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Just came out as a trans man 4 days ago. Everyday since has been hell. Told my parents, both are supportive, but my mom... Jesus Christ.
Told her to refer to me with he/him pronouns and told her my preferred name. She agreed, and seemed happy to do so. Its been 4 days, and she continually uses she/her and my og name. Four days. She hasn't even attempted. I understand that this might seem all of a sudden to her, but I explained that for the past three years it's been weighing on my mind and I finally accepted it. (Thanks I saw the TV glow) She's supportive of testosterone, but tells me EVERYDAY that I might change my mind or regret it. Dude, even if I do change my mind I will never regret trying something to make me happy. She's also been telling me that since I have PMOS, the extra testosterone is influencing me into being trans. Like... no it's not. If testosterone makes you a man, then there would be zero Trans women in this world. Such a stupid invalidating argument. If anything, the changes I've seen because of my pmos getting worse has made me realize that I actually quite like the changes. She herself has it too and HATES the body hair and skin changes. Like follow your own fucking logic. She gets T pellets for menopause!!! I even asked her, you have way more T than I do, are you a man? She said no.
I even told her that since I was a child, every. single. time. I make a wish, have it be birthdays, coin fountains, shooting stars, my wish is ALWAYS 'To be happy'. It is a sad fucking fact and I've only told her and one other person that. Why can't I be happy?
Her long time friend came over today with her husband. I came out of the house with a fully bound chest, and a casual masc looking outfit. Her friend asked why do I want to be a boy. I'm such a pretty girl with nice breasts, why do you want to change that? Why bother with hormones and top surgery when you can have the best of both worlds? "I'll call you a different name, but you'll always be 'og name' to me and I will never call you a boy". Did you know T causes cancer? Did you know most Trans people regret transitioning? How do you know you don't want kids in the future? You might change your mind. Think about the irreparable changes you're gonna put your body through. Oh, but you still like boys? How's that going to work? Oh your acne will get worse. Why get top surgery if you can bind?
SHUT UP SHUT UP SHUT UP SHUT UP SHUT UP SHUT UP SHUT UP SHUT UP SHUT UP
Hmm idk, maybe because for once I don't think about sl1tt1ing my wrists open constantly?? I have spent TEN FUCKING YEARS forcing myself to be something I'm not and look where thats got me. Three Sui attemps, SH, ED, panic attacks, imposter syndrome, low self esteem, generally hating myself inside and out.
Since being out, I finally feel fucking comfortable and accepting of myself. My dysphoria is worse, but only because I've accepted it and am finally able to think about my future. Why is it so fucking hard for others to be happy for you??? Im not asking anyone to get down and suck my cock and worship me, just a simple "hey! Nice dude I'm happy you're figuring yourself out!"
Anyway, thinking about painting my wall red out of pure frustration. Does the judgement and convincing you you're going to change your mind ever end???
Also trans-mends and transphobes dni you guys hate to see others happy, fuck off.
TW: Dead dove, rape, forced pregnancy, vaginal and anal sex, vaginal fingering, noncon, gaslighting, manipulation, uncle/ niece,spanking humiliation, past child sexual abuse, power dynamics, incest, creepy uncle
A/N:Thank you to all the peeps who wanted an incest fic. I hope yall enjoy PLZ READ THE WARNINGS!
The leather of the passenger seat felt suffocating against your bare legs, the summer heat having already turned the car's interior into an oven despite the air conditioning blasting at full force. Outside, the landscape of suburban Raccoon City blurred into a monotonous smear of green lawns and identical houses. You watched it pass with a sense of dread that had been coiling in your stomach for weeks.
"Almost there, sweetie," your mother said from the driver's seat, her voice bright with forced cheerfulness. "Won't it be wonderful to see Uncle Victor's new hospital? Rhodes Hill Chronic Care Center... he's really outdone himself this time."
Your father nodded from beside her, adjusting his tie in the sun visor mirror. "Victor always had grand visions. I never imagined he'd build something so... impressive."
*Impressive* was the word everyone used. *Visionary* was another. *Brilliant* too. They never used the words that came to your mind: *creepy*, *unsettling*, *predatory*.
At twenty two, you were home for summer break from your second year of college, an escape you had been counting on for months. But this escape had been hijacked by family obligation. Your uncle, Victor Gideon your father's older brother by six years was holding a grand opening celebration for his new medical facility, and your presence had been non-negotiable.
"It's important that you're there," your father had insisted over the phone last week. "Victor's been asking about you. He wants to see how his favorite niece is growing up."
The memory made your skin crawl. Victor had never been your favorite uncle. He had always been the one who watched too closely, whose touches lingered a moment too long, whose golden eyes seemed to see straight through your clothes into places they shouldn't. The incidents from your past those inappropriate touches when no one was looking, the "accidental" walk-ins when you were changing or bathing had been dismissed by your parents as Victor being "awkward" or "not understanding boundaries." You had learned early that speaking up about your discomfort only earned you accusations of having an "overactive imagination."
As the car turned onto a winding road lined with newly planted saplings, the facility came into view. Rhodes Hill Chronic Care Center rose against the horizon like a modernist monolith all gleaming glass, white concrete, and sharp angles that seemed designed to intimidate rather than heal. It was less a hospital and more a monument to its creator's ego.
"Wow," your mother breathed, pulling into a crowded parking lot. "It's even more beautiful than the pictures."
You remained silent, your heart hammering against your ribs as you spotted him standing at the main entrance, even from this distance. Victor Gideon was impossible to miss, not just because of his position of prominence, but because of his impossible stature. Even among the well-dressed guests milling about, he towered over them all easily eight feet tall, perhaps more. His silver-gray hair was styled perfectly, his expensive suit tailored to accommodate his elongated frame, and those distinctive golden eyes so unusual and yet so fitting for someone so unnerving scanned the arriving vehicles.
"Look, there he is!" your father exclaimed, practically vibrating with pride. "Let's go say hello before the speeches start."
The car had barely stopped when your father was out, straightening his jacket. Your mother followed, checking her reflection in the window. You moved more slowly, your movements feeling sluggish as dread settled like lead in your stomach. Your fingers instinctively twisted the hem of your sundress, a nervous habit you'd developed years ago a subconscious barrier against unwanted attention.
"Come on, (Y/N)," your mother called. "Don't be shy. Your uncle will be so happy to see you."
*Happy to see me* the phrase echoed in your mind with sickening irony. Happy to see you, to touch you, to look at you with those possessive eyes that made you feel like an object rather than a person.
You finally emerged from the car, the summer heat hitting you like a physical blow. You had dressed carefully for the occasion a modest but flattering sundress that your mother had picked out, your hair styled in a way that took far too much effort for someone who didn't actually want to be seen. You kept your shoulders slightly hunched, a protective posture you'd unconsciously adopted over the years.
As you approached the entrance, Victor's golden eyes locked onto you, and it felt as though the temperature dropped ten degrees despite the sweltering heat. A slow smile spread across his face, revealing teeth that were just a little too unperfect, glinting with the same metallic gold as his eyes.
"Michael! Sarah!" Victor's deep voice resonated as he embraced your parents in turn. His height forced them to stretch awkwardly to return the hug. "Thank you for coming. It means so much to me."
Then his attention shifted to you, and the atmosphere changed. The air grew thick, charged with an energy that only you seemed to feel.
"And (Y/N)," he murmured, his golden eyes traveling slowly down your body and back up again. "Look at you. College has certainly agreed with you."
Before you could step back or prepare yourself, his arms were around you. The embrace was entirely too long, his body pressing against yours in a way that felt deliberately intimate. One of his large hands rested low on your back, fingers splayed possessively just above the curve of your buttocks. The other hand came up to cup the back of your head, tangling briefly in your hair.
You flinched almost imperceptibly, your body tensing as memories you'd tried to suppress flooded your mind Victor's hands on you when you were too young to understand, too scared to tell. Your hands awkwardly pressed against his chest as you endured the embrace, your fingers curling slightly inward, a desperate attempt to create even a sliver of space between your bodies.
"You've grown even more beautiful since I saw you last Christmas," he whispered against your ear, his breath hot and uncomfortably intimate. "I've been looking forward to this day for months."
When he finally released you, his fingers trailed slowly down your arms, leaving a path of tingling discomfort in their wake. You resisted the urge to wipe your arms clean, knowing it would draw unwanted attention.
"Thank you, Uncle Victor," you managed, your voice barely audible as you finally met his gaze, careful to keep your expression neutral despite the turmoil inside.
A flicker of something annoyance, perhaps crossed his features before being replaced by that same practiced smile. "I've told you before, (Y/N). Just 'Victor' is fine between us."
"I prefer 'Uncle Victor'," you replied with a small, polite smile that didn't reach your eyes. "You're family, after all."
The muscles in his jaw tightened almost imperceptibly, but he covered it with a chuckle. "Such a traditional girl. I suppose that's one of the things I've always admired about you."
Your father clapped his hands together, oblivious to the tension. "This place is incredible, Victor! You've really outdone yourself."
"Let me show you around," Victor offered, his golden eyes finding yours again. "I want (Y/N) to see everything. She has an appreciation for beauty, don't you, dear?"
The question was directed at you, but it felt less like an inquiry and more like a command. You could only nod weakly as he placed a hand on your shoulder fingers pressing just a little too firmly and began guiding you and your parents through the grand entrance.
The interior of Rhodes Hill was as imposing as its exterior. Polished marble floors reflected the natural light flooding through floor-to-ceiling windows. Art that looked suspiciously like expensive originals adorned the walls. Everything was white, gold, and glass sterile and yet somehow ostentatious.
As Victor led the tour, his hand remained on your shoulder, occasionally sliding down your arm or moving to the small of your back. Each touch sent a wave of nausea through you, though you kept your expression carefully neutral. You found yourself unconsciously angling your body away from his touch, a subtle shift that hopefully went unnoticed by your parents but certainly not by Victor.
"And this is the main reception area," Victor was saying to your parents, though his attention kept returning to you. "We've designed it to be welcoming, to reduce the anxiety that often accompanies medical facilities."
