Guns and Whiskey

Thomas Strumm • 26 • Right hand to the Red Leader •

[cruel-and-handsome]

((@Drinkthebottledry "I cant help it! Youre making my body do that!

Cold smirks and chuckles “Well you have control over your body.. so really.. you want this…” He runs a finger under the other’s chin @drinkthebottledry

[drinkthebottledry]

“N-no I don’t have control..! I cant help it..” He tried to pull away, drool dripping down his chin as he run slowly against the ground, shoving his fist against his front to run against it gently.

[cruel-and-handsome]

“Come on, babe…”

He purrs, releasing his pheromones so they’re stronger in scent

“Just let me..”

[drinkthebottledry]

“Nhh.. No..” He whined softly, practically fucking his hand at this point. “Dont need.. An alpha.. ” he whimpered

[cruel-and-handsome]

“Of course you do..”

His alpha voice hits the other hard, Cold’s voice sharp and deep as he uses it

[southparksraven]

He trembles, eyes darting up to peer at him with a low moan. “Alpha…” He mumbled softly, leaning closer and taking in his scent

[cruel-and-handsome]

He smirks and rubs his waist

“You need me…”

[drinkthebottledry]

“Y..yes..” He mumbled softly, spreading his legs. “Please just.. Touch me.. Fuck…”

[cruel-and-handsome]

“You’re such a good boy..”

Matt purrs, pulling off his own clothes, then the other’s boxers

“You’re so handsome..”

[drinkthebottledry]

He whines, sticking his fingers into his ass and fucking himself on the digits eagerly, panting softly as he tries to get off.

[cruel-and-handsome]

“Oh, come on babe.. you don’t want your fingers.. you want me.”

He growls softly, looming over him with a large smirk on his face

[drinkthebottledry]

“Alpha..~” he cooes softly, spreading himself open for the ginger and panting heavily. “Please give me your knot.. Make this go away”

[cruel-and-handsome]

He chuckles and positions himself, pushing himself inside

“I’ll give you my knot, omega…”

[drinkthebottledry]

He moans out loud happily, clawing at his back to pull him closer. “Oh fuck yes alpha please!”

[cruel-and-handsome]

He starts thrusting, smirking

“Such a good boy…”

[drinkthebottledry]

"Y-yes... Your good boy.." He whines, rolling his hips down slowly with each thrust from his alpha.

[huntedcommunism]

"Im going to be stuck in bed for how long?!" ((@communismisin

“A few days at least, don’t be such a crybaby it won’t be that bad.”

@communismisin

[drinkthebottledry]

((I just realized I sent from the wrong blog whoops

“This is absolute bull shit I can’t be bed ridden I have to work Harvey! Were gonna have to hold off on breeding if it means I’m stuck in bed..” He looks upset with himself as he rubs the back of his neck. “Im sorry love..”

[huntedcommunism]

“Well that’s fine, maybe you learn your lesson with what you did then. It’s fine.”

[drinkthebottledry]

"What are you talking about?" He looked confused as he sat up and blinked at the male. "What I did when?"

[huntedcommunism]

"Im going to be stuck in bed for how long?!" ((@communismisin

“A few days at least, don’t be such a crybaby it won’t be that bad.”

@communismisin

[drinkthebottledry]

((I just realized I sent from the wrong blog whoops

"This is absolute bull shit I can't be bed ridden I have to work Harvey! Were gonna have to hold off on breeding if it means I'm stuck in bed.." He looks upset with himself as he rubs the back of his neck. "Im sorry love.."

[cruel-and-handsome]

((@Drinkthebottledry "I cant help it! Youre making my body do that!

Cold smirks and chuckles “Well you have control over your body.. so really.. you want this…” He runs a finger under the other’s chin @drinkthebottledry

[drinkthebottledry]

“N-no I don’t have control..! I cant help it..” He tried to pull away, drool dripping down his chin as he run slowly against the ground, shoving his fist against his front to run against it gently.

[cruel-and-handsome]

“Come on, babe…”

He purrs, releasing his pheromones so they’re stronger in scent

“Just let me..”

[drinkthebottledry]

“Nhh.. No..” He whined softly, practically fucking his hand at this point. “Dont need.. An alpha.. ” he whimpered

[cruel-and-handsome]

“Of course you do..”

