible size but it didnât make it any better. It was messy and sticky, like silicone lube that could actually be washed away.
Her body tensed as another wave hit, stronger this time. A broken whimper escaped her throat before she could stop it, burying her face in her hands as heat flushed through her skin. Their gazes too added to the flames that licked at her veins, that centered inside her with undeniable want for pleasure.
âLet me come closer,â Sylus spoke, his voice strained. He wasnât asking because he wanted to. He was asking because she needed him to and they all knew it. âI wonât touch your nest, and I wonât do anything until you say so but you need me near you.â
She raised her head from her hands, panting softly as her scent spiked again, flooding the room with the unmistakable sweetness that could only be from an Omega. Sylusâs crimson eyes flashed, her defenses faltering as she took in the sight of him standing there, chest rising and falling steadily, muscles taught with careful restraint. She realized then, as much as she loathed to admit it- she did need him. The heat clawing through her body wasnât going to ease on its own, and his presence, powerful and ground, was exactly what her body was screaming for.
âCome closer.â Her voice was soft and laced with desperation, her cheeks burned, the vulnerability of the moment hitting her. The walls she had carefully built to keep herself safe from overbearing alphas were slowly crumbling due to the very patient men before her.
âIâI need you here.â she motioned to the edge of her nest.
Sylus doesnât hesitate even a second, the words left her lips and he was already moving across the room in smooth strides. He knelt at the edge of her nest, his size and presence seemed to fill the space instantly. Crimson eyes locked on hers, but he didnât crowd her. He remained just where sheâd told him to, waiting to be invited in further.
âBetter?â he whispered, his voice low and even, unintimidating â just what she needed. The unmistakable rasp of arousal was tinging his tone now, His instincts were clearly pulling at him, but he had unadulterated control of himself, a feat not many Alphas could claim to.
âBetter,â she admitted, the tension in her chest slowly ebbing away slightly just from having him closer. Her body still ached, her heat pushing at her limits of sanity, but the sigh of him; his broad shoulders, his sharp jawline and messy hairâwas strangely calming.
Behind him, Rafayel shifted into view, his eyes flicking between the two of them with quiet understanding. He crouched beside Sylus and stroked his neck gently with soft contemplation, a delicate smile tugging at the corners of his lips as he felt Sylus leaning into his touch ever so slightly igniting a rumble in his chest..
âDo you need anything else before things get worse?â Rafayel asked, his eyes turning to her. âWater, food...anything you didnât think to grab earlier?â
âI stocked everything earlier, I just.. I need you both to stay close.â She whispered hating how needy her voice sounded but by the look on her Alphaâs Sylusâs face he didnât seem to mind it one bit.
âWeâre not going anywhere,â Rafayel reassured her, a faint smile pulling at the corner of his lips â a tinge of pink flaming across his cheeks. Her scent was strong, unwavering and, normally, Betas werenât supposed to feel this affected, However, there was something different here that none of them could place. âThis is what weâre here for.â
Sylus leaned in slightly, his crimson eyes glowing faintly as his Alpha instincts flared. The scent of her heat was overpowering this close, and she saw the way his jaw tightened as he fought to keep himself steady. âDo you want me to touch you?â he asked, his voice quieter now, but no less intense.
Her breath hitched, her body reacting immediately to the prospect. Every part of her was screaming yes, yet the words stuck in her throat, she hesitated, her fingers curling into the soft fleece blanket beneath her. She was on the edge of losing herself to this heat that was curling around her and dragging her into primal insanity â the pull of her instincts too strong to ignore any longer.
âYes,â she finally breathed, her voice trembling. âPlease.â a beg.
Sylusâs tension eased slightly, his eyes softening as he reached out and curling his hand against her jaw, his touch firm but careful. The moment his skin met hers, it was like a jolt of electricity shot through her, the tension in her body breaking as a small, involuntary whimper escaped her lips.
âYouâre okay.â His voice deep and soothing, a rumble sounding through his chestâa purr.
Rafayel shifted closer as well, his presence a calming contrast to Sylusâs intensity. âYouâre in good hands,â he said softly, his gaze settling on hers. âJust focus on what you need, and weâll take care of the rest.â
Her body relaxed slightly under their careful attention, the weight of the heat pressing down on her feeling a little more bearable now that they were here. Sylusâs hand moved slowly brushing her jaw and neck gently, his thumb stroking her cheek softly. âDonât fight it, kitten,â he whispered a small smile curving his lips, âIâve got you.â
He was right, and she knew it. There was no point in holding back nowânot when her heat was already dragging her under and not when this capable pair was oh so willing to do whatever she needed.
âI trust you,â she whispered, the words slipping out before she could stop them.
Sylusâs eyes closed and he took a calming breath, âGood,â he said, voice low and steady.
âThen let's begin.â
With that, he leaned in, edging into her nest waiting for her to protest but she didnât. Her hand moved and pressed to his chest as he was closer to her, his shoes were long gone and he could feel Rafayel behind him rubbing his back in gentle circles. He felt his Betaâs mouth on his neck and he lifted her jaw, âIâm going to kiss you,â he murmured before claiming her mouth with his own.
The moment Sylusâs lips met hers, her mind went blissfully blank. His kiss was firm yet, unhurried, like he had all the time in the world to savor her. His lips moved against hers with an intoxicating mix of control and heat, and when his tongue brushed against her bottom lip she eagerly opened for him. A soft, helpless moan escaped her, muffled against his mouth, and she felt the rumble of his purr vibrate through his chest against her palm.
Her hand curled tighter into the fabric of his shirt, pulling him closer, and Sylus didnât resist. His presence, overwhelming and grounding all at once, was exactly what her body craved. The raw pull of her heat sharpened, her instincts screaming louder now that he was finally giving her what she needed. She could feel the controlled strength in the way he cupped her jaw, his thumb brushing the edge of her cheek as if reminding her she wasnât alone.
