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I think Imma delete this. Voltron just doesn't give me joy anymore, and I'm tired of feeling guilty because I never post for it anymore. I'm condensing everything of mine to my main blog @morte-mistrata so like, I guess follow me there if you wanna talk or whatever. This blog will be deleted on May 24.
ive never watched an episode of voltron in my life but i jus read an article about how joaquim dos santos and lauren montgomery explicitly lied to press about their involvement in the failure of voltron and that they were singlehandedly responsible for the homophobic writing and ending and went out of their way to ignore the comments of both their hired sensitivity consultants and lgbt employees and im SCREAMING
From the article
This is so funny
noelle drew a catradora revolutionary girl utena au i can’t get over this…
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The canary in the coal mine
I hear people saying that Voltron became terrible in S7 and S8. If I may, I’d like to expose my own theory.
Kuron, and specifically the treatment he was subjected to, was the canary in the coal mine.
That is to say, the ending of the much beloved S6 foreshadowed what would come to pass. Let’s review, shall we?
We have this character who repeatedly showed that he truly loved his family, to the point that a mind-reading entity probed his mind twice and both time found him sincere. To the point that, while about to suffocate to death after spending seven days with no food and no water in the freezing silent dark void of space after setting his leg on fire, all he could focus on were the moments he (believed he) spent with them. This character:
-suffered from constant painful headaches because an evil witch was fucking with his head
-was starting to suspect that his memories had been tampered with and everything he knew about himself was a lie, thus lived in constant fear and confusion
-believed he suffered from a degenerative disease that would cripple him, and possibly kill him, within a few months
-felt guilty over accidentally getting a bunch of kids involved in a war, thus was desperate to bring them home safely. And, as stated above, by S5 he believed that he only had a few short months left to do it, so was starting to get bullheaded and reckless over his franticness to win the war quickly for their sake. He let his upset get the better of him one (1) time, when he yelled at Lance, but immediately looked away in shame, and by the end of the day apologized to Lance and praised his good work.
Over the course of a year, this character suffered in silence and did his best to save as many people as possible. His hard work resulted in the salvation of 1/3 of the universe. He cared, and he tried, so very hard.
Then this characters gets possessed by the aforementioned evil witch, and mind-controlled against his will into trying to kill his family. As a result:
-Shiro, a man defined by his compassion, labels him “that thing.”
-The team takes Kuron out of the healing pod while he is injured but explicitly stated to be still alive. In addition, we are shown that he was still alive because he groaned when he was unconscious in the Black Lion.
-Keith refers to him as just a body. Again, this while Kuron is explicitly stated to be still alive.
-Lance, the kind-hearted emotional support of the team, cries that the real Shiro tried to warn them from the Astral Plane, but doesn’t even mention the time Kuron reached out to him for help in the hallway.
-Allura never even tries to use her powers to heal him, despite the fact that just a couple of episodes before she showed the ability to heal mortally-wounded people. Instead, she forces Shiro’s soul into Kuron’s body.
-When the guy who wakes up identifies himself as the real Shiro, nobody asks what happened to Kuron. Nobody grieves, nobody mourns, nobody cares. Kuron either died during the soul transfer or immediately before it after being taken out of the healing pod, and both the characters and the narrative treat it as a happy ending.
Can we agree that this is terrible? All the listed canon facts indicate that our heroes let their teammate die by withholding medical care so they could use his corpse as a vessel to save somebody else. The Paladins fought Lotor because they claimed that harvesting people is the worst possible crime, then turned around and did the exact same thing to one of their own. And it’s supposed to be okay because we are apparently not meant to think of a clone as a person, but rather as a “thing,” despite the fact that he was sentient and compassionate.
Post S6, interviews clearly showed that the EPs never expected anybody to care for Kuron. They gleefully recounted how they planned “to put the [real Shiro’s] proper essence into the Shiro husk.” Why supposedly professional writers did not expect people to care for the character who had been leading the heroes for 4 Seasons, I have no idea. After a couple of interviews, and realizing that people were sad for the clone and disturbed by his fate, they introduced the Word Of God that Kuron and Shiro merged together. Whether the heroes intentionally merged the two men together to save them both or it was just an unintended side-effect of saving the real Shiro, and whether that involves an actual soul merge or just Shiro getting the clone’s memories, is left vague.
(By the way, if it’s the latter, it’s worthless. Kuron had Shiro’s memories, that didn’t make Shiro any less dead. For that matter, Alfor’s AI had Alfor’s memories. Hell, at one point the heroes extract Sendak’s memories, and presumably could put them into anybody. Memories are not substitutes for the soul, and keeping somebody’s memories doesn’t mean that the person did not die, so they should still be mourned).