His fingers traced patterns against your shoulder blade as he spoke, movements so subtle that no one else would notice, but which felt like invasive caresses to you. You fought the urge to shudder, instead forcing yourself to remain perfectly still, your breathing shallow and controlled.
"I've arranged for a private tour of the research wing later," he added, his golden eyes meeting yours with an intensity that made your breath catch. "I think you'll find it particularly fascinating. You always did have a scientific curiosity, didn't you, (Y/N)?”
The mention of the research wing where you knew Victor conducted his most secretive work sent a fresh wave of dread through you. Your heart rate accelerated, and you could feel a slight tremor in your hands.
"Uncle Victor, that sounds fascinating," you replied, emphasizing the familial title as a form of self-protection.
His fingers tightened almost imperceptibly on your shoulder, and you felt a small surge of satisfaction at having gotten under his skin. "Yes, well," he said, his voice losing some of its warmth. "We'll see if there's time for that later."
"Yes, Uncle Victor," you repeated, your tone deliberately sweet.
"I told you," he said, his voice dropping to a low murmur meant only for you as your parents moved ahead to examine a sculpture. "Just 'Victor'."
"But you are my uncle," you replied with feigned innocence. "It would be disrespectful to call you anything else."
The golden eyes narrowed slightly, and for a moment, you saw past the charming facade to the predatory nature beneath. "We're not like other families, (Y/N). We've always had a... special connection."
"I'm sure Uncle Victor would agree that family bonds are important," you countered, your smile never faltering even as your stomach twisted into knots.
His jaw worked silently for a moment before he managed another smile, though it didn't quite reach his eyes. "Of course. Family is everything."
"And here we have the main auditorium," Victor continued, raising his voice again as he addressed your parents. "We'll be gathering here shortly for the opening ceremony. I have a few remarks prepared, but I wanted to wait until all the distinguished guests had arrived."
As he spoke, his golden eyes remained fixed on you, a predatory gleam in their depths that no one else seemed to notice. His thumb brushed against the side of your breast, so fleetingly that you might have imagined it, but the jolt it sent through you was very real. You flinched slightly, pulling away just enough to create space between your bodies.
"Victor is always so thoughtful," your mother said, smiling up at her brother-in-law. "To think of giving us a private tour when he must be so busy today."
"It's no trouble at all," Victor replied, though his eyes never left yours. "Family always comes first. Especially family that's as... precious as (Y/N)."
"Precious family members like Uncle Victor should always be cherished," you added, your voice dripping with false sweetness.
His fingers tightened on your arm to the point of discomfort, though his expression remained pleasant to your parents. "Now, if you'll excuse us for just a moment," Victor said, his hand moving from your shoulder to your upper arm, his fingers wrapping around it with a grip that was just this side of painful. "I need to speak with (Y/N) alone for a minute. There's something I want to show her before the ceremony begins."
Before your parents could protest or you could object, he was already leading you away, down a corridor that branched off from the main hall. The farther you walked from the crowd, the more his grip tightened, until you were practically being dragged along beside him.
"Uncle Victor, you're hurting me," you said, your voice trembling slightly as you tried to pull your arm free.
He stopped abruptly and turned to face you, his golden eyes burning with an intensity that made your breath catch. "I've told you twice now to stop calling me that," he said, his voice low and dangerous. "A third time would be... unwise."
"Is that a threat, Uncle Victor?" you challenged, your heart pounding but refusing to back down despite the fear coursing through your veins.
His face twisted into something that might have been a smile on someone else, but on him looked like a baring of teeth golden teeth that glinted ominously in the corridor's dim light. "It's a promise, (Y/N). You and I are going to have a very different kind of relationship from now on. One that doesn't involve such... formal titles."
He pulled you into a small, windowless office, closing and locking the door behind you. The room was sterile and impersonal a desk, a chair, filing cabinets but it felt like a trap as Victor turned to face you, his golden eyes gleaming in the dim light.
"You've always been defiant," he said, stepping closer until you had to crane your neck to maintain eye contact. "Even as a child. I used to find it amusing. Now... now I find it challenging."
"Challenging, Uncle Victor?" you repeated, knowing exactly how the word would affect him.
His hand shot out and wrapped around your throat, not tight enough to cut off your air, but firm enough to be a clear threat. "One more time," he said, his voice dangerously soft. "Say it one more time, and I'll show you exactly what happens to defiant little girls who don't know their place."
Fear warred with defiance inside you, but you refused to let him see how much he was unsettling you. "Is this how you treat all your guests, Uncle Victor?"
The pressure increased slightly, and you felt a genuine spike of fear. "I'm going to enjoy breaking that spirit of yours," he murmured, his face inches from yours. "I've waited for this moment. To have you all to myself, without your parents watching over us."
His other hand came to rest on your hip, pulling you flush against him. You could feel the hard length of his body against yours, his erection pressing insistently against your stomach through the fabric of your dress and his trousers. Your body stiffened at the contact, your mind flashing back to similar moments from your memories you had tried so hard to forget but that now came rushing back with painful clarity.
"Victor," you whispered, the name finally leaving your lips as his grip tightened just enough to make you gasp.
"Much better," he murmured, his lips brushing against your temple. "See how easy it is when you cooperate?"
His hands roamed your body now one sliding down to cup your buttocks, the other moving up to tangle in your hair. His mouth found yours in a kiss that was less about passion and more about possession, his tongue forcing its way past your lips as he claimed you with a completeness that left you breathless and trembling. You stood frozen, your mind detached from your body as it had been during similar encounters in your youth a coping mechanism you hadn't even realized you'd developed until this moment.
When he finally pulled back, his golden eyes were burning with an intensity that scared you more than anything else ever had. "You're mine, (Y/N)," he said, his voice low and firm. "You've always been mine. And tonight, I'm going to remind you of that fact."
He released you then, stepping back as if nothing had happened, though your lips felt swollen and bruised from his kiss, your body trembling with a mixture of fear and something you refused to name. You wrapped your arms around yourself, a protective gesture that felt both familiar and futile.
"Now straighten yourself up," he said, his voice returning to its normal tone. "We have guests to entertain. And remember 'Victor.' Not 'Uncle Victor.' Not unless you want me to find a more... permanent way to silence you."
With that, he unlocked the door and led you back into the main corridor, his hand resting proprietorially on the small of your back as if marking you as his territory. As you rejoined your parents, their smiling faces completely oblivious to what had just transpired, you felt a cold dread settle deep in your bones. This was going to be a very long night indeed.
The main auditorium was cavernous, filled with the murmur of a hundred conversations and the soft clinking of champagne flutes. Crystal chandeliers cast a warm, golden glow over the assembled guests a collection of city officials, medical professionals, and wealthy benefactors, all dressed in their finest. You stood near your parents, a champagne flute in your hand that you hadn't touched, the condensation making your fingers feel damp and cold.
Victor's presence beside you was a physical weight, a source of heat that made your skin crawl even as a chill settled deep in your bones. His hand rested proprietorially on the small of your back, a constant reminder of his claim on you.
"Ladies and gentlemen, if I could have your attention," a voice boomed over the sound system. "It is my honor to introduce the man of the hour, the visionary behind Rhodes Hill, Dr. Victor Gideon."
A smattering of applause filled the room as Victor straightened his tie. "If you'll excuse me," he said to your parents, though his eyes lingered on you. "Duty calls."
As he moved toward the stage, you felt a momentary sense of relief the first you'd experienced since arriving. The space he left behind felt like a brief reprieve, and you instinctively took a small step away from where he had been standing, your shoulders unconsciously rounding inward.
Victor took center stage, the spotlight glinting off his silver-gray hair. The room fell silent, all eyes turning to him. You watched from a distance, as if observing a scene from someone else's life. The words washed over you, meaningless sounds that failed to penetrate the fog in your mind.
"We stand at the precipice of a new era in medicine," Victor began, his voice resonating with confidence. "An era where disease is not merely treated, but eradicated. Where the limitations of human biology are not accepted, but overcome."
You found yourself focusing on the way the light caught his silver-gray hair, on the way his hands moved as he spoke gestures that were both elegant and menacing. The auditorium faded away, replaced by memories you tried to suppress Victor's hands on you when you were too young to understand, too scared to tell.
"Our work has shown remarkable promise," he continued, his golden eyes scanning the crowd. "While some see only potential in one direction, we at Rhodes Hill recognize its true value the ability to rewrite human biology itself."
The words registered somewhere in the fog of your mind, but they held no real meaning. You were somewhere else now in the backyard of your childhood home, the sun warm on your face as you pushed yourself on a swing, higher and higher, trying to touch the sky.
"We've made significant progress with our research into neural regeneration," Victor said, his voice pulling you briefly back to the present. "The potential to repair damaged tissue, to restore cognitive function it's truly revolutionary."
You were at the beach now, building sandcastles with your brother, the waves crashing against the shore in a steady rhythm that soothed something deep inside you. The sun was setting, painting the sky in shades of orange and pink.
"But our work extends beyond mere healing," Victor continued, his voice growing more intense. "We seek to enhance, to perfect. To eliminate the weaknesses that hold humanity back fear, hesitation, doubt. Imagine a world where everyone performs at their optimal capacity, where emotion no longer clouds judgment. Where everyone knows their place."
A chill ran through you, despite the warmth of the room. His words painted a picture of a world that sounded less like utopia and more like prison a prison of the mind, where thoughts and feelings were controlled, where individuality was erased in the name of perfection.
"Rhodes Hill is not just a facility," Victor concluded, his arms spread wide as if to embrace the entire room. "It is a vision. A promise of a better future, a stronger future. A future where humanity finally achieves its true potential."
The room erupted in applause, the sound pulling you from your safe place in your mind. You watched as Victor bowed, a practiced gesture of humility that seemed utterly false.
"And now," he added, his voice once again smooth and charming, "we invite you to enjoy cocktails and hors d'oeuvres in the east reception hall. Thank you."
As he descended from the stage, the crowd began to move toward the indicated exit. Perfect, Victor thought to himself, a small smile playing on his lips. Her parents have always been social butterflies. They won't notice she's gone with him. Just like before.