His alpha voice hits the other hard, Cold’s voice sharp and deep as he uses it

[southparksraven]

He trembles, eyes darting up to peer at him with a low moan. “Alpha…” He mumbled softly, leaning closer and taking in his scent

[cruel-and-handsome]

He smirks and rubs his waist

“You need me…”

[drinkthebottledry]

“Y..yes..” He mumbled softly, spreading his legs. “Please just.. Touch me.. Fuck…”

[cruel-and-handsome]

“You’re such a good boy..”

Matt purrs, pulling off his own clothes, then the other’s boxers

“You’re so handsome..”

[drinkthebottledry]

He whines, sticking his fingers into his ass and fucking himself on the digits eagerly, panting softly as he tries to get off.

[cruel-and-handsome]

“Oh, come on babe.. you don’t want your fingers.. you want me.”

He growls softly, looming over him with a large smirk on his face

[drinkthebottledry]

“Alpha..~” he cooes softly, spreading himself open for the ginger and panting heavily. “Please give me your knot.. Make this go away”

[cruel-and-handsome]

He chuckles and positions himself, pushing himself inside

“I’ll give you my knot, omega…”

[drinkthebottledry]

He moans out loud happily, clawing at his back to pull him closer. "Oh fuck yes alpha please!"

[huntedcommunism]

“Have I told you how much of a bitch I am?”

[drinkthebottledry]

“No but i bet its a lot.”

[huntedcommunism]

“I’m so offended now.”

[drinkthebottledry]

“Baby back bitch. Get over it.”

[huntedcommunism]

“You do not know how fucking close I am to shooting you right now asshole.”

[drinkthebottledry]

“Do it please id rather be dead than listen to your wining.”

[huntedcommunism]

You could see them playing with the grip of a pistol. “I’m not whining I’m standing my ground.”

[drinkthebottledry]

“Yea yea whatever.” He blows him off, turning away. “Not in the mood for you today tord.”

[huntedcommunism]

“And I’m not in the mood for you too Jehovah… plus you started this, or are you one that starts shit then chickens out.” Harveys still sizing up to Thomas.

[drinkthebottledry]

He spins around. “How did i start this? Youre the one that started it off you literally called yourself a bitch!” He threw his hands up. “I was just agreeing with your point but then you haad to go and make a big deal out of it like you always do!” He stomped over to tord, glaring up at him through his visor. “So how about you shut the fuck up!” He snarled, and then he swung at the man before him.

[huntedcommunism]

That’s probably a bad thing to be doing, swinging at someone that has hand to hand combat training. Harvey swerved and kicked tom back. “One I was joking when it came to that and two you know I’ll never shut the fuck up.” He growled with almost animalistic anger in their tone of voice.

[drinkthebottledry]

He stumbled backwards, straightening up and spitting at him. “Youre such a fucking bother!”

[huntedcommunism]

Harvey groaned, flicking the spit they had spat at them away, “I know you are but what am I dickhead?” God dammit Harvey stop picking fights.

[drinkthebottledry]

“Oo so original i remember using that one back when jesus was still alive!” He started laughing. “Youre so pathetic Harvey! Get over yourself!”

[huntedcommunism]

Harvey rolled their eyes at the first part of what Tom said, but looked pissed at the second thing. So pissed They strutted up to Tom and slapped him, in a few seconds also shifted claws to scratch him too. Gotta love a m!a curse being used to show dominance.

[drinkthebottledry]

The brit definitely seemed shocked, gently touching the bleeding gashes in his cheek before looking up at tord. He grit his teeth, tears bubbling behind the visor as he turned and walked off quickly, holding his cheek.

[huntedcommunism]

“Have I told you how much of a bitch I am?”

[drinkthebottledry]

“No but i bet its a lot.”

[huntedcommunism]

“I’m so offended now.”

[drinkthebottledry]

“Baby back bitch. Get over it.”

[huntedcommunism]

“You do not know how fucking close I am to shooting you right now asshole.”

[drinkthebottledry]

“Do it please id rather be dead than listen to your wining.”

[huntedcommunism]

You could see them playing with the grip of a pistol. “I’m not whining I’m standing my ground.”

[drinkthebottledry]

“Yea yea whatever.” He blows him off, turning away. “Not in the mood for you today tord.”

[huntedcommunism]

“And I’m not in the mood for you too Jehovah… plus you started this, or are you one that starts shit then chickens out.” Harveys still sizing up to Thomas.

[drinkthebottledry]

He spins around. “How did i start this? Youre the one that started it off you literally called yourself a bitch!” He threw his hands up. “I was just agreeing with your point but then you haad to go and make a big deal out of it like you always do!” He stomped over to tord, glaring up at him through his visor. “So how about you shut the fuck up!” He snarled, and then he swung at the man before him.

