This is a sort of vent-ish blog that we use for different alters to speak or share things they think. We may end up using this for art or other things of that sort.
If any trigger warnings apply, they will be added in the tags. Heavily triggering stuff will get a cutoff and a more prominent warning. Beware the warnings! We are not responsible for anyone getting triggered or upset.
Our host, Dreamy, has a personal art blog! Feel free to check it out at @dreamymem0ries!
Here's who we're stuck with! Any new splits will be added;
╰┈➤ Dreamy - [ SYSTEM HOST ]
[ ☁️💤 ] he / him
The guy who runs the show! Fronts the most (obviously), and is pretty awkward and quiet. Likes to draw and sleep. Also incredibly sentimental and sensitive.
╰┈➤ Peacemaker - [ CARETAKER / CO-HOST ]
[ 🪴🗝️ ] she / they
Helps Dreamy out when it comes to physical health and dealing with complex situations. Tries to be friends with everyone while also being a sort of motherly figure. Nicknamed "Pim" by Dreamy.
╰┈➤ Owen - [ Academic / Socializer ]
[ 🐾🦴 ] any / all ( masc prns preferred )
Chill, lazy guy who is particularly good at math. Hates dealing with drama and is incredibly blunt. Usually fronts to do schoolwork and play video games to give others a break.
╰┈➤ Aloe - [ PERSECUTOR ]
[ 🩸💢 ] any / all ( fem prns preferred )
Incredibly aggressive and argumentative; carries most of the anger / anxiety issues and has a strong, strict sense of justice and what is "fair". She does not forgive and most certainly does not forget.
╰┈➤ Kiana - [ Protector (Primarily from Aloe) ]
[💧🦋 ] she / her; no distinct age
/// HI3 FICTIVE; COMP w/ ALOE
Usually fronts when Aloe goes too far and is almost constantly co-fronting when Aloe is fronting. She doesn't front often, and is fairly newly split so there's not much to say about her. Likes to draw as well.
╰┈➤ Nexus - [ Mood Booster / Soother ]
[ 🔮💫 ] she / they; adult (~20)
/// TSAMS Necromancy!AU FICTIVE
Tends to front under extreme stress. She co-cons during anxiety attacks and generally helps with our anxiety as well as physical illness. Sometimes steps in as Caretaker to help Peacemaker out.
We don't always know who's fronting, but the emoji combos assigned to each alter should be in the tags if we do, so you'll be able to know who's talking / posting.
As for ages, all alters age with body unless specified otherwise. We have no littles or agere alters.
DNI criteria is the same as anywhere else; darkshippers, proshippers, racism, homophobia, transphobia, etc.
We also do NOT interact with endogenic systems as we firmly believe a disorder like this doesn't just happen because you want it to. We went through some horrible things, and that's why we're like this. It's insulting when you dumb it down to some plaything.
i wish i'd treated wisps, ren, and all those other people better.
we never really connected. did we, and i never noticed? god i hate myself for that. why didnt i? did i think myself too good? was i unable to think of things to bond over? was i simply too closed off, like i was with everyone at that time?
i thought i liked them. i know i did. perhaps i still do, but they don't talk to me. i don't blame them
but i barely knew them, truly knew them, so why lament now?
i mean, i grouped them in that last message, even though it was only wennie (and rainy, but that's been resolved) that hurt me. so why? why did i do that?
was it me who did that? was it one of the other ones?
i remember being on the phone with ren, rainy, THEM, and someone else.
ren was... british? i think? and it was fun talking about the differences between america and their home. i liked their accent, made fun of it a little.
that someone else, i forget their name. it wasn't wisps i don't think, but their name started with a "w". they were so sweet. i blew them off and made them feel unwelcome. why? why did i do that??? so stupid. i'm so stupid.
i wish i'd treated wisps, ren, and all those other people better.
we never really connected. did we, and i never noticed? god i hate myself for that. why didnt i? did i think myself too good? was i unable to think of things to bond over? was i simply too closed off, like i was with everyone at that time?
i thought i liked them. i know i did. perhaps i still do, but they don't talk to me. i don't blame them
but i barely knew them, truly knew them, so why lament now?
i mean, i grouped them in that last message, even though it was only wennie (and rainy, but that's been resolved) that hurt me. so why? why did i do that?
was it me who did that? was it one of the other ones?
i'm so done. either i eat and feel like im gonna throw up, or i don't eat and still feel like im gonna throw up. even the thought of throwing up is so gross.
can i live without either being in pain or feeling sick or having something wrong mentally like THANKS fuckass body. you've done LESS than the bare minimum somehow.