He made his way directly toward you, his eyes fixed on their target. "Dr. Gideon, brilliant speech!" someone called out, but Victor barely acknowledged them with a nod.
"Michael, Sarah," he said as he reached your group, his charm once again firmly in place. "I hope you enjoyed the presentation."
"Wonderful, Victor," your father said, beaming with pride. "Simply wonderful."
"I'm glad you thought so," Victor replied, though his eyes were on you. "Now, (Y/N), there's something I want to show you before we join the others."
Before you could process his words, his hand was on your arm, his fingers wrapping around it with a grip that was just this side of painful. Panic flared in your chest, and you found yourself pulling back slightly.
"I... I need to go to the bathroom first," you said quickly, your voice trembling slightly. "Please."
Victor's golden eyes narrowed, but he smiled. "I can show you where it is."
"No, that's okay," you said, shaking your head. "I can find it. I'm sure it's not hard to find."
Your heart was pounding against your ribs, and you could feel a slight tremor in your hands. You were so nervous around him, so desperate for even a moment away from his presence.
Victor's jaw tightened almost imperceptibly, but he released your arm. "Of course," he said, his voice losing some of its warmth. "Don't be too long. I'll be waiting for you right here."
As you turned and hurried away, you could feel his eyes on you, a physical weight that made your skin crawl. You pushed through the crowd, your movements frantic as you searched for any sign pointing to the restrooms. You needed a moment to yourself, a brief reprieve from the suffocating presence of the man who had haunted your nightmares for as long as you could remember.
Finally, you spotted a sign pointing down a corridor, and you practically ran toward it, your relief so palpable it almost brought tears to your eyes. But as you turned the corner, you found yourself face to face with Victor, who was leaning against the wall as if he'd been waiting for you all along.
"I told you I'd be waiting," he said, his golden eyes gleaming with an intensity that made your breath catch. "Did you really think you could escape me that easily?"
Your breath hitched in your throat, the air in the corridor suddenly feeling thin and insufficient. He had been waiting. Of course he had been waiting. The brief, foolish hope that you'd found a moment to yourself evaporated, replaced by a cold, creeping dread that slithered up your spine.
You had to get back to the reception hall. You had to get back to your parents. To people.
Without another word, you turned and bolted. Your sensible heels, chosen by your mother for their elegance, clicked against the polished marble floor as you tried to speed walk, your stride clumsy with panic. The hallway stretched before you, an endless, sterile tunnel leading to safety.
You didn't make it five steps.
A hand shot out, clamping around your wrist with an iron grip. You were yanked backward so forcefully you stumbled, your feet tangling beneath you. A small cry of pain escaped your lips as your shoulder wrenched in its socket.
"I told you," Victor's voice was a low growl, devoid of all pretense. "I don't like to be kept waiting."
Before you could process the pain, you were being lifted. Effortlessly. Your feet left the floor, and you were hoisted upward, the world tilting dizzyingly until you were level with his face, held suspended by his grip on your wrist. Your dangled, useless, your body a puppet in his grasp. His golden eyes bored into yours, and you could see the reflection of your own terrified face in their predatory gleam.
"I've been waiting for this," he murmured, his voice a low rumble that vibrated through your entire body. "I haven't truly properly enjoyed your company since Christmas. Do you remember, (Y/N)?"
The memory hit you like a physical blow. The scent of pine needles. The multicolored lights blinking silently in the otherwise dark living room. The weight of him on the small of your back as he "helped" you reach for a specific ornament on the highest branch of the tree. The way his other hand had "accidentally" slipped under your nightgown, his cold fingers tracing patterns on your skin as you froze, your face pressed against the scratchy pine needles, too terrified to make a sound.
Tears welled in your eyes, hot and immediate, blurring his face into a monstrous smear of gold. A choked sob caught in your throat.
"Shhh, now," he crooned, his free hand coming up to brush a tear from your cheek with a thumb that was far too gentle. "Why are you crying? Don't you remember how you responded? How you leaned into my touch?"
His voice shifted, taking on the clinical, detached tone of a lecturer. "It's a fascinating psychological phenomenon, really. The parasympathetic nervous system's response to prolonged, controlled stimuli. Your body didn't fight it, it adapted. It sought equilibrium."
He lowered his face closer to yours, his breath hot against your ear. "You wanted it. The physiological evidence was undeniable. The elevated heart rate, the dilation of your pupils, the specific way your muscles relaxed under my hand... you were aroused by the attention, by the transgression. You asked for it with every fiber of your being."
You shook your head, a silent, desperate denial, but he only smiled.
"You craved it," he continued, his voice dropping to an intimate whisper. "Just like you did that summer by the pool. Remember how you 'accidentally' fell into my lap? Your body knew what it wanted even if your conscious mind resisted. And in my office... when I was explaining the neurological applications of the T-virus... your breathing changed. I monitored it. You were fascinated. You were excited."
He was rewriting it all, twisting your fear and your trauma into some sick, shared history of desire. He wasn't just a monster; he was a scientist cataloging his experiments, and you were his longest-running project.
"You craved *me*," he asserted, his golden eyes burning with a terrifying conviction. "It's a simple biological imperative, (Y/N). A response to a superior presence. There's no shame in it. In fact, it's beautiful."
He finally set you down, but he didn't release your wrist. His grip remained firm, a constant, pulsing reminder of your captivity. He used his other hand to tilt your chin up, forcing you to meet his gaze.
"Now, dry those tears," he said, his tone once again that of a doting uncle. "We have a reception to attend. And later... we'll continue our discussion. I have so much more to show you."
His grip on your wrist was unyielding, a manacle of flesh and bone. Before you could draw another ragged breath, he closed the remaining distance between you. The kiss wasn't gentle or question in it was a punishment and a proclamation. His mouth crashed against yours, hard and possessive, his lips forcing yours apart. It was the same invasive claim from his office, but this time there was no door to lock, no corridor to muffle the sound. It was raw and public in its intent, a branding.
You stood frozen, your mind a blank slate of terror as his tongue plundered your mouth. This was the same dissociative escape you'd learned as a child, the same way you had survived under the Christmas tree, by the pool, in the hallway when he was "just saying goodnight." You became an observer, watching this girl being violated, her tears now streaming freely down her cheeks.
When he finally pulled back, a string of saliva connecting your mouths for a humiliating moment, his expression had transformed. The predatory gleam in his golden eyes had softened, replaced by a look of profound, tender concern that was infinitely more terrifying. He was the monster, and now he was playing the savior.
"Oh, my sweet girl," he murmured, his voice a velvety caress. His thumbs came up to gently wipe the tears from your cheeks, the gesture achingly tender, a perfect mockery of comfort. "Look at you. So emotional. It's alright. I'm here now. I'll always take care of you." He leaned in and pressed a soft, almost paternal kiss to your forehead. "There now. All better."
He took your hand, his grip now firm but not painful, and began to lead you back toward the reception hall. You stumbled along beside him, your body moving on autopilot while your mind remained a fractured, distant thing. He had wiped away your tears, but he had left the stain.
Your parents were exactly where he had left them, laughing with a portly man in a pinstripe suit, a champagne flute in each of their hands. They were in their element, completely absorbed in the social whirlwind.
"Ah, there you two are!" your father boomed as he saw you approaching, his face flushed with alcohol and pride. "We were wondering where you'd gotten off to."
Victor chuckled, a warm, brotherly sound that made your stomach turn. He squeezed your hand, a subtle signal. "Well, you know (Y/N)," he said, his voice laced with fond amusement. "She got a bit turned around trying to find her way back from the ladies' room. This place is a bit of a maze, isn't it?
He looked down at you, his golden eyes filled with a protective light that was a complete lie. "Luckily, she stumbled right into me by the west corridor. I was just checking on some last-minute security details."
"Oh, you poor thing!" your mother cooed, reaching out to pat your arm. "Did you get lost, sweetie? You always were terrible with directions."
You just stared at her, your throat too tight to form words. You wanted to scream. You wanted to point at Victor and tell them everything. But the words wouldn't come. They never had.
"She's fine now," Victor said, his arm wrapping around your shoulders in a gesture of familial protection that felt like a cage. "I took care of her. I always take care of our (Y/N)." He pulled you closer, his hand resting on your arm, his thumb stroking the same spot where his fingers had left bruises moments before. "Isn't that right, dear?"
You could only manage a weak, jerky nod, your eyes fixed on the bubbling champagne in your father's glass, anything to avoid looking at the triumphant, possessive smile in Victor's golden eyes.
The reception hall was a cacophony of forced laughter and clinking glass. You stood beside your mother, a decorative prop at her side, your body rigid with a tension that no one else seemed to notice. Victor was a constant presence, a gravitational pull of menace even when he was across the room.
He was in his element now, a king holding court. He'd engage a group of investors, his deep voice confident and charming, but his golden eyes would drift, cutting through the crowd to find you. A lingering touch on the small of your back as he passed. His fingers deliberately brushing against your arm as he reached for a drink. Each contact was a brand, a silent reminder of his ownership. You learned to anticipate them, to brace yourself for the jolt of his touch, your body flinching almost imperceptibly each time.
Your father was holding court with a different group, boasting about Victor's early brilliance as if it were his own accomplishment. "Even as a boy, he was special," Michael was saying, loud enough for nearby guests to hear. "Always taking things apart, seeing how they worked. I always knew he'd do great things."
You felt a wave of nausea. They were all so blind. So proud of the monster they had created.
Desperate for a moment of reprieve, you saw an opening. Victor was cornered by a man in a lab coat who was enthusiastically gesticulating toward a schematic on a tablet. His attention was diverted. This was your chance.
"I'm just going to get another drink," you murmured to your mother, who barely acknowledged you, deep in conversation with the mayor's wife.
You slipped away, moving through the throng with a singular purpose: the bar. It felt a million miles away. You kept your head down, your shoulders hunched, trying to make yourself as small and invisible as possible, a skill you had honed over years of trying to escape unwanted attention.
You were so focused on your goal that you didn't see the person until you walked directly into him.