Unfortunately this Word Of God is never, ever even hinted at in canon. No indication whatsoever. The team freaks out when “Shiro’s consciousness is being rejected by the clone’s body,” but they never acknowledge the clone’s consciousness at all. White-haired Shiro only ever talks about stuff the original Shiro did, and doesn’t show any recognition when people talk about stuff the clone did, like the Voltron Show. The official books describe the process of reviving Shiro as simply putting his soul into the clone body, no mention of any merge anywhere. Finally and most damningly, canon directly contraddicts the WOG when Shiro outright states that the clone died. Thus I can only assume that the EPs lied, as they have many times before.
(For the record, there is also no canon indication that Shiro is cured of the disease. It’s never brought up even once in the show, they only say he is cured in interviews. As far as canon is concerned, Shiro “left the battle behind” because his disease finally caught up with him).
After S6, Kuron is brought up once in the entire rest of the series: in S7, when Shiro talks about “the dead body of an evil clone of myself.” Kuron’s family has written him off as evil, and his death as a joke, because they victim-blame him for the things he was forced to do against his will while under mind-control, and it’s supposed to be a happy ending.
So. When people ask “how could S7 and S8 be so cruel and heartless to Allura? How could they treat Lance so badly? How could they mess with Shiro’s character like that? How could they be so brutal to Lotor? What happened to the theme of found family?
Kuron was the canary in the coal mine. S6 took this well-meaning victimized character and had the family he loved throw him away like a piece of garbage, while acting like everything was fine and dandy. Having shown that much lack of empathy, it was just a matter of time before the series did the other characters dirty. It never stops at one.
Who in the world loved S6? I genuinely want to know, because I and everyone I talked to felt horrible about everything.
How they handled Kuron was Star Trek Voyager levels of bad. There was an episode where two of the crew members accidentally fused into one and created a new being, Tuvix. But the crew didn’t want him, so they forced the new being to unfuse, killing him. Tuvix begged them not to do it, but they straight up didn’t care. That was basically Kuron. The only difference is we didn’t see him screaming to exist, and I can only assume the paladins would not care since they didn’t mention it or show any remorse/regret for it later. As soon as Kieth found out he wasn’t Shiro, he didn’t care about him anymore. No one suggested they wake Kuron up or break is mind control. No one suggested they go to earth to see if they could put Kuron or Shiro in an android body or something similar back on Earth (Shiro was in Black, he wasn’t going anywhere). Nope, just straight up murder. All to do a retcon.
And to be honest, I liked the clone plot at first. Seriously, they had greatest and most obvious plot line sitting right in front of them, waiting to be devoured: have the real Shiro stay dead, and then have Kuron learn to accept himself to be the new Shiro after he finds out, and have the other paladins accept him. I am salivating at the character interactions alone and that’s not even mentioning the angst or the character arcs. It was sitting right in front of you EPs, and what did you do?
Kuron, Shiro, Allura, and Lotor all need a hug man.
Oof, that’s my most hated episode of Star Trek ever and SO MANY PEOPLE still see nothing wrong with what happened to Tuvix. They would say ‘well they’re killing one person to save two people and the needs of the many–’ and it’s like, no, because the two are DEAD and Tuvix is alive. He begged for his life and was murdered. Shiro was 80% of the reason I watched Voltron, but the way Kuron was treated as a disposable nothing despite being completely sentient, and the fact he was basically murdered by the team by forcing Shiro’s consciousness back into his living body is so repugnant, I would rather Shiro stay dead and Kuron be allowed to survive.
it keeps me awake at night wondering if the others still would have used his body had he been aware enough to beg for his life
If it helps, I very much doubt they would have.
Here is the thing: VLD avoids addressing the consequences of its storylines by doing the narrative equivalent of burying its head in the sand.
Keith almost sacrifices himself? Never comes up again. We have no idea if the team even learned of it.
The heroes force a defenceless prisoner of war to march to his death, after he saved all their lives to boot and spent weeks obeying their every order and giving them accurate intel? It’s cool, because he survives that particular encounter and nobody ever mentions it again.
Taking out Lotor ends up causing infinitely greater death and destruction in 3 years than Lotor did in 10.000? It’s never acknowledged. For that matter, they never explain why exactly the team was so against taking Lotor to the Kral Zera, when Kuron’s reasoning (”we have won much harder battles to save a single planet, and here we can fight a relatively easy battle to save the entire universe”) was 100% correct.
Keith has abandonment issues because he lost his parents at a very young age? It’s “addressed,” for an extremely generous definition of the word, completely offscreen. Also offscreen he decides that he doesn’t mind being a leader now, even though he spent 6 Seasons hating the very idea and desperately wanting to remain a right-hand man.