[huntedcommunism]

That’s probably a bad thing to be doing, swinging at someone that has hand to hand combat training. Harvey swerved and kicked tom back. “One I was joking when it came to that and two you know I’ll never shut the fuck up.” He growled with almost animalistic anger in their tone of voice.

[drinkthebottledry]

He stumbled backwards, straightening up and spitting at him. “Youre such a fucking bother!”

[huntedcommunism]

Harvey groaned, flicking the spit they had spat at them away, “I know you are but what am I dickhead?” God dammit Harvey stop picking fights.

[drinkthebottledry]

"Oo so original i remember using that one back when jesus was still alive!" He started laughing. "Youre so pathetic Harvey! Get over yourself!"

[huntedcommunism]

“Have I told you how much of a bitch I am?”

[drinkthebottledry]

“No but i bet its a lot.”

[huntedcommunism]

“I’m so offended now.”

[drinkthebottledry]

“Baby back bitch. Get over it.”

[huntedcommunism]

“You do not know how fucking close I am to shooting you right now asshole.”

[drinkthebottledry]

“Do it please id rather be dead than listen to your wining.”

[huntedcommunism]

You could see them playing with the grip of a pistol. “I’m not whining I’m standing my ground.”

[drinkthebottledry]

“Yea yea whatever.” He blows him off, turning away. “Not in the mood for you today tord.”

[huntedcommunism]

“And I’m not in the mood for you too Jehovah… plus you started this, or are you one that starts shit then chickens out.” Harveys still sizing up to Thomas.

[drinkthebottledry]

He spins around. “How did i start this? Youre the one that started it off you literally called yourself a bitch!” He threw his hands up. “I was just agreeing with your point but then you haad to go and make a big deal out of it like you always do!” He stomped over to tord, glaring up at him through his visor. “So how about you shut the fuck up!” He snarled, and then he swung at the man before him.

[huntedcommunism]

That’s probably a bad thing to be doing, swinging at someone that has hand to hand combat training. Harvey swerved and kicked tom back. “One I was joking when it came to that and two you know I’ll never shut the fuck up.” He growled with almost animalistic anger in their tone of voice.

[drinkthebottledry]

He stumbled backwards, straightening up and spitting at him. "Youre such a fucking bother!"

[huntedcommunism]

“Have I told you how much of a bitch I am?”

[drinkthebottledry]

“No but i bet its a lot.”

[huntedcommunism]

“I’m so offended now.”

[drinkthebottledry]

“Baby back bitch. Get over it.”

[huntedcommunism]

“You do not know how fucking close I am to shooting you right now asshole.”

[drinkthebottledry]

“Do it please id rather be dead than listen to your wining.”

[huntedcommunism]

You could see them playing with the grip of a pistol. “I’m not whining I’m standing my ground.”

[drinkthebottledry]

“Yea yea whatever.” He blows him off, turning away. “Not in the mood for you today tord.”

[huntedcommunism]

“And I’m not in the mood for you too Jehovah… plus you started this, or are you one that starts shit then chickens out.” Harveys still sizing up to Thomas.

[drinkthebottledry]

He spins around. "How did i start this? Youre the one that started it off you literally called yourself a bitch!" He threw his hands up. "I was just agreeing with your point but then you haad to go and make a big deal out of it like you always do!" He stomped over to tord, glaring up at him through his visor. "So how about you shut the fuck up!" He snarled, and then he swung at the man before him.

[huntedcommunism]

“Have I told you how much of a bitch I am?”

[drinkthebottledry]

“No but i bet its a lot.”

[huntedcommunism]

“I’m so offended now.”

[drinkthebottledry]

“Baby back bitch. Get over it.”

[huntedcommunism]

“You do not know how fucking close I am to shooting you right now asshole.”

[drinkthebottledry]

“Do it please id rather be dead than listen to your wining.”

[huntedcommunism]

You could see them playing with the grip of a pistol. “I’m not whining I’m standing my ground.”

[drinkthebottledry]

"Yea yea whatever." He blows him off, turning away. "Not in the mood for you today tord."

[huntedcommunism]

“Have I told you how much of a bitch I am?”

[drinkthebottledry]

“No but i bet its a lot.”

[huntedcommunism]

“I’m so offended now.”

[drinkthebottledry]

“Baby back bitch. Get over it.”

[huntedcommunism]

“You do not know how fucking close I am to shooting you right now asshole.”

[drinkthebottledry]

"Do it please id rather be dead than listen to your wining."

