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I'm in a state of dreaming Affiliated with Charisma High Dorm # ✿ 211

[dreamstating]

Broken Mirror for 3 days

Broken mirror: The muse has terrible luck for (anon decides). On the plus side, they will now also be followed around by an adorable black cat everywhere they go. Getting rid of the cat will not cause the effect to end and every attempt at harming it will go terribly wrong for the muse. No animal cruelty allowed on this list.

” — ? ” All she seemed to notice was the black cat by her side. Though, she had the feeling she had some sort of terrible luck stuck to her. She’d find out just how terrible it was soon enough.

[dreamstating]

ｎｅｘｕｓ．

[yokotawaru-akuma]

Inching closer and closer. His footsteps made a small sound. He was wearing his school uniform which he always wore for some odd reason. Finally he was right in front of her. There was no possible way for her to escape out of his sight. His blue hues gazing directly at her. 

That stare, the stare of wanting to make someone break down mentally. He was in the mood for doing so. And to top it all off he could do it easily in a place like this. It was a dream world, so he didn’t have to hide anything. He could show this girl the side of himself that he never showed to anyone in the real world. This was joy to Kumagawa. 

Noticing how she was shaking. It was splendid. What else should he do to this girl? Should he toy with her mind by killing her and making it seem like an illusion? Yes, that sounded like a good idea. But for not he was just going to give her stares that would scare anyone.

[dreamstating]

That stare. It felt as if he were simply looking through her. Rather ironic considering her name translates to ' Window '. That stare was enough to chill her down to her bone marrow - chilling her to the point she couldn't control her muscles to allow movement. It's as if every system in her body was frozen under his stare. 

She had a multitude of questions stirring within her head - Questions anyone would ask the person about to torment them.

Why are you doing this?

What will you gain?

Why me? 

After a evidently forced breath ( It seems she had forgotten to breathe in the midst of her fear. ) she gulped -- her fingers still twitching and her body in a trembling state. Of course, you'd assume she'd be unfazed by being confronted by such dangerous situations but no, this guy was something all in his own. Something she had never encountered in her entire life. 

" -- Go away. Leave me alone. " What a bold thing to say while you're scared under someone's threatening eyes. Though, with the attempt to sound unshaken by the situation, her voice quivered and cracked, her words ultimately sounding pitiful. 

At least she tried. Oh, how she tried.

[themedusa-mary-deactivated20131]

Mary smiled. This person is very hard to control. Holding the bun towards the girl, she said “Come on, if you don’t eat, you’re going to die you know.”

Maybe she’s not the type of person to eat a bun. She put the bun away and took out a few sweets, handing it towards the girl. “At least eat this.”

[dreamstating]

Die. What a bittersweet word. Would it be wrong of her to yearn for such a thing? Of course it would. After all, life was claimed to be a precious thing. But can't something lose that status if there's nothing left to adore it? 

A shake of the head -- refusal of both the candy and previous bun offered to her. After all, she had lost that precious title so what was the point in this dreaded game called life? 

" I apologize. "

[s-accularius]

Casually noms on a cookie. “Your stomach’s rumblin’ girlfriend. You might wanna stop by the cafe and grab a bite.” Continues to eat his cookie without even offering her a piece. 

[dreamstating]

☂ » Of course, that didn't faze her in the slightest in regards to the cookie. " ..No thank you. " She couldn't bring herself to speak any form of insulting words as she had no reason to. She knew if she was hungry, she should go get food. That's only if you wanted food.

[papa--kiyoshi-blog-blog]

His smile widened, and he continued easily, “And I want some of them to be yours. Your tummy’s making noises, so the least I can do is feed it a bit, right?” And so he still held the bag out, completely unaffected by the other’s words— well, word.

"I don’t need all of ‘em!"

[dreamstating]

☂ » It seemed this wouldn't end unless she took a few chips. Not that she minded -- Food was just odd to her. Reaching her hand into the bag and rustling it a bit, she pulled her hand out which was holding a handful of chips. Taking one from her hand, a small crunch ensued as she bit into it and chewed. 

