Not Hollis or Rom related but I need to know if this means anything I’m a girl like there’s never been any doubt in my mind that I am I’m also pan but every time I see a gay male or a gay couple I get like jealous like not because I’m not happy for them but because I want to be a man loving another man is this weird or like something else I promise I’m not fetishising it or anything I just feel like their connections are so raw and deep and I’ll never get to experience that.