[huntedcommunism]

“Have I told you how much of a bitch I am?”

[drinkthebottledry]

“No but i bet its a lot.”

[huntedcommunism]

“I’m so offended now.”

[drinkthebottledry]

"Baby back bitch. Get over it."

[huntedcommunism]

“Have I told you how much of a bitch I am?”

[drinkthebottledry]

"No but i bet its a lot."

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drinkthebottledry

“Well i.. I wouldnt say mating is impossible.” He shrugged. “But maybe it would be better to wait.. Let me stsrt from the top- yes it is safe for a shifter to mate eith a human in their shifted form, as long as i stay human it would be like, well, regular human intercourse, but if i were, say, in rut or shifted there would be a high possibility of me still laying eggs in you. Its not impossible for it to happen, i did it once with red leader, but im sure its painful. Youre body heat wouldnt be enough to keep the eggs warm so they wouldnt live long insode of you, they would probably pass within a couple of days without incubation, but that would be a process as well.” He explained softly, nuzzling edds cheek.

“Dont worry about any of that, i would never do anything to make you change your way of living.” He reassured. “As your alpha it would be my job to change to make things easier on you. All you would have to do is ask and i would drop everything here to pursue a more human lifestyle with you.”

Jeesh, mating with a shifter was more complicated than Edd thought. Thank god he didn’t let Tom have his way the night before, or he would’ve been failing to incubate eggs that would not fit properly in his body. The idea of being a shifter, however, sounded rather lovely. To an extent. He didn’t see why they couldn’t live among humanity and travel out to the woods during their shifting or mating seasons. Tom could possibly live his life with Edd in a house. He just had to be careful about anybody finding out that he was a shifter.

In a cabin..

In the middle of the woods, also known as nowhere…

That didn’t sound half bad. Tom was decently humane enough to live as a human. If he needed to run off and shift, he could. They could have jobs, make money, and live in content; live safely. Edd found himself gently cupping Tom’s face in his hands and bringing him in for a few loving kisses of his own. Regardless of the man being a shifter, he still wanted him lustfully and full of love. “I would keep you safe, you know..” he whispered just mere inches from Tom’s lips, “I would keep you happy, fed, and warm and loved every waking second of your life.. if you were with me.” But what about the others in the woods? Tom was their Alpha..

They needed him for protection. Edd was becoming greedy again.

[drinkthebottledry]

Tom watched him quietly, enjoying admiring the human as he thought, then leaning forward to nuzzle him gently as he was kissed, then he began to realize what edd was getting at, and a warm blush coated his cheeks a he thought for a moment. The alpha pulled him closer, giving him a deep kiss and pulling back. “Im a little jealous you know.. You humans find love.. all the other shifters have found love, moved on, made themselves a life... and here i am stuck in a never ending loop. It pulls my every limb, the need to break the chain and go my own way, and now I've found my very own reason why... If you’d take me in and let me.. id love to stay by your side.” He whispered, kissing edda neck, right where his glands would be.

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drinkthebottledry

Tom purred out loud as edd played with his hair, nuzzling closer as he cuddled up to him and began kissing him again, this time more gently with nore love behind than passion. “Youre probably curious about whats its like mating eith a shifter. I can answer your questions if youd like.” He purred, pulling him ibto a hug. “As for last night i promise you if i had mated you there it would have had more meaning behind it than anything. As a true alpha i have better control of myself. I recognized you were a human, and afraid and was able to stop myself, i would have done the same if we had dont it. Ruts and omegas heats are the most magical thing to happen to a pair of shifters. Its a time of love and caring. While it may look aggressive in what they tiaght you, its actually quite majestic. We can spend days, weeks in a neverending connection of love and passion, mating constantly until the cycles pass. Most cycles are ended with a bonding, the shifters mark the spot below their mates glands to signify their partnership forever. The only way to remove these bonds is to have another alpha mark over it, which is very painful, or if your mate dies.” He tilts his head to shoe an old scarred bite mark under his glands. “Eithout the other partner to renew the bites each cycle the mark ehithers and scars, leaving nothing but a grim reminder of times passed.” His head fell slightly as he remembered matt, but he quickly picked up. “But enough about that, any questions?”

Edd had more than a few questions he wanted to ask Tom; was the sperm okay for humans? What about the size indifference? Was it really okay for a shifter to even consider mating with a human? He worried his lower lip as these thoughts flooded his mind and cleared his throat, doing his best to push them back for now. He shouldn’t worry about it. Edd should be happy to be doing something so touching and endearing with Tom. “Mmh.. b-but.. it’s okay.. for you to do something like this with a human right? I-I mean mating might be impossible since.. I-I can’t carry any little ones inside of me. I’m not a shifter, and how would my body be able to handle such a long period of sexual intercourse with you?” God he had to let these thoughts out now.