Swallowing the chip, a bow of her head occurred. " ...Thank you. " 

[kokoronikakusareta]

ﾒ 〜 “Isn’t that odd?”

ﾒ 〜 Placing her down gently atop the roof of a much smaller building; the ravenet sat next to her. Placing a hand on his chin and tapping his cheek; he huffed.

ﾒ 〜 “Sleeping and winding up here…”

[dreamstating]

☂ » The brunette simply looked at her slipper'd feet, swaying them slightly, a small sigh coming from her. 

" ..This time seems different than mine. " Hopefully she wouldn't sound utterly crazy for what she said. Then again, if you saw her dreams, that's probably what she'd come off as; Crazy. 

[exceedingarrogance]

When the girl began to wipe his eyes, he blinked a few times before a small smile spread across his lips. She was sweet. “Madotsuki…Can I call ya Mado for short?” He hadn’t seen her here before. Perhaps she was a new student. “Are ya new to Charisma?” She didn’t seem to talk much, so he wouldn’t overwhelm her with questions. He was glad that she helped comfort him though. She was a nice girl.

[dreamstating]

☂ » At least he had shed the tears that needed to be released and seemed to be getting back on his feet mentally. Hands going to her sides after wiping his eyes, she blinked once before giving a nod at the shortening of her name. People called her that anyways and she had nothing against it so there was no reason to say no.

Another nod at his question to if she was new to the school. She had actually been heading back to her dorm for a nap -- ' nap ' meaning several hours to a day of sleep. 

[k-a-o-r-o-k-a]

✿ ノ A new student was present.

✿ ノ “Hey. You ok? You’re sleeping…” The blond lifted the girl’s sleeping head curiously; peering at eyelashes instead of hues. How cute. Grinning from ear to ear, a loud shout erupted from him —— he woke everyone like he woke his adoptive father.

✿ ノ "WAAAAAAKE UUUUUUUUUUUP!"

[dreamstating]

Oh, had someone tried to wake her? Too bad their attempt had gone in vain -- after all, she was a heavy sleeper when need be. And this was one of those need be times. 

Only a faint stir came her; a twitch of the nose and lips but eyes never revealed themselves. Only eyelashes served as her eyes for now.

[overlord-alexander]

Halloween themed M!A!s

Going batty: Muse will be a vampire for (anon decides). They can still eat regular food, but that won’t satisfy the thirst, and the muse will grow progressively weaker if they do not drink blood.

Over the moon: Muse will be a werewolf for (anon decides), the symptoms need not only show during the full moon, but rather how the mun decides.

Yer a wizard/witch: Muse gets magical powers for (anon decides), the extent of these are determined by the anon or mun if left unspecified.

Pale as a sheet: The muse might not be dead but they certainly appear to be. The muse’s body will be incorporeal like a ghost’s for (anon decides). The extent to which they can interact with physical objects is up to the mun to decide.

We don’t want zombies in our yard: Muse will have a craving for those tasty brains that people don’t seem to be using much anyway. However, getting to them might prove difficult since the muse also seems to have terrible fine motor skills and becomes quite clumsy. Effects last for (anon decides)

Fallen angel: The muse becomes a demon for (anon decides), if they are already a demon, they instead become an angel for the duration.

Costume party: The muse turns into (anon decides) for (anon decides), who knows what effects this might have?

Broken mirror: The muse has terrible luck for (anon decides). On the plus side, they will now also be followed around by an adorable black cat everywhere they go. Getting rid of the cat will not cause the effect to end and every attempt at harming it will go terribly wrong for the muse. No animal cruelty allowed on this list.

Sweet tooth: The muse will have an insatiable craving for all things sweet, and for candy in particular for (anon decides).

There’s something out there: Muse becomes inexplicably paranoid for (anon decides). They are convinced that there is something out there trying to get them and might even get hallucinations of various things creeping about.

Let’s split up, gang!: No. You don’t choose this option; because it is stupid.

Drow syndrome: The muse suddenly finds themselves very much averse to light and prefers to spend their time in the dark where they can feel comfortable (Anon decides duration).