Behind him, Rafayelâs touches were steady and reassuring, the Betaâs fingers tracing slow soothing patterns along his back. The contrast between them was startling, but not unwelcome. Where Sylus was fireâintense and consumingâRafayel was water, calming the burn and easing her into the storm.
âThatâs it,â Rafayel breathed, leaning forward as his breath brushed against Sylusâs ear, âtake care of our Omega,â he murmured before gently kissing his jaw, his eyes peering eagerly at where their mouths connected in a heated display.
The sound of his voice sent another shiver through her, and she turned her head just enough to meet his gaze. Her lips parted from Sylus's, who was heavy lidded with desire and thinly veiled control, feeling his pants tighten considerably as his rut edged closer the longer her scent was the oxygen he breathed.
âI canât---I canât think,â she admitted softly, her voice trembling as her heat clawed at her insides, leaving her slick dripping down her thighs.
âYou donât need to think,â Rafayel whispered, his tone firm yet reassuring. He reached out, brushing his fingers against her temple before tucking a strand of hair behind her ear. âThat's why weâre hereâweâre going to take such good care of you, cutie.â
Rafayel stroked her cheek moving closer to her, her eyes fluttering close at his touch, the tenderness in his movements almost startling.
âYouâre doing good, kitten,â he murmured against her skin, his mouth pressing to her neck as he gripped her waist and pulled her body flush against his own. âLet it happen, weâll catch you.â
The knot of tension in her chest loosened at his words, and she exhaled shakily, her body instinctively leaning into him. Her heat was pulling her under, dragging her deeper with every second, but with Sylusâs strength and Rafayelâs calm presence surrounding her, she didnât feel like she was drowning anymore.
Sylus shifted, edging further into her nest as she leaned back into the blankets, his hands moved carefully, one resting on her hip while the other continued to cup her jaw, keeping her grounded as his eyes searched hers. âDo you want me to keep going?â
âYes,â she breathed, the word slipping out without hesitation. Her fingers curled into his shirt again, pulling him closer as her heat roared through her, leaving no room for pride or second guessing. âPlease.â
Sylusâs eyes darkened and he nodded once before lowering his head to kiss her again, this time less restrained and more heated. She melted into the blankets of her nest. Her body arching into his hand that tightened on her hip, his purr deepened, vibrating through her as he kissed her like he just couldnât get enough.
Rafayel helped him take his shirt off, exposed the muscular expanse of his chest, he could tell his Alpha was warm and the last thing they needed was for him to overheat. Watching him with her had his own pants tightening and he tried to ignore it but the intensity was unlike anything heâd ever felt before. Never had he ever felt this way when they were with other Omegas.
Rafayel tilted her mouth from Sylusâs and claimed her lips with his own, his kiss was so different from Sylusâsâsofter, more deliberate, like he was savoring every second. His hand cupped the side of her face and, his tongue meeting hers as she gasped against his mouth while Sylus pressed wet kisses to her neck, leaving small marks against her skin.
Her heart raced, her body trembling as her instincts took over completely. âThat's it, kitten,â Sylus whispered against her skin as he removed the button up shirt exposing her to their gaze. He groaned and moved his lips down her chest rutting against her hip.
Sylusâs growl was deep and guttural as his eyes raked over her now exposed skin, drinking her in like a predator who had finally cornered his prey. His hands slid over her waist and up her ribs, his touch firm yet reverent as he explored every inch of her bare skin. She shivered under him, the mix of his overwhelming presence and Rafayelâs more measured touch creating a whirlwind of sensation that left her gasping.
âLook at you,â Sylus murmured, his voice thick with arousal as his lips brushed over the swell of her breast. He licked a slow teasing stripe over her skin, making her arch into him with a soft needy cry. His mouth trailed lower, his breath hot against her nipple before his tongue darted out to swirl around it. He groaned as she reacted, her fingers threading through his messy hair tugging gently.
âBeautiful,â Rafayel murmured, his voice soft but laced with hunger. He leaned over, his hair falling into his face as he pressed a kiss to her jaw, then down the line of her throat. His hands moved with delicate precision, sliding over her thighs and spreading them to give her relief from the heat pooling between them. âYouâre incredible, cutie. And you smell so good.â
Her body trembled as Rafayelâs fingers found the slick dripping down her inner thighs, his touch so gentle it almost felt teasing. Her scent spiked, and Sylus groaned into her skin, the sound vibrating against her chest. His hips rutted instinctively against her leg, the hard bulge in his pants pressing against her as he tried to hold himself back.
The sounds of Rafayelâs fingers in her soaked heat caused him to groan, âRaf, donât tease herâŠâ his crimson gaze meeting his Betaâs oceanic one, darkened now with his own desire.
Rafayel smirked slightly, his fingers brushing higher, just barely skimming where she needed him most. âIâm not teasing,â he said, his tone playful, âIâm just making sure sheâs ready.â
âIâm ready,â she moaned when she shifted her hips towards his hand and his fingers slipped past her soaked folds.
âYouâre so ready,â he murmured his voice in awe of just how slick she was. He pressed a kiss down her chest nipping at her breast, tongue teasing her nipple and sucking it gently, grunting softly. He licked her skin down to her stomach and groaned as he rubbed against the scent gland on her hip before kissing her thighs. Her head fell back into the nest of blankets as the sensations began to overwhelm her, Sylusâs hot mouth on her lips and chest, Rafayelâs skilled fingers working into her heat with precision that had her hips bucking against his hand. The combination of their touches was too much and not enough all at once, driving her higher and higher as her heat burned hotter.