Zarkon and Haggar abuse the hell out of Lotor for 10.000 years? Again, he forgives them offscreen.
Shiro supposedly loses his bond with Black, which had been a source of immense comfort and joy to him, and stops being a Paladin, which was SO important to him that he had a severe panic attack when a villain told him that he couldn’t be a Paladin? *crickets chirp*
tl;dr: I very much doubt the Paladins would have sacrificed Kuron if he had been awake, because every single immoral and nonsensical decision they have made in the series was backed by a foundation of plausible deniability. It’s an extreme case of Tell Don’t Show based on lack of dissent, and you can’t have that when the victim protests.
Anyway, much as I adore Kuron and desperately wanted him to stick around, I would have been extremely unhappy if Shiro had remained dead. Even before they revealed him as gay, he was a multiple minority character (poc, disabled, mentally ill), and it’s depressing as hell to think that the escaped slave perished in the attempt to fight off his abuser.
The obvious solution, for a writer who still remembers that VLD was sold to viewers as a story of “found family,” was so bring back Shiro and have him adopt his clone as a twin brother, helping the clone become his own person.
It makes no sense that somehow Shiro’s body was incinerated, but absolutely nothing else in the cockpit was. Really, writers? This wave of deadly energy was so precise that the pilot was completely consumed from boots to helmet, but the very seat he had been sitting on didn’t even get a stain? No remains, no ash, smoke, no signs whatsoever? Really?
That’s dumb. Just say that the wave of energy messed with Black’s canonical teleportation ability and caused her to accidentally teleport Shiro to someplace where he can’t get back. Can even be the Astral Plane if you dig the place, let’s say that the magical energy in there kept his body from growing hungry.
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Also offscreen he decides that he doesn’t mind being a leader now, even though he spent 6 Seasons hating the very idea and desperately wanting to remain a right-hand man.
And then it comes up again in Season 8 - with Keith saying he turns down a leadership position. Say what now?
It makes no sense that somehow Shiro’s body was incinerated, but absolutely nothing else in the cockpit was. Really, writers?
And then Zarkon and Merla survive similar deaths - bodies intact.
The obvious solution, for a writer who still remembers that VLD was sold to viewers as a story of “found family,” was so bring back Shiro and have him adopt his clone as a twin brother, helping the clone become his own person.
And for the guy who had absolutely no family - to go into space and come back with one - that’s poetic, huh? In a nice, celebratory way, one that makes me want to cry for the right reasons.
Keith almost sacrifices himself? Never comes up again. We have no idea if the team even learned of it.
And I don’t know if this counts - since it was Jeremy - but Jeremy said this would come up again - and then it didn’t. That sounds like to me something was recorded and then edited out.
And…and…and…my mom and sister saw the new commercial for HTTYD3. My mom said, “That looks good. When are we buying tickets?”
“We’re not,” I replied. “It’s DreamWorks.”
My mom nodded and changed the channel.
Branding matters, people.
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“Why the beach?”
“The museums were all closed, and any amusement parks we might have gone to were shut down.”
“Why?”
Lance gives Keith a look, specifically ‘The Look’, which is reserved for only the most important occasions of dumbassery that must be called out. Keith stares blankly until Kosmo nudges his hand with the back of his head and he suddenly remembers the alien war they’ve just spent the last six years oc their life fighting.
“Oh.” Keith says. He adjusts the towel hanging around his neck. “Right. I knew that.”
Lance considers asking him how, exactly, he managed to forget that not so small fact, but Pidge is already marching ahead into the sand, the umbrella held aloft over her shoulder, and they’ve spent enough time talking already.
Lance sighs and grabs Keith’s hand, dragging him behind him like a toy duck on a string. “Come on. Let’s help Pidge set up the umbrella.”
OoOoOoO
Hunk sets up a grill in the sand, far enough away that high tide won’t be able to reach it. Lance can smell the first hints of smoke as he pulls a can of sunscreen out of the lunchbag.
“Who’s first?” He calls, waving the can like a weapon.
Allura shakes her head, a hairpin held between her teeth as she attempts to tie her hair up. “Ee don eed any.”
Lance takes her words at face value, because honestly, it doesn’t surprise him that she’s got some kind of Altean thingy to prevent sunburns. He turns to Pidge next, who is already waiting the spray, eyes scrunched closed, and armed held out like a t-pose.
“Ready?”
“Ready.”
Lance circles around her, casting her in a cloud of white mist. Once he’s certain that she’s covered, he steps back and turns on his heel to face Keith, who is playing tug of war over his towel with Kosmo.