The dark descent: On the contrary, a muse affected by this spell will become terribly afraid of the dark and might lapse into panic if there are no light sources nearby (anon decides duration).

Please do add more to this list if you can think of anything appropriate!

[dreamstating]

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[dreamstating]

all symbols yo

Since Madotsuki doesn't feel like talking, she's writing down the answers for you.

⌛ - age? [ 17 - She's old. ]

‼ - real name? [ Mandi. It's a pretty name, I guess. ]

✺ - eye color? [ She always says her eye color changes between blue and green. ]

✁ - hair? [ It's short. But she tries growing it out and it never works well. ]

✧ - brunnette, blonde...? [ Brunette even though she dyes her hair. ]

☿ - zodiac sign? [ Capricorn. ]

☃ - tall/short? [ She's taller than me, I think. So tall. ]

ϟ - slim, skinny..? [ Skinny. She needs to eat more. ]

❅ - any sports? [ No, she's too lazy. ]

✈ - hobbies? [ Sleeping, drawing, reading. ]

❤ - single/taken? [ She's taken. ]

♋ - virgin or not? [ She's not. But I wouldn't push matters on that. ]

ツ - any pets? [ She had four dogs. But now it's 3. ]

☂ - favorite season? [ Winter. It knocks her out into sleep. ]

✐ - fave types of movies? [ Horror movies. Psychological movies. Disease movies. ]

❣ - how would it be your ideal date? [ -- Her ideal date? Mm. That's hard. Maybe staying at home watching horror. ]

☣ - phobias? [ Her own blood and the normal things ( Heights/spiders ) ]

☠ - fears? [ Being alone is her biggest one, yeah. ]

✘ - hates? [ This is a list but she hates really cliche horror movies. ]

☾ - mun's strong points? (name , at least, 3) [ Uhm. Well, she's loyal. Uhm. -- I'm not really sure. ]

☽ -...and the weak ones? [ She's stubborn / Temperamental & lacks in communication of her emotions. ]

° - ever were close to death? [ When she was born, yeah. ]

♧ -..... on drugs? [ Not illegal drugs. ]

♠ -.....smoked? [ No. ]

♦ -.....had alcohol? [ ..A few times. Never got drunk though. ]

❥ - straight, bissexual, homosseual..? [ Pansexual and apparently this Carlos-sexual her friend said she was. ]

♚ - favorite eye color? [ Doesn't really have one. ]

♛ - favorite hair color? [ Same as eye color. ]

♪ - music you like? [ Literally anything other than Country/Rap. ]

✌ - favorite bands/ singers? [ Mm. This is a list too. But her all time one is ' Mindless Self Indulgence '. ]

♒ - fave animes, series'? [ Hm. She has a few of these but one called Mirai Nikki is one she'll always like. ]

❦-.fave characters? [ The crazy kind. Yuno, Rena, Shion, etc. ]

✿ - fave kind of clothing? [ Oversized or little to none. ]

ღ - mottos? [ -- Does ' Always lazy ' count as one? Or ' Strive for a 70 '? ]

✬ - photo of the mun? [ n/a ]

[dreamstating]

SEND THESE AND MUSE WILL TELL EVERYTHING ABOUT MUN! XD

⌛ - age?

‼ - real name?

✺ - eye color?

✁ - hair?

✧ - brunnette, blonde...?

☿ - zodiac sign?

☃ - tall/short?

ϟ - slim, skinny..?

❅ - any sports?

✈ - hobbies?

❤ - single/taken?

♋ - virgin or not?

ツ - any pets?

☂ - favorite season?

✐ - fave types of movies?

❣ - how would it be your ideal date?

☣ - phobias?

☠ - fears?

✘ - hates?

☾ - mun's strong points? (name , at least, 3)

☽ -...and the weak ones?

° - ever were close to death?

♧ -..... on drugs?

♠ -.....smoked?

♦ -.....had alcohol?

❥ - straight, bissexual, homosseual..?

♚ - favorite eye color?

