DRFtheMANY

I'm a geek and proud of it. Why would I settle for one life when I can have so many? In board games, movies, series, and video games, I live many lives 

[drfthemany]

I wish my brain would stop offering suicide as the answer to every problem.

Feeling pain? KYS

Feeling lonely? KYS

Job sucks? KYS

Capitalism getting you down? KYS

It's exhausting...

[sad-empty-lost]

Days like today remind me exactly why I have to die.

[haunted-by-words]

"Very early in my life it was too late." - Marguerite Duras, Lovers

[feaftlikeabeaft]

I wish depression were an emergency. I wish someone could take one look at how sick I am and go “oh my god, we need to get you to a hospital!” and then when we get there I get rushed into surgery and the surgeons say “it’s a good thing you brought her here when you did, this is a seriously advanced case” and then they put me under and spend the next ten hours pulling metres of long, sticky black strands of gunk out of my body, throwing it immediately into an incinerator so that it can’t infect anyone else. And then they could stitch me back up and I could rest a few days, and when I leave the hospital everyone can see how much better I am and they congratulate me saying “well done, you’ve been so brave, I’m so glad you’re ok. I love you.”

[ttrust-no-one]

Tumblr is not a social media, it's an online psych ward.

[worthless-misery]

Dear diary...

The fact that I'm still "alive" in 2024 just feels like a huge mistake...

[drfthemany]

I have "the thoughts" and I'm drowning in them. The tears flow like a river into my pillow and I wish I could talk to someone about my feelings to be able to articulate and process them, but no one cares. I feel like I could die any day now but I've learnt not to share my feelings with people. No one really wants to know how I am. I'm just a background character in all of their lives and they'll move on once I'm gone

[drfthemany]

"Where there is a will, there is a way!"

If only I had the will to live...

[sa-dnesss]

“I don’t know how to do this anymore. I don’t know how to get better. My head is a dark place and it only gets worse, day by day. and I have no idea how to stop the darkness from coming in. I have no idea how to save myself anymore.”

—

[late-for-the-sky]

Holding on gets harder and harder everyday and I don’t really see myself having a future.

[depsidase]

[drfthemany]

Imagine being a friend of Thomas when he releases all these books and being like "dude, wtf?"

[animentality]

[atlantahammy]

Pssst if you have ublock: https://github.com/laylavish/uBlockOrigin-HUGE-AI-Blocklist

[depsidase]

[depsidase]

[drfthemany]

We have to earn a living, but we aren't allowed to die either. Life is weird

[depsidase]

[drfthemany]

Capitalism is a fucking disease

[oswinian]

#eleven got reckless with others so twelve chose his face as a reminder to save others #thirteen got reckless with herself so fourteen chose his face as a reminder to save himself #but both faces were chosen because of donna

+ the realization:

[guitarplayermrs]