“Keith~”, Lance sings, shaking the bottle menancingly. “It’s your turn.”
Keith looks up, eyes wide with surprise. He glances at the bottle, then up to Lance, then back to the bottle. “I don’t need that.”
Lance rolls his eyes. “You’re just about as pale as Pidge. Trust me, you need it.”
Keith shakes his head again. Kosmo takes advantage of his diverted attention to fully steal his towel. Keith turns with an affronted 'hey!’, and Lance dashes and sprays him with a thick cloud. Keith turns back and coughs on the spray.
“Dude.”
Lance shrugs. “You’ll thank me for not getting a sunburn later.”
Keith glares but it hardly lasts a minute as Pidge dashes back from the seashore with a water gun and sprays Keith in the face.
His anger is quickly deverted as he dashes after her, nearly tripping as she dives into the ocean.
Lance watches everyone having fun. Hunk is cooking lunch. Allura is building a sand castle. Pidge is chasing Keith in the water. Lance decides to:
A. Help Hunk.
B. Build a sand castle with Allura.
C. Help Pidge defeat Keith.
D. Help Keith defeat Pidge.
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"Why the beach?"
"The museums were all closed, and any amusement parks we might have gone to were shut down."
"Why?"
Lance gives Keith a look, specifically 'The Look', which is reserved for only the most important occasions of dumbassery that must be called out. Keith stares blankly until Kosmo nudges his hand with the back of his head and he suddenly remembers the alien war they've just spent the last six years oc their life fighting.
"Oh." Keith says. He adjusts the towel hanging around his neck. "Right. I knew that."
Lance considers asking him how, exactly, he managed to forget that not so small fact, but Pidge is already marching ahead into the sand, the umbrella held aloft over her shoulder, and they've spent enough time talking already.
Lance sighs and grabs Keith's hand, dragging him behind him like a toy duck on a string. "Come on. Let's help Pidge set up the umbrella."
OoOoOoO
Hunk sets up a grill in the sand, far enough away that high tide won't be able to reach it. Lance can smell the first hints of smoke as he pulls a can of sunscreen out of the lunchbag.
"Who's first?" He calls, waving the can like a weapon.
Allura shakes her head, a hairpin held between her teeth as she attempts to tie her hair up. "Ee don eed any."
Lance takes her words at face value, because honestly, it doesn't surprise him that she's got some kind of Altean thingy to prevent sunburns. He turns to Pidge next, who is already waiting the spray, eyes scrunched closed, and armed held out like a t-pose.
"Ready?"
"Ready."
Lance circles around her, casting her in a cloud of white mist. Once he's certain that she's covered, he steps back and turns on his heel to face Keith, who is playing tug of war over his towel with Kosmo.
"Keith~", Lance sings, shaking the bottle menancingly. "It's your turn."
Keith looks up, eyes wide with surprise. He glances at the bottle, then up to Lance, then back to the bottle. "I don't need that."
Lance rolls his eyes. "You're just about as pale as Pidge. Trust me, you need it."
Keith shakes his head again. Kosmo takes advantage of his diverted attention to fully steal his towel. Keith turns with an affronted 'hey!', and Lance dashes and sprays him with a thick cloud. Keith turns back and coughs on the spray.
"Dude."
Lance shrugs. "You'll thank me for not getting a sunburn later."
Keith glares but it hardly lasts a minute as Pidge dashes back from the seashore with a water gun and sprays Keith in the face.
His anger is quickly deverted as he dashes after her, nearly tripping as she dives into the ocean.
Lance watches everyone having fun. Hunk is cooking lunch. Allura is building a sand castle. Pidge is chasing Keith in the water. Lance decides to:
A. Help Hunk.
B. Build a sand castle with Allura.
C. Help Pidge defeat Keith.
D. Help Keith defeat Pidge.
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Shidge nationality swap starring Japanese!Pidge and Italian!Shiro
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Lotura and Shidge clothing switch :D
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some bodyguard AU! he protecc, he attacc and he also gets recct sometimes lol
Galtean Betrayel
Kuro: “You could’ve been hurt!”
Lance: “Who? Me? Oh Kuro, you have such little trust in me!”
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— bit of background —
Y’know I love me some Altean!Kuro and Galra!Lance. I was just thinking of how Kuro would react to Lance doing something so stupidly life endangering for something that could’ve been handled by someone else….and I thought he might explode with concerned anger. Y’know how some parents yell at their kids because they don’t know how to word their worry? Yeah, I imagine Kuro is like that. Obviously Lance already knows this so he resorts back to what he always falls back on when someone is angry/disappointed with him. Humour.