Not worthy
As I write this I'm currently sat on my bathroom floor post shower, feeling sorry for myself. Yeah I'm PMS-ing, so sue me... All them harsh, cruel words that people have blurted out to me over the years have suddenly come stampeding through my brain crushing any positive self thought I had about myself (which to be fair, is minimal anyway). 'Your not marriage material' was said to me by a male best friend 'I don't love you anymore' was said by my ex boyfriend and first (and so far only) love 'You've put some timber on' said by a male friend who I hadn't seen over the years 'You're not good enough' said by a boyfriend 'That dress makes you look fat' said by my one and only Nana And people can't seem to understand why I lack self esteem and when it comes to talking to handsome men, I bottle it, because why would they ever be interested in a girl like me....? I'm. Not. Good. Enough. Remember?