Sylus growled as his rut clawed at him as he watched her come undone around Rafayelâs fingers. He couldnât hold back any longer, his thick fingers replacing his in her liquid heat and groaning. âFuck,â hissed, âso fucking perfect.â
Rafayel leaned up, capturing her lips in another searing kiss as his hand stroked along Sylusâs arm, grounding his Alpha even as he added to the intensity. Their movements were perfectly coordinated, their touches seamless as they pushed her close and closer to another edge.
âYouâre doing so good, cutie..â Rafayel whispered against her skin, âlet go for us.â
Sylusâs pace quickened, his fingers thrusting into her as the other hand gripped her hip, steadying her. He groaned as her walls clenched around him, his control slipping further with every sound she made.
âCum for me, Kitten,â Sylus growled, his voice rough and commanding as his fingers curled into her and his thumb stroking the bud at the top of her sex.
Her body tightened like a rubber band and snapped a strangled cry escaped, and Rafayel soothed her with praise as she spiraled. Her body trembled and twitched as he thrust his fingers through her release, lips claiming hers, swallowing her moans greedily. Sylus pulled his fingers from her heat and brought them to his mouth, his eyes blown wide with lust.
âReady?â Rafayel asked him.
âIâve been ready,â he murmured as he leaned down to kiss her after quickly discarding his clothes, wanting nothing more than to be bare against her soft skin.
His skin was feverishly hot against hers as he pressed her back into the blankets, his now bare skin flush with hers. His muscles were taught beneath her fingers, every inch of him humming with primal need. Her hands slid up his chest, nails dragging lightly over the hard planes of muscle, and Sylus shuddered at the touch. His breath was uneven as he buried his face in the crook over her neck, his lips pressing to her scent gland. âFuck, KittenâŠâ he groaned, inhaling deeply, his tongue darting out to taste her scent directly from the source.
âYou wonât break her, Sylus,â Rafayel soothed him, kissing along his spine, his fingers kneading the muscles there, âBreed her,â he whispered, âcanât you see how bad she wants it.â
The encouragement wasnât needed but Sylus let out a rough exhale, his hands gripping her thighs spreading them further apart. He could feel the heat radiating from her slick drenched core. He felt as if heâd lost his mind; perhaps he had.
âKitten.â He rasped, "I need toââ
âYes,â she interrupted, her fingers tangling into his hand pulling him to her. âSylus, please...AlphaâŠâ she breathed.
That was all it took for his rut to truly snap into place. Sylus shifted, lining himself up, his thick cock pressing against her dripping heat. He hesitated for a second, feeling just how wet she was then pushed in slowly. She felt the burn as he stretched her in the most delicious way while the omega purred for the first time that night.
âFuck..â he snarled, his fingers bruising against her hips as he forced himself to go slow, to savor that feel of her wrapped around him. âSo fucking tightâŠâ
Rafayel watched with heavy lidded desire, his lips parted as his hands slid over his back, âThere you go, my love,â he whispered against his shoulder as Sylus bottomed out inside her his entire cock sheathed. âShe can take you.â it was almost a sentence of awe, how no other Omega had ever been able to take him fully seated without some maneuvering.
She whimpered beneath him, her back arching as the thick length filled her to the brim, their combined fluids seeping out of her aching heat. The fullness inside her sent a shock wave through her already overheated body. Her nails bit into his shoulders and he groaned at the sensation.
âMore,â she begged, her voice broken.
Sylus didnât need to be told twice.
He pulled out halfway before snapping his hips forward again, a filthy, wet sound filling the air as he buried himself to the hilt. She cried out, her hands clawing at him but he didnât let upâhis thrusts quickly building into a steady, punishing rhythm that had her gasping with every roll of his hips.
Rafayelâs fingers slid between them, too eager to include himself in the fun. He found her swollen clit, circling with expert precision. âThat's it, cutie,â he whispered, pressing a kiss to her open mouth as she panted, âYouâre taking him so well, such a good omega,â he whispered into her mouth, swallowing her moans. They were his for the taking and he was ravenous.
Sylus growled against her throat, his teeth scraping against her scent gland. Marking in Alpha and Omega relationships was common, however, marking a scent gland was only done in very specific situations as it tied the alphas scent to the omegas. Bonding them. The fact that he was tempted at all was all too telling; they were a pheromone match and it had made them both delirious. Rafayelâs presence kept him grounded, kept him from completely losing himself in the mindless haze of his rut.
Rafayel chuckled, feeling the way Sylus was fighting himself, âYou wanna bite her so badâŠâ he teased then nipped his ear lobe, kissed his shoulder and nipped it gently.
âGo ahead, she smells like she wants you to.â
Sylus groaned, his hips stuttering for a moment before he did biteânot hard enough to claim but enough to leave a deep possessive mark against her skin. She screamed as her entire body locked up as pleasure tore through her, her orgasm hitting like a freight train. Sylus cursed, feeling her tighten around himâ he nearly lost it right then and there.
He slammed into her rough now, chasing his own release as her cries filled the room.
Rafayel kissed her through it, his fingers working her clit mercilessly, drawing out every last wave of pleasure until she was shuddering beneath them, boneless and wrecked.
Sylusâs growl deepened, his thrusts turning frantic as his knot started to swell, attempting to lock him inside her, his body desperate to fill her completely. âFuck, kitten, Iââ
âDo it,â she gasped, wrapping her legs tighter around him, her eyes wild and glazed with heat. âKnot me.â
That was all he needed.
With a final, devastating thrust, Sylus buried himself as deep as he could go, his knot catching and locking them together as he came with a broken snarl, his entire body shaking as he emptied himself inside her.
Rafayel groaned at the sight, pressing kisses down Sylusâs back as he rode out his release, his Betaâs hands stroking over his skin soothingly.
âThatâs it,â Rafayel murmured, kissing the back of Sylusâs neck before leaning down to kiss her lips softly. âYouâre perfect, both of you.â
She moaned weakly into his kiss, her body still trembling, completely overwhelmed by the intensity of everything. Sylus panted against her neck, his grip on her thighs loosening as he started to come down, his mind hazy but content.