"Oh! I'm so sorry," you stammered, stumbling back.
"No harm done," a pleasant, easy voice replied. You looked up into a pair of warm green eyes, set in a handsome, friendly face. He had thick, dark hair and a smile that didn't seem to hold any hidden agenda. He looked like he belonged here, but in a way that was natural, not predatory. He was wearing a navy blazer over a light blue shirt classic, old money preppy.
"Are you okay?" he asked, his brow furrowed with genuine concern.
"Fine, just... clumsy," you managed, offering a weak smile.
"Jasper," he said, extending a hand. "Jasper Astor."
You hesitantly shook his hand. His grip was firm but brief, not at all like Victor's possessive clutch. "(Y/N). Gideon," you added, the surname feeling like a curse.
"Ah, Victor's niece!" he said, his smile widening. "He talks about you. Said you were brilliant. I'm here with my father. He's one of the primary investors in the facility."
"It's... impressive," you said, the word tasting like ash in your mouth.
Jasper chuckled, a light, easy sound. "That's one way to put it. My dad's just excited to have a new tax write-off that sounds more interesting than his usual horse breeding ventures." He leaned in slightly, conspiratorially. "Between you and me, he's mostly here for the open bar and the opportunity to network. He's got a gambling problem and a thirst for scotch that are both equally impressive."
You found yourself letting out a small, genuine laugh. It was a strange, foreign sound in your throat. "I think that describes half the people in this room."
"Probably more," he grinned. "So, are you in medicine too? Or are you the sane one in the family?"
"I'm... just visiting," you said, your gaze drifting instinctively toward the spot where Victor had been standing. He was gone. A cold knot of fear formed in your stomach. "I study literature in college."
"Literature? Now that sounds interesting," Jasper said, his eyes lighting up. "Actual stories, not just the ones my father makes up about his business acumen. What do you like to read?"
For a brief, glorious moment, you were just a girl talking to a boy at a party. You were talking about books and authors, about things that had nothing to do with viruses or monsters or golden eyes that watched your every move. You felt a sliver of yourself return, a person you hadn't seen in a very long time.
You were so absorbed in the surface-level conversation that you didn't feel the change in the room's atmosphere. You didn't see the parting of the crowd like the red sea. You only felt it when a shadow fell over you, eclipsing the warm light from the chandeliers.
Jasper's friendly smile faltered as he looked past you, his expression shifting from open to wary. You turned, your heart plummeting into your stomach.
Victor stood there, his face a mask of cold fury. His golden eyes were fixed on Jasper, but they were burning with an anger so intense it felt like a physical force. He had seen everything. He had seen you talking. He had seen you laughing.
"Jasper," Victor's voice was deceptively smooth, like the edge of a razor. "I see you've met my niece. I hope she wasn't boring you with her... literary pursuits."
"Not at all, Dr. Gideon," Jasper said, taking an involuntary step back. "We were just chatting."
"Were you," Victor said, his eyes finally cutting to you. The look he gave you was pure venom, a promise of pain. "I'm afraid I need to steal (Y/N) away. There are some other guests I'd like her to meet."
He didn't wait for a response. His hand shot out and clamped onto your upper arm, his fingers digging into your flesh with bruising force. He practically dragged you away from Jasper, who stood looking awkward and confused.
"Victor, you're hurting me," you hissed, trying to pull your arm free.
He didn't stop until he had pulled you into a small, secluded alcove hidden behind a large potted fern. He spun you around to face him, his face inches from yours, his golden eyes burning with a terrifying rage.
"Entertaining another man?" he snarled, his voice a low, dangerous growl. "On *my* night? In *my* hospital?"
"He was just being nice," you stammered, your heart hammering against your ribs. "We were just talking."
"I saw the way you looked at him," he spat, his grip tightening. "The way you laughed. Do you think I don't know what that means? Do you take me for a fool?"
"Victor, please..."
"You belong to me," he hissed, his face twisting with possessive fury. "You've always belonged to me. And I will not have you looking at another man. I will not have you smiling for another man. Do you understand?"
His free hand came up to cup your cheek, his touch deceptively gentle. "This is your only warning, (Y/N). The next time I see you so much as look at another man, I'll make sure he can't look at anything ever again. And you... you will wish I had only locked you in a laboratory."
He released you then, stepping back and straightening his suit, his expression once again calm and composed, as if the terrifying outburst had never happened. "Now, smile," he said, his voice dangerously soft. "We have guests to attend to. And you will be on your best behavior. Or else."
The cold fury in Victor's eyes lingered long after he had released you and returned to the crowd. You stood frozen in the alcove, the ghost of his grip a throbbing ache on your arm. His threat echoed in your mind, a venomous whisper that poisoned the air you breathed. You felt like a china doll that had been superglued back together after being shattered one wrong move, and you would splinter into a thousand irreparable pieces.
Taking a steadying breath that did nothing to calm the frantic fluttering of your heart, you forced yourself to step back into the reception hall. You needed to blend in, to disappear. You grabbed another glass of champagne from a passing tray, your hand trembling so badly the golden liquid sloshed dangerously close to the rim. You didn't drink it; you just held it, a prop to make you look like you belonged.
"Hey," a quiet voice said beside you. "You okay?"
You flinched, turning to see Jasper. His green eyes were filled with a genuine, uncalculating concern that was so foreign it almost hurt to look at. "You look a little shaken.... did Dr. Gideon say something to you?"
You opened your mouth to lie, to say you were fine, but the words wouldn't come. You just shook your head, a small, jerky motion. You were afraid to speak, afraid that Victor's eyes were on you at this very moment, judging your every interaction.
"Come on," Jasper said softly, gesturing with his head toward a set of glass doors leading to a balcony. "Let's get some fresh air. It's stuffy in here."
Hesitation seized you. Victor's threat was a brand on your soul. *The next time I see you so much as look at another man...* But the air in the hall was thick, suffocating, and the thought of a moment of actual, unmonitored freedom was a siren's call you couldn't ignore. You gave a small, almost imperceptible nod.
As you moved toward the doors, a boisterous voice cut through the murmur of the crowd. "Jasper! My boy, there you are!"
A man who was unmistakably Jasper's father intercepted them. He had the same dark hair, though it was thinning at the temples, and the same green eyes, but they were clouded and bloodshot. He swayed slightly, a glass of amber liquid sloshing in his hand, his expensive suit looking a little rumpled. He was tipsy, and getting louder by the second.
"And who is this lovely lady?" Mr. Astor slurred, his eyes lighting up with an avaricious gleam as they raked over you. "Introduce me, son."
"Father, this is (Y/N) Gideon," Jasper said, a note of resignation in his voice. "Dr. Gideon's niece."
The effect was instantaneous. Mr. Astor's drunkenness seemed to evaporate, replaced by a sharp, calculating interest. His eyes widened. "Gideon? *Gideon's* niece? Well, I'll be!" He clapped a heavy hand on your shoulder, making you flinch. "I had no idea Victor had such a... charming niece! This is perfect!"
Before you could process his strange enthusiasm, he was already scanning the room, his eyes hunting for his target. "Victor! Victor Gideon, my good man!"
He spotted him across the room and, grabbing your arm in a grip that was surprisingly strong, began dragging you through the crowd. Jasper followed, looking mortified. "Father, stop it..."
"Victor!" Mr. Astor boomed, catching Victor's attention just as he was disengaging from a conversation with the city's health inspector.
Victor turned, his practiced smile firmly in place, but his eyes flickered with annoyance at the interruption. "Mr. Astor. Enjoying yourself?"
"Immensely! But you've been holding out on me!" Mr. Astor practically shoved you forward. "Look at this! Your niece! And my Jasper! They make the cutest couple! Think of it, Victor! Our families, joined! Their pairing is perfect for our partnership. The optics! It's a PR dream!"
You felt the blood drain from your face. You could see the change in Victor's expression. The smile remained, but it became a thin, brittle line. His golden eyes, fixed on Mr. Astor, were filled with a cold, murderous rage that made you want to scream. He was angry, but he was trapped. He couldn't cause a scene in front of a major investor.
"A fascinating suggestion, Mr. Astor," Victor said, his voice dangerously smooth. He placed a hand on your back, and you could feel the tension coiled in his fingers, a threat barely contained. "But I'm afraid (Y/N) isn't feeling well. The excitement of the evening has been a bit much for her."
"Oh?" Mr. Astor said, his enthusiasm dimming slightly.
"Yes," Victor continued, his eyes never leaving yours. "I was just about to take her to my private office for a moment. A quiet place to rest before we head home. We wouldn't want her to be unwell for the rest of the celebration."
The words were a death sentence. *Private office. A quiet place.* Your blood ran cold.
"But what about..." Jasper started, but his father cut him off.
"Nonsense, nonsense! Health first!" Mr. Astor said, already losing interest and turning to snag another drink from a passing tray. "We'll discuss this later, Victor!"
Victor didn't wait. His hand was a vise on your arm, steering you away from the crowd with a purpose that was terrifying. "We're going to my office," he murmured, his voice a low, deadly whisper that was for your ears only. "Now."
He didn't drag you. He guided you, his touch deceptively gentle, but the message was clear. You were being led away for punishment. And this time, there would be no interruptions.
The moment they stepped out of the reception hall's warm, golden light and into the sterile white corridor, the facade shattered. The gentle pressure on your back became a painful, vice-like grip as Victor's fingers dug into your arm. He didn't just guide you; he dragged you, his long strides forcing you into a clumsy, half-running stumble to keep up. The heels your mother had picked out were a liability, and you nearly twisted your ankle as he yanked you around a corner.
"Victor, you're hurting me," you gasped, the words torn from your throat. It was the same plea you had used a hundred times before, a desperate, useless mantra. *Let me go. You're hurting me. Stop.*
His grip only tightened, his knuckles white against the fabric of your dress. He said nothing, his jaw set in a rigid line of fury. The silence was worse than shouting. It was a cold, terrifying void that promised pain.
