drGraceHowell

• Just a very stressed out med student who tries to pursue her nerdy interests in her little free time • Bossy INTJ on the outside, romantic on the inside • Star Trek • Books (mainly classics) • Science stuffs • Music • Drawing • She/Her, Italy, 22

[drgracehowell]

"May I have this dance, admiral?"

Suddenly it was just the two of them. The people around disappeared. And in that moment, there was no other place in the galaxy they wanted to be.

✨️Homecoming ball✨️

[lost-in-the-delta]

[picardstea]

God, y’all ever just think about Janeway coming back from the dead in The Eternal Tide and how the Doctor and Eden send Chakotay into the room where she’s waiting for him and he just.. Has the most heart-breaking “THIS ISN’T REAL IT CAN’T BE REAL” reaction because I die a little bit everytime I think about it my heart can’t handle it!!!!!!

and then he realizes that Eden and the Doctor knew about this and wouldn’t have just sent him in there if they weren’t CONVINCED she was the real Kathryn Janeway so he doesn’t storm out but goes back and tries to wrap his head around this

AND IT’S SO HEARTBREAKING how the things that convince him that it really IS her are the way she squares her shoulders and wipes her tears away and forces herself to be strong, and then how she tells him that love is too much to risk for them. THOSE ARE THE THINGS SHE DOES THAT CONVINCE HIM THAT IT’S HER LIKE HOW MUCH PAIN DO YOU WANT TODAY

SO THEY’RE FINALLY REUNITED OKAY AND THEN??? like?? a day?? a few days?? later, Chakotay has to go and SACRIFICE HIMSELF TO SAVE THE MULTIVERSE

AND IT DOESN’T EVEN WORK

AND HE JUST DIES FOR NOTHING

AND KATHRYN HAS TO LIVE WITH THAT

OR SO SHE THINGS BECAUSE THEN Q JUNIOR BRINGS CHAKOTAY BACK TO HER BUT SHE’S NOT LOOKING AND THINKS IT’S Q COMING BACK TO KILL HER AND I JUST CAN NOT DEAL WITH THIS BOOK GUYS

AT LEAST THEY’RE FINALLY TOGETHER IT ONLY TOOK WHAT FIVE BOOKS JESUS OKAY

[drgracehowell]

I feel like this is a long shot…me the random person on the internet is asking you about some fanfic, LOL.

I’ve been trying to hunt down these two stories written by the same author. She actually wrote three, the antagonist has the same name in all three stories and they were all on fanfiction.net.

One is a turbolift story centered Chakotay and Janeway post endgame. He is now captain and she is an Admiral. You see the relationship every time they meet in a turbolift. This first scene involves Chakotay bumping into Tom and baby Miral. This is not a novel.

The second story is long story arc…janeway becomes the borg queen, Chakotay rescues her, the guy Janeway is with orders her death and Chakotay almost becomes court martialed trying to save her..

Have you by chance read these and remember the names?

Hi! I'm sorry, but I don't remember any of the fanfics you described ☹️ I don't know how to help you there

Good luck woth your search!💜

[drgracehowell]

I'm still holding on to everything that's dead and gone

I don't wanna say goodbye 'cause this one means forever

Now you're in the stars and six feet's never felt so far

Here I am alone between the heavens and the embers

Oh, it hurts so hard for a million different reasons

You took the best of my heart and left the rest in pieces

I know, the quality sucks, but I had a lot of fun and I tried something new. I know that I promised myself not to do novel-inspired drawings for a while, but this song gives me too many full circle vibes. 😂

[drgracehowell]

Happy birthday Kathy 🖖🏻❤️

[drgracehowell]

Tickle

[drgracehowell]

I just realized that the drawing is backwards and that Chuckles has the tattoo on the wrong side. Med school is slowly killing my brain.

[drgracehowell]

Tickle

[giffingthingsss]

The ship that Chakotay commanded...has a shuttle replicator.

[drgracehowell]

“I love you,” Kathryn said simply.

“I like hearing you say that.”

-The Eternal Tide

[prettypinkdork]

We talk about how good looking Janeway is in Year of Hell (rightly) but we’re sleeping on Chakotay’s fine ass in that getup Annorax gives him

Sir, SIR. The cut, the color, that neckline. I am uncomfortable with how much this is working for me.

[andoriantrekkie]

Star Trek fans, be like:

Theorists: Ok listen here is an Essay that will explain what I believe will happen in great detail and also here is a breakdown of the complex symbolism

The information collector: Alrighty you wonder where you have seen that lamp before, well here is a folder with screenshots and detailed descriptions of how and where that Lamp was used in star trek before

The Con goer: Alrighty This actor said something about an upcoming episode and y'all need to know

The Fan Fic Author: We’ve been here for over 50 years, and we are only getting stronger

The Artist: Will I spend my precious free time to draw, my favorite Star Trek characters and ships? Of course, I will

The Scientist: Let me tell you how this technology could theoretically work IRL also did you know that the Cellphone is inspired by the TOS communicator?

The mapmaker: Here is a detailed map of a spaceship or set that I made by watching specific scenes one million times to figure out the size of everything

The memer: Isn’t it funny how the first episode of TNG introduced an alien that is LGBT+ that literally has Q as a name?

The Screamer: ashdsfhdsjkfhdlghlk this character is my world

The Shipper: shfdghakjfgsahjfgaksdgfjgf this ship is my world

The LGBT+ fan: Since watching Star Trek Ive been questioning my sexuality more than ever before

The Cosplayer: I need more uniforms *unholy noises*

The Librarian: If you are wondering what classical work of literature this character is reading, I can tell you

The Music Nerd: This piece of classical music was played during this scene also, I have a vinyl collection of the various Star Trek soundtracks 

The veteran fan: I’ve been here since Pike captained the ship gather close  as I tell you the story of how it was written…

The new fan: OMG I did not know how cool star trek is assddfadgfdgdfhfgh

The BTS expert: Let me tell you what funny or horrible thing happened during the filming of this scene

The Simp: *Cries in simp*

The One show lover: This is my favourite show you all can keep the rest but you all know deeep down that mine is the best one

The “I love all Star Trek” fan: Did I just watch 3 shows in 4 weeks? Yes, Yes I did and I have no regrets

The fan that watched the Kelvin movies first: I did not know there was more… but I am glad there is because I NEEEEEED more #pikedeservedmore

Bonus:

The Complainer: I don’t care what NuTek does, it sucks and everyone who likes it is an immature child that does not understand the quality that Old Trek has,  I mean do you all really think this bald man could ever replace Captain Kirk?

[drgracehowell]

Hug

Can’t wait to see what’s going to happen in the second part of Prodigy!

[giffingthingsss]

[drgracehowell]

Reconnection

Inspired by "The Eternal Tide" by Kirsten Beyer

[singeart]

[drgracehowell]

This September I finished "To lose the earth", the latest book by Kirsten Beyer. Taken by melancholy, I looked for some fanfic that could fill the post-relaunch series void, and I came across the very talented @jellybeansarecool ‘s “Young Mr. Janeway” series. I immediately fell in love with the story and Pax, and I decided to pay trubute to the story with two illustrations of Pax with her parents. I can't wait to find out how "dancing in the dark", the last story of the series, will end!

Link for “Young Mr Janeway” series by @jellybeansarecool

https://archiveofourown.org/series/2214351

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