âFuck,â Sylus finally breathed, his voice hoarse. âYouâre incredible, kitten.â
Rafayel chuckled, pressing a final kiss to Sylusâs shoulder before reaching for the water bottle nearby. âShe is,â he agreed, bringing the bottle to her lips, helping her drink. âBut donât think weâre done just yet.â
Her eyes fluttered open, her breath still shaky as she swallowed the water Rafayel offered her.
Sylus smirked, tilting her chin up with his fingers, his crimson eyes still dark with hunger.
âWeâre just getting started.â
Rafayel smirked as he set the water bottle aside, his eyes flicking between them. Sylus was still pressed close to her, his knot keeping them locked together as he pulsed cum straight into her. He craved that feeling. Heâd taken Sylusâs knot more than a few times and while his physiology wasnât necessarily made for it; it felt good. He leaned over her and kissed her softly, âYouâre so soft,â he whispered, leaving a path of warmth in the wake over his hands that stroked her skin.
âI canât believe how good you smell,â he murmured.
She whined softly as Sylus shifted slightly, his breath warm against her throat as he let out a deep, contented growl. He was still stuck inside her, his knot keeping them connected as his cock pulsed inside her pushing more and more cum into her. Rafayel could tell by the way Sylusâs fingers twitched next to her hips that he was watching, waiting, hungry to see what would happen next.
Her expression was dazed, her lips still swollen from the desperate kisses between gasps and moans. He brushed his fingers along her jaw, tilting her face up before kissing her again, this time more slowly, more indulgently.
Unlike Sylus, Rafayel wasnât in rut; biologically he couldnât ever be. But something was still pulling him in, something deeper. He had never felt this way before, never had an Omegaâs scent affect him quite like this. She was burrowing under his skin, her heat more intoxicating than anything heâd ever encountered.
It wasnât just biologicalâit was profound.
And it was making her feel it too.
She moaned into his mouth, her body arching toward him instinctively. Sylus groaned at the movement, but he didnât complain. If anything, he seemed amused. âYouâre already reaching for him, kitten?â he murmured, pressing lazy kisses along her shoulder, still dazed from his ongoing climax. âThat desperate already?â
âYes,â she gasped into Rafayelâs mouth where his tongue met hers in a frenzied but passionate kiss. Her fingers curling into his hair tugging him close.
Rafayel chuckled against her lips, but the sound was strained, his own control fraying. He wasnât usually the type to rush thingsâSylus was the one driven by instinct, by sheer forceâbut right now, he wanted her just as badly. He cupped her cheek and moaned into her mouth guiding her hand gently to the band of his sweats, she didnât need to be told twice. Her hand moved down his abdomen and into his pants, finally finding what she was looking for, her hand wrapping around a hot and thick cock that was sticky in her palm. She stroked him slowly and he groaned into her mouth, his hips rutting up into her hand.
They stayed like this for sometime, waiting for the swell of their Alphaâs knot to go down.
Sylusâs purring rumbled through her as he lazily nuzzled into the crook of her neck, his nose brushing that scent gland that he desperately wanted to mark. His satisfaction radiated from every breathy exhale, the slow aftershocks of his climax still making him twitch inside her. Yet, even through the lingering haze of his rut, he was watchingâhis crimson gaze flicking between her and Rafayel with curiosity and hunger.
Rafayel groaned into her mouth, his hips jerking slightly into her hand as she stroked him, her fingers slick with his arousal. His body was burning for her, craving the warmth and wetness he could feel against his fingertips as they trailed over her stomach.
âYouâre trouble, cutie,â he murmured against her lips, his voice thick with amusement and lust. âCanât even wait for your Alphaâs knot to go down before you start making a mess of me too.â
She whimpered softly, giving him another slow, teasing stroke. âDonât act like you donât want it,â she whispered, licking into his mouth, her heat still burning hot inside her, still pushing her toward more, more, more.
Sylus chuckled against her throat, his fingers tracing lazy circles over her thigh. âRafâs the patient one, Kitten,â he mused, his voice a slow, sultry drawl. âBut you keep touching him like that? Heâs going to lose all that careful control.â
And he was losing it. Rafayelâs breath hitched as she twisted her wrist just right, making his cock jerk in her palm. His eyes darkened, his usual playful, easy going demeanor starting to unravel. It was then that she felt the knot slowly shrink and Sylus popped free from her a mess of slick and cum dripping out of her making her whimper.
âTurn over,â Rafayel murmured, voice husky as he pulled back slightly, watching her reaction.
She shivered at the command and whined at the loss of Sylus inside her, the underlying authority in his tone sending a jolt of arousal straight through her. The moment she could bring herself to, she did as Rafayel asked, rolling onto her stomachâher cheek pressed into the blankets of her nest.
âGood girl,â Rafayel praised, his large hands sliding down her back, his fingers kneading into the muscles there. He took his time, trailing his lips along her shoulder blades, soothing her with soft kisses, gentle licks.
Sylus shifted beside them, propping himself up to watch his eyes still hazed over for the time beingâthey all knew it wouldnât last. âYou going to give her what she wants, baby?â he asked him, his voice dripping with lazy satisfaction but his eyes burned with interest.
Rafayel smirked as he kissed down her spine, stopping at the curve of her ass. His fingers spread her open slightly, his breath hot against her dripping cunt. âShe smells like you,â he whispered, voice full of reverence. âStill so needy.â
She gasped as he licked a slow, broad stripe over her slick folds, his tongue teasing her clit before delving deeper.
âOh fuck,â she whimpered, her body trembling as his tongue worked her open, lapping at the mixture of her and Sylus like he was starving for it.