The corridors blurred into a monotonous streak of white walls and polished floors. You were being pulled back in time, back to the hallway outside your bedroom, back to the living room with the Christmas tree, back to every instance where your pleas had fallen on deaf ears. The old, familiar helplessness washed over you, thick and suffocating.
"Please," you begged, your voice cracking. "Victor, let me go. I won't... I won't talk to anyone again. I swear."
He didn't slow down. The door to his private office was ahead, and it looked like the gateway to hell.
Your breath started coming in short, sharp pants. Your chest felt tight, like a band was being squeezed around your ribs, cutting off your air. The walls of the corridor seemed to be closing in, the fluorescent lights overhead flashing in your peripheral vision. Your heart was hammering against your sternum, a wild, frantic drumbeat of pure terror.
"Victor, please," you whimpered, trying to dig your heels into the floor, but it was useless. You were no match for his strength. "Don't... please don't do this."
He reached the office door and shoved it open, the force causing it to bang against the inner wall. He pulled you inside, the sound of the door slamming shut echoing in the small, sterile space like the lid of a coffin.
The panic attack hit you full force. Your vision tunneled, the edges blurring into darkness. You couldn't get enough air. Each inhale was a shallow, pathetic gasp that did nothing to fill your burning lungs. A cold sweat broke out over your skin, and you started to tremble uncontrollably.
You collapsed to your knees, the plush carpet doing nothing to cushion your fall. Your hands flew to your throat, clawing at the imaginary constriction there. You were choking. You were dying. And in the midst of the suffocating terror, your mind reverted to the one plea that had ever felt like a shield, a desperate throwback to a time when the lines were blurrier and you were smaller.
"Please... Uncle Gideon," you sobbed, your body shaking with violent, uncontrollable tremors. "I'll be good. I swear. Anything... anything but that. Please, Uncle Gideon, don't..."
The use of his old title, the one you still fell back on in moments of extreme distress, finally made him stop. He stood over you, his massive frame casting a long, dark shadow that engulfed your trembling form. He looked down at you, and for a moment, the furious mask slipped. A flicker of something else crossed his features not pity, not remorse, but a cold, clinical curiosity, as if he were observing a particularly interesting specimen under a microscope.
He crouched down in front of you, his movements fluid and deliberate. His golden eyes, no longer burning with rage, were now filled with a chilling, analytical calm.
"How many times must I tell you?" he said, his voice a low, dangerous purr. He reached out and brushed a sweat-soaked strand of hair away from your forehead, his touch feather-light and utterly terrifying. "It's 'Victor'. Not 'Uncle Gideon'. You're are not a little girl anymore."
He tilted his head, his gaze unwavering as he watched you struggle to breathe. "Look at you. Such a visceral response. The sympathetic nervous system in overdrive. Pupil dilation, hyperventilation, uncontrollable tremors... It's beautiful, really. A perfect, physiological map of your trauma."
He leaned closer, his voice dropping to a conspiratorial whisper. "You think I'm going to hurt you like I did back then? Oh, (Y/N). I'm not going to repeat the past. I'm going to perfect it."
He didn't give you a chance to recover. With a strength that was both effortless and terrifying, he hooked his hands under your arms and lifted you from the floor as if you weighed nothing. Your body, still trembling from the panic attack, offered no resistance. He sat down in the large leather chair behind his desk, settling you onto his lap with a deliberate, practiced motion.
"Just like the good old days," he murmured against your hair, his voice a low rumble that vibrated through your entire body. The phrase was a poison dart, striking at the heart of your buried traumas. You were young again, small and powerless, perched on his lap in his study while your parents laughed downstairs, completely unaware.
Your body was rigid, a board of pure terror. Every muscle was coiled tight, a silent scream of protest. You could feel the hard line of his thighs beneath you, the expensive fabric of his trousers rough against your bare legs. His presence was a suffocating weight, a physical manifestation of all your nightmares.
"Don't be so tense," he chided softly, his breath warm against your ear. "You're always so tense. Relax."
His hand began to move, tracing a slow, deliberate path up your thigh. His touch was deceptively gentle, a light caress that felt like the crawl of a poisonous spider. You squeezed your eyes shut, trying to retreat into the safe place in your mind, but his touch was an anchor, pulling you back into the horror of the present.
His fingers crept higher, pushing the hem of your sundress up with them. You held your breath, your heart hammering against your ribs. You knew where this was going. You had lived it before.
His fingers finally reached the edge of your panties, the thin cotton barrier the only thing between his skin and yours. He paused there, his index finger tracing the lacy hem, a teasing, torturous gesture that made your stomach churn with nausea.
You flinched, a small, involuntary movement that earned you a soft chuckle. "There now," he whispered. "That's not so bad, is it?"
Before you could answer, his other hand came up to cup the back of your head, his fingers tangling in your hair. He forced your head to the side, and his mouth was on yours again. This kiss was different from the others. It was slower, more methodical, a deliberate exploration designed to break you down. His tongue slid past your lips, not with the violent force of before, but with a possessive authority that was somehow even more violating. He was claiming you, remapping the territory of your mouth as his own.
As he kissed you, his free hand moved from your panties up to your breast. He cupped it, his thumb brushing against your nipple through the fabric of your dress and bra. You gasped into his mouth, a sound of pure revulsion and fear.
"Mmm," he murmured, pulling back slightly to look at you. His golden eyes were heavy with a dark, possessive lust. "Look how much they've grown. So much bigger than the last time I touched you."
His words were a violation, a twisted nostalgia that turned your stomach. He squeezed your breast, his fingers kneading the flesh with a proprietary familiarity that made you want to scream. You were an object to him, a piece of property he was inspecting, a prize he had won long ago and was now coming to collect.
"Perfect," he breathed, his lips brushing against your temple. "Just perfect."
He forced you into another kiss, his tongue delving deeper as his hand continued its assault on your breast. You were trapped, his body a cage around you, his hands mapping out your every curve with a chilling familiarity. You were no longer a person you were a memory, a fantasy, a possession. And there was no escape.
His fingers, which had been tracing the edge of your panties, suddenly hooked into the fabric. With a rough tug, he pulled them to the side, the elastic biting into your skin. The cool air of the office hit your most intimate flesh, and you couldn't suppress a shudder of revulsion.
You were completely exposed to him, trapped on his lap, his body a cage of muscle and expensive fabric. His free hand left your breast, and for a horrifying second, you thought it was over. But then you felt it the thick, calloused tip of his finger probing your entrance.
"Victor, no," you whimpered, a final, desperate plea.
He ignored you. With a slow, deliberate pressure, he pushed his finger inside you. Your body, unprepared and unwilling, clenched around the invasion. A sharp, burning pain shot through you, and you cried out, a small, choked sound that was swallowed by the cavernous office.
"Shhh," he murmured, his voice a low rumble against your ear. "Just relax. Let your body accommodate the stimulus."
He began to move his finger, a slow, rhythmic in-and-out motion that was clinical in its precision. Each thrust was a violation, a deliberate desecration of your body and your will. You could feel the rough pad of his finger against your inner walls, a sensation that was both foreign and horrifyingly familiar.
"Kiss me back," he commanded, his voice low and firm.
When you hesitated, he curled his finger inside you, finding a spot that made you gasp a jolt of unwanted pleasure that was more painful than any pain. "Kiss me back," he repeated, his tone leaving no room for refusal.
Tears streamed down your face as you reluctantly turned your head and pressed your lips to his. It was a dead, lifeless kiss, a surrender. But it wasn't enough for him.
His tongue forced its way into your mouth, and you felt his finger begin to move faster, more insistently. "That's it," he murmured against your lips. "See? Your body knows what it wants. The vagus nerve is transmitting signals of pleasure directly to your brain, even if your conscious mind resists. It's a fascinating disconnect."
He added a second finger, stretching you further, the burn intensifying. "The lubrication response is kicking in," he said, his voice a low, triumphant purr. "Your body is preparing for penetration, just as it's designed to do. It's a beautiful, biological process, isn't it? So much more honest than all your... pretense."
His thumb found your clit, and he began to rub it in slow, deliberate circles. A wave of intense sensation washed over you, a confusing mix of pleasure and pain that made your head spin. You hated him, you hated this, but your body was betraying you, responding to his touch with a mind of its own.
"You see?" he whispered, his golden eyes burning with a triumphant fire. "You can't lie to me. Your body tells me the truth. It wants this. It wants me."
He kissed you again, a deep, possessive kiss that was both a reward and a punishment. And as his fingers continued their relentless assault, you felt the last of your resistance crumble, replaced by a profound and soul-crushing despair. You were no longer a person you were an experiment, a specimen, a possession. And he was the scientist, and he was just getting started.
The rhythmic, clinical assault of his fingers continued, a relentless tide against which your crumbling defenses could no longer hold. His thumb pressed and circled your clit with a precision that was terrifying, while his fingers curled inside you, stroking that traitorous spot that sent jolts of unwanted pleasure shooting up your spine. Your body was a traitor, responding to his touch with a biological honesty that your mind screamed against.
"Feel that?" he murmured, his voice a low, triumphant purr against your ear. "The sympathetic and parasympathetic nervous systems in conflict. Your mind is screaming 'flight,' but your body is preparing for a different kind of release. It's a beautiful cascade of neurochemical reactions."
You squeezed your eyes shut tighter, trying to force the pleasure away, to retreat into the numb safety of your mind, but it was no use. The pressure was building, an undeniable tide rising within you. Your breath hitched, your muscles tensing in a way that had nothing to do with fear.
"That's it," he coaxed, his fingers moving faster, more insistently. "Don't fight it. Let the oxytocin and dopamine wash over you. Let your body feel what it's meant to feel."
The wave crested, and crashed over you. A violent, shuddering orgasm ripped through you, a convulsion of pleasure so intense it was indistinguishable from pain. A strangled cry escaped your lips as your body convulsed, your inner walls clamping down around his fingers in a series of spasms that left you breathless and weak.
He chuckled, a low, triumphant sound. "There it is," he whispered, his voice thick with satisfaction. "See? Your body knows its master."