Edd curled up more against Tom and hid his face into his chest to hide his innocent fluster, his heart racing quite quickly in his chest. “I-I mean I have to keep a steady job o-or i’ll lose my home. And I can’t shift because then who would take care of Ringo? Wh-What if everything just suddenly crashes down, what if I fail you or you feel like I’ve abandoned you? I don’t want that, I want to be here to take care of you and love..you..”

[drinkthebottledry]

"Well i.. I wouldnt say mating is impossible." He shrugged. "But maybe it would be better to wait.. Let me stsrt from the top- yes it is safe for a shifter to mate eith a human in their shifted form, as long as i stay human it would be like, well, regular human intercourse, but if i were, say, in rut or shifted there would be a high possibility of me still laying eggs in you. Its not impossible for it to happen, i did it once with red leader, but im sure its painful. Youre body heat wouldnt be enough to keep the eggs warm so they wouldnt live long insode of you, they would probably pass within a couple of days without incubation, but that would be a process as well." He explained softly, nuzzling edds cheek.

"Dont worry about any of that, i would never do anything to make you change your way of living." He reassured. "As your alpha it would be my job to change to make things easier on you. All you would have to do is ask and i would drop everything here to pursue a more human lifestyle with you."

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drinkthebottledry

Toms face softened as he listened to the male, shifting down to his human form anf pulling a blanket over both of them as he held edd to his chest, listening to him quietly. He could feel how tightly edd was holding him and thats when the full extent of edds words hit him. He listened intently, looking down at edd eith wide eyes as he realized what edd was hinting at. For the first time tom was out of his own control. He gently cupped edds cheeks and pulled him up, kissing him deeply, passionately and with as much feeling in the kiss as he could manage. As their lips met the shifter felt everything still. All the pain he had felt since matts death, the lack of need for anyone, the ache in his heart. He was happy with edd, he had finally found what was missing to help him move on, and he was never going to let go.

Edd’s eyes seemed to widen in the sudden movement,almost moving away at first and then gradually melting into the kiss. The way their lips seemingly slotted together perfectly felt really nice to Edd. He never really had a first kiss with anybody, maybe a small few ones growing up in school, but never a full on kiss like this. Soon enough the human was fully pressed against the shifter, very gently grasping at his back as he mewled into Tom’s mouth. His legs seemed to shift a little, but he certainly wasn’t trying to move away.

Just wanted to be closer. After a moment and need for air, Edd pulled away just for a split second before delving back in for more from his precious shifter companion. Was it..odd to say he definitely wanted more? After last night and comparing it to now, he definitely wanted so much more from Tom. Overall, he just wanted love. “Mmph… I-If…” Edd paused and reluctantly broke away from the kiss again, “..If you have..a-any little bit of rut left i-in you. I think I wouldn’t mind.. pleasing you now, Tom.”

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Oh those words melted the human right away. Making love sounded so much better than being in a horny rut and need for more. Edd dipped his head down once Tom kissed his palm and captured the shifters lips in another deep kiss. The hand once captivated moved it’s way through those spiked brunette locks, his blunt nails very gently scraping over his scalp and stopping just at the base of his neck. He didn’t bother to scoot away, instead anticipating the radiating heat from his newfound lover. Edd wondered deep down how hot their love making session would be. How big was Tom, was it still safe to have sex with a shifter..?

“Please..” Edd managed to breathe out softly, mere inches from Tom’s lips, “I want to feel just how much you love me. L-last night.. had me scared. I didn’t want to be u-used for your needs. I could never do something like that with you, Tom. Not if it doesn’t have meaning behind it.”

[drinkthebottledry]

Tom purred out loud as edd played with his hair, nuzzling closer as he cuddled up to him and began kissing him again, this time more gently with nore love behind than passion. "Youre probably curious about whats its like mating eith a shifter. I can answer your questions if youd like." He purred, pulling him ibto a hug. "As for last night i promise you if i had mated you there it would have had more meaning behind it than anything. As a true alpha i have better control of myself. I recognized you were a human, and afraid and was able to stop myself, i would have done the same if we had dont it. Ruts and omegas heats are the most magical thing to happen to a pair of shifters. Its a time of love and caring. While it may look aggressive in what they tiaght you, its actually quite majestic. We can spend days, weeks in a neverending connection of love and passion, mating constantly until the cycles pass. Most cycles are ended with a bonding, the shifters mark the spot below their mates glands to signify their partnership forever. The only way to remove these bonds is to have another alpha mark over it, which is very painful, or if your mate dies." He tilts his head to shoe an old scarred bite mark under his glands. "Eithout the other partner to renew the bites each cycle the mark ehithers and scars, leaving nothing but a grim reminder of times passed." His head fell slightly as he remembered matt, but he quickly picked up. "But enough about that, any questions?"