Sylus groaned, gripping her hair and turning her head just enough to kiss her. It was deep and filthy, his tongue dominating her mouth as Rafayel devoured her from behind.
âLook at you,â he murmured between kisses, his fingers lightly tugging at her scalp. âSo perfect like thisâtaking everything we give you.â
Rafayel hummed against her core, the vibrations sending shocks of pleasure through her limbs. His hands kneaded at her thighs, holding her open for him as he worked her with practiced precision.
âRaf...please,â she begged, her body tensing as the pleasure built higher and higher, âI needââ
Placing one last lick on her clit before pulling back, âI know what you need, cutie,â his voice was raspy and low. He pulled his sweats off and kicked them away as he positioned himself behind her, his cock pressing against her entrance.
Sylus grabbed her chin, making her look at him. âYou ready for him, kitten?â he asked as his eyes searched hers.
âYes,â she moaned, pushing her hips back, desperate for more.
He groaned as he pushed inside, his breath hitching at the tight, slight heat that immediately wrapped around him. âOh fuck,â he growled, his hands gripping her hips tightly as he buried himself to the hilt.
She cried out at the stretch, the fullness, her body overwhelmed but craving every second of it.
âThatâs it,â Rafayel groaned, pulling out just enough before slamming back in, his rhythm immediately rougher than before, fueled by need. âYou feel..so fucking good.â
Sylus smirked, kissing her deeply, his fingers playing with her nipples as he watched Rafayel claim herâhe admired the look of desperation on the man's face, his eyes trailing down the expanse of his chest. He felt his own cock twitching but he had more self control than that. At least for now.
Rafayelâs pace was fast, his body moving like he was made for thisâlike he was made for her. Every thrust sent shock waves through her already overstimulated body, and she could feel her release creeping closer, creeping up her spine.
âCloseâŠâ she gasped, gripping the blankets in her fists as her pleasure overwhelmed her senses.
âCum for me, cutie,â Rafayel growled, one hand slipping beneath her to rub tight, teasing circles over her clit. âWanna feel you come all over my cock.â
Unlike anything she ever experienced before, her body obeyed instantly. Pleasure crashing over her like a tidal wave, her vision going white as she sobbed through her release. Rafayel groaned as she clenched around him, his pace stuttering as he chased his own climax. âFuck...fuckââ
He thrust deep one final time before spilling inside her, his body trembling as he came with a low, shuddering groan. His hands held her tightly, his lips pressing kisses onto her shoulder, his body still moving in slow, lazy rolls, riding out every last wave of pleasure.
Sylus hummed in approval, stroking her hair as he kissed her temple. âTold you, kitten,â he murmured softly and lifted a bottle of water to her mouth.
âDrink,â it wasnât him asking, it was a command. For several minutes he made her drink a little water every time she let out a small sigh, she was contented but he could tell she was falling into a slumber she likely wouldnât wake from till morning.
He sighed as her breathing evened out, her body finally surrendering to the exhaustion of her heat and the sheer intensity of what they had done to her. He brushed his fingers gently over her damp hair, his touch softer now, reverent. She was still working, slick between her thighs but her body was too spent to ask for moreâfor now.
âSheâs out,â Rafayel murmured softly, his voice quiet in the dim light of the room. His hands stroked down her back absentmindedly, his fingers pressing slow, grounding circles into her skin. âShe fought it, but I knew she wouldnât last much longer.â
Sylus hummed in agreement, he studied her peaceful expression, the way her body remained pliant between them, trusting. He had never felt this settled before. His rut was satisfied for nowâbut his instincts werenât screaming at him to get up, to pace, to search another fight or fuck. His Omega was here, their Omega, and something about that made his entire body relax in a way he hadnât realized he needed.
âSheâs not just some random match,â Sylus muttered, almost to himself. His fingers trailed over the possessive marks heâd left along her throat, and shoulders, lingering at the deep imprint of his teeth he had left over her scent gland. Not enough to bond her, but...fuck, he had wanted to.
Rafayel watched him carefully, his eyes dark with thought. âNo,â he agreed after a long moment, pressing a kiss to her temple. âSheâs not.â
Sylus let out a slow breath. âThis heat felt different.â
Shifting closer, his bare chest pressing against Sylusâs side, his lips trailed over his shoulder in lazy, absent minded kisses. âYeah⊠Itâs her, sheâs different. Itâs not just the heat making us feel this way.â
Turning his head Sylus catches Rafayelâs mouth in a kiss, slow and unhurried. It was messy, deep, their tongues sliding together as Sylus tangled his fingers in the soft waves of Rafayelâs plum hair. The beta groaned softly, pressing closer, letting Sylus pull him deeper into the warmth of the nest.
A soft chuckle escaped the Beta, âYouâre still wired.â
Chuckling, Sylus shifting slightly, his cock already half hard again, pressing against Rafayelâs thigh. âCan you blame me?â
Rafayel rolled his eyes fondly, sliding a hand down his chest, over the taught muscles of his stomach, before gripping him loosely, stroking him just enough to make his breath hitch. âPoor alpha,â he teased, âStill needy, even after all that.â
Sylus growled, his patience snapping as he rolled Rafayel onto his back, pinning to the nest beneath him. His eyes gleamed as he pressed his weight against him, grinding against his stomach, their cocks flush.
âYou knew what you were doing, teasing me like that,â Sylus muttered, dragging his teeth over Rafayelâs jaw before kissing him hard. âYou love getting me worked up.â
Rafayel moaned, arching into him, his own cock twitching. âMaybe,â
Grabbing his wrists, Sylus pinned them above his head as he used the slick coming off his own cock to prepare him as he lined himself up. His breath raggedâhe didnât waste timeâhe couldnât. Rafayelâs teasing, his scent, her scent, the way his lips were already swollen from their earlier kisses. It was too much.