Before the last tremor had subsided, he withdrew his fingers and, with a rough shove, pushed you off his lap. You landed on the plush carpet with a soft thud, your limbs too weak to support you. You lay there, sprawled and disheveled, your dress pushed up around your waist, your panties still pulled to the side.
He stood over you, his massive frame casting a long, dark shadow that engulfed your trembling form. He looked down at you, his golden eyes burning with a dark, possessive lust.
"Now," he said, his voice a low, commanding growl. "It's time to show your dear Uncle Victor how grateful you are."
He began to unbuckle his belt, the metallic clink of the buckle echoing in the silent office. "Remember our little trip three years ago? When we went camping? The whole family, sitting around the campfire... and you, slipping into my tent in the middle of the night."
The memory hit you like a physical blow. The musty smell of the sleeping bag. The sound of your parents' laughter from the adjacent tent. The weight of him on top of you, his hand clamped over your mouth to stifle your cries. The taste of him in your mouth as you choked and gagged, tears streaming down your face.
"Such a good girl you were then," he continued, his voice a low, dangerous purr. "So eager to please. Let's see if you've still got that talent."
He unzipped his trousers, and his erection sprang free, hard and imposing in the dim light of the office. He grabbed a fistful of your hair, his grip painfully tight, and pulled you up onto your knees.
"Open your mouth," he commanded, his voice leaving no room for refusal.
You looked up at him, your eyes wide with terror, your mind screaming a silent, desperate plea. But your body, still reeling from the forced orgasm, was too weak to fight. You were a puppet, and he was the puppeteer, pulling your strings with a cruel, practiced hand.
"Open your mouth," he repeated, his grip on your hair tightening. "Or I'll make sure you regret it."
Slowly, reluctantly, you parted your lips, a silent surrender. And as he guided himself into your mouth, you felt the last of your soul crumble into dust. You were no longer a person; you were a memory, a fantasy, a possession. And there was no escape.
The moment your lips parted, it was an invitation he seized without mercy. There was no gentle guidance, no slow acclimation. With a brutal thrust of his hips, he shoved his thick length into your mouth. The head of his cock slammed against the back of your throat, and you gagged violently, your body convulsing in a desperate, futile attempt to expel the intrusion. Tears sprang to your eyes, blurring his triumphant face into a monstrous smear.
"Fuck, yes," he groaned, his head falling back for a moment before his golden eyes, burning with a dark fire, locked onto yours. He held your head in a vise-like grip, his fingers tangled in your hair, ensuring you couldn't pull away. "That's it. Take it. Take all of it."
He began to move, using your mouth like a toy, a fleshlight for his pleasure. His strokes were deep and punishing, pulling out almost completely before slamming back in, each thrust forcing another strangled gag from your throat. Saliva mixed with tears streamed down your chin, but he didn't seem to notice or care. He was lost in his own pleasure, his eyes half-lidded with lust.
"Look at you," he panted, his voice a low, guttural growl. "So fucking pretty with my cock in your mouth. You were made for this. This is your purpose."
He shifted his stance, changing the angle, and drove himself even deeper. You choked, your hands flying up to push against his thighs, a weak, desperate attempt to create some space. He simply chuckled, a dark, condescending sound, and used his free hand to pin your wrists together behind your back, rendering you completely helpless.
"None of that," he grunted, his hips pistoning faster. "You don't get to fight back. You just get to take it. Just like last year in that tent. You remember, don't you? How you cried so quietly, trying not to wake mommy and daddy. You were so good then. So obedient."
His words were a poison, twisting the knife of your trauma. The memory of the cold night air, the musty smell of the sleeping bag, the suffocating weight of him on top of you it all came flooding back, a tidal wave of horror that mingled with the present violation.
"Your throat feels so fucking good," he moaned, his thrusts becoming more erratic, more desperate. "So tight. So warm. It's like you are custom-made for me."
He was chasing his own release, and you were just a means to an end, a warm, wet hole for his pleasure. The sounds in the room were obscene the wet, gagging sounds of your suffering, the slap of his skin against your face, his guttural groans of pleasure.
"I'm going to cum down your throat," he grunted, his grip on your hair tightening painfully. "And you're going to swallow every last drop. Just like a good little niece. Do you understand me?"
You couldn't answer. You could barely breathe. Your vision was starting to swim, the edges of your consciousness blurring from lack of air. You were drowning, and he was the one holding your head under the water.
"Fuck, (Y/N), I'm..." he groaned, his body tensing. "I'm cumming."
With a final, brutal thrust, he buried himself to the hilt in your throat. You felt him pulse, a hot, bitter flood of release that coated your tongue and slid down your throat. You gagged again, your body convulsing, but his grip was like iron, holding you in place until he had emptied himself completely.
He held you there for a long moment, his softening cock still in your mouth, forcing you to breathe through your nose, to taste him, to be completely and utterly possessed by him. Then, finally, he pulled out, a string of saliva and cum connecting your lips to his still-glistening tip.
He looked down at you, his chest heaving, his golden eyes filled with a dark, satisfied gleam. "Swallow," he commanded, his voice a low, dangerous growl.
You did, the act a final, humiliating surrender. And as the last of your dignity was washed away by his bitter release, you felt a part of your soul die, never to return.
The taste of him was still in your mouth, a bitter, violating residue as you knelt on the floor, a broken, trembling mess. You had nothing left. No fight, no tears, just a hollow, echoing emptiness where your soul used to be.
But Victor was not done.
A harsh, brutal tug on your scalp sent a searing pain through your scalp and snapped your head back. He pulled you up by your hair alone, your body dangling like a rag doll, your feet scrabbling uselessly against the carpet. A cry of pain was torn from your raw throat.
He spun you around with a violent, careless motion, and you stumbled, falling forward. Your dress flew up, bunching around your waist as you landed on your hands and knees. You were facing away from him now, your cloth-covered ass exposed to his hungry gaze. Before you could even process the new position, he was behind you, his heavy weight settling over you, pinning you to the floor.
You were face to face with his cock again, still slick and glistening from your violation, while he was presented with the sight of your cloth-covered pussy, the panties he had so cruelly pulled aside.
You felt a hot breath against your inner thigh, and then the shocking, sharp pressure of teeth. He didn't use his hands. He sank his teeth into the fabric of your panties and, with a savage, animalistic growl, *tore* them away. The flimsy cotton ripped, the sound echoing in the room like a final, damning verdict. You were completely bare to him now, exposed and vulnerable in the most primal way.
He chuckled, a low, rumbling sound that vibrated through your body. "There we are," he murmured, his voice thick with satisfaction. "Much better."
You felt him shift, his hips pressing against your ass. He was already getting hard again, his cock thickening against your skin. "You see?" he said, his voice a low, triumphant purr. "The visual stimulation of your exposed genitalia, combined with the memory of your recent compliance, triggers a renewed release of testosterone. The refractory period is merely a psychological construct, not a biological inevitability. With the right stimulus... I can be ready for you whenever I want."
And then his mouth was on you.
There was no gentleness, no exploration. He devoured you. His tongue was a hot, wet blade, lashing against your folds with a fierce, possessive hunger. He ate your pussy like it was his last meal, like a starving man finally presented with a feast. His lips closed around your clit, sucking hard, his tongue flicking against the sensitive bundle of nerves with a relentless, punishing rhythm.
You cried out, your body arching against your will. The sensation was overwhelming, a confusing storm of pleasure and pain that sent shockwaves through your entire system. His hands gripped your hips, his fingers digging into your flesh as he held you in place, his face buried in your core.
He growled against you, the sound vibrating through your body, pushing you closer to the edge. He was marking you, claiming you with his mouth, his tongue, his teeth. He nipped at your inner thighs, leaving small, sharp bites that made you gasp, his tongue immediately soothing the sting with a rough, possessive lick.
"You taste so fucking good," he groaned, his voice muffled by your flesh. "Like fear and submission. It's the most delicious combination."
He slid his tongue inside you, fucking you with his mouth, his nose pressed against your ass. He was everywhere, his tongue exploring every inch of you, his lips sucking, his teeth grazing. He was consuming you, devouring you, and you were powerless to stop him.
You could feel another orgasm building, a terrifying, inevitable tide rising within you. Your body was a traitor, responding to his brutal assault with a mindless, primal hunger. You hated him, you hated this, but your body was craving more, craving the release he was so expertly forcing upon you.
"Come for me," he commanded, his voice a low, guttural growl. "Come on my face. Let me taste you."
His words were the final push. The wave crested, and crashed over you with a force that stole your breath. A violent, shuddering orgasm ripped through you, your body convulsing, your inner walls clamping down on his tongue as a strangled cry escaped your lips.
He lapped up your release, his tongue greedily collecting every last drop. When the last tremor had subsided, he pulled away, his face glistening with your essence.
"Perfect," he murmured, his voice thick with satisfaction. "Now you're ready for me."
You were still sprawled on the floor, your body limp and trembling from the forced orgasm, your mind a blank, shattered slate. The taste of him, the feel of his mouth, the overwhelming violation it had all blended into a single, horrific nightmare from which you couldn't wake.
But Victor wasn't finished with you. He was just getting started.
He rose to his feet, his shadow once again engulfing your trembling form. For a moment, you thought he was going to leave, to let you wallow in your humiliation. But then he moved, and his hand shot out, not to help you up, but to strike you.
The sound was sharp and brutal in the quiet office a sickening crack of flesh against flesh. His open palm connected with your cheek, the force of the blow snapping your head to the side and sending a searing, white-hot pain radiating through your skull. You cried out, a sound of pure shock and pain, your hand flying up to cradle your stinging cheek.
"You talked to him," he said, his voice a low, dangerous growl. "You smiled for him. You let him touch you."
He grabbed your arm, his grip like iron, and hauled you to your feet. Your legs were too weak to support you, and you stumbled, but he didn't let you fall. He dragged you over to the leather chair he had been sitting in and sat down, pulling you down with him.
He flipped you over his lap with a rough, careless motion, your dress still bunched around your waist, your bare ass exposed to his cold, calculating gaze. You were positioned just like you had been as a child, over his knee, waiting for a punishment you knew was coming.