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drinkthebottledry

Toms face softened as he listened to the male, shifting down to his human form anf pulling a blanket over both of them as he held edd to his chest, listening to him quietly. He could feel how tightly edd was holding him and thats when the full extent of edds words hit him. He listened intently, looking down at edd eith wide eyes as he realized what edd was hinting at. For the first time tom was out of his own control. He gently cupped edds cheeks and pulled him up, kissing him deeply, passionately and with as much feeling in the kiss as he could manage. As their lips met the shifter felt everything still. All the pain he had felt since matts death, the lack of need for anyone, the ache in his heart. He was happy with edd, he had finally found what was missing to help him move on, and he was never going to let go.

Edd’s eyes seemed to widen in the sudden movement,almost moving away at first and then gradually melting into the kiss. The way their lips seemingly slotted together perfectly felt really nice to Edd. He never really had a first kiss with anybody, maybe a small few ones growing up in school, but never a full on kiss like this. Soon enough the human was fully pressed against the shifter, very gently grasping at his back as he mewled into Tom’s mouth. His legs seemed to shift a little, but he certainly wasn’t trying to move away.

Just wanted to be closer. After a moment and need for air, Edd pulled away just for a split second before delving back in for more from his precious shifter companion. Was it..odd to say he definitely wanted more? After last night and comparing it to now, he definitely wanted so much more from Tom. Overall, he just wanted love. “Mmph… I-If…” Edd paused and reluctantly broke away from the kiss again, “..If you have..a-any little bit of rut left i-in you. I think I wouldn’t mind.. pleasing you now, Tom.”

[drinkthebottledry]

Tom gasped doen st him, blushing deeply as he nuzzled closer and kissed him hard, giving his small chances to breath before practically inhaling the males moutb once more. He kissed him so desperately, like he was a starving animal desperate for food, and when edd finally did pull away, tom seemed reluctant to let go. And then he smiled. "I dont have any more rut left... But i wouldnt mind just making love to you instead." He whispered gently, kissing his hand.

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drinkthebottledry

“Edd you cant spend more money on me, youve dont enough as it is.” He hummed, nudging him with his head. “I dont want you spending anything else on me alright?” He peeked up at edd. “Ive survived for ten years out here.” He snuggled closer to edd. “If i really need to keep warm maybe ill come stay at your place.” He joked, chuckling softly.

“I know I can’t, but I do because I clearly care about you and always want you to be safe and warm,” Edd simply reasoned. He felt like a girlfriend telling her boyfriend that some things just had to be that way because she made it so. In this case, Tom would be the boyfriend having to accept that. But..they weren’t..boyfriend’s, so why did that comparison pop up in his head. The thought made his cheeks gradually turn to a soft red, deciding to bury his flustered state into his best friend’s warm chest. His arms seemed to squeeze just a little tighter, as if afraid Tom would vanish if he loosened his grip ever so slightly.

“You don’t understand what I’m trying to get at, Tom..” Edd muttered and timidly peeked up to be in  the shifter’s sights again, “I think I’m becoming m-more attached to you each day. The past two weeks killed me internally, I wanted to come and see you so badly. Y-you should see my sketchbook, it’s loaded with drawings of you and..” He spoke way too much there. The human raised his shoulders anxiously and once more moved to hide his face away from Tom. 

[drinkthebottledry]

Toms face softened as he listened to the male, shifting down to his human form anf pulling a blanket over both of them as he held edd to his chest, listening to him quietly. He could feel how tightly edd was holding him and thats when the full extent of edds words hit him. He listened intently, looking down at edd eith wide eyes as he realized what edd was hinting at. For the first time tom was out of his own control. He gently cupped edds cheeks and pulled him up, kissing him deeply, passionately and with as much feeling in the kiss as he could manage. As their lips met the shifter felt everything still. All the pain he had felt since matts death, the lack of need for anyone, the ache in his heart. He was happy with edd, he had finally found what was missing to help him move on, and he was never going to let go.