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to the woman i loved i hope youre in hell to the woman i hurt you deserved better than me

to the woman i loved: im sorry that i was the woman i was. i couldnt ever do enough i wasnt ever any of the things you wanted me to be i failed. i died i lived i died i lived again. in each death i failed you again in a different way. i loved you with all i had but the things i had in me were insufficient. that’s okay. ten thousand lives we shared until now. the most painful were the ones we never met at all. the ones where we hate and kill each other aren’t nearly half as bad as never knowing your love my perfect perfect love

dreamofabutterly

nevermind im starting to sober up i remember what you did whore die in hell

to the woman i loved: im sorry that i was the woman i was. i couldnt ever do enough i wasnt ever any of the things you wanted me to be i failed. i died i lived i died i lived again. in each death i failed you again in a different way. i loved you with all i had but the things i had in me were insufficient. that’s okay. ten thousand lives we shared until now. the most painful were the ones we never met at all. the ones where we hate and kill each other aren’t nearly half as bad as never knowing your love my perfect perfect love

acet0xy

madohomu

princessantisocial

おだいじに。🌈🌻🎀🍮

im an aged up minor tbh i never grew up i just became a bigger child

autistichalsin

Actually no one should be having sex. All of us are aged-up minors and the passage of time is inherently problematic

trapsena

god bless evil fucked up madoka and evil fucked up homura they make me laugh everytime i see them

you can hear the pain in that evil tweet from homura

desperately and shamelessly whoring for attention (i made one comment and it could easily be taken to mean im just bored)

yuribuny

theres never enough yuri vampire manga and more of them need to treat bloodsucking like this

just because I get no notes on my posts doesn’t mean Im not planting the seeds go ahead and try to ignore me

when i say willingly pitiful i’m referring to the type of person who has commodified helplessness realizing it’s a significantly more efficient way to dominate and manipulate than force. you see it all the time, people to whom pity is like a drug, people who can’t live without being showered in adoration and affection and comfort just for being alive. people who have unlearned how to assert anything of their own desire

the kindness of the world is superficial at best, mostly being offered to the loudest most demanding and most willingly pitiful type of person. those who do not wail loudly demanding satisfaction at the slightest pain will never be offered an ounce of compassion regardless of how unbearable, even if it is so terrible it seems impossible for life to continue. if you have even the most tiny and fragile amount of pride, something so weak it could be destroyed in a single breath your life will turn into a kafka novel and you will invariably kill yourself

tlirsgender

One of my more outwardly baffling autistic traits is that often I will fully know that you're being sarcastic or joking & I'll just keep talking. I'll respond to it in earnest thinking I'm continuing the bit but I do it too flatly and everybody knows I'm autistic so they'll stop and be like hey that was a joke & I'm like I know

#all the time #it doesn’t help that everyone thinks im really dumb