"I haven't had to do this since you were a freshman in college," he said, his voice a low, menacing purr. "Remember? I came to pick you up for winter break, and you were standing with a group of boys. Laughing. Touching one of their arms. Do you remember what happened then?"
You did. You remembered it with a clarity that made your stomach churn. He had waited until he got you home, until your parents were out, and then he had dragged you into his room. He had bent you over his knee, just like this, and spanked you until you were sobbing, his lectures about your "whorish behavior" a constant, humiliating drone in your ear.
"You seem to have forgotten your lesson," he continued, his hand resting on your bare ass, his touch a terrifying promise of pain. "So we're going to have a refresher. We're going to count. One for every time you disobeyed me tonight."
His hand rose, and you braced yourself, your body tensing in anticipation of the blow.
"One," he said, his voice cold and firm. "For leaving my side without permission."
His hand came down, a sharp, stinging slap that echoed in the quiet office. You cried out, your body jerking in his lap.
"Two," he said, his hand rising again. "For talking to that boy."
Another slap, harder this time, leaving a burning imprint on your skin.
"Three," he continued, his voice a low, menacing drone. "For smiling at him."
Another slap, another wave of searing pain. You could feel the tears welling up in your eyes, but you refused to let them fall. You wouldn't give him the satisfaction.
"Four," he said, his hand rising again. "For letting him touch you."
Another slap, another cry of pain. You could feel your ass starting to glow, a hot, throbbing mass of pain and humiliation.
"Five," he continued, his voice a low, menacing purr. "For enjoying his attention."
Another slap, another wave of searing pain. You couldn't hold back the tears any longer. They streamed down your face, hot and humiliating.
"Six," he said, his hand rising again. "For making me angry."
Another slap, another cry of pain. You were sobbing now, your body trembling with each blow, your mind a haze of pain and fear.
"Seven," he continued, his voice a low, menacing drone. "For being a disobedient little slut."
Another slap, another wave of searing pain. You were broken, completely and utterly broken. You were no longer a person you were a child, being punished for a crime you didn't commit. And there was no escape.
The last echo of the slap faded, leaving only the sound of your ragged, choked sobs. Your ass was a throbbing, burning mass of pain, each heartbeat sending a fresh wave of agony through your body. You lay limply over his lap, a broken, defeated thing, tears and saliva pooling on the expensive leather beneath your cheek.
Victor's hand, which had been the instrument of your punishment, now began to move again. But this time, it wasn't to strike. His long, cool fingers gently traced the inflamed skin of your buttocks, a touch that was somehow more violating than the violence had been. He was admiring his work, like an artist surveying a canvas.
"Seven," he murmured, his voice a low, possessive purr. "A perfect number. Seven points of disobedience, now corrected. Look at you. So red. So beautiful when you're marked."
He shifted beneath you, and you felt it the hard, insistent length of his cock pressing against your stomach through his trousers. The punishment had aroused him. The pain, the power, your complete and utter submission it was all fuel for his insatiable fire.
"Such a good girl, taking your punishment so well," he cooed, his fingers continuing their maddeningly gentle exploration. He traced the line where your thigh met your ass, his touch sending shivers of revulsion through your trembling body. "Now, it's time for your reward."
He lifted you effortlessly, his strength a terrifying reminder of your powerlessness. He didn't set you on your feet. He carried you, one arm hooked under your shoulders, the other under your knees, like a groom carrying his bride over the threshold. But this was no honeymoon suite. This was a sacrificial altar, and you were the offering.
He carried you not to the couch, but to the large, imposing mahogany desk. He swept the clutter aside with a single, violent motion of his arm pens, papers, and a tablet clattering to the floor. He laid you down on the hard, cold surface, your back arching at the sudden chill against your heated skin.
He stood over you, a towering silhouette of dominance. He looked down at you, his golden eyes burning with a dark, triumphant fire. "God, I've missed this," he growled, his voice thick with lust. "Our special niece and uncle time. You've been away at that college for far too long. Getting tight on me again."
He unzipped his trousers, his thick, hard cock springing free. It was angry and flushed, the tip already beading with precum. He stroked it slowly, his eyes never leaving yours, a look of pure, unadulterated lust on his face.
"I'm going to fuck you now, (Y/N)," he said, his voice a low, guttural growl. "I'm going to remind you of exactly who you belong to."
He stepped forward, positioning himself between your legs. He didn't prepare you. He didn't ease into it. With a brutal, savage thrust, he slammed into you, burying himself to the hilt in one violent stroke.
You screamed, a raw, guttural sound of pure agony. It was a searing, burning pain, a violent tearing as he forced his way into your unprepared body. He was too big, too thick, stretching you to your breaking point.
"Fuck, yes," he grunted, his head falling back in ecstasy as he felt your tight heat envelop him. "So much tighter. I knew you'd tighten up without me. Your body remembers. It knows this is where I'm supposed to be."
He began to move, his strokes deep and punishing, pulling out almost completely before slamming back in, each thrust a fresh wave of agony. He was fucking you with a brutal, possessive fury, claiming you with every stroke, erasing every other man who had ever dared to look at you.
You were crying now, great, heaving sobs that wracked your body. Tears streamed down your face, choking you, blurring his monstrous form into a terrifying smear of silver and gold.
"Look at you, crying for me," he panted, his hips pistoning faster, his rhythm becoming more erratic. "Your body is in distress, releasing cortisol and adrenaline, but your cunt is gripping me like it never wants to let go. It's the most beautiful contradiction."
He leaned down, his face inches from yours, his golden eyes burning into yours. "You're not on birth control, are you, (Y/N)?" he asked, his voice a low, dangerous purr. "I know you're not. Good. I want to feel your cervix. I want to paint your womb with my seed. I want to see you swell with my child. A perfect little fusion of my genius and your... obedience."
His words were a death sentence, a final, horrifying act of violation. The thought of his child growing inside you, a permanent, living reminder of his ownership, was more terrifying than anything he had ever done.
With a final, brutal thrust, he buried himself to the hilt and came, a hot, violent flood of release that filled you to overflowing. He collapsed on top of you, his heavy body a suffocating weight, his face buried in your hair, his ragged breaths the only sound in the room.
You lay there, broken and bleeding, your body a canvas of pain and humiliation. He had taken everything from you your innocence, your dignity, your very soul. And as he lay on top of you, his cock still twitching inside you, you knew with a chilling certainty that this was only the beginning.
After a moment, he pushed himself up, his golden eyes gleaming with a new, dark hunger. "We're not done yet," he growled, his voice a low, menacing purr. "I've claimed your mouth. I've claimed your cunt. There's only one place left to claim."
He flipped you over, his hands rough and demanding, positioning you on your hands and knees. He spread your ass cheeks, his thumb probing your tight, untouched hole.
"Oh, yes," he groaned, his voice thick with anticipation. "This is going to be so tight. So perfect. And it's all mine."
You were a mess of sobs and shivers, the cold reality of his words sinking into your bones like poison. Pregnant. With your uncle's child. Your life wasn't just over it was a sick, twisted parody of itself, a future you couldn't bear to imagine. The sobs were ripped from your throat, hysterical, guttural sounds of pure despair.
"Shhh, now," Victor murmured, his voice a terrifyingly calm counterpoint to your hysteria. He was still inside you, his softening cock a vile reminder of his claim. "Don't be so dramatic. The probability of successful fertilization from a single coital event is actually quite low, only around 30% under optimal conditions. Though," he added, a smug note in his voice, "the uterine contractions from your recent orgasm may have increased cervical mucus flow, potentially improving sperm motility. We'll just have to monitor your basal body temperature and luteinizing hormone levels over the next few days to be sure."
His clinical dissection of your potential impregnation was a violation more profound than the act itself. You were just a biological experiment to him, a vessel for his legacy.
He pulled out of you with a wet, sucking sound, and for a fleeting moment, you thought it was over. But then he was flipping you over, his hands rough and demanding, positioning you on your hands and knees on the hard, unforgiving surface of his desk. You were too weak, too broken to fight.
"No," you whimpered, a fresh wave of terror washing over you as you realized his intention. "Please, no. Not there."
He spread your ass cheeks, his thumb probing your tight, untouched hole. "Oh, yes," he groaned, his voice thick with anticipation. "This is going to be so tight. So perfect. And it's all mine."
He didn't prep you. He didn't use lubricant. He just positioned the head of his still-hard cock against your puckered entrance and, with a brutal, relentless thrust, forced his way inside.
The pain was blinding. A white-hot, searing agony that ripped through you like a lightning strike. You screamed, a raw, guttural sound of pure, unadulterated agony. It felt like you were being torn in two, your body rejecting the violent invasion with every fiber of its being.
"Uncle, please! Take it out!" you sobbed, your hands scrabbling uselessly against the smooth surface of the desk. "It's hurting! Please, take it out!"
Your desperate pleas seemed to trigger something in him. The brutal rhythm of his thrusts faltered for a moment. The memory of the first time, the first time he had ever done this to you, when you were just a girl, flooded his mind. You had begged him then, too. You had cried and bled, just like you were now.
"Shhh, my sweet girl," he murmured, his voice suddenly soft, a terrifying parody of comfort. He leaned over you, his chest pressing against your back, his lips brushing against your ear. "It's okay. It's always okay at the end. Just relax. Let your Uncle Victor take care of you."
He started stroking your hair, his fingers gently combing through the sweat-soaked strands, the same gesture he had used to soothe you after he had hurt you all those years ago. It was a twisted, sickening display of affection, a reward for your pain.
But his gentleness was a lie. His hips began to move again, his thrusts deep and punishing, each one a fresh wave of agony. You could feel the warm, wet trickle of blood running down your inner thighs, a horrifying testament to the violence of his assault.
"You're so good for me," he whispered, his voice a low, possessive purr. "So tight. So perfect. You were made for me. All of you was made for me."
He kept thrusting, his rhythm becoming more erratic, more desperate. You just lay there, limp and defeated, your body a canvas of pain and blood, your mind a numb, hollow void. You were no longer a person you were a thing, a receptacle for his pleasure and his rage.
