I came out of the dream world

anonymous sideblog | quoigenic plural | escapismkin | dreamkin | catkin | still finding myself

[dreamworld-creature]

Greetings! This blog is created by an anonymous person who wants to express some personal parts of themselves. It's my comfortable way.

★ Call me Pixel, I'm an alterhuman and otherkin, but I don't identify myself as a therian. I'm still questioning myself a lot.

★ I'm plural, but I don't call myself a system for personal reasons. I'm quoigenic: I don't know what exactly my origin is, and I don't want to talk about it. I'll try to keep this blog syscourse free.

★ My kinlist: Escapismkin, Dreamkin, Catkin, Techhearted [?]

★ My pronouns: She/Her (They/Them is acceptable)

★ I won't leave likes to stay anonymous but I will reblog.

Feel free to interact! I'm actually a softie. Everyone is welcome, no DNI.

[ekacucumber]

trying to remember how to draw after exams

[the-ungovernable]

Explaining Monoconscious Plurality

People often say they don't understand monoconscious plurality, and it makes sense if your introduction to plurality was classic multiplicity. It might be hard to conceptualise how multiple separate people could have a single train of thought and honestly, yeah. It doesn't help that many of the explanations here on tumblr don't feel totally encompassing of all our experiences either. Most of what I've seen only touch on a few things, leaving the rest under the surface

Often monoconsciousness gets described as "shapeshifting" or slipping into different psychological coats. That's part of it, but it doesn't address the whole multiple-voices-in-the-head thing that most plurals seem to experience. It also doesn't come close to fully describing our experience either

The simplest way I can put our experience is (and I suspect this will also ring true for a large amount of other monocon plurals): There is one ability to think, and everyone has to share it, as pictured above

We have to be in contact with the metaphorical consciousness orb, otherwise we don't think. For us personally this looks like temporarily falling unconscious when away from the front. Some plurals I'm sure have constant voices, because nobody leaves the consciousness orb vicinity unless they're dormant. So yeah, definitely different people, even if we all have to share an ability to think. Doesn't necessarily mean we all think the same thing, or that there's 0 distinction between our thoughts (although there are monocon plurals that DO experience this, and that is also just as much more-than-one)

Switching still feels like putting on different coats, and it may literally be an overlay you don if you lean more singletish in your plurality, but for those of us that lean more multiple, this is an important piece of the puzzle. I hope that helps polyconscious systems understand monconscious systems a little better!

[kur0b6gs]

angelic urge to save everything and everyone also angelic urge to destroy everything and everyone

[thecorporatetower]

the dog apologizes for its crude quality, as it drew it with a mouse. it asks if anyone has the original image for this meme it tried to recreate, as it cant find it anywhere.

-possible new program without a name.

[dreamworld-creature]

FOUND IT

[dreamworld-creature]

Tragedy

I'm writing а

Tragedy.

The best I write is

Tragedy.

No matter what, my story is bound to have

Tragedy.

It's inevitable, this

Tragedy.

No matter how happily or unhappily it all starts, somwhere there is always

Tragedy.

Even if it's very small, inconspicuous, and easily forgotten, it's still there, a

Tragedy.

It is it.

Tragedy.

But you dislike.

You live through unhappiness, forget unhappiness and try to build non-unhappiness while I bathe in pain, drink it, the bitter nectar, and wish to treat you, share with you, because pain is everything I know.

But you dislike.

The bitter nectar is salted by your rare tears, which you do not want to cry and show.

Then I stop forging pain, exuding pain, absorbing pain, I climb out of the sea of blades and, bloody and soft, I take your hand and say:

Today, we've had enough

Tragedy.

— from me, Psi, to my partner.

[plural-positvity]

Shout out to quoigenic plurals!

[dreamworld-creature]

Techhearted... But not in "physical machine" way, rather in "program" way.

All these little algorithms that only exist to do their jobs. That "hello world" message set by default. The Internet is a program.

Just to live in this vast world of data...

[dreamworld-creature]

back pain but it's actually low-placed wings being heavy

[plushtoothpanic]

[positivitygenic]

your friends want you around. even if you're relapsing in your recovery. even on your worst days. your friends still want you around.

[positivitygenic]

your quoigenic plurality in of itself is special, and does not need any explanation. it is perfectly okay and wonderful to be who you are and to live in the moment.

[dreamworld-creature]

fronting's kinda nice

[dreamworld-creature]

[dreamworld-creature]

Anaxagoras has been dozing off in co-front, so I asked him to count. Just a bit of exercise to check up on him. How it goes?

"5... 6... 8... (moment of realization) ...6, 7? Wait, no the '6 7', oh no."

[jester-gestures]

How it feels to be a non-romantic soulbond in a world of selfship soulbonds

[dreamworld-creature]

Turns out... We're soulbound plural?

That explains... A lot.