He pushed inside slowly with a deep shuddering groan, feeling Rafayel stretch around him
Gasping, Rafayelâs eyes rolled back slightly. âF-fuckââ
Sylus didnât start slow. He didnât want to be slow. His body was still humming with need to take, to own and Rafayel knew thatâwanted that. Sylus fucked into him with sloppy, desperate thrusts, his grip bruising on his hips as he chased the heat pooling in his gut.
Rafayel loved this, loved the way Sylus lost himself in him, fucked him like he was the only thing keeping him from going feral. His moans were breathy, punched out of him with every snap of his lover's hips, his body pliant, open.
Sylus growled against his throat, licking over his scent gland, tasting the sweat and heat on his skin. He wasnât an Omega, but Sylus still wanted to mark him, to claim him in a way words couldnât define. His rut was far from over, tamed for now by her slickness, but his instincts still roared for this, for them, for her sleeping beside them.
âSay youâre mine,â Sylus snarled against his jaw, his thrusts becoming erratic, rougher, sloppier.
He moaned, wrapping his legs around Sylusâs waist, his fingers digging into his back. âIâm yours,â he gasped, his nails scraping down his spine. âYours, Sylus.â
A strangled groan escaped Sylus, his teeth clamping down onto Rafayelâs shoulder, enough to claim. Rafayel cried out, his entire body tensing, his cock jerking between them as he came, his release smearing between their stomachs.
Sylus wasnât far behind. With a final, broken growl, he slammed deep into Rafayel one last time, burying himself to the hilt as his knot swelled, locking him inside. His body shook with the force of it, his cum spilling deep inside his Beta as he collapsed over him, panting against his throat, laving at the bite mark heâd placed there.
They stayed like that for a long moment, their bodies tangled, sweat cooling on their skin.
Then, Sylus shifted, his knot popping from Rafayelâs tender hole, grimacing softly. He rolled onto his side and pulled him against him, kissing him softly. âYou okay?â
Rafayel chuckled breathlessly, âI think you broke me.â
Sylus snorted fondly, nuzzling into his hair, pressing a lazy kiss against his forehead. âYou love it.â
âYeah,â Rafayel admitted, sighing contentedly as he melted into Sylusâs warmth. âI do.â
They both turned their heads toward the Omega sleeping soundly beside them.
âSheâs out,â Sylus murmured, his voice quieter now, more certain.
He nodded, brushing a strand of hair from her face. âYeah,â he whispered, âshe is.â
And this time, there was no doubt.
The next time she stirred, it was to the feeling of gentle fingers running through her hair and the distant sound of running water. The room was still warm, the heavy scent of heat and sex lingering in the air, but the haze in her mind had softened, the worst of her exhausting ebbing away.
âYou awake, cutie?â Rafayelâs voice was soft, soothing, his fingers still stroking over her scalp. She let out a soft hum in response, nuzzling into the blankets, her body sore but pleasantly so.
Rafayel chuckled, shifting closer to press a kiss to her temple. âCome on,â he murmured, his voice dipped in fond amusement. âLet's get you cleaned up before you pass out again.â
She made a noise of protest, but before she could burrow deeper into the nest that smelt of them, strong arms slipped under her, lifting her with ease.
âYouâre so dramatic,â she mumbled against his chest, too tired to put any real bite behind it.
âI know,â he replied with a grin, carrying her toward the bathroom, his ocean eyes gleaming happily. âBut you love it.â
She would have rolled her eyes if she wasnât so damn tired. Instead, she let herself relax into his warmth, her limbs heavy and pliant as he brought her into the steamy bathroom. The shower was already running, warm mist curling around them, filling the air with the scent of clean soap. Rafayel eased her down carefully, helping her step under the spray, his hands never leaving her skin.
âYou okay?â he asked, his voice softer now, more serious.
She nodded, blinking up at him. âYeah,â she murmured, feeling the water wash over her, easing away the sweat and stickiness of the night before. âJustâŠ.tired.â
âFigured,â he smirked, stepping into the shower behind her, running his hands over her shoulders, working the tension from her muscles. âYou were a little busy, after all.â
Heat flooded her cheeks, but before she could retort, Rafayelâs fingers worked over her scalp lathering in the shampoo with slow careful strokes. The sensation sent a shiver of pleasure down her spine, and she let out an involuntary sigh, her body sinking further into him.
He chuckled, âthat good?â
She hummed in response, tilting her head into his touch, the intimacy of it making her chest ache in a way that had nothing to do with her heat. Rafayel had been so careful with her, so steady. His hands worked over her like she was something precious, something to be careful of.
She wasnât used to that.
âLet me take care of you, cutie, âhe murmured, pressing a kiss to the top of her head. âJust relax.â
So she did.
By the time they emerged from the shower, she felt lighter, more grounded, the sharpest edge of her heat dulledâat least for now. The scent of food hit her first, something warm and savory drifting through the apartment.
âYou cooked?â she asked, her voice still a little rough from sleep as she leaned against the doorway.
Sylus, who was standing by the stove, shot her a smirk over his shoulder. He was wearing nothing but a pair of loose sweats, his messy white hair still damp from a shower of his own. âRaf cooked, âhe corrected, âI just taste tested.â
She snorted, moving to sit at the counter, her body still feeling a little too loose and content to argue. Rafayel slid a plate in front of herâan omelet with onions, peppers, salmon and cheese. On the side, he had cut up some fruit and put it in a bowl with some granola. Simple, but it made her stomach growl on sight.
âEat,â Rafayel said, nudging a fork toward her. âYou need it.â
She obeyed, shoving a bite into her mouth. It was goodâperfectly seasoned and warm, filling.
Sylus leaned against the counter, arms crossed as he watched her eat with an amused expression. âGuess she was hungry,â he mused.
âTold you,â the other replied.
Despite the teasing, something warm settled in her chest as she ate. Thisâwhatever this wasâfelt natural. Comfortable.