With a final, brutal groan, he came, a hot, violent flood of release that filled your abused ass. He collapsed on top of you, his heavy body a suffocating weight, his ragged breaths the only sound in the room.
After a long moment, he pushed himself up, his cock slipping out of you with a wet, disgusting sound. You felt a warm, sticky trickle of fluid running down your inner thighs, a horrifying mix of his cum and your blood.
He looked down at the mess he had made, at the blood and semen staining your skin and his desk, and a slow, satisfied smile spread across his face.
"Perfect," he murmured, his voice a low, triumphant purr. "Now you're marked. Inside and out. You're mine, (Y/N). Completely. Irrevocably. And there's nowhere left to run."
The world was a blur of pain and a sticky, cooling wetness. You were aware of being moved, but your body was a limp, heavy thing, disconnected from your will. Strong arms lifted you from the desk, and you were settled onto his lap as he sat back down in his leather chair. You were a doll, broken and discarded, now being picked up and posed by her owner.
He held you against his chest, your head lolling back against his shoulder. You could feel the steady, rhythmic beat of his heart under your ear, a terrifyingly normal sound in a world that had been violently shattered. One of his arms was wrapped securely around your waist, pinning you to him, while his other hand began to... clean you.
He used a handkerchief from his pocket, the movements methodical and detached. He wiped away the evidence of his violence from your thighs, the mix of his cum and your blood a horrifying smear on the pristine white fabric. Then, with a soft sigh of contentment, he tucked his spent, flaccid cock back into his trousers and zipped them up, the sound of the zipper a final, damning click of closure.
His hands moved to your hair. His fingers, which had been pulling and tearing, now gently combed through the tangled, sweat-soaked strands. He smoothed it down, arranging it into something resembling its former style, like a child meticulously fixing the hair of a favorite doll.
"Much better," he murmured, his voice a low, satisfied purr.
Next, he attended to your dress. He pulled the fabric down, covering your bruised, violated flesh. He smoothed the wrinkles, his hands possessively lingering on your hips and stomach. He was erasing the evidence, putting his doll back together, making her presentable again.
"There now," he said, his voice soft but carrying an unmistakable threat. "You're going to go back out there with your parents. You're going to smile. You're going to laugh. You're going to act like nothing happened. Do you understand me?"
You couldn't speak. You could only stare blankly at the wall, your mind a numb, hollow void.
"If they ask where we were," he continued, his voice a low, dangerous whisper, "I'll do all the talking. You just nod and smile. We had a private discussion about my research. It was too technical for you, and you got a bit overwhelmed. That's all."
He tilted your head up, forcing you to look at him. His golden eyes were soft, a twisted parody of affection. He leaned in and pressed a soft, gentle kiss to your lips. It was a kiss of ownership, a final, branding seal on his violation.
"Uncle Gideon loves you very much," he whispered, his voice a venomous caress. "You're my special girl. And you always will be."
He stood up, lifting you with him as if you weighed nothing. He set you on your feet, but your legs were too weak to hold you. You swayed, and he steadied you, his arm wrapping around your waist in a gesture of support that felt like a cage.
"Walk," he commanded, his voice a low growl.
He led you to the door, his hand resting proprietorially on the small of your back. You were a marionette, and he was the puppeteer, pulling your strings, forcing you to move. As he opened the door, the sounds of the reception hall washed over you, a world away from the silent horror of the office.
"Smile, (Y/N)," he murmured, his lips brushing against your ear. "It's time to face our family."
The walk back to the reception hall was a grotesque parody of a grand entrance. Victor's arm was a steel band around your waist, holding you upright, propelling you forward. You were a puppet, your feet moving mechanically across the marble floor, your body a hollow shell.
The sounds of the party the laughter, the clinking glasses, the low murmur of conversations were a distant, alien landscape. You were an astronaut floating untethered in the cold vacuum of space, and the Earth was a world you could no longer touch.
Your parents were exactly where he had left them, still deep in conversation, their faces flushed with champagne and social delight. They hadn't noticed you were gone. Of course they hadn't. They never did. You could vanish for hours, and they would barely register your absence, so long as you reappeared when it was convenient for them.
It was a familiar, dull ache of neglect, one you had grown so used to you barely felt it anymore. It was just another fact of your existence, like the sky being blue or Victor being a monster. But tonight, their obliviousness felt less like a familiar ache and more like a fatal wound. They had left you to the wolves, and they hadn't even noticed the pack was circling.
"Ah, there they are!" your father boomed as he saw you approach, his voice a cannon blast in your fragile ears. "Victor, we were just about to send out a search party."
The irony was so thick you could taste it. A search party. As if they ever would.
Victor chuckled, a warm, brotherly sound that made your skin crawl. "My apologies. I was just giving (Y/N) a more... in-depth tour. I'm afraid she's had a bit too much to drink," he said, his voice a masterclass in feigned concern. "It's been a long day for everyone. I think it would be best if you all just stay here for the night. The hour is late, and the roads can be treacherous. I have private quarters here, more than enough room for everyone."
Your mother's face lit up with relief. "Oh, Victor, that's so generous of you! We were just saying how tired we were."
"It's my pleasure," Victor replied, his smile never wavering. "Please, don't let us cut your evening short. The party is still in full swing. I'm going to take care of (Y/N)." He gave them a reassuring nod, his voice taking on the professional confidence of a surgeon. "I am a doctor, after all. It's in my nature to be caring."
He paused, his golden eyes flicking down to meet yours, a look of profound, possessive meaning in their depths that only you could decipher. "In fact," he continued, his voice dropping slightly, becoming more intimate, more serious. "I'll take care of everything. Both of you," he said, looking at your parents, "and our dear (Y/N)." His gaze returned to you, and a cold dread, sharp and suffocating, seized your heart. "And, of course, the precious new embryo we've just created. It will need the best possible care to ensure a healthy, successful gestation."
The words hung in the air, a scientific, clinical pronouncement that was a public death sentence. Your parents, blinded by their admiration and the ambient noise of the party, didn't seem to register the full, horrifying weight of his statement. They just heard a doctor being a doctor.
"How thoughtful of you, Victor," your father said, clapping him on the shoulder. "Always thinking ahead."
Your mother smiled, her eyes soft with emotion. "You're such a wonderful brother. And a wonderful uncle."
Victor's smile widened, a predator's baring of teeth. "I do my best."
As your parents, completely oblivious, turned to mingle a bit more before retiring, Victor leaned down and whispered in your ear, his voice a low, triumphant growl. "Did you hear that? I'm going to take care of the embryo. Our embryo. I'll monitor its development daily. I'll control every variable. I'll ensure it's perfect. Just like its father."
Once your parents were gone, he scooped you up into his arms, just as he had before. You didn't fight. You didn't even flinch. You just let your head fall against his chest, your eyes staring blankly at the crystal chandeliers above. The dread was a physical presence now, a cold, heavy weight in your stomach, a living thing growing inside you, just as he intended. He wasn't just going to rape you; he was going to breed you. He was going to create a living, breathing symbol of his ownership, a child that would forever tie you to him, a constant, inescapable reminder of the night he destroyed you.
He carried you through a different set of corridors, these more private, more opulent. He was quiet, but his mind was racing. This was *his* night. The culmination of years of planning, of waiting. The grand opening of Rhodes Hill was a public triumph, a monument to his genius that the world could see. But you... you were his private triumph. The ultimate prize. He had spent years cultivating you, shaping you from a distance, waiting for the perfect moment to reclaim what was his. Tonight wasn't just about a hospital; it was about finally, irrevocably, possessing the one thing he had ever truly wanted. He had marked you, claimed you, and now he was going to take you home to the nest he had built specifically for you. This was his victory, and you were his spoils. And the child he had just planted inside you was the future of his dynasty.
Got back in contact with an ex-abuser to relive traumatic memories he gave me
Don't do that
He didn't even let me re-live the r3p3s I still rub to, it's literally the only thing I can cum to
So, like what was the point?
Oh, NOW you all of a sudden develop a conscious yet you're STILL trying to manipulate me back into your life
Maybe if you did what I asked you to do to me AGAIN I wouldn't start blocking you on everything
Like make up your fucking mind. I even told him I have needed someone to worship again, told him things he wanted to hear, stroked his ego to oblivion, yet once again I never get what I want
I even told him the only way I can truly get off is by being scared, the ball was in his court, yet he didn't take it and told me 'I think right now I have to heal you'
Sounds great until we realized that he's trying the nice guy angle so I would go back to him
Fucking moron, I just FUCKING SAID HOW TO GET ME BACK IN YOUR LIFE
Holy hell if he had just listened to me I'd be over there right now - J/A
im so serious when i say one of life's greatest disappointments is that electrocution in cartoons is played up like "you're going to be in this incredible full body agony that leaves you struggling to breathe" and bdsm electrocution toys are like "tickle tickle here's the localized pain"
like ik it's safer but damn. i yearn for the experience.
Finally finished them!!! Experimented with shadows AND light for the first time, as well as finally adding my watermark lol. I hope you all enjoy because I almost went insane trying to get their boots right. -A
I think I will forever feel like I don't fit into any groups
People are either way too goddamn sensitive, or they're genuinely evil, there is absolutely zero balance I have found
It's fine if they have their opinions, but as soon as I open my shitty mouth I get jumped
I'm not even saying problematic shit. That's the whole reason I made this account, so I could actually express myself in ways I have never been able to before with people
I have kept all my paras, my ideologies, and my ids so ridiculously separate from everything that I just ended up exploding from the isolation of my true self
I fucking HATE how fucked up I am. I'm being a whiney baby right now, but I'm going to say it.
It
is
not
fair
It's not fair that I was forced to witness and do things I didn't want to do.
I truly hope my next life is better than this one, because holy fuck I'm not excited to even see what tomorrow holds for me
Probably should clarify that whilst I have indeed had a tumblr acct before, I never really used it much or posted often at all
That being said, I am learning so much shit about the different labels you guys have. It's amazing. It's chronically online as hell (dw I am too, not judging at all) but wow I'm impressed.
So much discourse and drama over made up terms, hah, being human is funny sometimes. -A