[dreemstateuniversity]

I have to start taking my meds regularly again but they make me so drowsy and dizzy. but I keep spiralling and I’m constantly hurting myself. it was so nice to hug a friend today though. but it was hard too because it made me realise how much I care and how much I’m hurting. and this kid I had to look after confided in me with some heavy shit and it was nice to know he trusts me but fuck me I don’t know how I can help. I think I said the best things I could but fuck I don’t even know how to fix my own shit. but the kid drew a cat on me :3 yay

[road0flife]

[dreamstars]

[dreemstateuniversity]

been on a date for 24hrs x3 went to my mates housewarming party, had a fire on the beach, and saw my dates cool asf fire pit in the middle of the new forest. life feels like a dream I don’t want it to end. I wish I had more weed >.<

[m0onwisd0m]

[angels-of-prn]

[notnoblog]

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[mywingsaremadeofplastic]

[echostalgic]

[rkntg]

[dreemstateuniversity]

feeling divinely protected this Tuesday afternoon

[interdimentional]

[cradler-deactivated20140623]

[dazeylo]

[dreemstateuniversity]

I’ve now seen cold by the cure live on a full moon in Ireland so yay

[dreemstateuniversity]

had a dream the plant I gave him died overnight

and I was grieving it like him

[dreemstateuniversity]

it half-died while I was away so I cut it at the stem

[dreemstateuniversity]

my kid at work today made me feel like life is worth living. lil bro is very limited verbally due to autism but his mum said “say bye” and he didn’t just say bye he said “bye bye Ellie. Thank you Ellie” and gave me a hug ;-;