And the way they were both looking at her, it made her heat start to rise all over again.
She didnât mean to end up on her knees in her nest, but somehow, itâs exactly where she was. Rafayel was beside her, his eyes gleaming with playful competition as they both pressed closer to Sylus, who was now leaning back against the blankets, half-hard already from the way she and Rafayel had been teasing him.
âThink we can make him lose that famous control of his?â Rafayel mused, his lips brushing against her ear as his fingers traced over her thigh.
She smirked, eyes locked on Sylusâs already darkening gaze. âI think we can.â
Sylus scoffed, but there was a tightness to his jaw, his hands clenching at his sides like he was waiting for them to move. âYou two are ridiculous.â
Rafayel grinned, reaching to wrap his hand around his cock, stroking him slowly, teasingly. âYou love it.â
Sylus growled lowly, his hips jerking slightly into his hand, his eyes narrowing. âShut up and use that pretty mouth of yours.â
Rafayel laughed, but he obeyed, leaning down to press a slow, wet kiss to the top of Sylusâs cock before licking a long and teasing stripe up the length of him.
She followed his lead, mirroring his movements on the other side, their tongues brushing against each other as they worked Sylus in tandem. The groan that tore from his throat was filthy, his head tilting back against the blankets, his muscles tensing beneath them.
âFuck,â Sylus hissed, his fingers threading into Rafayelâs hair, then into hers, tugging just enough to make her whimper.
Rafayel shot her a smirk. âWatch closely, cutie,â he murmured before taking Sylus into his mouth, his lips stretching around his length, his throat relaxing effortlessly. She swallowed, heat pooling low in her stomach at the sight.
âUse your tongue,â he instructed, pulling back slightly, his hand still stroking the base of Sylusâs cock. "Like this.â
She followed his lead, dragging her tongue slowly around the tip, teasing just like Rafayel had. Sylus groaned, his grip on her hair tightening.
âGood girl,â Rafayel praised, shooting her a wicked grin before going down again, his mouth hollowing around Sylus as he sucked.
She followed, their movements synchronized, teasing, drawing ragged curses and groans from Sylus as his restraint started to crack. Their mouths and tongues each covering one side of his cock up and down his length soft whimpers from them both at his heady scent as their tongues touched in a partial kiss around his cock.
When he finally broke, he grabbed their heads and fucked up between their mouths with a desperate growl.
Sylus snapped. His grip in their hair was firm, controlling, as he fucked up between their mouths his cock slick with their spit, their tongues working together to drive him over the edge. His growls filled the air, ragged and demanding. His control shattered completely as his thick length twitched.
âFuckingâfuck,â Sylus panted, his head tilting back against the pillows, his muscles tensing as he used them, barely able to decide which one he wanted more.
She moaned as she felt Rafayelâs tongue meet hers as they lapped at his cock eagerly. Rafayel let out a breathy chuckle around his cock. It was filthy, and hot as they shared the taste of him.
Sylusâs breath hitched, his grip tightening and then with a sharp groan he came his cock twitching as ropes of thick cum landed on their mouths and face. They worked together to swallow down what he gave them, licking at him, cleaning him up with soft, slow drags of their tongues until his body sagged into the nest.
He looked wrecked.
But not done.
His crimson eyes flickered open, hazy, dark with the need still lingering in his gut. His rut was still there, but her heat-- the scent of it, the feel of it clinging in the air, still risingâwas pulling him back under.
His growl was low, warning, as he grabbed her wrist, tugging her up onto his lap. His lips crashed against hers. His tongue sweeping into her mouth, tasting himself on her, his hands slid over her skin, nails biting into her hips.
âYou want me again, kitten?â he murmured against her lips, his voice teasing, âcan smell it on your-fuck-your heats kicking back up isnât it?â
She whimpered, nodding, rocking her hips against him, already desperate for him again. Rafayel hummed, licking his lips as he sat back on his heels, watching. âGuess she canât help it,â he mused, fingers trailing over her spine. âSheâs an Omega. She needs you, Sylus.â
A groan pulled from him, his cock already hardening under her, âFuck, youâre right.â
And then he was flipping her, pressing her down onto the nest, his body covering hers, his hands gripping her thighs as he spread her open beneath him. She gasped, her body arching, and then he was inside her, hot and deep, stretching her all over again.
He didnât start slow this time. He couldnât.
Sylus slammed into her, his growl vibrating against her throat as he fucked her rough and deep, chasing the heat, the primal, instinctive need to fill her, to breed her.
âFuck, kitten,â he panted, his hands gripped her waist, holding her still as he ruined her. âFeel so fucking goodâcanât get enough of youââ
She sobbed his name, her body burning, her nerves on fire, her slick dripping onto the blankets. She could feel her orgasm creeping closer, every hard thrust pushing her further into it, making her whimper, making her beg. Sylus groaned, his pace stuttering as his knot began to swell again, one thrust, two thrusts, three and he groaned as it caught the fourth time.
âI got you, kitten,â he growled, âgonna fill you.â
âYes,â she sobbed, her nails dragging down his back, âPlease, Sylusââ
His cock stayed in her, stuck as he filled her with rope after rope of cum. Grinding deep as he spilled, her body opening up for him. She came with a broken cry, her walls clenching down and milking him, making him snarl into her throat. Tempted once again to mark her and make her officially theirs.
For a long moment, they just breathed, tangled in each other, the aftermath still humming in the air. When he slipped from her the sound of his cock slipping out of her soaked pussy made him groan.
Then, Sylus turned his head, eyes landing on Rafayel, his rut in full force now.
A slow, knowing smirk curved his lips.
âYou look like youâre waiting for something,â Sylus drawled, his voice rough but teasing.