♛ - favorite hair color?

♪ - music you like?

✌ - favorite bands/ singers?

♒ - fave animes, series'?

❦-.fave characters?

✿ - fave kind of clothing?

ღ - mottos?

✬ - photo of the mun?

[thespockyhorrorpictureshow]

More about the Mun.

[dreamstating]

Bold what’s true about you

I am under 18. I am a cuddler. I am a morning person. I am an only child. I am currently in my “pajamas”. I am currently pregnant. I am left handed. l am right handed. I am ambidextrous. I am a little shy around the opposite sex. I bite my nails. I can be paranoid at times. I enjoy folk music. I enjoy smoothies. I enjoy talking on the phone. I have a car. I have/had a hard time paying attention at school. I have a hidden talent. I have a pet. I have a tendency to fall for the “wrong” guy/girl. I have all my grandparents. I have been to another country. I have been told that I have an unusual sense of humor. I have or had broken a bone. I have caller I.D. on my phone.  I have bathed someone.  I have changed a diaper. I have changed a lot over the past year. I have friends who have never seen my natural hair color. I have had major/minor surgery. I have killed another person. I have had my hair cut within the last week. I have mood swings. I have no idea what I want to do for the rest of my life. I have rejected someone before. I like the taste of blood. I like Michael Jackson. I love sleeping. I love to shop. I own 100 CDs or more. I own and use a library card.  I read books for pleasure in my spare time. I sleep a lot during the day. I watch soap operas on a regular basis. I work at a job that I enjoy. I would get plastic surgery if it were 100% safe, free of cost, and scar-free. I am wearing socks. I am tired. I love to paint/draw/sketch/sculpt. I consume at least one alcoholic drink every month.

I have/had: Finished college. Smoked cigarettes. Ridden every ride at an amusement park. Collected something really stupid. Gone to a concert. Helped someone. Spun turn tables. Watched four movies in one night. Been broken up with. Taken a college level course. Been in a car accident. Been in a tornado.  Watched someone die.  Been to a funeral. Burned yourself. Ran a marathon. Your parents got divorced. Cried yourself to sleep. Spent over $200 in one day.  Cheated on someone.  Been cheated on. Written a 10 page letter.  Had a best friend. Lost someone you loved. Skipped school. Gotten in trouble for something you didn’t do. Stolen books from the library. Been in a mental hospital. Fired a gun. Been in a school play. Been fired from a job. Taken a lie detector test. Swum with dolphins. Attempted suicide. Written poetry.  Read more than 20 books a year. Gone to Europe. Loved someone you couldn’t have. Used a coloring book over age 12. Had surgery. Had stitches. Taken a taxi. Had more than 5 online conversations going at once. Had a hamster. Dyed your hair. Had something pierced. Gotten straight A’s. Been handcuffed.

My hair is naturally the colour: Light brown Medium brown Dark brown Blonde Black Dirty blond Strawberry blond Multicoloured Red

My eyes are: Brown Dark Brown Blue Green Hazel Light brown Black Gray

People sometimes label me as: Slut Boyish Colorful Ugly Nerd Other 

Some of my biggest fears are: Spiders/other insects Slimy things Dying Hospitals  Disease Being alone in the dark Heights Oceans/large bodies of water Large animals Small animals  Open spaces Lightning Thunder Tornadoes Clustered holes Bodily fluids Corpses

I have: A friend with benefits A laptop in my room A television in my room Good grades My own car  Parents who are still married A dog A cat A game console

[malusforsarchive-blog]

Give my muse an item and see how they react.

[archiiel-deactivated20230702]

[dreamstating]

Time to attempt drafts. Unless I get lazy.

[dreamstating]

I got this Mandi. You're a girl. You're seventeen. You're Carlos-sexual.

The amount of done I have for you, Shota.

[kokoronikakusareta]

[dreamstating]

[dreamstating]

I got this Mandi. You're a girl. You're seventeen. You're Carlos-sexual.

The amount of done I have for you, Shota.

[kokoronikakusareta]

[dreamstating]