Observation:
Four dreams that I have recorded so far involve me attending a play, a movie, or a performance of some sort.
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Observation:
Four dreams that I have recorded so far involve me attending a play, a movie, or a performance of some sort.
March 11, 2015
I was at a sort of play with friends and I was also with a guy. He had his arm around me and was holding my hand. The play was in its final act and everyone got up and left the theater before it was over and the guy and I stayed to see the end. As we were leaving I was trying to figure out who he was because he seemed familiar but I couldn't put a name to his face. We were walking through the parking lot and he pointed to a white sports car and he said something about having memories of driving around in that car when we first met. It was then that I realized that this was Kevin, a guy I rejected when I was a freshman in college. I felt a pit in my stomach and I thought to myself "there was a reason you rejected him before you should get out now" but my desire for love and affection overruled my mind screaming about red flags so I continued to go out with him even though I felt off about it.
March 10, 2015
Only slept about 3 hours. Was really restless. I kept dreaming that my alarm was going off so I'd wake up and check the time and it wasn't time to get up.
March 9, 2015
I was at a bookstore with my high school friends and I was buying a set of books but I wanted the prequels to the books as well and my friends were giving me shit for it. I looked down at my phone and I was getting a phone call from a girl I used to be kind of involved with that I no longer speak to, let's call her AE. So I didn't really want to answer AE's phone call but I felt like I needed to but I put her on hold so I could buy the books. I left the store and met up with her. She and I were driving and talking and I was apprehensive about spending time with her. She grabbed my hand and said "we're girlfriends now" and I was like "umm what" and she said "well because I like you so I'm a lesbian" and I said "well liking me doesn't mean you're a lesbian, you don't have to label yourself like that, you don't have to label yourself as anything if you're uncomfortable" and she said "no I'm just a lesbian and that's that" in a way that kind of shut me down and prevented us from having a free conversation
March 8, 2015
I dreamt that I was giving birth. I was in labor at the same time as one of my friends, I'm not sure who. Everything was grayish, like the saturation was turned way down. When I gave birth, there was nothing there. I literally gave birth to nothing.
March 5, 2015
My abusive ex, Steven was playing the piano for a group of people, and his girlfriend walked up to me (she didn't know who I was) and started talking to me about how talented Steven is and how lucky she is to be with him and I'm just all like.. yeah yep you're totally right and trying to edge away from her. The n he came up to me and hugged me and when I pulled away from the hug he had the face of a different ex of mine, except it was still Steven. I had a cordial conversation with him and his girlfriend soon-to-be fiancée about their future and then I just kind of left.
February 28, 2015
I can't remember dreaming but I remember how completely exhausted I was and being conscious of that throughout the night. I woke up feeling sick to my stomach and the feeling never really left. I also woke up feeling deeply anxious but I think that is due to the sheer amount of things I needed to do today + deciding whether or not to go to a friend's party and dreading a large group of people. (Spoiler alert: I didn't go to the party, I stayed home and did homework)
February 27, 2015
Woke up feeling agitated and stressed out.
February 26, 2015
I had attended a play that was set on a river. When I got out of the play my friend Kristen was outside asking me why I wouldn't return her phone calls or texts and I just pretended I didn't know her and got away from her. I definitely know who Kristen represents in my real life hahahaha
February 25, 2015
I was in Antarctica with a group of people and we stumbled across an abandoned archaeological dig. There was no trace of anyone anywhere. Our group went back to the camp and in the night some of our members disappeared. When I went to investigate, a half human half corn on the fucking cob had kidnapped our group members. Before I could approach more human/corn people burst out of the snow.
February 24, 2015
Didn't ever fall asleep.
February 23, 2015
I was in a white, cinder block classroom with no windows, it was my graduate program, but there were individual desks instead of long tables. There were only a couple of people there that I recognize from real life but overall there was a sense of familiarity so I knew these were my cohorts. I sat in the second row farthest from the door, second seat from the back. There were 3 desks in front of me. There were 5 rows of desks with 5 desks in each row. A classmate that I have romantic feelings toward (in the dream not in real life.. let’s call him WS) sits at the desk to my right. We aren’t dating or anything but there is something there, a feeling of romance growing though we don’t know each other really well, I feel drawn to him and I can tell that he feels the same. Class starts and we talk about theories for a bit, we take a 15 minute break, and I come back and my abusive ex, Steven, is in the classroom. I feel my body flood with terror. His presence is so menacing. I look across the room to see WS walking toward me only to find that his face has turned into Steven’s. I am terrified, but WS gestures to his shoes, and he is wearing snowboarding boots, and when I look back up to his face, his face has changed back to normal. No one in the class seems to notice Steven as he sits two seats in front of me. All I can see is his upper back, his salmon and blue striped frat boy tank, and the back of his head, but it is enough to have me shaking in fear. WS is the only one that notices Steven, is the only one that sees my terror, and in a gesture born of empathy and support, without an ulterior motive, he reaches his hand across the aisle and places it on mine, squeezes it, and says, "you deserved better than that" and then he turned back in his chair. I felt hope after he said that. And I trusted what he said, like for the first time I actually believed that I didn’t deserve all of the agony Steven caused.
2/23/15
So I'm the literal worst about consistently posting but I've decided to start my required 30 days, today. Even after I finish this assignment I think I will continue to use this blog because our professor told us that you really can't identify patterns and themes from only 30 days of dreams. He said typically you want it to be 6 months or more and since I am super interested in dream work, why the hell not?
Jan 24, 2015
Trigger warning: this was a nightmare including sexual assault so if you find that triggering please do not continue reading.
The dream started out with me sitting in a semi-crowded movie theater. I was feeling uncomfortable because I was sitting between two men, one was probably in his 40s or 50s and the other was really drunk and kept talking to me, slurring his words, invading my personal space, and breathing his horrid breath in my face. The other man kept trying to slide his hand up my thigh and I kept telling him “no” and “leave me alone” and eventually was yelling but no one was willing to help me. He put his hand back on my leg and I told him that if he didn’t remove it I was going to rip his finger backward and snap it in half and he just laughed at me, so I grabbed his middle finger and snapped it in half by bending it backward. He then went into a rage and undid his pants and cornered me and was trying to rape me. I was screaming and fighting and I had already broken his finger but he kept trying to rape me anyway. I finally escaped and ran for protection but cops came in and started shooting and bombs started going off and then I woke up.
Jan 22, 2015
I'm a 22 year old grad student studying Clinical Mental Health Counseling, and this semester I am taking a Jungian theory class and am required to keep a dream journal. So, through this blog I hope to be able to keep my nightly dreams updated and possibly analyzed, I haven't really read any of the text yet (I've only been in class a week, and my Jung class doesn't meet until February) so any interpretations I post will not be related to the Jungian text unless otherwise stated.
Fair warning, I dream vividly, often have nightmares, so there are most likely triggering things that I will post about, but I will do my best to tag them accordingly. BUT most of time my dreams are just strange and laughable and end up with me waking myself up by talking.
That being said, I'm finally off to bed after one of the longest days of my life.