Rafayel huffed out a laugh, stretching out beside them, his own cock hard and aching between his legs. âYou are good at reading me.â
Sylus grinned, âget between her legs.â
Rafayelâs breath hitched, his eyes darkening, but he obeyed. âFuck, sheâs soaked,â he whispered, his tongue darting out to taste her, his voice reverent.
Sylus chuckled as he moved behind Rafayel and lifted his hips up so he was on his knees, bent over with his mouth on her cunt. âLick her clean,â Sylus commanded, his voice edged with something dark and possessive.
Rafayel didnât hesitate.
His mouth latched on to her, licking deep, drinking from her, his tongue slipping inside, tasting both her slick and Sylusâs cum as he moaned against her.
The action had him feeling drunk, surrounded by their scent, his own cock twitching in anticipation. She cried out, her entire body shaking, the over stimulation nearly too much.
And then, Sylus was behind him. Strong hands gripping his hips, dragging him back. Rafayel groaned, his tongue still buried in her as Sylus used his cum soaked fingers to ready him for his cock. One finger, then two, then he pressed the head of his length to the opening before pushing inside in a single thrust.
âFuck,â Rafayel sobbed against her, his whole body shuddering.
Sylus growled, his grip bruising as he fucked into him, his pace immediately unforgiving. Her moans, their moans all echoing off the walls of her room. Her fingers tangled in his hair, pulling him tighter against her.
âGood boy,â Sylus purred, his breath hot against his spine as he fucked into him with deep short thrusts. âJust like that,â he whispered, and they all came together.
It was too much. It was perfect.
And none of them wanted it to stop.
The aftermath was a slow, breathless tangle of limbs, bodies collapsing into the nest, still warm and slick with sweat and release. Their bodies were exhausted but satedâfor now. The room was thick with the scent of sex⊠of them. A scent that had become something familiar, something that felt like home.
Rafayel was the first to move, rolling onto his back, his chest still rising and falling in uneven breaths. A lazy, satisfied smile tugged at his lips as he turned to look at them.
âWell,â he murmured, his voice rough, âthat was...something.â
She huffed out a breathless laugh, curling instinctively into Sylusâs side, pressing her face against his chest. âThat's one way to put it.â
Sylus chuckled, his arm tightening around her, pulling Rafayel closer with the other, sandwiching them between his warmth. His fingers idly stroked over her back, then up into Rafayelâs damp, tangled hair, smoothing it out as he kissed his temple.
âDonât think youâre getting rid of me now,â Sylus murmured, his tone teasing but laced with something deeper, something real.
Rafayel sighed contentedly, nuzzling into his Alphaâs touch. âWouldnât dream of it.â
She swallowed, tilting her head up to look at them both. There was an understanding between them, something unsaid but deeply felt.
This wasnât just a heat arrangement.
This wasnât just Sylus scratching the itch of his rut.
This was more.
And it terrified herâbut it also settled something deep inside her, something she hadnât even realized had been so restless before.
The desire for a family.
Sylus must have sensed the hesitation in her, because he cupped her cheek, tilting her face toward him, focused. âKitten,â he murmured, his thumb stroking her skin. âTell me what's going on in that pretty head of yours.â
She hesitated, then let out a small, shaky laugh. âI guess, I just...didnât expect this.â
Rafayel shifted, propping himself up on one elbow, watching her closely. âExpected what?â
âThis,â she admitted, her voice barely above a whisper, âto want this, to want you, both of you.â
Sylusâs grip tightened slightly, like he was afraid she might slip away. âYou do want this,â he said, and it wasnât a question. It was a statement.
She exhaled slowly, her body still aching, still sensitiveâbut there was no denying the truth of it. She nodded. âYeah, I do.â
His entire body relaxed as he pulled her in again, pressing a soft, lingering kiss to her forehead. âGood.â he murmured against her skin. âBecause Iâm not fucking letting you go.â
Rafayel chuckled, rolling onto his stomach so he could drape himself over both of them. âPossessive.â he teased, âtypical alpha behavior.â
Sylus shot him a flat look. âShut up, you love it.â
Rafayel smirked, but there was nothing but fondness in his gaze. âI do.â
She felt warmth spreading through her chest as she relaxed into them, letting their scents surround her, wrap around her like something safe.
âWe donât have to define anything right now,â Rafayel murmured after a moment, his fingers tracing slow, lazy circles over her hip. âWe donât have to rush it, but we do have to acknowledge it.â
Sylus made a small disgruntled noise. âI already know what I want.â His voice was firm, unwavering. âI want you, both of you. And I will make you mine.â
There was no room for argument in his tone.
And neither of them wanted to argue anyway.
Rafayel smirked, leaning in to kiss him softly, âYeah?â he murmured against his lips. âThat's a promise, Alpha?â
Sylus growled, nipping at his bottom lip before kissing him again, slow and deep. âDamn right it is.â
She watched them, her heart swelling in her chest. This felt right. It felt good. It felt real.
For the first time in a long time she wasnât afraid of it. She smiled, pressing a kiss to Sylusâs shoulder then to Rafayelâs cheek before settling between them. Their warmth cocooned her completely. âWeâll figure It out,â she murmured.
Sylus grunted, already half-asleep, his grip on them protective. âDamn right, we will.â
And as they drifted off, tangled in each other there were no doubts in any of their minds.
This was theirs.
And none of them were letting go.
so what can I trade in return to see more of these threeâŠ
because oh my god â when I saw beta!rafayel with alpha!sylus I was so intrigued on how that dynamic would play out, but damn. you pulled that off flawlessly.
now excuse me Iâm gonna⊠go dream about this. yep.
This is literally perfection. I was so scared that Rafayel was gonna be an alpha cause.. no. Just no. But oh my god he's the most perfect beta ever and him and Sylus are the cutest couple. They're perfect for each other!! And the three of themđ„ș my heart. I love everything about this!!


